Chapter 7 Squad
Clear pale skin, long eyelashes covering a glass like turquoise eyes that look like it's about to suck in those who dare stare at it. Thin rosy lips, a pair of deep dimples that show whenever he smiles, tall stature that stands between 6’1 or 6’2. Wearing long-sleeved white polo and slick black slacks that highlights his long attractive legs even more. His pale slender fingers made its way to her head and pats it gently.
“I’m sorry it took me this long, I almost lost you there.” he said while brushing her hair with his fingers.
“Augustine” Yana uttered, still surprised by the sudden appearance of a man that she can never forget.
“Now, now let us not get dramatic here honey, I was supposed to meet you later at our place to surprise you, but the situation calls for me. Your choice for men has gotten bad Yana. Bad is not even a word to describe him, he was undeniably rotten. I must wash your eyes with holy water.” hearing him nag, Yana loosened up and immediately forgot about what happened earlier.
“So, I heard you're getting divorced? Do you need my ‘help’?” shaking her head, Yana immediately rejected his suggestion, she knew better what help is for him. Last thing she wants to happen is finding Xuan dead at home.
“Yes, he agreed with it immediately, he must've been itching to marry his woman” Yana answered and glanced at the handsome man beside her, Augustine Kings, her childhood best friend and somehow was her first love. The man as a child was and is still as handsome as ever, a genius and undeniably talented at that. Ever since they were young children, Augustine already earned the title as the prince charming of young girls like her. And as they grew up, the young prince bloomed as the ‘his highness the king’, not only their personalities bloomed, but her feelings as well. It was a pity that her unrequited love was forgotten after he moved overseas to study.
Her choice for men really was bad, her first love was a prince that never belonged to her and her second was a rotten boy pretending to be a man. How tragic, she thought and smiled stupidly which earned her a knock on her head.
“How about you Aus.? You must be married now.”
“Aah, years ago, I was supposed to get married, but the woman was terrified of me that she married a bastard.”
“She must be blind to reject his highness Augustine” she mocked and also felt annoyed at the woman, how stupid.
Seeing her scrunched up brows Augustine chuckled and thought about how naive and numb she is. It seems that he has to step up his game, he will surely have a hard time with this wonderful naive woman.
Arriving at the nightclub that they used to go to, Augustine opened the door for her and guided her with his hand on her waist. Sighing at herself, this man will surely be the death of every woman, his chivalrous attitude will swoop a woman's heart as easily as anyone could ever do.
Walking inside a silent room, Yana felt a little nervous, she had made a bad decision and she does not know if they are still willing to treat her as their friend after she casted them off for a man who ended up hurting her. Sensing that her hands are getting cold, Yana subconsciously reached for something, anything that will ease her emotions. And it happened that Augustine removed his hands from his pocket so it brushed Yana’s in which she quickly grasped. Glancing at her pale face Augustine just let her be, besides it will be a good one for him to hold her hands. Drawing circles on the back of her hand with his thumb, Yana’s nervous face now eased unaware that she was slowly relying on him.
Inside the room are her friends who were by her side for years, each of them eagerly looking at her, seeing them again, Yana felt all the sadness she had to endure for years rushed into her. In this squad that they have in here, she was the youngest and the most treasured. So, after seeing their faces again felt like she is a child waiting for her parents’ permission to come over.
Biting her lower lip to hide the embarrassment she felt, Yana really wanted to hug them and whine about all of her pain, but she won’t. It’s better for her to just suck it all in by herself, she caused this pain so she has to face it alone.
“What are you standing there for! Come here and cry, don’t hold it in idiot!” a loud nagging voice from the eldest among the women in their group, Traci Norris, the frank and feisty woman in their group. At the age of 29, the woman has already become a very successful psychologist, whenever the group needs someone to talk to, she is the person that they run to.
“Do you want us to drag you from the door to here? Hey Augustine, are you sure that's our Allana the great? “Maisie Watson, the ultimate its girl of the group, everyone is charmed by her looks and smooth talks, whatever the person’s orientation is, Maisie will always have a way to bend them over and answer to her calls.
“Go, even if you ignore us for a couple more years, we will still be here dummy.” hearing such assurance from Augustine broke her barriers which quickly caused her tears to fall one after the other. Holding Augustine’s shirt with her one hand and the other covering her red and tear streaked face, crying like a young child in front of the people who filled the empty feeling she had since her family died. If she can’t face her friends, what more to the only living blood relative she had, her grandfather whom she always disappointed.
