Secrets Part 2
Hazel
He stops walking in search of his mother and looks at me with a gaze that could be the final move in today's victory over me, and he responds coldly that his submissive arrives in a few days. I wish I could curse, but I won't give him that satisfaction. I pushed him away myself, and I can acknowledge defeat. For now.
I don't like it to be this way, but I made my choices! I already knew and had accepted this situation, I just didn't expect my feelings to change, let alone his! While waiting for the dinner to come, I clear away the ruined table settings and arrange new dishes on a beautiful table to accompany the 'ravioli à la parisienne' that Jonathan ordered. Does he wonder where I learned such things? Because he knows very well that I come from humble origins. At least I feel like, after so many missteps, I managed to impress his mother, who is watching me. I see her crack a smile of approval.
I can't blame her.
Almostaperfect dayJonIt's almost time to get up and I wake up before the alarm goes off, I notice someone moving next to me, I turn around and try not to move too much, just to confirm my suspicions that Hazel wouldn't pass the uncomfortable sofa test. Stubborn girl. She doesn't look very comfortable next to me either, curled up there. I take the opportunity to look at her sleeping. Anyone who sees her sleeping like that with her peaceful face can't imagine what a tough nut to crack. She always seems ready for a fight. Or to defend herself. She was curious about my call to my sub. It's true that she showed some interest and curiosity about the movie that deals with BDSM, but it's only a movie, it's far from reality. But it's a start. I could show her other interesting things, but she made a decision at the beginning of our journey and she won't let go of it. I don't know if I can admire her determina
Almost a perfect day Part 2JonI watch them from afar, it looks like they're just chatting about the work, but I see that there are some people there that I don't know. I take a photo of them with my cell phone, it may be nothing, but one day the image may be worth something to me.Then I take a walk around the place, taking advantage of the fact that many people are having lunch and taking their break. The heat is especially unbearable today, it's hard to stay there for long. The hot wind doesn't help.I walk quickly past the cameras and approach Hamza and his staff. He has his cigar in his mouth. The same cigar that has been unlit since I arrived. I greet the foreman, some employees and my trusted master builder who are present and shake Hamza's hand. He smells of cigar." Hello, Turner. What a surprise! Showing up on site unannounced? What brings you here in this heat?"" I was passing through, my cell phone b
A cold walk in a hot city Part 1HAZELAfter hours of torture on that old sofa, I give up and move to Jonathan's bed. I can't stand tossing and turning anymore, trying to find a comfortable sleeping position. My knee, which was feeling better, starts to bother me again, and even my back is aching. I'll have to start physiotherapy before it gets worse; there's no other way. I get up, still half asleep, practically dragging myself along with my blanket and pillow to his bed, trying to move as little as possible so as not to wake him up.I woke up in the morning with him looking at me, and I didn't even realize that my leg was on top of him. Slowly, I remove it, feeling a bit embarrassed, but I'm still trying to figure out if this is a dream... until I hear his little joke about the sofa. Of course, he wouldn't miss the opportunity. I blink a few times, trying to see him better. He seems to be in a bad mood, he doesn't even say "good mor
A cold walk in a hot city Part 2HazelAhmet and the security guard are talking at the entrance, outside, and I walk up to them. I wonder how they can stand outside without being bothered by the heat, even though they are in the shade."Good morning, Ahmet".I turn to the young man, who must be the security guard, and hold out my hand."Good morning! My name is Hazel. I'm Jonathan's fiancée.""Good morning, ma'am." He removes his sunglasses to greet me. "My name is Alex. I'm the security guard who will be accompanying you and your mother-in-law."Olivia gets out right after me, and we set off with Ahmet and the security guard next to him in the car. Olivia agrees that Ahmet should take a longer route so that we can enjoy the view. There's hardly any traffic at this time of day, the roads are well signposted, and she gets excited about seeing the things she has researched on the internet up close. The air inside th
Fights... jealousy...JonThe situation with Hazel couldn't be worse.My mother made everyone into servants, including my fiancée. Typical of her. The problem is that I really don't want to open up to my mother. I've never opened up anything, it wouldn't be now, with an engagement contract, that I'd tell her anything. My mother will never understand BDSM, imagine if she understood an engagement contract? She'd freak out and end up in hospital between life and death!I arrange to take my mother to one of the most expensive restaurants in the Burj Khalifa, so that she can have the thrilling sensation of dining while watching Dubai from above. About half a kilometer up. I don't see a problem with taking her to Atmosphere, the same restaurant where I took Hazel, because it's fivestar and that's something my mother likes. I take a shower thinking about why Hazel is so defensive
PAIN Part 1HAZELAfter the argument, Jonathan storms out of the room, slamming the door and leaving me without any reaction. I can hardly believe that, even after having a terrible day because of his mother, he can still treat me like that. "A contract is a contract, you must remember why you signed it." He knows very well why I accepted such a crazy situation. If he knows me well, he knows I didn't do it for the money he paid to have me for four years. He knows I didn't incur this debt because I'm an ambitious spendthrift. All the money my mother and I painstakingly saved over the years to come to Dubai to work, rent an apartment, and help pay for my sister's college was quickly depleted. There were dozens of tests, specialized doctors from different fields until we finally found the correct diagnosis. Then came treatments of all kinds, along with expensive medications. Moreover, we were unable to work. I don't even want to recall other th
PAIN Part 2HAZELJonathan's house is on one of the "fronds" of the Palm Jumeirah. All the houses face a single main street, with a row of houses side by side to the right, another to the left, following the design of the palm frond. In the back, through the garden, we can access the sands that, from what I remember from my research, were dredged from the seabed for the construction of this artificial palm-shaped island. Incredible creations dreamed up by ambitious millionaires and ingenious engineers, all with a touch of madness, I believe! So, who wouldn't want the opportunity to walk around here, even for all that?After some time,I notice Jonathan standing in front of the door that leads to the backyard, looking at me and smoking a cigarette. I wonder if he might be one of those ingenious engineers with a touch of madness. I've thought of a few things to say to him, but I haven't decided yet if I should apologize for yesterd
Almost happy Jon Everything seems to be fine between Hazel and me. I know you didn't hear my apology, but it seems you haven't stopped at my rudeness or you'd rather let it go. I don't intend to fire the boy and I know she's fair. The problem lies with me. I'm possessive of everything that enters my territory. But I also have no intention of becoming toxic. That's something I don't allow in anyone, precisely because I've already suffered this kind of thing from a submissive. I liked her very much and it was very difficult to end that relationship. But I had to. A submissive can't try to dominate the dominator. Preventing him from having another submissive if she doesn't give him everything he likes or imposing rules that only exist in his head. I know that there is a fine line between BDSM domination and abusive domination. That's why these relationships are based on the assumption that SSC is healthy, safe and consensual. Everything should be consensual between a BDSM couple. Even h