ALPHA NATE "So what did it say?" He asked while waving the note at me."I have not read it yet." And I honestly don't think I will read it, what's the point of hurting myself on purpose."Why not? Haven't you missed him?" Of course I have missed him and I regret what I did to him, my actions still hurts him till now but we all know that's not a friendly note."Of course I have missed him but what has that got to do with me reading the letter, we both know that the content of that letter is not friendly... I feel like I already know the content, maybe not word for word but I know what's in it." I pointed out as I got up to grab a drink.This whole Raphael thing is stressing me out, it's like I am being punished all over again, as if Blake is not enough punishment. He has become someone I can't get rid of even if I try and in some ways, I am not sure I really want to get rid of him."Okay since you know the content of this letter so well, why don't you tell me what's in it?" I returned
ALPHA NATE After I finished making pasta Alfredo following Blake's directions, I served the food and we sat at the dining table and we started eating or should I say I started eating because all Blake did was to play around with the food... He was excited about the food while I was cooking but now he doesn't seem interested.I mean I know that I am not a good cook but I followed his directions and the food turned out great, it's actually very tasty but he has refused to taste it."You don't like the food?" I asked after observing him for a while."I do but I am not hungry, sorry." He said but I don't think that's the problem, to the best of my knowledge the only thing he had since morning is pasta, so there is no way he is not hungry."Did you eat anything other than breakfast when I was at work?" "No but I don't want to eat." He said and pushed the plate away from him.Something is definitely wrong, I find it difficult to believe that he just doesn't want to eat and nothing is wron
ALPHA NATE Days later..."Blake you have done enough for today." I said but he didn't listen to me and he just kept training. He has been training since he got here this morning and it's been three hours already, he has never trained for that long.He went back to his house after we realized that he is not exactly sick, he is just feeling sick and having symptoms because he is about to transform and ever since he left, he has been showing up every morning and training like a maniac... It's obvious that his strength has been hightened and he has started growing hair more on his legs and even hand, he is definitely transforming during the full moon.I know he is trying to stretch his body to the limit, he is probably thinking the stronger he gets, the lesser the transformation pain but it's not true... Transformation is brutal and there is nothing he can do to escape it but if he keeps training like this, his entire body will be so tired and it will even hurt more. "I'm talking to you
ALPHA NATE "You heard what they said at the meeting right? So we have to be really careful and more security minded... So you will call Richard, the head of security and the new herbal wolf to meet me at the office tomorrow, I need to give them a few suggestions." I informed.We just got back from a three hours long meeting with all the alpha's and their beta's. There was a lot of concerning topics that was raised but the most important and most pressing is the issue of the werewolf hunters. It has been a reoccurring issue and we need to take it more seriously before things gets out of hand."Of course Alpha, I will inform them and they will be at the office first thing tomorrow morning." Jake said just before we stepped out of the car, the meeting was in town at the chairmans office."Alright, see you tomorrow." It's been a long day and I am not going back to the office today, I need to get a proper rest and maybe sleep... I woke up early today because I had to train Blake before g
ALPHA NATE I know I started by complaining about the fact that Blake always sneaks in my bed at night or early hours of the morning when he comes for his training but now, I always look forward to sharing my bed with him.It's crazy that I even find it difficult to sleep in my bed alone, I have the best sleep when he is in my bed but it's annoying that he wakes up super early and tries to wiggle himself out of my hold just like right now.After the mess he created in my living room yesterday, I just asked him to stay over and he agreed and now he is trying to get out of my hold ."What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed. I don't know why I enjoy keeping my eyes closed when I am still in bed, I just prefer to let all my senses fully wake up before opening my eyes."Nothing." He lied."But I can feel you trying to wiggle out of my hold." I pointed out."I am just trying to give you space." That was the last thing i expected him to say."When did I ever ask you for space,
ALPHA NATE "Okay Alpha but there is a problem." Frank said."What's the problem." I asked curiously because the only way to ensure having a tight security is to make sure that there are more people at the entrance and they switch positions as often as possible."We have eight entrances to the pack and if I put four people at each entrance then we will need a total of thirty two people and we don't have enough people." He explained and that's going to be a problem."Okay, let's do it like this. Put four people at the larger entrances and two people at the small entrance that are not regularly used but while that's in place, you need more people to join your team... I am sure there are a lot of people in the pack that will want to join." I pointed out."Okay Alpha, I will do that." Frank said."If there is no further objections, you can leave." I said because there are four other people here and the earlier he lives the better."Okay Alpha, I will let you know when everything is in pl
