After their classes, Owen messaged Leon that he will be late to come home due to his schedule to meet Steven. Leon didn't reply, so Owen return his phone to his pocket.
"I'm sorry for being late." A voice from behind make Owen startled.
He turned his back to see Steven standing with poisture half step away from him.
"Did I startle you?" He looks so relaxed with a hint of smile on his face.
"How long have you been here?" Owen asked while avoiding Steven's eyes.
"A moment when you started texting." Steven casually answered.
"I'm sorry, I didn't notice you. Shall we start?"
"Yeah, but first, let's find a perfect place to place our things, I can't find a bench here. What if we go to School gym?" Steven says that while his eyes is roaming around the area.
They are at the vacant space at the back of the school building.
"What if there's a lot of students in there too?" He fidget.
Owen doesn't like to practice if there's a lot of people watching. He thinks it's useless to perform if the other audiences already saw the practice.
"Don't you want to be seen while practicing?" Steven look at him.
Owen nodded.
"Me too, I was thinking to practice at my own dance studio but of course I can do here if you want to." Steven smile with his teeth showing up.
Owen blinks twice in a row. What a perfect smile!
"You.. Do modelling?" He asked out of his mind.
Steven stopped for a second to look at him. He just staring this little guy in front of him. Owen saw the hint of feeling in Steven eyes but he doesn't know what it was because it disappeared immediately.
"No." Steven looks away and guided Owen to start walking.
Owen follows.
"Oh! I thought you were."
They headed to Steven car that is at the parking lot of the school. He open the car's door beside drivers seat. Owen entered and sit in there while waiting for Steven. He checked his phone and saw the messages from Leon.
"Buckle your seat belt." Steven said. He already inside the car.
Owen listen to him while reading the messages.
Leon: Why?
Leon: Hey! Where are you?
Leon: Can't you reply even once?!
Leon: Tell me where are you, You're not at the gym.
Leon: Hey! Are you mad?
Owen skipped a beat for a second. If what he thinks is right, Leon think that he is avoiding him because of what happened inside the classroom this morning. So he replied.
Owen: Sorry, didn't notice your messages. I'm with Steven right now and we are going out of the school campus to his dance studio to practice. Eat first, I'm gonna be late.
Message sent!
After sending it, he again put his phone back to his pocket.
"Are you comfortable of dancing the interpretative dance with BL theme?" Steven started the conversation.
"It's fine, it's my first time but I guess it's fine." He answered.
"Yeah, it's my first time too. So I hope we can be comfortable with each other later." Steven voice is cold. Owen thinks that perhaps, Leon's voice is also sounded like this every time he speaks with the people he doesn't like.
"You don't like me?" He voice it out again. Owen bite his lower lip to punish himself. What kind of tongue he has that can't even be controlled by his own body?
"What?" To Steven Surprise, he look at little boy side for a second and look back to the road again. "Why should i?"
"Well, you.. Seems that way." Owen said it while fidgeting.
"Pfft! " Steven can't control his laughter and started to laugh.
"Why are you laughing?" Looking so amazed by this sudden change of attitude from Steven, Owen stare at him.
Steven cleared his throat before talking again.
"I'm sorry, I'm surprised to receive that kind of question all of a sudden." Steven is still smiling. "And No, I don't dislike you. I, rather interested in you."
Owen choked by his own saliva and started coughing.
"You're good at using words Mr. Park." He said it while coughing.
Steven laugh again. His cheerful laugh with deep tone is like a good sound for Owen's ear. Now he is wondering, He likes Steven too? No! Impossible, He like Leon. But Steven is different. He thinks Steven is more easy to get along with.
After turning and turning every curves in the road, they finally arrived at Steven dance Studio. They both got out from the car.
"Follow me," Steven said.
They entered the 10x10 square meters Studio of Steven. The inside is neat and clean, The color from the wall to ceiling is the same, it's color light caramel brown. Very pleasing to the eyes. In front, there's a mirror which attached to whole wall of the front.
"Come. There's no chair inside, so seat on the floor." Steven voice.
There's a water dispenser at the corner and big Speaker beside the green plant on the flower pot.
"Cool" He said with admiration. "Are you the one who design this?"
"Thanks and Yes." Steven proudly answered. "Do you like it?"
"I like it here." He honestly answered.
"You can come here anytime, I let you borrow my duplicate key." Steven is smiling while saying it and also while walking towards the speaker.
"Are you serious?" Owen's eyes is twinkling with happiness. "I would love to!" He even jumped up two times while clapping.
"Haha!" Steven saw him doing that. "Okay, give me your phone number and I'll give you the key." He said.
