Chapter 4
'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.'
'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.'
'Then, I'll be your boyfriend started today.'
His words didn't immediately register in my mind. Didn't he say it was just a "like"? Why did he declare himself my boyfriend?
"But I don't love you," I blurted out, trying to regain my composure. I saw the surprise in his eyes at my straightforwardness.
"Then, I'll court you," he said. I felt a sense of disappointment.
I thought we were already something. Why court me?
"No need. Like you said earlier, you're my boyfriend. So you'll be," I responded. He looked at me, and I saw the intensity in his eyes.
"Okay, then. You're mine." Slowly, he approached me, and nervousness overwhelmed me. I took a step back, but I may have made a mistake. I ended up leaning against the balcony door, and he quickly cornered me.
"You are my Euzette. Forever mine." He kissed me, reminiscent of the bar kiss – deep and intense. I almost stumbled, but luckily, he wrapped his arm around my waist.
I couldn't resist kissing him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and I felt his hands exploring my body. A soft moan escaped my lips.
"Hmmm," I moaned. I was surprised when he suddenly pulled away.
"Shit! Sorry," he apologized and stepped back.
Why was he apologizing? What we did wasn't any different. It was just a kiss!
"It's okay. We already did that last time."
"That's different! You're my girlfriend now." I raised an eyebrow.
"So? What's the big deal now that I'm your girlfriend?"
"I don't know! I might do something! Shit! I'm leaving. Go to sleep." He quickly walked towards the door, but I stopped him.
"Euzette, I'll just call you. Give me your number." He handed me his phone, and I quickly entered my number. He was about to leave again, but I stopped him once more.
There was a part of my heart that didn't want him to leave just yet. I wanted him to stay.
"May flight ako bukas pa Manila. Kaya matulog kana. Babalik din ako agad. I promise." I nodded, even though I felt a bit sad with what he said.
What's happening to me? Why am I getting attached to him so quickly, even though we've only met twice? What's happening to me?
He kissed my forehead before leaving.
I couldn't sleep all night, thinking that I already had a boyfriend. I felt giddy, and I didn't know why. There's just something about Carlew that makes me feel this way.
I woke up abruptly when my phone on the bedside table rang. Casey is calling.
"Hello?"
"Good morning! So where are you now? I'll wait for you to come here before I go to work." I glanced at the clock. It's 7 o'clock in the morning. I quickly got up to take a shower.
"Okay, I'll be there in 20 minutes." I ended the call, apologizing repeatedly to Casey, who kept saying it's okay.
When I arrived at her condo, Casey had already left. I apologized again, and she assured me it was fine.
After settling in the condo, I did some chores and decided to do laundry. Yes, I know how to do household chores. Mommy taught me so I wouldn't be ashamed in front of my future husband. I sighed at the thought.
I was doing my laundry when an unknown number called me. At first, I hesitated to answer, but then I remembered Carlew might be calling. So, I picked up.
"Hello?"
"Hello? Are you Carlew's girlfriend?" The voice of a woman made me nervous.
"Y-yes. That's me." I heard her clear her throat.
"Who's this?" She didn't answer and abruptly ended the call. I furrowed my brows in confusion.
"Weird." I shrugged off the strange call and continued my tasks. By the afternoon, I was finished with my laundry, and I was tired when I entered my room.
I was startled to see my phone with multiple messages and missed calls. Some were from Mommy, some from an unknown number, and also from Carlew.
Mommy:
Baby, come home.
Mommy:
We talked to the Del Prenas.
I didn't bother reading the rest of Mommy's messages, as they were likely just insisting that I come home and continue with the wedding.
Unknown:
Answer my call.
Unknown:
It's me, Carlew.
Unknown:
Baby, please answer.
Unknown:
I miss you.
Unknown:
I can't wait to see you again.
I didn't realize I was already smiling while reading Carlew's messages. I didn't bother to read the rest of his messages when he suddenly called.
"Hello."
"Thank God. You answered!" I could sense the joy in his voice. I smiled.
