Kabanata 43

REIGN RILEY MCDEMORT

Admit it or not, our maginations are powerful, I used to imagine for hours alone as an escape from the reality, a leisure to make myself feel better over the feeling of plain sad and boring atmosphere.

I always wanted to escape from the monotony of everyday life. Imagining was a thing of excitement and enchantment but then we grow up, we experience pain, betrayal, loss of innocence, abused and rejection. We take on demands of education, work, a family and other complex and complicated relationships or more like some of not so ordinary things which is too far from reality that will make your world upside down.

I have a lot of experience mostly when my parents died, I suffered in physical torture under my step mother's hand that leaves me yearning for an escape, something to numb me or a way out and pain avoidance.

This escape has nothing to do with other people, I always wanted to escape reality and always question my purpose of living. Why do I have to be in he