BLAKE I don't know how to feel about Nate, I know he loves me. It's obvious in the way he treats and cares for me, I have no doubt in my heart that he loves me and he is attracted to me but I don't understand why he is so adamant.He likes to have me in his house, I even have his keys. I sleep with him on his bed and he doesn't get mad at me when I do something really wrong, like when I ruined his living room... Every other person would have been so mad but not him, instead he helped me clean up the house but why doesn't he want to take things any further when it's very obvious that he wants me as much as I want him too."I'm so confused." I said as I tossed in my bed.It will be three months in a week and I need to know if we are moving forward together or not because the secrecy is killing me and I can't take it anymore... I just want to be able to love him openly and have fun with him but I need to know what he wants.He keeps giving me mixed signals and it's too much. "Way too mu
ALPHA NATE I don't understand, I have been standing out here for like ten minutes now and Blake is still not out. This is downright disrespectful, why the fuck will he keep me waiting? Does this have anything to do with the conversation we had this morning because if that's the case, then his behavior is childish and I won't stand for it."Alpha Nate." He called as soon as I turned around to leave.I have had a long day and I should be back to my house resting but I am here, trying to take him to a private and safe place to transform and he is disrespecting me by keeping me out here."What is it?" I paused but I didn't turn around.He walked over to me with a small carry on bag. "I'm sorry." He apologized but why the fuck did he keep me out here to begin with?"What the fuck are you sorry for?" "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting, I swear I had no idea that you were around. I had already packed my things and I was just waiting for you to come, I didn't know that you were waiting out
ALPHA NATE "Congratulations Nate, I am so happy for you guys." Lawrence said as soon as I got to where they are standing."Thanks so much Lawrence, I am so happy. I have been so nervous about how their reaction will be like but it turned out that they are all really happy and I have been stressing over it for nothing." I pointed out."I told you there was nothing to worry about, you lifted the anti gay law months ago, so everyone is feeling free and open to anything and if you like it, I think people are even happier before now that you have a male mate, they will stop feeling weird about it." He explained and he has a point, I mean if I could boldly announce my male mate when I was homophobic a few months ago then I think it will encourage others to be free and live their best lives."Yeah, I see that now."Raphael and I had a couple of drinks and we ate a few snacks, everyone was having fun and it feels good not to have any secrets for a change."What about the house decorations, i
ALPHA NATE Two months later...I have been feeling so nervous, anxious and excited all morning because today is a special day and I have big plans but I am equally a nervous wreck. I dressed up nicely and I stepped out of the bedroom. "Wow, someone looks nice." Blake teased as soon as I stepped out."Thanks and you are going to look nice too." I said as I gave him a new set of clothes that I bought for him when I went shopping in the city yesterday with Raphael. "Wear this to the party." I informed."Okay thanks but I still don't know what the party is about." He stated and I have been avoiding the topic because I don't really know what to tell him that will sound believable because I can't tell him the truth about the party, at least not yet.He is not exactly great with surprises, so I can't tell him. "Oh that, some Alphas are visiting the pack today and the party is to welcome them and make them feel at home." I lied."Oh I see, that means their visit is really important." He note
ALPHA NATE "I really don't know, they have been like this since we arrived and I just hope they can remain like this by the end of the dinner." I said to Blake and if they can even become close friends, that will be a plus but so far, I am happy they are acting really mature."Wow, this is really impressive." Blake said as he sat down on my leg. "I thought they won't be able to stand each other and we were going to have a quiet boring dinner but it's definitely not going to be like that, this is really good." He said excitedly but he kept his voice down so that they don't hear him but I think that they are too engrossed in the soccer match and their conversation to even care."That was what I thought too but apparently, may be father actually meant what he said." I actually thought that the dinner will end in a fight and maybe I shouldn't count my chicks before they hatch but things are looking good and I am a little hopeful."Food is ready guys." Mom said when she stepped out of the