"Sure!"
Owen gave his number to Steven before they started to make some dance steps for upcoming school event. Steven is a great dancer, and Owen admired him for being great. "En.. I think we should add some spicy moves." Steven suddenly stopped and look at him. He then get the towel that Steven lend to him. Wiping his sweat while waiting for Steven to finish making new steps. "Can I hug you from behind? I also need to touch your face while you are leaning to the right." He asked his permission while explaining. "It's not a problem" he said.. "It's actually good idea." He continued and put down the towel back to the floor. Owen walks closer to Steven and stand in front of him then turned his body and face the mirror. "I guess putting one of your hands in my stomach is also great. Let's try it." He said. Steven approved and they started dancing again. That's the 6th steps they made. They still need to create other steps, and for sure they can't finished it in one time pr
When Owen got out of the shower room. He saw Owen sitting quietly in front of the table. His eyes is following his move like he's observing him and trying to get some answers for the questions inside his mind. "Drop it already, what is it?" Owen feel a bit irritated this time. "Nothing" Leon said and look away. Owen tilted his head but didn't say a word. He just walk towards the table and occupied the vacant chair and they started eating. After eating without talking, Owen cleaned the kitchen and went to bed after. Leon, on the other hand is taking his bath. Laying in bed while playing his phone, Owen heard the door open and close at the same time. Leon finished his bathing. He's phone ringing and Steven calling. " Yes?" Owen answered. "I forgot to ask you, What snacks should I buy tomorrow?" Owen smile after hearing those. He even chuckled. "You called just to ask me that?" He asked. "Well, yes. Is that bad?" Steven voice sounds he's also smiling.
"Who are you?" Angelica is asking Steven with a hint of admiration in her eyes. Owen is nervous right now. Did they heard what they were talking about? He doesn't notice that Steven is actually staring at him at this moment. Maybe the guy read what is on his mind and suddenly grabbed his hands before answering the question of Angelica. "I'm Steven, Owen's friend and his dance partner." Steven smiled but didn't even reach his eyes. "Wen-wen, Leon and I want to invite you to buy some snacks. Wanna come?" Angelica didn't give her attention to what Steven said and directly ask him instead. After 8 years of being away to each other, Owen noticed that Angelica is now acting so different. Is it because she was living on the US? Perhaps that's it. He glanced at Leon, the guy is not looking at him but looking at Angelica. Owen can't take it anymore so he answered, "I'm sorry I can't, I already accepted Steven's invitation before you guys arrived. So maybe next time?" This
No one speaks, No one dare to move. Only the sounds of breathing can be heard at that moment. Owen is staring at Leon with serious look on his eyes, while Leon is looking at him with dumbfounded look on his face. Is he gonna hit him now? Or gonna swear at him? Owen is feeling nervous but he has no choice but to accept the fact that this is the end of their friendship. And those promises of living together? It's starting to fade. There still no words came out from Leon's mouth until he slowly move and take one step backward. Owen swallowed his own saliva to control the tears that is trying to escape from his eyes and secretly clenching his fists behind his back. "This..." Leon finally find his words. But that's only it. He even covered his mouth and continue to remain silent again. The pain in Owen's heart is getting more and more that he himself can't take it anymore so he also make his move. He take one step forward and before he leave, he said.. "If you can't ac
He was so shocked after hearing those words from Owen. He doesn't know this, He doesn't even noticed anything for the past 10 years. No, when did it start?, Is Owen already gay since he was a child or just bended? He has no idea at all. And that is so frustrating! He himself is a best friend of Owen, They grew together, they live together but he has no idea what's going on! He even told him many times that he hates gay yet the one he keeps telling those hurtful words is actually gay?! In other words, he hurt Owen many times! "Answer the phone! Damn it!" Leon is trying to contact Owen this whole time now but it seems that Owen is ignoring his calls. "F*ck!" Feeling dejected and frustrated, he sits on the floor. He needs to talk to Owen to ask him to explain himself why did he hide it from him. But, is it really okay with him to live with gay? He was sexually attacked by gay when he was 13 years old. He remember the time when he was almost raped by that man. Leon was 13 y
Owen didn't say any words even he heard what Steven said. His dance partner has a point now. "Let's go." He heard him talk again but he just followed him like a robot. "Or do you want to go back home for now?" Steven asked him when he noticed that he ain't talking. "Should i?" He asked him too. If what they think is the truth, then he doesn't want to face Leon for now. "If you want.. " Owen!" They both turned their heads looking for the owner of that voice who called Owen's name. "Huh! Look who's here?" Steven can't hide his bitterness and anger when he saw Leon walking towards them. He even pulled Owen and hide him behind his back. Owen didn't react, he just stay where Steven put him and looking down at his shoes. He didn't dare to look at Leon's eyes to hide his disappointment and the pain that he is hiding in his eyes. "Give him to me, I need to talk to him." Leon's voice is cold as north Pole. He heard the rumors spreading inside the
