Prologue
"Miss Zette, wake up. The people who will prepare you will be here soon," our housemaid knocked, waking me up to convey the message.
Reluctantly, I rose to take a shower. As I entered the bathroom, my reflection in the mirror revealed smudged makeup from crying the night before.
I'm marrying a man I don't know? What the heck?! I could've accepted it if I at least knew him before the wedding, perhaps even had a single date. But no! It's been a year since I met that jerk. And now? I'm going to marry him.
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"Dear, get ready for dinner. Wear this dress. We have guests," Mommy said as she entered my room, holding a pink, sparkling dress. I nodded before she left.
I was reviewing for tomorrow's exam. It's our finals, graduation is nearing, and I'm afraid of failing. If it happens, Mommy and Daddy will be furious. Especially if I lose my place in the honors.
At around 6 PM, I changed and headed downstairs. I looked at myself in the mirror before descending the stairs. The living room was empty; they must be in the dining area. As I was about to go there, I heard a 'psst.' I looked around, but there was no one.
I continued walking, and the sound came again. This time, he showed up.
"Who are you?!" I asked in surprise as a man, a few years older than me, appeared. He was tall, with a sturdy build, fair-skinned, and handsome. He just smiled at me and approached, so I took a step back, but it seemed there was a wall behind me. He cornered me.
"I'm the son of your father's visitor," he whispered before turning away. It was only then that I could breathe properly. It felt like I couldn't breathe when he was close. I sighed in relief when he left.
**
That's why I hate that jerk!
"How old are you, Miss? You seem too young to get married," one of the ladies doing my hair asked. I saw her nudging her talkative friend who was busy with the makeup.
"Miss, please ignore my very talkative friend here," the makeup artist apologized to me. I didn't respond, not even a nod.
"Why? What's wrong with my question? Nothing at all. She's just like that," the seemingly innocent one replied. I just rolled my eyes in frustration while they continued to argue.
"Miss, you're done. You look beautiful. The groom is handsome too. You two match perfectly. I'm sure your children will be gorgeous," she cheerfully commented. Meanwhile, I remained silent, staring at my reflection in the mirror.
I can't believe it. At the age of 22, I'm getting married.
"Miss, how old are you?" she asked again, and I replied briefly, "22."
This is not me at all. This wedding changed me a lot.
"Are you marrying your long-time boyfriend, Miss? How long have you been together? Since high school? You're so strong, and that's probably why you want to get married quickly because you both love each other so much," she continued, and I shivered at her words. Why is she so talkative? Doesn't she know the word 'privacy'? Tss.
"That's enough. It's over. Let's go gather our things," the makeup artist interrupted the silence. I breathed a sigh of relief at her intervention. She left me, abandoning her chatty friend.
"Why? I was just asking the bride. Tss. You're always against me," she complained to her friend.
"Don't be noisy!" her friend retorted.
"I just want to know! What's wrong with that?!" she snapped back.
I didn't know if she was genuinely innocent or just insensitive.
"Psh! Are you familiar with arranged marriage? Maybe now you know," the makeup artist finally said, seemingly fed up with her friend's annoying behavior.
Because of what I heard, it seemed like they were rubbing it in my face that I was getting married because of an agreement.
The entire room was filled with silence. Not a single soul dared to speak, even the hair stylist, who looked at me with pity.
A twinge in my chest made me uncomfortable. I didn't want to be pitied for my situation. Throughout my life, many people had pitied me, even my friends. My whole life, I've been obedient to my parents, never once defying them. I worked hard to become an honor student to make them proud, but it wasn't enough because they changed almost everything about me. From my actions to my hobbies and favorites, they dictated what I should like and how I should behave. Because I'm a girl, I should act according to my gender. I'm fed up. I'm fed up with their actions, but because I love them, here I am, doing what they want, even if it goes against my will.
As the two large doors opened, it was the moment everyone in the church had been waiting for—the entrance of the bride to join the groom who awaited.
But wait. It seems that all things have limits. Everyone has a breaking point. That's why...
"I'm sorry, Mom, Dad. I can't do it," I immediately pulled away from their embrace and ran out of the church.
I no longer cared if many people witnessed my escape.
