** Malèna Magdala **
One week that we are in Brazil my grandmother pushes me to have fun etc.
I have put on weight again I gained two kilos I am starting to have cheeks; I am super happy! Before leaving I had done a very long Brazilian weave, it was my grandmother who chose and it is not to displease me.
I was quietly sitting by the pool soaking my feet in the water when a man came to do the same
...: Are you having fun?! Sitting next to me
I looked at him a few moments before I took my gaze elsewhere
.: no problem we'll stay that way until you decide to talk to me
We stayed like that without saying a word for a good ten minutes
Me: are you Brazilian?! Say I finally
.: Yes, but I'm here for the holidays
Me: why in this case you are not at home with your family??!
.: I'm at home in a way
Me: finally, I want to say that instead of being a hotel to flirt with foreigners, you might as well take advantage of your family because you don't live in the country
...: this is my hotel.
Me: ah. sorry
.: you don't have to apologize ... he said looking for my name
Me: Malèna
...: Malèna?! It's pretty, delighted Malèna
Me and you??
.: Carlos
Me: typical of the south
Carlos: oh yes typical from the south, so I guess you are from the north?!
Me: Montreal
Carlos: Canada must be awesome
Me: yes, except when it's cold like now for example
Carlos: it was for her that you exiled here
Me: it's a gift from my grandmother, we wanted a change of scenery
Carlos: and you have chosen well. How old are you without indiscretion?
Me: the age of a woman does not say do you know?!
Carlos: not in Brazil
I laughed
Me: how old are you giving me?!
Carlos: I’m 20 years old for sure, but the exact age I don’t know, I’m really bad on this side
Me: I'm twenty-two and soon I'll be twenty-three and you?!
Carlos: I'm twenty-seven
Me: you are older
Carlos: can we talk to each other now?!
Me: it's clear!
It is up
Carlos: come with me. He said holding out his hand to me
Me: where are we going?!
Carlos: visit the hotel
Me: should I trust you Carlos?!!
Carlos: there are cameras all over the building
Me: but this is your hotel you can buy the silence of more than one
Carlos: trust me
I have my grandmother's voice in my head, I nudge grabbed his hand and went with him on a tour of the hotel.
After an hour of visiting with Carlos, we spent our time laughing like children more than visiting, he's so funny, he made me laugh out loud and it feels good.
He suggested that I go for a bite to eat in the hotel restaurant.
Carlos: So what do you think of the hotel?!
Me: it's beautiful, I say, contemplating the restaurant
Carlos: it was my father's legacy that I had
Me: have you lost your father?!
Carlos: yes, he died two years ago now from poisoning
Me: I'm sorry
Carlos: worry. Tell me a bit about yourself
Me: what do you want to know?!
Carlos: are you in a relationship?!
Me: No and you?!
Carlos: neither. What do you do in life?
Me: I was a student but now I quit, I look for myself a bit
Carlos: what do you want to do for a living?!
Me: oh you know I had lots of dreams ... I just want to stay alive that's good and then we'll see
Carlos: you seem so fragile to me
Me: ...
I kissed the head
Carlos: I'm sorry.
Me: it's nothing ...
Carlos and I spent the whole day together, I had forgotten my grandmother and Inès, I was with him and I didn't see the time go by. Looking at his watch I saw it was two in the morning
Me: already!! My grandmother must be worried I'm going home
Carlos: I'll take you back to your room
Me: if you want
He walked me back to my bedroom door
Carlos: I'm coming back tomorrow around 1 p.m.
Me: what are we going to do?!
Carlos: what do you want to do?!!
Me: surprise me
Carlos: do you want to have babies!? He said amusedly
Me: Carlos! I say laughing
Carlos: I'm going to visit you Rio
Me: I will like it!?
Carlos: you will love believe me
Before leaving he gave me a kiss on the cheek. When I got into the grandmother's room and Inès was already asleep, it's weird, it's early for them, Inès goes out every night basic.
When I lay down on my bed Inès joined me
Me: Inès what are you doing?
Inès: where were you?
Me: why do you want to know?
Inès: go tell me!
Me: somehow
Inès: with a guy Hun!
I rolled my eyes amusedly
Inès: ouch!! He is handsome?!
Me: too beautiful!
Inès: tell, tell. She said excitedly
Me: he's tall, muscular, with dark skin, you know a tanned mixed race style ...
Inès: yes, I see ...
Me: green eyes, pink lips orh!
Inès: the bitch, did you have time to watch all this?!
Me: I spent the day with him so yes he is very funny and this hotel belongs to him
Inès: What! She said almost screaming
Me: shut when mother is sleeping!
Inès: does this hotel belong to him?!
Me: yes, he inherited his from his father
Inès: too good
Me: tomorrow he comes to get me, we go out
Inès: to go where?!
Me: he shows me around Rio
Inès: and you are going to show him around your secret garden!
Me: Inès!!! You are crazy my word!
We spent the night talking and we only slept in the early hours of the morning. I woke up an hour before it was time for my date with Carlos. Grandmother and Inès went to the spa to relax.
Carlos arrived on time
Me: you are punctual say so. I say when I leave the room
Carlos: as you see it. How are you doing?!