"What are you doing? Why couldn't you answer my call? I've been worried about you since earlier." I smiled even more at what he said.
He cared about me.
"Oh, just doing laundry. Organizing my things," I said cheerfully.
"You should have just had your laundry done. You might get tired." I frowned at his suggestion.
"Carlew, I need to save money. I don't have a job yet. I paid for my rent, and my money won't last. I'm sure Mom and Dad have cut off all my ATM access. I have nothing to rely on." I explained to him. I heard him sigh.
Damn, I'm relying only on the savings in my savings account.
"Then, I'll pay for your rent, food, and other expenses. You don't need to work." My eyes widened at what he said.
Is he insane? He's not my husband. We're just dating.
"No way! Carlew, I want to be independent!"
"But I don't want you to get tired. It's okay if I do. Just let me handle everything." I sighed at his words.
"But I want this. So just let me. And besides, I'm your girlfriend, not your wife."
"Why haven't you married me yet?" I was stunned by what he said. We only got together last night, and now he's talking about marriage? What the?
Wait, why does his statement seem to have a double meaning to me?
"I-I mean, then marry me. So I can really take care of everything. Even if we're married, we can still do the things you want, like traveling." I just shook my head at what he said.
"Didn't I tell you last night that I don't want to get married yet? Let's stick with being boyfriend and girlfriend for now. Don't rush." I heard him sigh.
"Yes. I'm sorry. I Love You. I'll call you again later. I have a meeting." He quickly ended the call. I couldn't help but smile despite feeling a bit weird because of how fast it was.
He's not difficult to like because he's a sweet and caring guy. Unlike other men who are grumpy and always poker-faced. He's not showy either; he's just different. There's something about him. If you look at him, he seems grumpy, but once you get close, he's not. Or maybe I'm just comfortable with him, able to tell him my thoughts.
Chapter 5 I had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. I quickly changed to see what I could cook for dinner for Casey and me. Upon opening the refrigerator, I was surprised to find nothing that could be cooked except for half a tray of eggs. There was a pitcher of water and a gallon of ice cream. I tried checking the kitchen cabinets, but all I found were a few cup noodles and snacks. "Does one survive on this? Tsk." I closed the cabinet I last checked. I grabbed my phone, planning to text Casey, but I immediately received a message from him. Casey: Friend, sorry if you won't find anything to cook in my unit except eggs. I usually eat out with my boyfriend. I apologize. I sighed at what he said. I guess I'll just go grocery shopping. I went back to the room to get my wallet. I went to the nearest market to do some grocery shopping. I bought what I needed, such as napkins, toothpaste, shampoo, soap, and more. For food, I bought canned goods, several packs of noodl
Chapter 6 The days passed quickly, and Carlew and I frequently communicated through calls, texts, and video calls. Currently, I was talking to him on the phone. Fortunately, we never seemed to get tired of each other, even though it was just the two of us most of the time. "Who are you shopping with?" I shook my head at his question. I told him I was going to buy clothes for my upcoming job, even though it was still a week away. I didn't have anyone to accompany me to choose office attire. I had plenty of clothes at home, but I didn't bring any with me. If I did, I might be suspected because, initially, I thought we were going on a honeymoon after the wedding, which never happened due to my foolish actions. So, I only brought a few casual outfits. "How about you just delay starting work? Let's do it later." I frowned at what he said. "Are you always like this with your girlfriends? Do you not want them to work?" "Nope, just you," he replied. "Why? Have you had many girlfriends bef
