GEMMA I was sitting helplessly on the bed after I was done crying. Sitting helplessly and staring into empty space.I had always envisioned myself losing my virginity to the man I truly love and the man who loves me back. Had it been I know, I would have allowed Leonardo, my ex boyfriend to sleep with me when he asked for it. But I was too shy and wasn't ready then to have sex with him and felt I made the right decision not allowing him when I found out that he cheated on me with one of my closest friends. Now, it'd have been better if I lost my virginity to Leonardo than this monster.Never in my wildest thought did I think that I was going to lose my virginity like this, being helpless and being tied up and what more? to a total stranger.My life's so miserable. I felt hatred, contempt, scorn growing in my heart towards Antonio."I swear to God, I'd kill him whenever I get the chance" I swore to myself as fresh tears started to roll down my cheeks.I wiped it off immediately w
Antonio hit his palm angrily on his desk in his office, anger was visibly written all over him as he paced around the room."Damnit!!" He swore angrily."Calm down, Antonio," Margaret said."Don't fucking ask me to calm down. What do you mean by we failed the operation? What the fuck were you doing Margaret?" "It wasn't my fault, Antonio. I tried my best but it didn't work out. Our enemies were smarter than us" Margaret fired back. "You don't have to blame me for everything""What do we tell the big boss? That we failed in the shipping of his previous cocaine?" Antonio asked. "You're beginning to get incompetent, Margaret and I don't like working with incompetent people""I'll take the blame for everything. I'll explain it to him"Margaret replied."It won't solve anything""Antonio, I'll fix everything," Margaret said. She stood up from where she had been sitting and walked over to where Antonio was standing."Hey sweetheart, I've told you to calm down. I'll fix everything, you trust
GEMMA I winced in pain as Antonio kept kissing me roughly, I felt so much pain in my lips and when I tasted my blood from my lips, I used all the strength in me to push him off."Boss" I called out, still surprised at what just happened. How could he just come to my room as soon as he came home?He didn't even change from his office clothes!He looked at me with red blood eyes, anger was clearly oozing from him."You dare to push me?" He said in a loud voice that echoed in the room."I'm…. I'm sorry boss" I stammered.I was very frightened, my legs were shaking nervously for all to see and I forced myself to stand a spot. Any slight movement from me and I'll crash to the ground.Who wouldn't be this scared when this monster was staring at me with those cold, angry eyes."I want you," he said."Boss, I'm still in pain from last time" I blurted out and regretted it almost immediately when he approached me menacingly.He got to me, slapped me hard on my cheek and grabbed my neck ro
GEMMA I was still sweeping the house when I heard the electric gates opening. As usual, I went to peep from the window. Staying in Antonio's house has made me always be on my edge. It was Marco. Marco walked into the compound and went straight to Antonio's car garage.He opened one of the cars, entered the car and started it. Then he came out, left the car to warm up for a while before entering the car again and drove to the gate. The electric gates opened again and he drove out of the compound."Where's he going with that car?" I asked myself as I went back to resume sweeping.Then a sudden realization hit me. He's going to pick Antonio's daughter and Nanny from the airport.I was right when a few minutes later, I heard the gates opening again. I did my usual thing and saw the same car Marco drove out, driving into the compound.He parked the car well in the car garage and rushed out to open the door for whoever was in the car.A little, chubby girl stepped out of the car, then
Antonio carried Isabella up in his arms and twirled her around while she giggled happily."Keep my down, daddy," she screamed. "I'm starting to see double"He laughed loudly and kept her down, crouching low beside her."Mi manchi mia principessa" he said, stroking her hair lovingly."I missed you too daddy" Isabella replied and kissed him lightly on his forehead. Gemma was surprised at Antonio's show of love and affection towards his daughter. So this monster was capable of showing affection??She was even more surprised that the little girl understands the Italian language, something she's still struggling to understand.Well, she wasn't to blame, was she?She hasn't stayed long in Italy as she ran here after her father died in California to begin a new life. Little did she know she was running into the devil's trap, she should have just stayed back in California.But then she was very sure Antonio would find her no matter where she was."Hope you enjoyed yourself?" Antonio asked
GEMMA Later that evening when Nanny Emilia was finally done making dinner, she called everyone down to eat. She made shrimp fra diavolo as dinner.I helped her in setting the table. She was surprised when I set the table for just three."Why dear? Why for just three?" Emilia asked."I don't eat with Boss, I eat upstairs in my room," I replied."No dear, eat with us on this table. Don't worry, I'll take care of Antonio" she cajoled."No ma'am. Or I would just eat with Sir Luca and the others on the other dining table" I replied."No, you're eating with us on this table dear. Set the table for four" she said with authority and walked back to the kitchen.I hesitantly set the table for four, but then I willingly decided to do it. Suddenly, I felt the urge to dare Antonio, I wanted to see how he would react if he sees me eating on the same table with him.I also wanted to see if Nanny Emilia really have the ability to calm Antonio down or make decisions in the house too."Miss Isabell
GEMMA Nanny Emilia held me back when I was about to leave the kitchen."Child, are you going to be okay all by yourself?" She asked with worry for me in her eyes.I nodded my head at her and faked a smile."Don't worry about me ma'am, I'll be fine" I reassured her.She nodded her head at me and flashed me a sweet smile. Somehow, her smile comforted me."Let me tell you a secret. Don't be scared of Antonio. Antonio likes bold and courageous people, weak people irritate him" she said.I nodded my head and mouthed a "thank you""Isabella, it's time for you to go to bed. You're going to school tomorrow" Nanny Emilia called out to the little girl.There came little murmurs from the sitting room and off went the TV.I climbed the stairs leading to my room with heavy heart.Why the fuck did I sit on that table?This was something I could have avoided.I got to the door of my room, took a deep breath before I opened the door. Antonio was sitting on my bed."There you are" he said when
GEMMA I stood up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. A shower is what I need right now. I need the water to wash off my body and any traces of wanting and need it still held.And so, I turned the shower on and went directly under it, allowing the water to drench me from head to toe. The feeling of the water on my head and body was awesome, that I didn't know how long I stayed in the bathroom under the shower.Finally, I turned the shower off, wrapped my towel around my body and walked out of the bathroom. In the bedroom, I dried my body, applied my body cream and wore my night robe. I returned my towel to the proper position and walked to my bed.I climbed my bed and laid on it with my head up, staring blankly into the ceiling. So many thoughts ran through my mind.I questioned my foolish reactions to Antonio's touch. Why did I react that way?When did I start craving the torturous things he does to me?I'm supposed to be thinking of how I would have my revenge on him or pro