"OMG! What is she doing? This is a disgrace to their family," I overheard one of the guests say. But that didn't stop me from running.
All I want now is to run away. To go to a place where no one knows me and be alone.
I know this is a big embarrassment, but I can't bear to be pitied for my situation. I've had enough of feeling pitied throughout my life.
I stopped running when a car honked at me. It's Kyle!
"What are you waiting for? A red carpet? Get in!" he grumpily greeted me. Without hesitation, I hopped into his car.
I need her now. I'm thankful for having her.
"Sorry if I'm late for your wedding. But I'm thankful because I wouldn't gain anything if I were on time since you're apparently a runaway bride. Haha, my tardiness still worked out perfectly because I saw you running like a fool in a wedding gown. Haha. You still look beautiful even as a runaway bride," he rambled on, thoroughly amused by my actions. I responded with a grateful smile.
"Thank you, bestie," I expressed my gratitude.
"It's you! I love you, after all. Haha. But I really couldn't imagine you doing this. You didn't say anything to me. So, was it planned? Or was it unexpected?" he asked in disbelief at what I had done. I just laughed at his question. Even I don't know how I managed to do this.
"Do you believe in signs? Well, I don't. So yesterday, I prayed to God. I said, 'Lord, I don't believe in signs, but here I am asking for one. Please give me a sign if I'm going to do this wedding.' I prepared everything I needed just in case. So this morning, the makeup artist and the hair stylist argued about why I was getting married so early, and that's when it started. I realized something and now I ran. I think that was the sign. Pity the hair stylist because because of her, I realized something I never did before," I said with a wide grin as I shared my story. I could see the joy in his face.
"Haha, so you mean you realized because of that stylist. While I, who constantly tells you things, didn't make you realize anything? What? Is this some kind of planned event? Or is it truly unexpected?" he sarcastically replied. I just chuckled at his bitterness.
"Of course, it's a different person. Don't be jealous. Besides, you never made me realize anything. It's always about guys you want me to consider because I'm 'old enough to be courted.' I don't need my parents' approval because I'm an adult, not a baby. Poor Markuz has been waiting for you for so long, and you just ignore him because your parents don't like him. Can't you see the difference? So, don't be jealous, okay? I love you," I playfully teased him. We continued to laugh on our way to the hotel where I booked a room and had my suitcase delivered.
I'm grateful to have a best friend like her. A best friend who is always there for me, no matter what happens.
Chapter 1 The events from earlier couldn't escape my mind. I attempted to sleep, but it was futile, so I decided to go to a bar alone, hoping to forget. "Whisky, please," I requested from the bartender. "Ma'am, you're already drunk, and you're alone. I can't serve you anymore," the bartender explained. Despite my swaying vision, I managed to argue. "What alone? I'm not alone. I have company," I lied. Right now, all I wanted was to forget. I practically begged the bartender, but he just looked at me with disappointment. I couldn't care less, haunted by memories that I should be erasing now. "He's with me. Just serve him," I said, glancing at the guy sitting next to me. He nodded at the bartender, who hesitated but eventually complied. "Who are you?" I bluntly asked the guy who claimed to be with me. Instead of answering, he gestured for the bartender to proceed. I rolled my eyes. "I'm Carlew, and you are?" he introduced himself, extending his hand. I smiled before shaking his ha
Chapter 2 As soon as his car stopped in the hotel parking lot, I quickly got out, leaving him alone. Despite feeling a bit dizzy, I managed to enter the hotel and head straight to the elevator. I reached the floor where I had checked in, still feeling nervous. I couldn't believe what he had said. Not because it was impossible, but because my heart responded to him. It was as if I liked him too. I shook my head at my own thoughts. Entering the room, I immediately went to sleep. The alcohol had made me drowsy, and I didn't struggle to find sleep. The next morning, I woke up early to prepare for my flight to Tagbilaran, Bohol. My flight was at 8, and it perfectly aligned with my arrival at the airport. Throughout the flight, I slept, only waking up as we neared landing. An hour passed before I finally saw the beautiful scenery of Bohol. I could almost smell the sea, which lightened my heart. This is what I need. Fresh air and space. Exiting Tagbilaran Airport, I quickly hailed a tax
Chapter 3 When I regained my composure, I decided to take a short break from the hotel and went to the nearby 7Eleven. I wanted ice cream to relieve stress. "149 Ma'am," I handed my payment to the cashier. I grabbed the solo ice cream and some snacks before taking my change. I stepped outside 7Eleven, where they had chairs and tables. I opened the ice cream, unable to resist its tempting allure. Despite the cold, I wasn't going to let it go to waste. Ice cream has a way of melting away stress. I also opened the big pack of Vcut that I bought. In this way, the heaviness I felt was lifted. I ate alone, in silence. It made me reflect on the times when I used to obediently follow Mommy and Daddy. My heart ached at the memories. *** "89? Well, it's not bad..." Daddy said with disappointment. The smile on my face quickly disappeared. I did everything I could to maintain straight 9s in my grades, but my Math grade fell short at 89. Just one line of 8, and they were already disappointed.