Chapter 7 "Ohh? You miss me that much huh?" I blushed as he whispered those words while hugging me. "Of course. I'm tired of talking to a cellphone. Always accompanied by a laptop. I want something real." I said sadly, pulling away from the embrace. I heard his soft chuckle, and I frowned, biting my lip. "How did you end up here? Weren't you in Manila?" "I filed a leave for 1 week. I really missed you, baby. I can't take it anymore. That's why I didn't tell you, because I know you'll insist." I pursed my lips to hide my smile. "I love you." I said with my eyes closed, feeling his lips on my forehead. I couldn't hide my smile. "I love you too." I said with a closed smile. This is the first time I've said it back to him, and I didn't know how he'd react. "W-What did you say?" He seemed to be having a hard time believing what I said. I blushed again. I didn't want to repeat it because of embarrassment, but I wanted to make it up to him, so I said it again. "I love you too." I said
Chapter 8 When Carlew stopped his car, I quickly opened the door to get out. "Stay here. I'll be the one to get the things I need," I said coolly. I was still annoyed with him for making a decision without my knowledge. After closing my door, he closed his as well. I couldn't help but frown as he followed me to the elevator, but a smile escaped when I realized the situation was ticklish. There seemed to be some creature in my stomach, tickling me and making me smile uncontrollably. Weird! As the elevator rang on the correct floor, I quickly exited, and he followed. I frowned again, realizing how close we were when I turned to face him. I took a step back to ease the nerves. A sharp gaze was given, questioning him why he was so close. "Why are you looking at me like that?" he asked. I just rolled my eyes at him. "I told you to stay inside your car," I retorted, trying to keep my stern expression, but deep down, I wanted to take back my sternness from earlier. He was pouting rig
Chapter 9I woke up feeling like someone was watching me. I opened my eyes to see Carlew smiling widely at me. It's my first time waking up to him, and I can't explain how happy I am."Good morning, baby," he greeted. I blushed at the endearment, finding it sweet music to my ears."Good morning too," I replied, meeting his gaze, but I sensed disappointment in his eyes."Baby," I bit my lip, feeling shy. His intense stare made me uneasy, and I couldn't face him.He touched my chin, urging me to look at him. Nervous, I couldn't meet his eyes."Say it again, baby," he insisted. The term echoed in my ears like a hypnotic melody.I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and uttered, "Good morning too... baby." I couldn't open my eyes, overwhelmed by shyness."I love you, baby," he said, planting a quick kiss on my lips. I felt electrified, unable to move.As I slowly opened my eyes, his smile and happy gaze made me feel responsible for his joy."Get up, baby. Breakfast is ready," he said, ext
Chapter 10I marveled at the vast sea of El Nido, Palawan as our plane prepared to land. Soon enough, we were in El Nido, and a car was waiting for us, likely arranged by the hotel."Name, Sir?" the woman at the front desk asked."Carlew Del Prena.""One room with two beds, Sir?" she double-checked. I raised an eyebrow. Two beds? Why not just one? Haha. Just kidding!"Yes.""Here's your key, Sir. Room 106." Carlew quickly took the key and thanked the woman."Let's go, Baby. We'll have lunch," Carlew whispered to me. I blushed, a different thought crossing my mind—kissing Carlew flashed in my mind, and I quickly shook my head to dismiss it."Grrr." I muttered in frustration at my thoughts. Am I becoming a pervert?"Hey." Carlew's voice snapped me back, and I rushed to catch up with him."You're spacing again, huh?" he teased with a smile. I rolled my eyes."Shut up," I retorted, quickening my pace."It's beautiful!" I exclaimed, thoroughly impressed with the place.We were on a boat, a
Chapter 11Joyful. It's delightful to wander around with your loved one. Happy to laugh, eat, and it feels good to have someone to talk to, especially if that person is the one you love. It's our 4th day here in El Nido Palawan."Your honeymoon?" an elderly woman, accompanied by an older man, perhaps her husband, asked us.I was about to nod when Carlew quickly responded and wrapped his arm around me. "Yes," I couldn't do anything but smile at the couple in front of us. They wouldn't know that we were lying. So, I kept silent."My husband and I are on our honeymoon again. It's our 25th anniversary," the elderly woman said. I couldn't help but admire their longevity. It made me think about Carlew and me."Happy Anniversary to both of you," Carlew greeted them, and I followed suit.Their love for each other was evident in their eyes. The gentle way the old man