ALPHA NATE "There is no need for that son because I know what you are about to say, I have spoken to your mother and we both agreed that it's best I let go of my grievances since Brian's son is your mate. I don't want to stand in the way of your happiness besides it's clear that I misjudged him." Father explained and I am in shock because I already mentally prepared a speech on my way here. "And if I am being honest, Blake is a good guy and you guys deserve to be happy." She said while smiling at me and it makes me really happy to hear him say that."Are you serious?" I asked curiously because he might just be pulling my legs."Of course son, I am sorry for being an ass and for trying to separate you guys but most importantly, I am very sorry for trying to hurt Blake and for hurting you in the process." He apologized.I mean he didn't try to hurt Blake, he tried to kill him. They are two different things but there is no need for specifications right?"It's okay, I mean I don't like w
ALPHA NATE "That was not what happened." Brian stated but I really don't think there is anything that will justify what he did and I am really so disappointed, I looked at Blake that's sitting on my thigh and he looks really sad and disappointed as well. I see why father was so adamant about Blake, they look so much alike and he hated it because he was a constant reminder of Brian."Oh yeah, what the fuck happened?" I asked angrily."Are you suggesting that I am lying?" Father asked."No, I am saying that you misunderstood the events from that day." Brian pointed out. "I understand why you thought that I abandoned you but it was nothing like that, I can never do something like that to you." Brian pointed out."Okay humor me Brian, how did I misconstrue the event from that day?" Father asked curiously and honestly, I equally want to know."I did run, I only excused myself to pee and you know it." He pointed out."That was you running Brian, you suddenly decided to pee just at the mome
ALPHA NATE The hall for the party was beautifully decorated and there is more than enough food to go around, everyone looks excited and a lot of returning pack members are around. I climbed the make shift stage as I watched Jake, Frank and Larry share the new lawbook to all the pack members."This meeting is solely to welcome back our pack members back to their homes, this is where you belong and I and the rest of the pack members are very sorry for asking you to leave in the first place, that was a decision I regret making and that's why we are gathered here to correct our mistakes... What you all are holding there are the new pack laws, you are free to date whoever you want without having to hide and as long as you all abide to the new laws are rules, I can guarantee you all a peaceful and an harmonious living condition.So let's celebrate our new union, new pack and most importantly new members by having fun, there is enough food, so help yourselves... Welcome home guys." I said e
ALPHA NATE I feel awful but here I am getting dressed and preparing for the party, I don't feel good and if I could bail on the party I would but this is really important. I mean, I have been planning the party for weeks and the entire pack members including the returning pack members are looking forward to it and as if that's not enough, they are all anxiously waiting for the new law, so it's important for me to be there.I am still very livid for what my father did and it's because of him that I got injured, I can't even imagine the amount of people that saw me naked yesterday when I returned and collapsed in the middle of the pack, he went too far this time and I honestly don't know what to do with him... What he did deserves a punishment but he is my father and I can't keep covering for him and it puts me in a bad place.Blake was so scared yesterday when he witnessed everything and he has been asking me since morning who sent the guys but I don't know if it's okay to tell him th
ALPHA NATE It's crazy how my brain makes me feel like I heard something that was not said because it felt like I heard him say that Blake's life has been paid for which is very crazy? "Ahahaha, pardon me guys, I think the hit on my head is messing with my head, can you repeat that again?" I asked curiously while staring at the guy that spoke last."I said his fucking life has been paid for in full." He repeated and the statement is infuriating me even more, who the hell will do something that stupid."Name your fucking price asshole because you are not touching him, I am the Alpha and you can only touch him over my dead body." I said as I pushed Blake backward and I took a step closer to them."Well they didn't pay us enough to kill you as well but that doesn't mean you can not be injured." He said as he brought out a pocket knife."Get in the car Blake." I said and I transformed immediately. I ran into the guy with the knife and I took him down immediately, I slashed every wolf that
ALPHA NATE Rejecting him as my mate is one mistake that I am so glad that I didn't make, it would have been a disaster and I would have regretted it for the rest of my life."I will never make you wait again." I assured him. "These are for you." I said as I pushed over the three boxes to him."Thanks." He opened the first box and he picked up the Cuban link chain. "Wow, this... This is beautiful." He said while admiring the chain. "I love it thanks." He said as he opened another box, this one is the smallest."A wristwatch? How did you know I need one?" He asked as he started putting it in his wrist."Well, let's just say that I know you well enough." I said and he started laughing.I have been observing that he is always checking his wrist even when there is no wristwatch and I later came across his wrist watch in the drawer with the face broken, I am guessing it was bashed when he struggled with Travis a while back."Thanks, I love it." He opened the biggest box and he brought out