Chapter 4 'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.' 'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.' 'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.' His words didn't immediately register in my mind. Didn't he say it was just a "like"? Why did he declare himself my boyfriend? "But I don't love you," I blurted out, trying to regain my composure. I saw the surprise in his eyes at my straightforwardness. "Then, I'll court you," he said. I felt a sense of disappointment. I thought we were already something. Why court me? "No need. Like you said earlier, you're my boyfriend. So you'll be," I responded. He looked at me, and I saw the intensity in his eyes. "Okay, then. You're mine." Slowly, he approached me, and nervousness overwhelmed me. I took a step back, but I may have made a mistake. I ended up leaning against the balcony door, and he quickly cornered me. "You are my Euzette. Forever mine." He kissed me, reminiscent of the bar kiss – deep and intense. I almost stumbled, but luc
Chapter 5 I had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. I quickly changed to see what I could cook for dinner for Casey and me. Upon opening the refrigerator, I was surprised to find nothing that could be cooked except for half a tray of eggs. There was a pitcher of water and a gallon of ice cream. I tried checking the kitchen cabinets, but all I found were a few cup noodles and snacks. "Does one survive on this? Tsk." I closed the cabinet I last checked. I grabbed my phone, planning to text Casey, but I immediately received a message from him. Casey: Friend, sorry if you won't find anything to cook in my unit except eggs. I usually eat out with my boyfriend. I apologize. I sighed at what he said. I guess I'll just go grocery shopping. I went back to the room to get my wallet. I went to the nearest market to do some grocery shopping. I bought what I needed, such as napkins, toothpaste, shampoo, soap, and more. For food, I bought canned goods, several packs of noodl
Chapter 6 The days passed quickly, and Carlew and I frequently communicated through calls, texts, and video calls. Currently, I was talking to him on the phone. Fortunately, we never seemed to get tired of each other, even though it was just the two of us most of the time. "Who are you shopping with?" I shook my head at his question. I told him I was going to buy clothes for my upcoming job, even though it was still a week away. I didn't have anyone to accompany me to choose office attire. I had plenty of clothes at home, but I didn't bring any with me. If I did, I might be suspected because, initially, I thought we were going on a honeymoon after the wedding, which never happened due to my foolish actions. So, I only brought a few casual outfits. "How about you just delay starting work? Let's do it later." I frowned at what he said. "Are you always like this with your girlfriends? Do you not want them to work?" "Nope, just you," he replied. "Why? Have you had many girlfriends bef
Chapter 7 "Ohh? You miss me that much huh?" I blushed as he whispered those words while hugging me. "Of course. I'm tired of talking to a cellphone. Always accompanied by a laptop. I want something real." I said sadly, pulling away from the embrace. I heard his soft chuckle, and I frowned, biting my lip. "How did you end up here? Weren't you in Manila?" "I filed a leave for 1 week. I really missed you, baby. I can't take it anymore. That's why I didn't tell you, because I know you'll insist." I pursed my lips to hide my smile. "I love you." I said with my eyes closed, feeling his lips on my forehead. I couldn't hide my smile. "I love you too." I said with a closed smile. This is the first time I've said it back to him, and I didn't know how he'd react. "W-What did you say?" He seemed to be having a hard time believing what I said. I blushed again. I didn't want to repeat it because of embarrassment, but I wanted to make it up to him, so I said it again. "I love you too." I said
