CHAPTER THREE

“MATTHEW! Ano bang ginagawa mo?” Totoong natatakot na si Andreana sa binata. Hindi na niya alam ang gagawin. Umiyak lang siya ng umiyak habang pilit siyang hinahalikan nito habang ang mga kamay nito ay nakahapit sa kanyang bewang.

When Andreana felt the Matthew's hand going up to her chest, she really tried her best and her strength to push him away.Dahil malakas ang pagkakatulak niya kay Matthew, napahiga lang siya sa kama at mas lalo pa tuloy napangisi ang binata.

“You can’t stop me, Andreana. Call me a rapist or crazy, but my body keeps shouting to taste you! ” He said harshly and joined her in the bed. He was on top covering her.

“Matthew ano ba! Is this really how people’s mindset here in America? Do you think all women are easy to get?!” she groaned. “M-Matthew, please! Let me go. I won't complain to m-mommy, just let m-me go...”

What if someone suddenly enters the room? And they will see them in that position? Bumangon na ang sindak sa dibdib niya. She could feel the growing maleness of Matthew.

“Hindi mo ako mapipigil, Andreana. This is your pay leaving in our house for free?” Saad nito saka siya siniil ng halik. Mariin. Marahas. Napaiyak nalamang siya. Nagpipilit siyang kumawala rito ngunit hindi siya pinapakawalan ng binata.

Kaya ba malakas ang loob nitong gahasain siya dahil lamang nandito siya at ang Mommy niya sa pamamahay ng mga ito ng libre? This man's behavior is terrible!

“P-please M-Matthew…” She begged.

She never had sex with anyone. And she wasn’t ready for that yet. Gusto man niyang iparating sa binata na wala pang nakakagalaw sakanya ngunit hindi niya magawa dahil hinahalikan siya nito. Kissing her hard, rough, thoroughly and kissing her expertly sa kabila ng lahat.

At kahit siya ay nagtataka sa sarili. Hindi siya dapat makadama init dahil natatakot siya sa ginagawa nito ngunit iyon ang kaniyang nadarama. She hated him for doing this to her and wanted him at the same time. Matthew bit her lip.

“Ahhhh!” Ungol niya dala ng biglang sakit na naramdaman sa ginagawa nito. Itinaas pa nito ang kanyang t-shirt kaya tumambad sa binata ang kanyang dibdib na natatakpan ng manipis na bra. Matthew’s hand softly massaging her breast. “Hhhmmmm!”

What Matthew doing to her is making her crazy. Oo, galit siya sa ginagawa nito. Pero bakit ganon? Bakit nakakaramdam siya ng init sa katawan? When he lowered his hand down to her femininity she was stunned. At sinubukan niyang pigilin ito. This is her first time at hindi siya handa para doon.

“Please no. I’m b-begging Matthew. D-don’t do this!”

“Yes, Andreana! Yes!” he had already opened the zipper of her shorts and inserted his hand inside her underwear. Then, his fingers were on the sensitive part of her body that she almost lost her breath. “You’re wet, Andreana. I can feel that you’re ready for me.”

She cried softly when Matthew started to enter his middle finger inside of her.

“N-no p-please…” She cried. she also felt something very hard on his thigh.  Sinikap pa niyang kumawala habang may natitira pa siyang katinuan sa isip. Pero habang ginagawa iyon ay napansin niyang mas lalong natutuwa si Matthew. He settled on top of her holding both her hands over her head.

“KUYA? KUYA? WHERE’S MELISANDRE?” Mga katok sa pinto ang nagpabalikwas kay Matthew. Marahas siyang binitiwan ng binata at dali dali inayos ang kanyang damit. She did the same. Wazel was outside the door. "Big bro? Are you there?"

She’s thankful. Mabuti nalang dumating si Wazel, otherwise Matthew might have gotten her virginity. Inayos niya ang sarili. Tiningnan niya muna ng masama si Matthew matapos niyang mag ayos bago siya tumayo at binuksan ang pintuan. Tumambad sa harapan niya ang binatilyo na may nagtataka sa mukha nito.

