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CHAPTER THIRTY - I'M CRAZY HORNY

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ALPHA NATE

I know I started by complaining about the fact that Blake always sneaks in my bed at night or early hours of the morning when he comes for his training but now, I always look forward to sharing my bed with him.

It's crazy that I even find it difficult to sleep in my bed alone, I have the best sleep when he is in my bed but it's annoying that he wakes up super early and tries to wiggle himself out of my hold just like right now.

After the mess he created in my living room yesterday, I just asked him to stay over and he agreed and now he is trying to get out of my hold .

"What are you doing?" I asked with my eyes still closed. I don't know why I enjoy keeping my eyes closed when I am still in bed, I just prefer to let all my senses fully wake up before opening my eyes.

"Nothing." He lied.

"But I can feel you trying to wiggle out of my hold." I pointed out.

"I am just trying to give you space." That was the last thing i expected him to say.

"When did I ever ask you for space,
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