ALPHA NATE After I finished making pasta Alfredo following Blake's directions, I served the food and we sat at the dining table and we started eating or should I say I started eating because all Blake did was to play around with the food... He was excited about the food while I was cooking but now he doesn't seem interested.I mean I know that I am not a good cook but I followed his directions and the food turned out great, it's actually very tasty but he has refused to taste it."You don't like the food?" I asked after observing him for a while."I do but I am not hungry, sorry." He said but I don't think that's the problem, to the best of my knowledge the only thing he had since morning is pasta, so there is no way he is not hungry."Did you eat anything other than breakfast when I was at work?" "No but I don't want to eat." He said and pushed the plate away from him.Something is definitely wrong, I find it difficult to believe that he just doesn't want to eat and nothing is wron
ALPHA NATE Days later..."Blake you have done enough for today." I said but he didn't listen to me and he just kept training. He has been training since he got here this morning and it's been three hours already, he has never trained for that long.He went back to his house after we realized that he is not exactly sick, he is just feeling sick and having symptoms because he is about to transform and ever since he left, he has been showing up every morning and training like a maniac... It's obvious that his strength has been hightened and he has started growing hair more on his legs and even hand, he is definitely transforming during the full moon.I know he is trying to stretch his body to the limit, he is probably thinking the stronger he gets, the lesser the transformation pain but it's not true... Transformation is brutal and there is nothing he can do to escape it but if he keeps training like this, his entire body will be so tired and it will even hurt more. "I'm talking to you
ALPHA NATE "You heard what they said at the meeting right? So we have to be really careful and more security minded... So you will call Richard, the head of security and the new herbal wolf to meet me at the office tomorrow, I need to give them a few suggestions." I informed.We just got back from a three hours long meeting with all the alpha's and their beta's. There was a lot of concerning topics that was raised but the most important and most pressing is the issue of the werewolf hunters. It has been a reoccurring issue and we need to take it more seriously before things gets out of hand."Of course Alpha, I will inform them and they will be at the office first thing tomorrow morning." Jake said just before we stepped out of the car, the meeting was in town at the chairmans office."Alright, see you tomorrow." It's been a long day and I am not going back to the office today, I need to get a proper rest and maybe sleep... I woke up early today because I had to train Blake before g
ALPHA NATE I know I started by complaining about the fact that Blake always sneaks in my bed at night or early hours of the morning when he comes for his training but now, I always look forward to sharing my bed with him.It's crazy that I even find it difficult to sleep in my bed alone, I have the best sleep when he is in my bed but it's annoying that he wakes up super early and tries to wiggle himself out of my hold just like right now.After the mess he created in my living room yesterday, I just asked him to stay over and he agreed and now he is trying to get out of my hold ."What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed. I don't know why I enjoy keeping my eyes closed when I am still in bed, I just prefer to let all my senses fully wake up before opening my eyes."Nothing." He lied."But I can feel you trying to wiggle out of my hold." I pointed out."I am just trying to give you space." That was the last thing i expected him to say."When did I ever ask you for space,
ALPHA NATE “Ass is life, Man. Ass is life." I exclaim as I zip up my pants, beads of sweat dripping down my body from the great hookup I just had. My best friend and Beta, Raphael, laughs and moves his eyes, giving me enough privacy to cover up properly. “I thought you love boobs more?" Raphael asks once I'm done dressing up. “Life is nothing without boobs and you know it. Life is literally nothing without boobs," I emphasise when I remember that mother's feed their babies milk through their boobs. “While ass is life, boobs are the solution to every life problem. Imagine coming home after a long day at work, resting on your chicks huge boobs while telling her how awful your day was. The softness of those bad boys would heal any real man and instantly make him feel better. That's healing bro... instant healing." Raphael cracks up, holding his stomach as he tries to catch his breath. “You are so fucking vain and it baffles me everytime. Seriously, ass and boobs don't matter. What m
ALPHA NATE “Chillax dude. He won't find out about it." I laugh it off. “How are you sure he would never find out?" “Because I'm sure the twins wouldn't rat themselves out like that. The consequences would go two ways and with the kind of man Alpha Chris is, the twins would suffer more. I'm sure that'll guard our little secret with their lives." I reply as I sign some overdue paperwork. Raphael nods his head in understanding. “You need to be extremely careful, dude. Don't get in trouble and don't knock someone up before your mate shows up." I nod with a wave of my hand, dismissing his advice. “Yeah... yeah. Whatever." Raph sighs, his shoulders slumping in defeat. He knew trying to make me change my ways would be fruitless.He's silent for a while and one gaze at him tells me that he's deep in thought. “What if your mate turns out to have a flat ass and tiny boobs? What would you do? Reject her?" He inquires, a look of pure disdain clouding his face when he mentions the last two