“What are you doing here?” nagtatakang tanong nito sakaniya. She forced a smile.

“I came here to ask your b-brother a-about...about—”

“About mathematics subject.” Matthew who immediately answered his brother. Tumango-tango naman ang binatilyo. Matangkad na rin si Wazel at halos magkasingtangkad na sila sa edad nitong labing isa.

“Oh. Okay. Kuya Matt is really good at Math. You came on the right person, Andy.” Nakangiti nitong sagot kaya pinilit nalang rin niyang ngumiti.

“Sorry, excuse me. I'll go to my bedroom." She then quickly walked towards their room. Ayaw niyang makita ni anino ni Matthew. Gusto niya lamang na magkulong sa kwarto nila ng kanyang ina. She hated Matthew!

He almost got me. Bulong niya sa isip.

She shook her head because she remembered what had happened earlier. Hindi niya lubos akalain na ganon ka-aggressive si Matthew. She was almost raped! At muntikan na rin siyang nahulog sa mga halik nito. Kaunti nalamang rin ay magliliyab na siya sa init na naramdaman kanina at hahayaan nalang niya ang kanyang dignidad.

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ANDREA was pretty silent that night following Melisandre. Gabi ng party sa bahay ng boyfriend nitong si Steven. She just observed the movements of the teenagers who got invited to the party too.  The pool area of ​​Steven’s mansion is luxurious, surrounded by different colors of lights and very loud party music. Lots of food was prepared for Steven's birthday. Well, they are rich. Halos teenagers lahat ang mga naroon. Mga teenagers na kung gumalaw ay tila dalagang dalaga na.

Some are kissing. Eto ang tipikal na makikita sa mga party sa America. Akala niya ay sa movie lang nangyayari ang mga ganon, ngunit totoo pala ang mga ito. At ngayon nga ay napapanood niya ang mga ganung eksena. Live pa!

“Andrea, are you alright?” si Melisandre na katulad niyang nakasuot ng red bikini. Pareho sila ng soot dahil sinadya talaga nitong ibili siya ng kaparehong bikini. Kasama nito ang nobyo at sa bawat sandaling lumilipas ay naghahalikan ang mga ito.

“Yeah. I’m fine. I'm just not really used to this kind of party.” saad niya. “A-atsaka masakit ang ulo ko. Pwedeng doon muna ako?”

She even pointed to the garden near the pool area. No one was there and that’s what she wanted. She wanted to be in a quiet place. She wanted to be alone for a moment.

“Are you sure?” tanong ni Melisandre. Tumango lang naman siya. “Okay. If you get bored, just approach me.”

"Okay. Don’t worry about me. Just enjoy your night with the birthday boy." She replied. Carrying a glass of wine, she walked to the garden she was referring to.

Halos matagal rin siyang nakaupo habang pinapanood ang mga kaedad niyang nag eenjoy sa pool party. Hindi niya maintindihan ang sarili kung bakit hindi niya magawang i-enjoy ang sarili. Hanggang ngayon sariwa pa rin sa isip niya ang ginawa sakanya ni Matthew. Muntikan na siyang marape. At dahil sa mga halik ni Matthew, muntik na rin siyang nagliyab ng tuluyan. Matthew is a good kisser. At talagang nabuhay ang kanyang pagkababae sa ginawa nito sakanya.

But that was wrong. Really wrong. She felt guilty about her mother because she was almost carried away by Matthew's kisses.

"Hi." she suddenly stood up when a man same as her age approached her. “Why are you here?”

"I just want to be alone." she replied. Umupo naman ang binatatilyo sa inuupuan niya kanina. “T-that’s my place.”

“We can share you know.” Nakangiti nitong saad. Umiinom din ito ng wine gaya niya. “I’m Billy. And you are?”

She did not answer. She has no intention of talking. She wanted to be alone because she was thinking a lot. So, she turned around and looked for another peaceful place. If possible, away from the pool so that no one can see her.