"Why? Are you still mad?" Leon sits straight and he's trying to read Owen's mind. "No. It's not like that. I just.. Can't." How can he able to tell him his true reason? If Leon's accepting his sexual orientation because they are friends. Will he also able to accept his feelings? Of course not! The answer is already obvious! Leon will possibly leave and hate him for sure. "Then why? Tell me the reason." "I want to try to live alone for now." He lied. "Live alone? How can you say you are living alone if you're actually living with someone else's house and the owner is also living in there?" Leon comb his hair with his own hands out of frustration. "If you want to sleep in seperate rooms with me, then we can just buy a big house for us to live in. It's easy." Leon continued. "We don't have money that we owned.." Owen disapproved. Leon paused for a second and started to think. "Then, I guess I should accept those offers?" He turn
"Why would I cover up the truth that already spread around the campus?" Angelica frowned when she's looking at Louis. "But at least try to cheer him up! He's your childhood friend, right?" Louis again. "Hey, Louis right? Do you like Owen?" Angelica tilted her head and crossed her arms in front of her chest while asking Louis. Everyone become silent for a moment before Louis burst out of laughter. "Hahaha! Unbelievable! Hey Owen! Is she really your friend? She even tried to make a new rumors against you and me. Now I wonder who really is the one who spread those rumors." Louis smirked while staring at Angelica that stiffened at that time. "I-Im not!" She denied. Louis laughed more and even slammed the chair three times. "You're the one who spread those rumors?" The cold like ice voice of Leon stopped everyone. "Leon!" Angelica surprisingly look to the owner of the voice. Leon slowly walks towards them with dark aura surrounding him. Owen gu
It's already been two weeks since the two of them made up. Everyone around them seemed to notice and began asking but they keep ignoring them. Only Nicolai, Steven, John and Luis are always updated to their relationship. "I already have a suspect." Owen and Leon both stopped from entering the room when they heard Steven speaking. All of them are having a get together party and the two of them got late due to Owen's schedule. They look at each other they continue to enter. "What are you talking about? What suspect?" Leon helped him to take his seat before taking the seat next to him. The four hesitates to tell them so Owen tilted his head and look at Nicolai. If he display his serious look in front of him, the man can't do nothing but to tell him whatever it is they are hiding. "There's a trending rumor in the internet that involving you two. We are having a guess if who was the one responsible who spread that rumor." Nicolai answered. "Rumor?" Owen pick up hi
Nicolai and Owen left the place after helping Steven's girlfriend to put him on the bed. They both on the car that Owen rented when Owen asked him. "What happened back there?" "He fainted while interrogating me." Nicolai made up a lie this time. He can't tell Owen that Steven actually kissed him back there. The man is already have a girlfriend so he already knows what do do. Doesn't need to tell him what is right and what is wrong. "I see.. He didn't change after all." Owen said. "What do you mean?"Owen took a deep breath before answering. "He used to be overprotective in comes to me."Yeah, Nicolai knew that. Owen told him the story between them. "Yeah.. I guess so."That incident didn't happen just once, Steven woke up in the next morning remembering what he did. So he decided to approach Nicolai and even started kissing him everytime he got a chance. The problem is that, Nicolai couldn't take it anymore because of the fact that Steven is already
There were a time, that destiny is making fun of us. Sometimes, you didn't know that the person destined for you is already in your front. And sometimes, you already in a relationship, but suddenly, your heart is still beating for someone else. Just like Steven, Owen's ex-boyfriend. "Do you know how we become crazy when you've gone missing? I even asked my mom to help me find you and made that Gu family lost their business!" Steven is yelling while talking to Owen. They are in the private building which Steven own. He visited the man after signing the contract with Star entertainment agency. "Yeah.. I'm sorry." Owen smile as he drink the wine on his glass given by Steven girlfriend. "Yeah! As if I forgive you that easily!" Steven pouted as he said that while facing the girl besides him. Owen again let out a chuckle and was about to speak when his phone rang. He check the caller registered name before answering it. "Nicolai.. Yeah? Alright, I'll pick you up d