I'm doing well, and you?!
Carlos: cava. Aren't we going?!
I do
It's been two years now that I haven't spent a day like this, I laughed out loud, I dance, jumped, eat, oh yes I only have that, there is too much good atmosphere in Rio, the streets are colorful, it's so beautiful.
Carlos: are you having a good time?!
Me: I don't want her to stop
He kissed me, I answered his kiss
Carlos: you are so beautiful. He said putting a kiss on my cheek
I smiled at him. We continued our day in wonder, he brought me back to the neighborhood where he grew up, his school, the field where he played soccer.
Me: you had a beautiful childhood
Carlos: yes. And you!?
Me: my childhood was quiet, growing up my life started to get hectic
Carlos: oh well why?!
Me: are you sure you want to know?
Carlos: on
Me: you won't judge me?!
Carlos: who am I to do it?!
Me: Well I'm going.
I told him about my life, my illness, my boyfriend who left me and my loved ones, my mini depression and the fact that I came to Brazil.
Carlos: The guy who left you is just a big jerk! He doesn't know what he lost. You beat the cancer and that's the most important
Me: do you find me sick?!
Carlos: I find you beautiful
We kissed each other.
Me: my grandmother is going to start asking you to account because you make me come home late
He laughed.
Six months later, Grandmother and Ines returned to Canada and I stayed in Brazil, I just had to stay two more weeks, two weeks turns into a month, a month into two months and two months in six months.
Carlos and I have been a couple for six years now, my mother calls me every day, I can understand that she is worried as well as my father but I am very well, very very well, Carlos is great with me and treats me well he loves me and i love him i feel like it's been years since i've known him when he's not at work he spends his time with me we live at the hotel for the moment, in his suite, I knew how to take my marks in the country, I often stay with his mother and his sister when he is busy and they are great with me, his mother already talks to me about children that it is very very far from being in my thoughts we are well thus, he also has a little brother with whom I have less affinities than the others.
** Carlos Santos **Carlos had been fulfilling for a while in his relationship with Malèna, he found something in her that he never found in another, at first he thought it was just going to be a holiday romance as he usually does. to have but this here with Malèna was much more, he fell in love with this sweet girl with the contagious smile. Malena, he thought, he picked up his phone to call her because she missed him, he had gone to Brasilia for his hotel which he wanted to open there.Carlos: how is the most beautiful woman in the
** Malèna Magdala **Since coming back from Brazil everything is bad, I am just arguing with my parents, a lot more with my mother about Carlos, the atmosphere has become so tense between us.My mother never supports me in everything I do, even long before my illness it's always been like that, the person who gives me little support is my father, I never understand why she is so hard on me, why does she impose so many limits on me?! I would love to tell her what is going on in my life, my fears, my sorrows, my disappointments etc ... but I can't because she always judges my decisions.
Chapter 8I am in Kinshasa! It's so hot! My grandfather came to pick me up at Dili airport, this country smells so good! The smell of meat cooked in the open air, it's such a busy city, I really like the hospitality I think living here will really change my mind.Koko: so do you like it?!M
One year laterI have been living in Congo for a year now and how can I tell you that I have become fat!! I have flesh as koko Grandma would say, no longer seriously I gained weight but on the hips, thighs and chest I do not understand, koko Grandma says that a woman's body is a secret that no one does not know how to remedy it, I have big plays now to say true I am not full! It's always better than being a skeleton!Recently I have been thinking of going to Canada for just a little while and then retur
Chapter 10I was in the kitchen drinking a glass of water when I heard the ringtone, I went to open the door when a man whose face seemed familiar to me stood in front of me, dressed very classy, a tuxedo, he was super elegant tall in size in the one meter 90 or a little more, from small eyes of very dark dark brown color, he was imposing, his body, his appearance he possessed all around him and it was disturbing..: Ronny is there?Me: Ronny !! I say turning around slightly.. : What's your name ?Me: Malèna .. Malèna, Ronny's sister ..... : I recognize you ! You had passed one day .. he said thinking. You were young but ..Me: he went back two years ago it seems to me and I was twenty-two or twenty-three years old..: but you grew upMe: not so much. I said when I left the step to put myself at his height but he was muc
Chapter 11A month laterI was in the car with Peter outside his restaurant, we were kissing like two teenagers when someone knocked on the car window.I fell in love and fell in love with this man, don't you think it was love at first sight ?! It only takes a minute to fall in love with someone at first sight, a day to love someone, it's like a blow you get right there! in the pit of the stomach. Very curious the blow of heart!And the crush ?! Believe it, true love is eternal, infinite, always similar to itself, it is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations, it is seen with white hair, always young at heart. When the heart beats for the heart, love neglects terror and life becomes beautiful as a flower...: you do not present ?!Peter: not in his circumstances! He said annoyedlyThe man looked strangely like Peter, but you could tell he wasn't the sam
Chapter 12MalenaWhen I woke up this morning, I was on his bed and he was sleeping peacefully by my side, how did I get here ?! Is he the one who carried me this far ?! No doubt . Last night I didn't understand he almost ran out without even giving me a correct explanation. I turned to take a look at him he was still asleep I saw on his chest because he was shirtless he had an "I hate you" tattoo I hate you.I went to the bathroom to take a shower. Letting the water run over my skin spanked me very much, until his hands came to rest on my stomachPeter: Hello. He said putting a kiss on my bare wet shoulderMe: Hello. Closing my eyesHe turned me around and kissed me and from there left a long special shower, I gave myself to him, I wanted it and I felt good in my head and even in my body, I don't regret waiting on the contrary !An hour later he
So goes the life of MalènaChapter 1Looking out the window of my hospital room was pouring out the rain, it was raining a hazy, the roads were wet, the wind was blowing on the trees it looked like they were going to be uprooted any second at a time. 'other.Nurse: Malèna?! Here are your meds….