Naglakad nga siya upang maghanap ng matatambayan. Hindi naman kasi siya maaring umuwi dahil wala siyang sasakyan. Kailangan talaga niyang hintayin si Melisandre, dahil ihahatid sila mamaya ni Steven. Napangiti siya ng may makita na siyang maaring pagtambayan. Iyon ay ang garden sa harap ng bahay nina Steven. Walang tao doon at wala rin masyadong ilaw.

She sat there and enjoyed the silence. And then, she turned on her cellphone. Nag open siya ng kanyang messenger upang tingnan kung may chat si Nathan. Lumungkot ang mukha niya ng makitang wala. Noong tumawag rin sila sa Pilipinas ay hindi sumasagot ang mga ito. Ano na kaya ang nangyari?

“Andreana…” isang pamilyar na boses ang nagpalingon sakanya sa kung saad. She was even shocked to see the bulk of a man from the darkness. He knew who it was. It’s Matthew Morrison.

“What are you doing here, Matthew?” tanong niya rito. Napatayo nanaman tuloy siya. Akala niya ay nasa tahimik na siya. Bakit andito ang binata?

“Group project? Is that the new outfit of the students who will do the group project? ” he said with his sarcasm. Napaatras pa siya ng maglakad papalapit sakanya ang binata. “At nagsinungaling pa talaga kayo kay Daddy at sa mommy mo? I asked Wazel where did you really go and he said you had a pool party here.”

“Ano bang pakealam mo Matthew? J-just leave us alone. Melisandre was still enjoying the party. She just brought me here.”  Sagot niya nalamang. Natahimik ang binata sa sinabi niya. Tinitigan niya ito sa mata. Why is this man so handsome even when they are in the dark? It is a perfect combination of a male Filipino and American blood. He looked like a Hollywood celebrity.

“Don’t look at me that way, Andreana. You have those seductive way that—” Hindi na nito tinuloy ang sinasabi. Akmang tatalikod na ito ngunit hinarap siyang muli. “Wait me here. Hahanapin ko lang sa loob si Melisandre. What you two doing is punishable!”

She sat down again. He could not understand Matthew. He sounds nice but when it comes to bed, he's very needy.

“You’re here!” Her heart pounded when she saw the man who approached her earlier. The guy named Billy. Napatayo siya ng makita niyang may kasama na itong dalawang lalaking halos kasing edad lang nila. Tila kapwa nakainom ang mga ito. “Come on guys, let this baby girl play with us.”

“You look so hot, babe.” Nilapitan pa siya ng isang lalaki at wala siyang nagawa ng hawakan siya nito sa bewang. Tila napako siya sa kinatatayuan at hindi siya makagalaw. She was scared and trembling. Especially when a man stood behind him.

“She has a nice butt!” bigkas pa ng isa na halatang lasing na.

“And big boobies.” Another man said while caressing his chest.

What am I going to do? She was so scared and she couldn't scream.

“Don’t you dare shout, babe? Or else...” her eyes widened as he pulled a knife out of his pocket. She just closed her eyes and pray to God. She’s hoping that someone will see her and help her.

Matthew! Sigaw ng kanyang isip. They were about to lift her when they suddenly saw that someone had rushed in and attacked the three men. It’s Matthew. Akmang susugurin pa sana ni Matthew ang tatlo pero pinigilan niya ito.

The three men ran away. She also saw that the faces of the three were covered with blood. And she didn't want Matthew to kill anyone. Sa mukha kasi nito ay nababakas ang galit. Nang wala na ang tatlo ay tiningnan siya ng masama ni Matthew.

"Are they the ones you're waiting for here? Tell me Andreana! Sumama ka ba kay Melisandre dahil may katatagpuin ka rin ditto ha?"galit na galit itong hinawakan siya sa magkabilang balikat. She just burst into tears. Hindi niya masabing muntikan na siyang magahasa ng tatlo at mabuti nalang dumating ito.