Chapter 12"Hey, what's bothering you?" Carlew whispered to me.I could feel his embrace, the warmth of his arms enveloping my body. We stood in front of the window where I was lost in thought before he approached me and hugged me."Nothing," I replied with a sigh. My eyes remained fixed outside the window. All I could see was darkness, unlike in Manila with its brightly lit buildings."Really? Why don't you tell me? I'm your boyfriend. You can trust me," he whispered. I sighed."I'm just feeling homesick," I said.I missed our large house, but it was empty. My room was filled with pink, but I preferred blue. It's ironic."Is it about your family? Come on, tell me. I'll listen," he urged. He led me to sit on the sofa to face him properly for our conversation. I didn't object and did what he wanted.I took a deep breat
Chapter 20"I'm tired. Huhu," I complained.We had just started walking up the stairs to see what Bohol is famous for, the Chocolate Hills."Should I carry you? Or do you want to rest for a while on a bench?" he suggested, and I immediately nodded."Okay, let’s sit for a while. I need to recharge," I said, smiling. I saw the confusion in his eyes from what I said, so I smiled at him as we sat down.I held his hand before explaining what I meant."You’re my charger. You're my strength and my energy. So let’s rest for now, okay?" I explained, resting my head on his shoulder.We were both quiet, only the sound of birds and the wind was heard. There were only a few people here today, probably because it’s a workday and we chose this day to visit Bohol.Yesterday, I had already filed my resignation letter. I passed it to our head. I didn’t know who my boss was, so I just gave it to the head."What's this?" I heard the confusion in my head’s voice."Resignation letter? Why so soon?" they ad
Chapter 19I woke up because of the weight wrapped around me. I quickly removed whatever was pressing on me. It felt heavy and hard to move. I turned around to continue my sleep when I realized something.I quickly sat up, remembering. I saw Carlew sleeping beside me. We were both undressed. I couldn’t help but blush at his appearance. What happened between us wasn’t a dream, it was real! I still felt sore down there.I immediately got up, picked up my clothes one by one, and went into the bathroom to change. Once I finished, I came out, and Carlew was still asleep.I couldn’t stop myself from smiling at the sight of him. He looked like an angel, whether awake or asleep. That was one of the things that caught my attention about him. He’s caring and sweet. It’s not hard to like him. From the start, there was something about him that seemed to pull me toward him, making me want to like him.I left him alone in my room and went to the kitchen. Surely, like me, he must be hungry. It was l
Chapter 18I tried to sit properly on my bed, but I couldn’t. My stomach hurt so much. He quickly helped me sit up.Even though I felt awkward, I tried not to show it, especially since we still weren’t okay with each other.“Are you okay?” he asked.“Yeah. I’m okay. You can leave me now, I can handle this,” I said coldly. I heard him sigh.“No, I’ll help you. Please let me.”I didn’t complain anymore when he helped me eat. It’s not like I couldn’t use my hands, but I just couldn’t take them off my stomach because of the pain.“Why are you starving yourself?” he asked. I shook my head as an answer.“I’m sorry,” he said. I couldn’t stop myself from looking at him.I was in the middle of eating when he spoke like that. My chest tightened when he stared into my eyes. It felt like there was electricity connecting us.“I thought you left?” I changed the subject and tried to avoid his gaze.“Nope, I’m just nearby, watching over you,” he replied.I almost widened my eyes at what I heard. I co
Chapter 17As the night deepened, I returned to my unit. I wasn’t too affected by the two beers I had, so I was fine to make it back. Just like earlier, it was quiet, and maybe this time Casey was really asleep.I fell asleep quickly as soon as I lay down on the bed. Maybe it was also due to the alcohol in my system.The next day felt like a normal day to me. But I couldn’t help but check my cellphone to see if there were any texts or calls from Carlew. And when I saw that there were none, I quickly felt disappointed.I checked my phone every hour, hoping that he would text me again. It’s been days since I last heard from him. Luckily, I’ve been busy during those days.My boss almost buried me in work. It was as if he wanted to make things hard for me. I couldn’t complain, though, because I might get fired. I had no choice but to do everything.Those paper works helped me forget what happened to my heart for the meantime. Every day, I worked overtime, and sometimes I’d bring work home