Chapter 12MalenaWhen I woke up this morning, I was on his bed and he was sleeping peacefully by my side, how did I get here ?! Is he the one who carried me this far ?! No doubt . Last night I didn't understand he almost ran out without even giving me a correct explanation. I turned to take a look at him he was still asleep I saw on his chest because he was shirtless he had an "I hate you" tattoo I hate you.I went to the bathroom to take a shower. Letting the water run over my skin spanked me very much, until his hands came to rest on my stomachPeter: Hello. He said putting a kiss on my bare wet shoulderMe: Hello. Closing my eyesHe turned me around and kissed me and from there left a long special shower, I gave myself to him, I wanted it and I felt good in my head and even in my body, I don't regret waiting on the contrary !An hour later he
Chapter 11A month laterI was in the car with Peter outside his restaurant, we were kissing like two teenagers when someone knocked on the car window.I fell in love and fell in love with this man, don't you think it was love at first sight ?! It only takes a minute to fall in love with someone at first sight, a day to love someone, it's like a blow you get right there! in the pit of the stomach. Very curious the blow of heart!And the crush ?! Believe it, true love is eternal, infinite, always similar to itself, it is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations, it is seen with white hair, always young at heart. When the heart beats for the heart, love neglects terror and life becomes beautiful as a flower...: you do not present ?!Peter: not in his circumstances! He said annoyedlyThe man looked strangely like Peter, but you could tell he wasn't the sam
Chapter 10I was in the kitchen drinking a glass of water when I heard the ringtone, I went to open the door when a man whose face seemed familiar to me stood in front of me, dressed very classy, a tuxedo, he was super elegant tall in size in the one meter 90 or a little more, from small eyes of very dark dark brown color, he was imposing, his body, his appearance he possessed all around him and it was disturbing..: Ronny is there?Me: Ronny !! I say turning around slightly.. : What's your name ?Me: Malèna .. Malèna, Ronny's sister ..... : I recognize you ! You had passed one day .. he said thinking. You were young but ..Me: he went back two years ago it seems to me and I was twenty-two or twenty-three years old..: but you grew upMe: not so much. I said when I left the step to put myself at his height but he was muc
One year laterI have been living in Congo for a year now and how can I tell you that I have become fat!! I have flesh as koko Grandma would say, no longer seriously I gained weight but on the hips, thighs and chest I do not understand, koko Grandma says that a woman's body is a secret that no one does not know how to remedy it, I have big plays now to say true I am not full! It's always better than being a skeleton!Recently I have been thinking of going to Canada for just a little while and then retur
Chapter 8I am in Kinshasa! It's so hot! My grandfather came to pick me up at Dili airport, this country smells so good! The smell of meat cooked in the open air, it's such a busy city, I really like the hospitality I think living here will really change my mind.Koko: so do you like it?!M
** Malèna Magdala **Since coming back from Brazil everything is bad, I am just arguing with my parents, a lot more with my mother about Carlos, the atmosphere has become so tense between us.My mother never supports me in everything I do, even long before my illness it's always been like that, the person who gives me little support is my father, I never understand why she is so hard on me, why does she impose so many limits on me?! I would love to tell her what is going on in my life, my fears, my sorrows, my disappointments etc ... but I can't because she always judges my decisions.
** Carlos Santos **Carlos had been fulfilling for a while in his relationship with Malèna, he found something in her that he never found in another, at first he thought it was just going to be a holiday romance as he usually does. to have but this here with Malèna was much more, he fell in love with this sweet girl with the contagious smile. Malena, he thought, he picked up his phone to call her because she missed him, he had gone to Brasilia for his hotel which he wanted to open there.Carlos: how is the most beautiful woman in the
** Malèna Magdala **One week that we are in Brazil my grandmother pushes me to have fun etc.I have put on weight again I gained two kilos I am starting to have cheeks; I am super happy! Before leaving I had done a very long Brazilian weave, it was my grandmother who chose and it is not to displease me.I was quietly sitting by the pool soaking my feet in the water when a man came to do the same...: Are you having
** Malèna Magdala **Me: grandmother I don't have enough of everything, I feel very bad about myself and mom doesn't see it, she only sees the disease inside me. I want to live my life like a girl my age, I want to be able to laugh out loud, went out. I can't even look at myself in a mirrorGrandmother: will it do you good to come to your grandmother?!Me: yes,