Butterflies in the Stomach
Hazel
It's boring to stay at home and not being able to do anything I like. I can't even go for a walk; I've been walking inside the whole house for the past few days. When Nadia takes care of cleaning the inside of the house, I go to the pool because the heat is scorching. But everything is dull.
It's already Saturday, and all I've been doing in the past few days to occupy my mind is making video calls to my mom and sister. I haven't told them yet that I'm living at Jonathan's house. When Hailey saw me in a different place during the video call, I said I was just spending the day at my boyfriend's house. They both wanted to see him. I had to pretend that he was taking a shower. But next time, they'll definitely want him to introduce himself.
I couldn't go out to get my nails done, so I had to make do with the nail polish I have. I'm good with makeup, but nails...
Furthermore, I don't kno
OliviaJonI go to my room and slam the door angrily.I'm soaked from the unusually heavy rain in Dubai. It seems that even Allah doesn't want this. Why Allah, Jonathan? You're not even a Muslim. I go straight to the shower to take a hot bath after the cold rain. I'm pissed, frustrated and horny. Fuck! She admits with her whole body that she wants me... Why can't she just accept that and let our choices take care of the rest? I understand that she must have had some rough patches in her life, just like me. It's very difficult for me to have anything more with any girl. Something other than BDSM? It's risky and insecure. There's nothing I value more than security, so I'd better shove these feelings deep down in my chest, inside my liver, and leave them there. Not in my heart, because that would be admitting that she affects me beyond my sexual senses. My liver is better able to process the ingestion of
DECLARED WARHazelI go through sleep multiple times, but I fail to fall asleep. It's already past two in the morning. The excitement of that first kiss, that moment of frenzy, still hasn't left my body. My long-lasting lack of affection and sex disturbs my sleep, and I need to release this energy. I didn't have the courage to succumb to Jonathan's charms, and now I feel unquiet, and I keep reliving that kiss every time I close my eyes. I touch my body slowly, under my clothes, while imagining his hands, as if he were there with me on the bed, exploring my body. In my mind, he is without his gloves because I want to feel all his skin, all the touch of his hands roaming over my body. I reach my clitoris, and it reignites the butterflies in my stomach, an unprecedented sensation his kiss provoked in me. The kiss in bed, the kiss in the rain! I imagine his wet tongue wandering over my body and my breasts, tasting me and kissing me. My excitement is so intense that I quickly reach orgasm.
lolla's interference Part 1 Jon Mom and I are left alone by the sordid roulade cook. And then she feels free to talk nonsense, as is typical of my mother. “ You have a strange relationship, Jonathan.” “ Strange how, my mother?" I look at her. "Will we be able to have a normal family dinner or will you spoil the delicious octopus I've made?" Hmmm, ironic. “ That's why you've never liked octopus, it's like a competition for this dinner.” Competition. I like that word. I'm a man. Men love to compete. About everything, even who cooks best! “ Mom, we're adapting. I started liking octopus because of Hazel, you know? “ I felt like throwing up just looking at that.” “ That's a new one, I just don't want you to lose who you really are, my son has always been a lion, I don't want him to start meowing like a kitten because of a skirt tail.” I stir the pot slowly, thinking. In fact, I can't lose my essence. Am I getting carried away? Kissing a pretty girl in the rain, how romantic... and
Lolla`s interference part 2JonAnyway, we retired to our rooms. Hazel, very spontaneous, kissed my mother goodnight on the cheek, which surprised her. Well, she is affectionate. My mother can't complain about that.Back in the bedroom, we argue about where to lie down. Hazel doesn't want to lie in bed with me after the night before. I don't care, it's in the contract, I gave my word. But there is a sofa in the bedroom. A hard, colonial-style sofa, but she insists on lying on it.“ I'm not going to discuss it. I'm going to make a video call. I don't think you'll mind.”Hazel comes out of the bathroom in her baby doll complaining.“ Jonathan, are you going to have a wank with me in the bedroom?!”I laugh out loud.“ If I wanted to, yes, I would, but domination isn't just about sex.”I call sub lolla on the call, sitting down with curiosity to see if Hazel wil
SECRETS Part 1HazelWhile I'm taking my shower, I remember that I forgot to turn off the oven. What the hell! I know Jonathan is there, and he must smell that the sponge cake is ready, although I didn't tell him. Holy shit! I should have told him!I know he wouldn't sabotage me like that, in fact, he was the one who was afraid I would do it. It would be a low blow, and I know he wouldn't do the same, no matter how angry he was at me for our declared war. I believe he is in his right mind enough to know that screwing me over right now doesn't involve exposing me to his mother as someone who's useless and can't even cook a simple dessert.Roulade with fruit jam, like strawberry and raspberry, is traditional in England, and sponge cake serves as the base for many recipes. Would he recognize the smell of the finished recipe in the oven? He's never cooked, and he'll never pay attention to the oven. But I know his mother is with him
Secrets Part 2HazelHe stops walking in search of his mother and looks at me with a gaze that could be the final move in today's victory over me, and he responds coldly that his submissive arrives in a few days. I wish I could curse, but I won't give him that satisfaction. I pushed him away myself, and I can acknowledge defeat. For now.I don't like it to be this way, but I made my choices! I already knew and had accepted this situation, I just didn't expect my feelings to change, let alone his! While waiting for the dinner to come, I clear away the ruined table settings and arrange new dishes on a beautiful table to accompany the 'ravioli à la parisienne' that Jonathan ordered. Does he wonder where I learned such things? Because he knows very well that I come from humble origins. At least I feel like, after so many missteps, I managed to impress his mother, who is watching me. I see her crack a smile of approval.I can't blame her.