Chapter 16I woke up with swollen eyes from all the crying. I quickly turned off my phone after reading that message, fearing that number might call again—or worse, Carlew might call to explain. I was afraid that if he did, I might believe him.I know I need to hear his side, but how? How can I listen when my mind is already closed?I sluggishly got ready, finishing my routine with no energy. The moment I opened my door, Carlew was standing right outside. His eyes were red and filled with exhaustion.I immediately slammed the door shut, and tears poured out of me uncontrollably. Despite his continuous knocking, I just sat there behind the door, sobbing."Baby, open the door. Let's talk," he pleaded, his voice desperate. But instead of opening it, I stayed seated on the floor, crying even harder."Baby, please open the door," he repeated.Hearing his voice break as he started crying made me want to swing the door open and hug him tight. But I couldn’t. My anger wouldn’t let me."Leave
Chapter 15"Hi, cousin. How are you? Have you returned Zette?" Casey greeted us as we entered the unit."We're engaged," Carlew happily announced to Casey. I showed where the ring was on my hand."Whoa! That was fast, huh? Ayyyiiiiee!!"We had a bit of conversation or catch-up until Carlew eventually left."I'll visit every week, or whenever you miss me," he said before giving me a kiss."No need. It's okay, not necessarily weekly. Even twice a month is fine. I know you have a lot to take care of since you've been gone for a long time. Surely, I'll be busy too, right? Now that I have a job. So it's okay with me," I assured him. I saw him smile, and then he left.I was left alone in my room. I stared blankly for a moment after he left. I still couldn't believe that I was engaged to a man I love. It feels like I'm in a dream, and if I wake
Chapter 14"You know? I've only loved one woman like this. It's you," he said with a smile. I couldn't help but smile back.We're both a bit tipsy, and it's getting late. I don't know how we'll manage to get back to our room, even though it's nearby."I feel the same way! It's only you," I confessed like a child."Why can't you marry me?" he asked with a serious tone."Not now, okay? Just wait," I said and laughed. I saw him laugh too."Why? Are you still scared? Afraid you'll leave me hanging? You love me right? Baby, I know you love me. Isn't that enough?" I heard the pleading tone in his voice, but a smile played on his lips.Once again, I felt the emotions I had when I left someone without knowing him. What if that had worked out? What if I met Carlew afterward? Why am I even thinking about this? Tsk."Yes, but I
Chapter 13"Whoa! This place is amazing!" I exclaimed in awe.A pristine beach with fine, white sand stretched before us. In all the beaches we visited during the past days, I hadn't seen one with anything other than white sand. Almost all the sands were pure white."You liked it?" he whispered, and I felt his arm around me."No, I love it," I happily replied, turning to face him.A broad smile lit up his face, seemingly pleased with my reaction."You know? It's my first time here in El Nido, and I'm with you," I shared, smiling. I couldn't help but glance at his lips, recalling the kiss.It was just a brief one, but it felt like an eternity for me."Let's swim?" he suggested, and before I could answer, he pulled me towards the sea.I didn't resist. It's as if my soul was left behind with that kis
Chapter 12"Hey, what's bothering you?" Carlew whispered to me.I could feel his embrace, the warmth of his arms enveloping my body. We stood in front of the window where I was lost in thought before he approached me and hugged me."Nothing," I replied with a sigh. My eyes remained fixed outside the window. All I could see was darkness, unlike in Manila with its brightly lit buildings."Really? Why don't you tell me? I'm your boyfriend. You can trust me," he whispered. I sighed."I'm just feeling homesick," I said.I missed our large house, but it was empty. My room was filled with pink, but I preferred blue. It's ironic."Is it about your family? Come on, tell me. I'll listen," he urged. He led me to sit on the sofa to face him properly for our conversation. I didn't object and did what he wanted.I took a deep breat