Feeling the slight tug and an arm embracing her tightly as if protecting her from the world, the comfortable feeling it gave her made her cry even harder. Are this the people she disposed of for a guy who knows nothing about her worth? How stupid was she?
After she calmed down a little Yana sat on the couch and started telling them all the things she experienced, but of course she did not tell them what triggered her to leave him, in which they did not pry anymore, they knew that she was not ready to tell yet.
The whole time that she was crying and whining, her friends just listened to her and chimed whenever it's possible not to forget to curse and despise Xuan every single second that passed. Travis and Leerion would just stay silent but they were already ready to kill Xuan.
Augustine wiped her now swollen eyes and handed her a glass of cold water before going back to typing a series of words to his laptop. This act repeated as if a cycle and the others could only shake their head, a naive girl and an uptight man, ahh Augustine really had it coming. They thought as they silently prayed for his pitiful heart.
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Midnight passed and Augustine told them to stop drinking and go home in which they immediately obeyed. Travis assisted Leerion who had drunk quite a lot, while Jordi Norris, Traci’s younger cousin. Took care of his girlfriend who was long passed out on the chair with swollen eyes after listening to Allana, while Maisie is at the comfort room with Connor Tamzin who likes the woman a lot but was always rejected. While Traci was sober enough to call a chauffeur to drive her home.
Seeing that everyone is being taken care of, Augustine then told them they were leaving. Wiping Allana’s face Augustine scooped her in his arms and made his way out of the nightclub after telling his assistant to fetch their belongings inside. Dropping her on the passenger seat of his car, Augustine helplessly laughed and tucked the strand of her hair to her ear to show her sleeping face. ‘Beautiful’ he thought.
“Help me Yana, I’m stuck with you. Go ahead and push me away, drive me insane, I still wouldn't change, all this love I feel for you, hate that I felt, but I am still wanting you. I guess I'm stuck with you and I don’t even have anything against loving you, I willingly imprisoned myself for you.” Augustine whispered as he kissed her forehead before securing her seatbelt and starting the engine.
Arriving at the small condo that Allana rented, Augustine moved towards the passenger door and tried to wake her up. Gently tapping her cheeks, Augustine smiled and felt a little content to stay by her side for now.
“Aus.? Are you really back? No fair.” Allana mumbled clearly still not fully sober, wanting to answer her question Augustine caressed her back to bring back her senses. “I hate you” she added which stopped him from his tracks. “Why did you come so late? If you had come back sooner, maybe I won’t meet that jerk nor even think of marrying him. Aus., it hurts.” tears fell as she held unto him. Seeing her this vulnerable made his anger towards Xuan reach unimaginable heights. He gave the man a chance thinking that Allana would be happier with him but to see her this broken made him guilty.
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Chapter 8 Dinner“You should have stolen me from him, no you should've never left me. Aus., you left me and because of you I met him. I hate you. I should never have lo-” waiting for her to finish what she was saying but she had fallen right back to sleep, Augustine was frustrated and helplessly
Chapter 9 NightlightsAfter they changed the place to have their dinner, they happened to enter Augustine’s restaurant. The man coincidentally in his office when they arrived and personally greeted and cooked for them.
Chapter 10 AccidentSpeechless, Allana can only smile and hug the man back “what did I ever do to deserve a friend like you Aus.,” she whispered unaware that her words innocently hurt him. ‘A friend’ he thought, ‘soon I will no longer be just your friend Yana.’
Chapter 11 IncompatibleWaking up after a couple hours of rest, Allana squinted her eyes and reached for her phone on top of the table beside her bed. Remembering why she is at the hospital, Allana hurriedly fixed herself and rushed to the front desk to ask for the nurse’s help.
Chapter 12 Confrontation“You must be trippin? Are you in the wrong profession? Surely you should be at the psychology department.” Allana looked at her as if she was a crazy woman. Any sane parent will really be insulted when asked like that, the child that you carried painstakingly for months, the
Chapter 13 BreakWARNING!THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS (SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!
Chapter 14 Foolish“I’m sorry, goodbye.” she whispered as she felt the sudden touch of the cold ocean water on her skin followed by the foreign hard object that touched her back.