Almostaperfect dayJonIt's almost time to get up and I wake up before the alarm goes off, I notice someone moving next to me, I turn around and try not to move too much, just to confirm my suspicions that Hazel wouldn't pass the uncomfortable sofa test. Stubborn girl. She doesn't look very comfortable next to me either, curled up there. I take the opportunity to look at her sleeping. Anyone who sees her sleeping like that with her peaceful face can't imagine what a tough nut to crack. She always seems ready for a fight. Or to defend herself. She was curious about my call to my sub. It's true that she showed some interest and curiosity about the movie that deals with BDSM, but it's only a movie, it's far from reality. But it's a start. I could show her other interesting things, but she made a decision at the beginning of our journey and she won't let go of it. I don't know if I can admire her determina
Almost a perfect day Part 2JonI watch them from afar, it looks like they're just chatting about the work, but I see that there are some people there that I don't know. I take a photo of them with my cell phone, it may be nothing, but one day the image may be worth something to me.Then I take a walk around the place, taking advantage of the fact that many people are having lunch and taking their break. The heat is especially unbearable today, it's hard to stay there for long. The hot wind doesn't help.I walk quickly past the cameras and approach Hamza and his staff. He has his cigar in his mouth. The same cigar that has been unlit since I arrived. I greet the foreman, some employees and my trusted master builder who are present and shake Hamza's hand. He smells of cigar." Hello, Turner. What a surprise! Showing up on site unannounced? What brings you here in this heat?"" I was passing through, my cell phone b
Chapter 2Dangerous gameAndrewAs if all the hustle and bustle of a teaching hospital wasn't enough, I still have to put up with the presence of the beautiful and insufferable Hailey White. I remember as if it were yesterday that we met at the wedding of one of my best friends and became close on the first night. It's hard to imagine myself with another woman at the moment, since I liked Hailey so much. But I'm a complicated man. I carry on my back the centuries-old baggage of a monarchy that should have ceased to exist in Monaco. I'm the prince and I would have to have duties, but my father understood when I decided to step aside to practice medicine. It's one of my passions. And nothing they do there, apart from spending money for nothing, is a passion of mine.Monaco really is beautiful, a warm country between Italy and France, as small as a city, but so clean and beautiful that it leaves London in last place when it comes to beauty and organi
These 2 last chapters are part of the book 2: Impossible love in London, the story of Hazel White and Andrew Grimaldi, a prince of Monaco. Hope you enjoy these first words.Chapter 1Noble intentionsHaileySats at 78 percent.Blood pressure at 10 x 7. The patient is hypotensive and his saturation is not very good. He's an elderly man who arrived at the emergency room with a head injury. Apparently, according to his relatives, he slipped in the bathroom and, without any support bar, fell with all his might. I report to my superior, Andrew. I take a deep breath. I'm tired of this shift. It's been 24 hours."What should you do then, Miss Hailey?" he asks.I'm standing next to two other fellow residents. Dana, who wears a white scarf even inside the hospital, when in fact, the snow is outside. However, if you look closely, the ice is also coming from Andrew's gaze, which makes everything colder. On my other side i
Epilogue part 2After many battles and trials, the White family has gone through many changes and challenges. Each of the three incredible women in this family has had to survive only with the support of the love they have for each other. Although everyday life continually challenged them, they managed to overcome the problems that arose in their lives without much outside help. From time to time, luck smiled unexpectedly on them. Their strength lay in their family's unity, and that's what the facts showed them. But the true strength of a family is most complete when there is a balance between the nurturing power of the woman and the fulfilling and protective strength of the man. Their story is and will be proof of that balance, even if all that balance comes through a bit of confusion, adventure and ... a certain amount of imbalance and chaos. After all, all chaos will be sublimated, sooner or later, by the power of Love!All we need is Love!Jonathan, the strongest expression of the
EPILOGUE part After the birth of Jason White Turner, Hazel and Jonathan enjoy a few days with their family in London. Of course, it’s not exactly a vacation, as little Jason needs a lot of attention in his first few days of life. It’s not advisable to visit the baby too much in the first few days, so Hazel plans to stay in London for a few weeks until the whole family has had a chance to get to know the newest member of the family.Unfortunately, Jonathan can’t stay as his work is important and requires his presence, so he can’t be away for too many days. He returns to Dubai a week later while Hazel still needs to stay, even so that little Jason can travel safely to Dubai, where he will be raised until the work commissioned by Sheik Mohammed Al-Maktoum is finished. The work is progressing successfully, and without any outside interference, but it still has three long years to go. Jonathan remains dedicated to his responsibilities and strives to meet the high expectations set by his e