Chapter 8 When Carlew stopped his car, I quickly opened the door to get out. "Stay here. I'll be the one to get the things I need," I said coolly. I was still annoyed with him for making a decision without my knowledge. After closing my door, he closed his as well. I couldn't help but frown as he followed me to the elevator, but a smile escaped when I realized the situation was ticklish. There seemed to be some creature in my stomach, tickling me and making me smile uncontrollably. Weird! As the elevator rang on the correct floor, I quickly exited, and he followed. I frowned again, realizing how close we were when I turned to face him. I took a step back to ease the nerves. A sharp gaze was given, questioning him why he was so close. "Why are you looking at me like that?" he asked. I just rolled my eyes at him. "I told you to stay inside your car," I retorted, trying to keep my stern expression, but deep down, I wanted to take back my sternness from earlier. He was pouting rig
Chapter 20"I'm tired. Huhu," I complained.We had just started walking up the stairs to see what Bohol is famous for, the Chocolate Hills."Should I carry you? Or do you want to rest for a while on a bench?" he suggested, and I immediately nodded."Okay, let’s sit for a while. I need to recharge," I said, smiling. I saw the confusion in his eyes from what I said, so I smiled at him as we sat down.I held his hand before explaining what I meant."You’re my charger. You're my strength and my energy. So let’s rest for now, okay?" I explained, resting my head on his shoulder.We were both quiet, only the sound of birds and the wind was heard. There were only a few people here today, probably because it’s a workday and we chose this day to visit Bohol.Yesterday, I had already filed my resignation letter. I passed it to our head. I didn’t know who my boss was, so I just gave it to the head."What's this?" I heard the confusion in my head’s voice."Resignation letter? Why so soon?" they ad
Chapter 19I woke up because of the weight wrapped around me. I quickly removed whatever was pressing on me. It felt heavy and hard to move. I turned around to continue my sleep when I realized something.I quickly sat up, remembering. I saw Carlew sleeping beside me. We were both undressed. I couldn’t help but blush at his appearance. What happened between us wasn’t a dream, it was real! I still felt sore down there.I immediately got up, picked up my clothes one by one, and went into the bathroom to change. Once I finished, I came out, and Carlew was still asleep.I couldn’t stop myself from smiling at the sight of him. He looked like an angel, whether awake or asleep. That was one of the things that caught my attention about him. He’s caring and sweet. It’s not hard to like him. From the start, there was something about him that seemed to pull me toward him, making me want to like him.I left him alone in my room and went to the kitchen. Surely, like me, he must be hungry. It was l
Chapter 18I tried to sit properly on my bed, but I couldn’t. My stomach hurt so much. He quickly helped me sit up.Even though I felt awkward, I tried not to show it, especially since we still weren’t okay with each other.“Are you okay?” he asked.“Yeah. I’m okay. You can leave me now, I can handle this,” I said coldly. I heard him sigh.“No, I’ll help you. Please let me.”I didn’t complain anymore when he helped me eat. It’s not like I couldn’t use my hands, but I just couldn’t take them off my stomach because of the pain.“Why are you starving yourself?” he asked. I shook my head as an answer.“I’m sorry,” he said. I couldn’t stop myself from looking at him.I was in the middle of eating when he spoke like that. My chest tightened when he stared into my eyes. It felt like there was electricity connecting us.“I thought you left?” I changed the subject and tried to avoid his gaze.“Nope, I’m just nearby, watching over you,” he replied.I almost widened my eyes at what I heard. I co
Chapter 17As the night deepened, I returned to my unit. I wasn’t too affected by the two beers I had, so I was fine to make it back. Just like earlier, it was quiet, and maybe this time Casey was really asleep.I fell asleep quickly as soon as I lay down on the bed. Maybe it was also due to the alcohol in my system.The next day felt like a normal day to me. But I couldn’t help but check my cellphone to see if there were any texts or calls from Carlew. And when I saw that there were none, I quickly felt disappointed.I checked my phone every hour, hoping that he would text me again. It’s been days since I last heard from him. Luckily, I’ve been busy during those days.My boss almost buried me in work. It was as if he wanted to make things hard for me. I couldn’t complain, though, because I might get fired. I had no choice but to do everything.Those paper works helped me forget what happened to my heart for the meantime. Every day, I worked overtime, and sometimes I’d bring work home