ALPHA NATE How could I have been fucking blind? How didn't I see it? “I can't control it, dude. It's just who I am." Raphael says when I don't speak or react.I just stare at the wall blankly. Honestly, for the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react. His shocking revelation left more than being tongue-tied. I can't believe my best friend is one of them. I can't believe my best friend is one of those abnormal sorry excuses of a man.Like a man watching his life flash right in front of his eyes, memories of the times Raphael and I spent flash through my mind like a cinema movie. My head reads into every of his actions, pointing out the fact that they weren't traits that should be possessed by real men. I remember the fact that he's a virgin and realised just how stupidly blind I had made myself. No male adult is a virgin. Neither does any real man stand on the fact that he'll wait for his mate to have his virginity. No horny adult man talks and thinks the way Raph d
ALPHA NATE The ceremony or the ceremony of shame as my pack members like to call it is a ceremony made specially for dickless males. I watch as my barely conscious ex-beta is being dragged around with his abomination of a mate. Whenever someone comes out as being gay in my pack, he's being bullied big time and dragged around for all to see. The ceremony was created to set examples to others and also to teach the gay couple a lesson. In their next life, they'd rather not come to the world than to come gay. Fucking Bastards! “Hello, son." I hear my father's voice from behind me. Turning around so fast that I almost get a whiplash, I look down at my father. “Father." I nod, not showing if I'm excited to see him or not. “Mother." I smile a little when I greet my mother. She is standing behind my father who has a cigar in his mouth. She lets go of his wheelchair to pull me into a bare hug. “Come here, baby." I don't hug her back, I simply watch the frown arched on my father's
ALPHA NATE I know I started by complaining about the fact that Blake always sneaks in my bed at night or early hours of the morning when he comes for his training but now, I always look forward to sharing my bed with him.It's crazy that I even find it difficult to sleep in my bed alone, I have the best sleep when he is in my bed but it's annoying that he wakes up super early and tries to wiggle himself out of my hold just like right now.After the mess he created in my living room yesterday, I just asked him to stay over and he agreed and now he is trying to get out of my hold ."What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed. I don't know why I enjoy keeping my eyes closed when I am still in bed, I just prefer to let all my senses fully wake up before opening my eyes."Nothing." He lied."But I can feel you trying to wiggle out of my hold." I pointed out."I am just trying to give you space." That was the last thing i expected him to say."When did I ever ask you for space,
ALPHA NATE "You heard what they said at the meeting right? So we have to be really careful and more security minded... So you will call Richard, the head of security and the new herbal wolf to meet me at the office tomorrow, I need to give them a few suggestions." I informed.We just got back from a three hours long meeting with all the alpha's and their beta's. There was a lot of concerning topics that was raised but the most important and most pressing is the issue of the werewolf hunters. It has been a reoccurring issue and we need to take it more seriously before things gets out of hand."Of course Alpha, I will inform them and they will be at the office first thing tomorrow morning." Jake said just before we stepped out of the car, the meeting was in town at the chairmans office."Alright, see you tomorrow." It's been a long day and I am not going back to the office today, I need to get a proper rest and maybe sleep... I woke up early today because I had to train Blake before g
ALPHA NATE Days later..."Blake you have done enough for today." I said but he didn't listen to me and he just kept training. He has been training since he got here this morning and it's been three hours already, he has never trained for that long.He went back to his house after we realized that he is not exactly sick, he is just feeling sick and having symptoms because he is about to transform and ever since he left, he has been showing up every morning and training like a maniac... It's obvious that his strength has been hightened and he has started growing hair more on his legs and even hand, he is definitely transforming during the full moon.I know he is trying to stretch his body to the limit, he is probably thinking the stronger he gets, the lesser the transformation pain but it's not true... Transformation is brutal and there is nothing he can do to escape it but if he keeps training like this, his entire body will be so tired and it will even hurt more. "I'm talking to you