Astoria Hotel... There's a sound of skin slapping each other inside the room of the hotel that the two occupied. Leon and Owen went there to end the loneliness inside their hearts. "Wait! Slow down!!" Leon gasps when Owen suddenly moved faster behind him. Are you guys confuse? Well, here's what happened... When the two entered the room, Leon immediately cupped Owen's face and captured his mouth. He kissed him like there's no tomorrow. But Owen gently pushed Leon and said.. "Let's take a shower first." "But I already took a bath, I can smell from your scent that you already had too." Leon embraced him more and brought him to the bed. Owen can easily tell that Leon really missed him so much, and did he. But there's too many things that changed even he never slept with anyone else for ten years! Especially when it comes to pleasing himself.. "Leon..." Owen called the man's name and his gaze landed on the bed. "Yes?" "How much do you love
"What do you mean, Nicolai called? Who's that?" Leon asked. He just arrived today and he doesn't know everything about Owen since he promised to himself not to try to collect some information about him when he was in New York. It was to punish himself for being incompetent when Owen got missing. "He's my personal assistant. But also my best friend. He became close to me when I arrived at Korea and lived there." He answered Leon. "After 5 days of continues crying, Nicolai feels sorry for me and tried to contact you. That's what he told me a year ago." Owen continue. Leon frowned deeper while Angelica started trembling. She also takes a step backward but being blocked by the man who were still holding the camera. "Nicolai called you but he said, a girl answered the phone. He asked where are you but the girl said you were not there. Before the girl ended the call, Nicolai said he heard a man voice calling Steven's name. When Nicolai asked Steven about that, you know w
"No. I have to do the audition. And Also, Angelica is the one who will play the role of the heroin." Owen stopped Leon from kissing his neck by covering his mouth with his hands. "Angelica?" Leon frown as he mentioned the name of the woman who he doesn't want to meet again. "Yeah.. If I will be chosen as the male lead, she will be my.." "No! I won't allow it!" Leon said deliberately. He pulled Owen out of the room and they walk at the hallway holding each other's hands to the room where the audition is happening. When Leon open the door, everyone is looking at him also Richard. But everyone shifted their gazes to the person who is following him. "I thought you won't bring him back here." Richard speaks first as he looking at Owen who wears his cold expression again. "I was thinking about that but he keeps telling me to go back here to the audition." Leon answered as he also looks around to find available extra seat for Owen. "Ah-huh? It seems you tw
Owen was walking fast when suddenly someone grabbed his hands from behind. He violently look back but that someone already pulled him away from Nicolai who couldn't react due to sudden event. Owen's bodyguard was stunned out of shocked too. "What.." "Follow me!" Leon's voice is deep and sounds hoarse as he speaks while pulling Owen in his hands. When Nicolai recognized the man who just snatched away his best friend, he immediately ordered the bodyguards to do not follow them and just let them be. The bodyguards wanted to ask but Nicolai have said. "You will be fired by your own boss if you continue to follow, trust me." He said while crossing his arms on his chest. He then smile happily while going back to their car. Meanwhile, Leon bring Owen to one of the private room that is located inside the building. After entering, he let go of him and stare at him for a second. No one dares to talk, the sounds of silence ringing in their ears. Owen is looking down at
"Y-you, we just talk yesterday! And besides, Steven has a girlfriend already!" Nicolai straighten up his back while trying to explain to him but he just gave him a shrug as his response. He knows what kind of person Steven is, he's his ex-boyfriend after all. Even they're relationship was just for a show, it's still considered as normal relationship. He smirked when he remember the day that he first met him inside his classroom. "I'm telling the truth!" Nicolai smack his shoulder this time so he just chuckled. His best friend started stomping his feet on the ground as he keeps explaining about his meeting with Steven. Well, Steven indeed has a girlfriend now but the way he look at girl was too shallow. His smile didn't even reach his eyes when his in front of his girlfriend. Unlike when his with Nicolai. Wait, if Steven has spark on his eyes everytime he look at Nicolai, then that means, he has feelings for Nicolai? "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" Nico
"You're dreaming again?" Owen open his eyes when he heard Nicolai voice. He touched his face and was being surprised when he feels the cold water in there. Was he crying on his sleep? He shut his eyes close again then rubbed his forehead. It's already been 6 years and he still couldn't forget the terrible relationship he has been. "For how long did I sleep?" He asked Nicolai while slowly getting up from the sofa. "2 hours, your manager called you a while ago but I told him that you're still sleeping. By the way, he told me that the new Director has arrived." "New director?" He walks towards the water dispenser and get a cup of water in there. "Yeah, your manager said, the new director has just arrived from US. I heard he is really well known in entertainment industry." Nicolai answered. Since that day, Nicolai became his personal assistant and his plan group hasn't formed. Their friends refused to join because they said they couldn't take the heat in the Ph