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CHAPTER THIRTY SIX - I AM SO MORTIFIED

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ALPHA NATE

I went under the shower and my mind drifted to Blake and the kiss we shared, I am constantly aroused by him. Any thoughts of him gets me so fucking hard and it's scary, it scary that a guy is turning me on this much.

As soon as I turned on the shower and the water ran down my body, my hand went straight to my dick. I'm so fucking hard and it hurts... "Shit, I am so horny." I removed my hands, I can't remember the last time I masturbated, I mean I always have lots of pussy at my disposal and I never had the need to but now, with Blake messing with my head, I am actually tempted to masturbate and I feel so embarrassed.

I went back to bathing, I picked up my bar soap and I started washing my body and I tried as much as possible to avoid touching my dick but all I can picture is Blake's soft naked body and his perfect kissable lips. Thinking of that kiss once again brought goosebumps to my body and I couldn't help but I take my hand to my body.

I stroked my dick up and down w
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