ALPHA NATE After I finished making pasta Alfredo following Blake's directions, I served the food and we sat at the dining table and we started eating or should I say I started eating because all Blake did was to play around with the food... He was excited about the food while I was cooking but now he doesn't seem interested.I mean I know that I am not a good cook but I followed his directions and the food turned out great, it's actually very tasty but he has refused to taste it."You don't like the food?" I asked after observing him for a while."I do but I am not hungry, sorry." He said but I don't think that's the problem, to the best of my knowledge the only thing he had since morning is pasta, so there is no way he is not hungry."Did you eat anything other than breakfast when I was at work?" "No but I don't want to eat." He said and pushed the plate away from him.Something is definitely wrong, I find it difficult to believe that he just doesn't want to eat and nothing is wron
ALPHA NATE "So what did it say?" He asked while waving the note at me."I have not read it yet." And I honestly don't think I will read it, what's the point of hurting myself on purpose."Why not? Haven't you missed him?" Of course I have missed him and I regret what I did to him, my actions still hurts him till now but we all know that's not a friendly note."Of course I have missed him but what has that got to do with me reading the letter, we both know that the content of that letter is not friendly... I feel like I already know the content, maybe not word for word but I know what's in it." I pointed out as I got up to grab a drink.This whole Raphael thing is stressing me out, it's like I am being punished all over again, as if Blake is not enough punishment. He has become someone I can't get rid of even if I try and in some ways, I am not sure I really want to get rid of him."Okay since you know the content of this letter so well, why don't you tell me what's in it?" I returned
ALPHA NATE "Why so many people, what's going on?" I asked as we entered my office."I don't know, I just saw them here this morning and they said they wanted to see you." This is just so weird, I don't think I have come across this amount of rogues all at once before."That's strange, okay let them in." I instructed but I don't really know if letting them stay here is the best thing to do considering that they are like eight or so."Okay Alpha." He left my office and I turned on my laptop to begin the days work.I hate it when I come to the office in the morning and I have to attend to people, I prefer to be alone for a while before I have to deal with people and their different issues... It's just too early for all the drama."Good morning Alpha." They greeted all at once and it was almost noisy."Morning, pick a representative to talk on your behalf." I waited for them to decide and the person they picked stepped forward. "Why are you guys here?" I asked as I gestured to Jake to si
ALPHA NATE I woke up to a slight movement on my bed and I know for sure that it's Blake, I remember asking him to sleep over last night when he wanted to leave... The fact that he is not feeling fine, couple with the fact that Charvi is an ass doesn't sit right with me and I will rather take care of him myself than to let him go while I worry about his health.I mean him staying here isn't exactly good especially because I am trying to get him out of my head but not having him around sucks. "What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed while he was trying to get out of bed and out of my hold "It's morning." He pointed out as if it explains everything."So?""So I want to get up and make you breakfast, you are going to work right?" Is he crazy?He is the sick one here, why will he think that I will allow him make breakfast for me in his condition?"Yes I am going to work but I don't need breakfast and if I do, I will take care of myself." I said as I pulled him closer to me
BLAKE The last few days has been hell and not just because I am under the weather but because I have not been able to see Nate and I am upset that he didn't even bother to look for me. I know that he has been wanting me to leave him alone but I didn't think that he was serious, I thought he was just saying it to get on my nerves... He didn't hear from me in three days and he doesn't care, so I know now that he is serious and maybe I am just wasting my time and fooling myself into thinking that I can somehow make him fall in love with me.I reluctantly left my room and I made my way to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. "Arghhh, everywhere hurts." I murmured to myself."That's none of your business Charvi." I heard faintly from the kitchen and I know that has to be Nate. "Just call him for me." A huge grin spread across my face as I heard his voice.I know his voice and he is definitely the one and even if I wasn't sure of his voice, he is the only one I know that calls Char
ALPHA NATE THREE DAYS LATER...Hehehe... I laughed alone in my office when I remembered how the squirrel that Larry killed wasn't enough for the pack members to share, it was really cute and I am impressed. I have to instruct Larry to share the squirrel with just his pairs and I made sure he got a bone from the squirrel to use as his necklace, as part of the tradition of the killing ceremony."Where the fuck is Blake?" I asked myself as I remembered that it's been three days since Larry's killing ceremony and I am yet to see Blake.At first I was okay with the fact that he didn't show up for training or bother me in my office, I thought that this is his way of telling me that he is upset or that he is finally listening to me but now, it feels wrong.I should be happy that he has decided to stay away but I am not, it's feels strange and it's weird to say this but I think "I miss him." Which is really weird.I have been the one wanting space from him and now that I have the space, I wa