Chapter 15 DepressionAugustine parked his car at the side of the abandoned beach’s entrance, then he ran towards the shore of the sea, frantically looking around the place with hopes of seeing the woman he was looking for.His eyes darted towards the cliff and heaved a sigh o
LETTER FROM THE AUTHORGood day, It had been quite a roller coaster ride for everyone, for me, and all the readers who silently watched over me as I continued to write the first book of my first series, A Woman’s Worth.It was quite a blast writing this book. This one had started in 2018 and had been on hiatus with only 10 chapters published for the year 2018-2020. I had even forgotten about this one and the concept and plot was a little different before. But now after thinking things through, I picked it up once again on November 11, 2020 and started writing it from the beginning till the end. I experienced writer’s block 4 times while writing this.I thought I wouldn't make it. But after 6 months, here I am, April 28, 2021 writing a letter to myself and to everyone who read the book and also did not read it hahahaha.
CHAPTER 123 WORTHShe had to sacrifice her freedom for her father's safety but she knew that once she walked inside the church, she had nowhere to run to. She had to marry the man one way or another.“How much is your father’s debt, I can lend you the money, who is this man, do you know anything about him other than he is your father’s debtor? Augustine can help you-” Maisie shook her head and held Allana’s hand tightly, she welled up eyes preventing her from saying anything.“It’s okay, I can handle this, I just have to make him hate me, I can’t bear to burden you, I know you have more than enough money to pay it off, but I already signed the contract. I can only leave when he no longer wants me. I have to do this Allana, he is not someone
CHAPTER 122 INVITATIONAllana gasped in between their kisses and a tear fell from her eyes, she felt grateful for his love, for the patience that he had, and for making her feel loved and cared for her more than anyone in this world.She raised her hand and cupped his cheeks before planting a short kiss at the of his nose, her heartfelt smile and swollen eyes spoke of how emotional she was just by hearing him say that to her.“If that’s what you want. Then we won’t. I love you.” she whispered then embraced him in a tight hug.The attendants outside overheard their conversation and felt emotional as well, they were amazed and insecure, wishing they would find someone as caring as Augustine and be someone as elegant a
CHAPTER 121 PUNISHMENTWARNING!EXTREMELY SPECIFIC AND DEFINED AS HELL !!!! SEXUAL !!!! CONTENT !!! HANDLE YOUR OWN EMOTIONS AND REACTIONS.THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS HEAVY (GORE, SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!It is said that when a man destroys his image just to express his devotion for you means that man is someone who loves you more than anything in this world.“I am sorry love, I promise I won’t leave you again.” She said then let him bury
CHAPTER 120 VISIT“She’s back!”“Prepare to stitch her up!”“Vitals are starting to go normal and everything is doing good doc!”For the next few minutes, the group of doctors who rushed inside the operating room was at the edge of their seats as they tried to treat Allana with all that they possibly could, a miracle already happened and it is their duty not to make this chance a waste.They were never once who believed in God, but for the first time in their lives, they prayed that the woman lying in the operating room would be saved, she still had a lot of things to do and a kind woman like her still deserves a chance to experience the things that
CHAPTER 119 BEGWARNING!THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LIGHT (SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!JUST BEWARE!They were in pain, but they could never imagine how much it hurts him more than anyone in the world.He gradually calmed down as he silently held her close to him, as if he had accepted the loss of the woman he loves. Everything had grown dark and worthless in his eyes.“You are the peace that I want to keep. You
CHAPTER 118 DEADWARNING!EXTREMELY SPECIFIC AND DEFINED AS HELL !!!! SEXUAL !!!! CONTENT !!! HANDLE YOUR OWN EMOTIONS AND REACTIONS.THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS HEAVY (GORE, SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!“Go out, for now, I will handle this, wait for me in the car.” Augustine calmed down and said gently, the children nodded their heads and left with his permission.After the two of them left, Augustine sat on the swivel chair at the side, his face fr
CHAPTER 117 TROUBLEWARNING!THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LIGHT (SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!JUST BEWARE!Knowing Allana’s paranoid thoughts she might get in danger if she gets a shock from the news. It is not ideal for her to know anything unless he was sure that the children are safe.Augustine rushed to Xavier Academy and simply told Allana he will be back immediately. However the traffic on his way held him back from arriving quickly, the 30 minutes travel d
CHAPTER 116 DANGERWARNING!THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS LIGHT (SEXUAL, SUICIDAL, DANGEROUS, EXPLICIT) SCENES AND WORDS NOT SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE BELOW 18 YEARS OLD. READ AT YOUR OWN RISKS!YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!JUST BEWARE!She did not bother wearing any underwear since she had trouble wearing them when she could barely see her body.Allana and Augustine slept soundly that night.3 more months passed and it was Monday morning.It was time for the children to go back to school, Allana prepared the children for school, Allana cooked them their lunch and helped them wear their clothes.Since Allana is now at her 9th-month pregnancy, she could not send them to scho