"W-where's Andre?" she just asked in a trembling voice. Napansin niya kasing hindi nito kasama ang dalagita. Nagpupuyos pa rin sa galit ang mukha ng binata. She doesn’t know what to do. She’s scared to death!

"Come here!" Matthew grabbed her by the arm and dragged her into his car outside the gate of Steven's house. Binuksan nito ang pinto ng kotse at itinulak siya papasook doon. Isinara nito ang pinto saka ini-lock. Mula sa ilaw ng mga kabahayan sa paligid, nakikita parin niya ang nakakatakot na awra ng binata.

“Three men, Andreana!” Mariing wika nito sa nagtatagis na bagang. “I regretted what I did earlier in my room. But hell, kayang kaya mo palang ipahawak ang katawan mo sa iba’t ibang lalaki!”

“M-matthew…” Bumalong na naman ang takot niya. His face hardened in anger kumpara kanina. “Please M-Matthew, just let me g-go! L-let me out! S-sasabay n-nalang ako k-kay Andre. P-please…”

Sasabihin na sana niya ang totoo na muntik siyang magahasa ngunit hindi niya masabi dahil puro hagulgol ang lumalabas sa kanyang bibig. Kaya hindi niya nalang itinuloy. At sigurado siyang hindi naman siya papaniwalaan.

“Let me continue what the three men doing.” Saad nito bago dinama ng kamay nito ang dibdib niyang nababalutan ng manipis na swimsuit bra. Napasinghap siya dahil nakaramdam nanaman niya nang takot gaya ng kanina.

“N-no please!” Pakiusap niya ngunit hindi siya nito pinakinggan.

“I will continue what we did earlier in my room. And of course, you like it too, don't you? This is what the three men will do to you next, isn't it?” wika nito sa nagtatagis na bagang. Sisigaw sana siya ngunit hinalikan na siya nito.

“Ahhhmmm!” Ang sigaw ay tila naging ungol. He was kissing her rough and hard. Halos pangapusan siya ng hininga dahil sa takot. Nanlalaban siya ng todo dahil alam niyang walang makakapigil sa nakikita niyang pagnanasa sa binata. “N-no! No please!”

Itinulak pa siya nito pahiga sa passenger seat na naroon at pumatong ito sakaniya.

“Your young body is almost perfect for me Andreana.” He said huskily. “You’re petal-soft. You are warm and sweet sa natural mong amoy. It tickled all my senses. Hindi mo ako mapipigilan.”

“Don’t do this Matthew! Parang awa mo na!” Hindi niya napigilang lumuha. Nagsimula nang ibaba ni Matthew ang slacks nito at inilabas ang mahaba at matigas nitong pagkalalaki. Iginilid nito ang soot niyang red bikini. “S-stop!”

“Yes, sweetheart. Yes!”

“No please...” pakiusap pa niya ng maramdamang magkadikit na ang kanilang mga ari. Konting galaw nalang ay makakapasok na ito ng tuluyan.

“Look at me, Andreana.” He commanded. “I want you to look at me when I take you and make you mine!”

Combined anger and lust, that's what he sees in the young man's blue eyes. Moments later, Matthew pushed his maleness inside her na halos magpawala sa malay niya. Sa sobrang sakit ay tila gusto nalamang niyang mahimatay. It hurts! There seemed to be something torn in her vagina that she couldn’t understand how pain it is.

“A-andreana?” Tawag sakaniya ng binata na tila hindi makapaniwala sa ginawa. Alam niyang kitang kita ngayon sa mukha niya ang matinding sakit na ibinigay nito. Ipinikit niya ang mga mata sa pagbabakasakaling mabawasan ang sakit. “A-andreana, I am so sorry. I didn't know that this would be your first—”

“W-what are you expecting, Matthew? Na hindi na ako birhen?” Umiiyak niyang sigaw. Agad namang hinugot ng binata ang pagkalalaki nito at tiningnan siya.

“Sorry,” His voice becomes gentle. “I’m really sorry, Andreana.”