Nice to meet you, my name is Jason Part 2JonIn the few days off we have between Christmas and New Year's, we take the opportunity to do some sightseeing on our own. Hazel hadn't yet been to the museum of the future, or the parks she was so keen to visit, such as the Miracle Garden and the Butterfly Garden. I confess to myself that I've never had time to visit these places because of all the problems I've had since arriving in this wonderful city. The beauty of these places is immense. In the Butterfly Garden, you can enter and interact with hundreds of butterflies of various species. Everywhere there is a picture of the Sheik. Plants come down from the ceiling and there is a wide range of plants on the floor too. Butterflies are everywhere. When I see that it's just as beautiful as other places we've visited, I pull out my cell phone to take some pictures of my wife interacting with the butterflies. If it had been my eight"year"old self, I
Nice to meet you, my name is Jason Part 1JonI believe Capri is the perfect destination for Hazel to experience the beauty of the Gulf of Naples. One of the highlights of this island is the mesmerizing Blue Grotto, where the sea radiates a stunning blue hue. It's an incredible experience to dive into the cave from one side and emerge from the other.I am genuinely thrilled to show Hazel all the wonders of the world that she may have never even imagined. There are countless things to explore on Capri, and I want to open her eyes to these hidden treasures. Despite any past challenges, I am committed to giving her the opportunity to experience incredible sights she may have only dreamed of.We stayed at the Punta Tragara hotel, in the villa of Tragara, on the island of Capri. I've never been to the hotel, but from the website, it looked beautiful for a honeymoon. Hazel looks at everything, notices everything. It's still early and the architecture and decoration of the place really impre
Unconditional love part 2HazelTime flies and I spend most of my time taking care of my body with light exercises, preparing for the last semester of my pregnancy. The exams are fine, and I’m just reinforcing my health and my son’s with some vitamins recommended by the doctor. The new weight of my body and the natural tiredness of pregnancy make me sleep more than usual. And Jonathan is always careful and delicate when we are having sex. It looks like our dungeon room will be closed for a few more months.Everyone knows that winter, which is already upon us, is the best time to work in Dubai, as the temperature is very mild, around 20 degrees Celsius, and Jonathan’s project is developing in an unexpected way. Of course, it takes a lot of work, but new funding is also driving the project forward. Christmas comes quickly, along with the news of my mother’s cure. The tumor is gone and all that’s left now is to follow up every six months. The recovery of my m
Unconditional love part 1HazelRight after my dance with Jonathan, I ask the women to gather around because I’m going to throw the bouquet. I notice that there aren’t many single women at the party, but my sister is among them. I throw the bouquet and, but it seems I’m very bad at aiming, because as I try to get as close as possible to my sister in the group of women, I end up throwing it too far and accidentally hit a group of men around, who are looking curiously at this ancient ritualistic scene. I witness the bouquet being tossed around like a ticking bomb ready to explode. Eventually, it ends up in Andrew’s hands, the noble prince who has aroused my sister’s interest. Not knowing what to do, he quickly throws it forward into my sister’s hands. I don’t know if he did it intentionally, but he could have thrown it to anyone. I can see people laughing, having fun with the situation, but it’s clear that it left my sister speechless, and out of action. Soon afterwards, Alex appro
A beautiful party....and Capri.JonHazel tries to get the golden lion from my hands."My God, it's heavy, how much must be in there?”He smiles."No idea, Sir”It really is a weighty gift. That piece must be worth 1 million dirhams, which in our currency is about 270,000 eur. It's a good present for someone who isn't from the Emir's family. And they were careful to remember Hazel's spontaneous gesture. Lovely. We took lots of photos with the piece, which will go to our home in London."It's dance time! "Someone shouts.I look at my now"wife and see everyone moving away so we can waltz. But that's not quite what I had in mind. The same music that played at the entrance to the church is the music that starts playing at our party. Hazel opens her mouth."Did you ask for this?"Of course.I pull her up and twirl her around, liste