Aletta found her mind wandering to Anette, she wondered how she felt telling others she was getting married. The idea of marriage had always been a no-go area for her as she had decided for a long time now not to get married.She occasionally had feelings of jealousy when she saw her high school and college mates get married but they only lasted for a while because she had a strong will and prejudice against marriage."I wonder how she feels about getting married" she murmured to herself as she tried to bring herself back to her work.If she could tell someone how she felt she would let them know that she did not feel good about the fact that someone who tried so hard to ruin her relationship was getting such a clean finish while she was still unsure about marriage.She had always been sure about her choice but these days when she looked at Joshua she always had a series of what-ifs. She wanted to know what it might feel like to get to call another person a husband and what it might b
"When I heard Anette speak about marriage I thought about myself and you" Aletta felt her heartbeat rise as she watched his face. She had just been thinking about the exact situation and he had to go ahead and speak about it. "You thought about us? Why?" she tried to stay calm as she swallowed the knot in her throat. She did not want to jump into any decisions because of how she felt at the time. "I don't know, I guess hearing her talk about settling down made me want to do so too" "Joshua" she stopped him before he went any further. He might get on one knee and begin a proposal if she did not stop him there."I am not saying you should marry me now" he said and she gave a subtle sigh of relief."I know you have said countless times over and over again that you don't want to get married and I wanted to try my best to understand but I could not," he said sincerely. She let out a loud breath as she pressed her fingers together. She did not like the situation, she wanted to think mo
Aletta was too stunned to speak. She blinked multiple times to try and mask her expression. She bit her lips."That caught me off guard" she finally said and he nodded. "But can I think about it?" she asked."Sure sure" he said trying to make it sound like it was a normal conversation."I would think about it and also about the marriage thing but I do need time to think about it" She said and he agreed with her.They tried to spend some time together but the awkwardness could not let them be so they both decided to go home and rest."You look like you received bad news" Alethea said as soon as Aletta walked through the door into the living room.Aletta looked at her sister, she might give good advice about the situation. She lived her life loving as well. It seemed like her family was cursed with never having anyone to love them truly but out of the three ladies she was the one who gave up on love."Are you seeing someone?" Aletta asked plopping onto the couch."Of course," Alethea sa
"So what happens every time you get your heart broken?" Aletta aksed.She believed love should have been simple and not so complicated. How can you love a person today and then suddenly you do not feel the same way again?"I may cry a little and wallow in self-pity for a while but then I know that there would be someone out there who would love me for me. I even try to convince myself that it is the loss of the person who left me and then I try again" Alethea's words made sense to Aletta.Somehow it was simple logic, when she failed her classes in the first year she did not give up just because she failed instead she worked harder and then went again and then she passed."So what's this all about?" Alethea asked disrupting her train of thought."What?" "The questions, it seems as though you are plotting something" Alethea said and Aletta rolled her eyes. Her sister was not only a lover girl but a serial gossip. She had to know what was going on in everyone's business every time."It
Aletta sat at her desk after talking with Alethea who had made up some good points. She pulled up a file from her desk and knew that it was time for her to finally proceed with her plan from the wrong back.She has always wanted to become a children's book story illustrator and has worked on it silently for years. She had gotten offers and had not yet gotten back to them because she was not sure if she was ready to stop working as Joshua's secretary.Since she was considering moving in with him and giving marriage seem thoughts then it must be time to resign and begin to pursue her dreams. As she drafted out her resignation letter she thought back to how she ended up like this. It all started with her confession to him and here she was months later considering moving in with him. She was going to resign at the start of the next year so she was only doing it earlier than she thought.'I need to see you first thing tomorrow morning' She tapped on her phone and sent it to Joshua. She st
Aletta had barely been able to sleep, she found herself waking up at intervals to check if it was time to get to work. She noticed that her mom had not come home in two days now. Knowing her mom she could be somewhere having the time of her life so two days was not enough reason to get agitated. She jumped out of bed as soon as her alarm went off and was getting ready to get to work when her phone began to ring off the hook. The only reason she was allowed to get calls like that was if there was an issue at work.When the name Ms. Millie flashed across her screen she held her breath and put the phone to her ears. She was in charge of the warehouse and usually, a call from her always meant something had horn wrong. She always used text messages for updates and good news but a call meant urgency and bad news. "Hello Ms Millie I haven't heard from you for a while" Aletta said as soon as the line connected."Which must have been good news for you" Millie said in her rich deep voice.Al
By the time they were done with the work of the day and rectifying the issues, they were sure that everyone who had gone to work for the day was already well-rested at home and even preparing for bed."You did great today," Millie said as they walked out.Millie and Joshua walked side by side while Aletta walked behind them. She still tried to keep her professional character in place even though everyone knew about her relationship with her boss."And you too" Joshua complimented. Millie was taken aback because even though Joshua had always been a gentleman he had never for once dished out compliments to his staff."I am glad to have you" he said and Millie stopped in her tracks threw him a look of disbelief and shook her head."You are?" she asked and he nodded."I mean we would have had a big issue with our investors next week if you had not checked this out for us" Joshua said."Well, I am getting paid a big one so I must work my pay" she said and Joshua shook his head."I am still
Aletta had wanted to keep her eyes open but her attraction to rest a bit in a moving car overshadowed her and the next thing she knew was someone shaking her gently."We are here Aletta" Joshua said and she blinked sitting up right."We are?" she asked drawing herself together. She looked ahead of her to see that the driver was nowhere in sight and they were still in the car.From the car she watched the penthouse, there was no sign of life and the lights were not switched on but she could see the grace exuding from the place. She gasped in awe as her eyes tried to look at the entire place at once but failed."Why are we here?" she asked him and she pressed his forehead with the tip of his finger."I thought you had something to tell me today, something urgent and that was good news, I figured that since only places that delivered food were open at this time we could come here and talk and then have something delivered to us for dinner" he said.His suggestion made sense and she had n