Chapter 16I woke up with swollen eyes from all the crying. I quickly turned off my phone after reading that message, fearing that number might call again—or worse, Carlew might call to explain. I was afraid that if he did, I might believe him.I know I need to hear his side, but how? How can I listen when my mind is already closed?I sluggishly got ready, finishing my routine with no energy. The moment I opened my door, Carlew was standing right outside. His eyes were red and filled with exhaustion.I immediately slammed the door shut, and tears poured out of me uncontrollably. Despite his continuous knocking, I just sat there behind the door, sobbing."Baby, open the door. Let's talk," he pleaded, his voice desperate. But instead of opening it, I stayed seated on the floor, crying even harder."Baby, please open the door," he repeated.Hearing his voice break as he started crying made me want to swing the door open and hug him tight. But I couldn’t. My anger wouldn’t let me."Leave
Chapter 15"Hi, cousin. How are you? Have you returned Zette?" Casey greeted us as we entered the unit."We're engaged," Carlew happily announced to Casey. I showed where the ring was on my hand."Whoa! That was fast, huh? Ayyyiiiiee!!"We had a bit of conversation or catch-up until Carlew eventually left."I'll visit every week, or whenever you miss me," he said before giving me a kiss."No need. It's okay, not necessarily weekly. Even twice a month is fine. I know you have a lot to take care of since you've been gone for a long time. Surely, I'll be busy too, right? Now that I have a job. So it's okay with me," I assured him. I saw him smile, and then he left.I was left alone in my room. I stared blankly for a moment after he left. I still couldn't believe that I was engaged to a man I love. It feels like I'm in a dream, and if I wake
Chapter 14"You know? I've only loved one woman like this. It's you," he said with a smile. I couldn't help but smile back.We're both a bit tipsy, and it's getting late. I don't know how we'll manage to get back to our room, even though it's nearby."I feel the same way! It's only you," I confessed like a child."Why can't you marry me?" he asked with a serious tone."Not now, okay? Just wait," I said and laughed. I saw him laugh too."Why? Are you still scared? Afraid you'll leave me hanging? You love me right? Baby, I know you love me. Isn't that enough?" I heard the pleading tone in his voice, but a smile played on his lips.Once again, I felt the emotions I had when I left someone without knowing him. What if that had worked out? What if I met Carlew afterward? Why am I even thinking about this? Tsk."Yes, but I
Chapter 13"Whoa! This place is amazing!" I exclaimed in awe.A pristine beach with fine, white sand stretched before us. In all the beaches we visited during the past days, I hadn't seen one with anything other than white sand. Almost all the sands were pure white."You liked it?" he whispered, and I felt his arm around me."No, I love it," I happily replied, turning to face him.A broad smile lit up his face, seemingly pleased with my reaction."You know? It's my first time here in El Nido, and I'm with you," I shared, smiling. I couldn't help but glance at his lips, recalling the kiss.It was just a brief one, but it felt like an eternity for me."Let's swim?" he suggested, and before I could answer, he pulled me towards the sea.I didn't resist. It's as if my soul was left behind with that kis
Chapter 12"Hey, what's bothering you?" Carlew whispered to me.I could feel his embrace, the warmth of his arms enveloping my body. We stood in front of the window where I was lost in thought before he approached me and hugged me."Nothing," I replied with a sigh. My eyes remained fixed outside the window. All I could see was darkness, unlike in Manila with its brightly lit buildings."Really? Why don't you tell me? I'm your boyfriend. You can trust me," he whispered. I sighed."I'm just feeling homesick," I said.I missed our large house, but it was empty. My room was filled with pink, but I preferred blue. It's ironic."Is it about your family? Come on, tell me. I'll listen," he urged. He led me to sit on the sofa to face him properly for our conversation. I didn't object and did what he wanted.I took a deep breat