I'm having you tonight

GEMMA

   I kept on tossing restlessly on my bed. Though the bed was big and so comfy, I couldn't sleep as I was worried and scared. I was far away from home, in a stranger's house and was at his mercy. Antonio kept true to his words and sent in so many slutty dresses. Only a few were decent. He got me so many underwear, body lotion and other necessary things he thought I could need.

I sat up and went closer to the window. I opened the curtains and stared at the beautiful moon in the sky. It looked so free and happy being up there in the sky and I suddenly wished I was the moon.

Gabriella must be so worried about me. I just hope she's treated herself to the bruises Antonio's wicked men gave her. My best friend must be so worried about me but I couldn't even call her to calm her nerves down. Antonio took my phone from me and said he's going to give it back to me at the right time.

I never imagined things were going to turn out this way. Hours ago, I was a free young lady working my ass off to pay back my father's loan, but now, I'm a prisoner locked up in this cold but beautiful villa, accused of murdering someone and paying back my father's loan with my body.

"I shouldn't have done it" I whispered as tears rolled down my cheeks.

I shouldn't have gone out on that stage to strip dance. This horrible man wouldn't have noticed me if I hadn't gone out on that stage to dance. I would have been at home right now, on my back breaking bed, fast asleep.

This was all my father's fault. If he hadn't taken this loan, my life would have been a lot better. I wouldn't have had to work my ass off to pay back his loan. I wouldn't have turned to a stripper overnight. This was all his fault. I should hate him for causing me so much misery but I couldn't bring myself to hate him.

After mother left, he took good care of me and protected me. But then life's frustration hit him hard and turned him into the opposite of himself. He became wild, a drunkard and made himself so useless. That didn't stop me from loving him and taking good care of him. What I don't understand is why he made a loan contract with these horrible people. What did he use the money for? 

"Oh God help me" I muttered. 

I closed the curtains and laid on my bed. I forced myself to sleep and within minutes, I was fast asleep.

****

   The rays of sunlight pierced through the curtains and shone directly on my face, causing me to open my eyes forcefully.

I closed my eyes immediately and drew the curtains to prevent more sun rays from coming in. I sat up, yawning loudly and scratching my eyes sleepily. My eyes went to the wall clock and I saw that it was almost nine a.m. I came down from my bed, went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take my bath.

Few minutes later, I came out of the bathroom, went to the wardrobe where I already arranged my clothes, and brought out one of the few decent dresses. It was a black chiffon dress. I wore it after applying my body lotion and allowed my hair to fall free on my shoulders.

I wore my flip flops and walked out of the room. I descended the stairs and got to the sitting room.

"Look who's just waking up now, the sleeping beauty" Antonio said sarcastically. He was coming out of the kitchen, holding a mug of coffee to his mouth.

I was startled by his sudden appearance and was trying to calm my nerves down when he barked angrily at me.

"You don't know how to greet?"

"Good morning…. morning boss" I stuttered.

"What is the time? You're just waking up now? While I'm already dressed for work? What about my breakfast?" He blurted out angrily.

"That isn't why I am here. I'm not a maid here. How was I supposed to know that I'd make breakfast? What about the person that did it before now?" I retorted angrily and quickly rejected my actions when I saw the dangerous looks in his eyes.

"I'm sorry sir" I apologized immediately and bowed my head.

"Nanny Emilia is away with my daughter on a vacation. You'll take over her duties till she's back. This should never repeat itself again, do I make myself clear?" Antonio said harshly.

"Yes Boss" I whispered.

"Louder" he barked.

"Yes Boss" I screamed.

He gulped down the remaining of his coffee and I watched earnestly as the coffee went through his gorgeous esophagus. 

I must confess, he's a really handsome man, and has the body of a Greek god. I wondered what I'll be like to see him shirtless, it's going to be so breathtaking. To top it all, he's still young, probably in his early thirties. 

How can someone so young and handsome like this be so cold, brutal and ruthless??

He walked back to the kitchen, dropped his mug and walked out of the house without saying a word to me. I heaved a deep sigh of relief. Thank goodness he's gone! I can finally breathe well for a while.

****

      I spent the rest of my day literally doing nothing as I was literally alone in the house. Antonio's subordinates went to the company with him. He owns a big transport company as a cover up for his hidden operations.  I could swear I almost died of boredom in this big house. Watching movies didn't help to ease my boredom as I wasn't really a fan of movies. I prepared a light meal in the kitchen when I got hungry and ate it up, then slept for the remaining hours of the day.

This isn't the life I planned for. I hate lazing around doing nothing, but here I was, tied down in this house and about to be used as a sex doll.

The day rushed by and soon everywhere started to get dark. I went to the kitchen and prepared dinner. 

Just as I finished taking my bath, I heard Antonio's car drive into the compound.

The devil is back! I walked to the window and peeped. He just came down from the car and was walking into the house angrily. 

Seems the devil's not in a good mood tonight and I must try everything possible to avoid getting into his bad book tonight!

I hurriedly wore my night robe, applied my body lotion and climbed into my bed. I'm going to stay locked up in my room and pretend to be asleep whenever someone comes by.

Few minutes later, I heard a knock on the door. I ignored the knock at first but whoever was at the door was determined to pass the message across and kept on knocking. I had no choice but to open the door at last.

It was Luca standing at the door. He gave me a weird look for wasting his time.

"Good evening Luca" I greeted but he ignored me and held out a note to me.

"The boss said I should give it to you," he said. I took the note from him and he walked off haughtily.

I went back into my room, sat down on my bed and opened the note to read. Antonio's writing was scribbled on the paper and I read aloud.

"Be prepared. I'm having you tonight and I want you to wear the black sexy lingerie I got for you"

I became tense immediately. It's going to be my first night with this monster.

What do I do now?

And how will I tell him that I'm still a virgin?

"Oh God help me" I muttered loudly.

I slowly walked to the wardrobe and picked the black slutty lingerie he got for me. Antonio got so many slutty lingerie with different colours for me. I removed my night robe and wore the lingerie.

I walked to the big dressing mirror and stared at myself. I looked like a slut, like a cheap whore but I'll have to admit that I have a banging body. I walked back to my bed and laid on it with different thoughts running through my mind.

I was already dozing off when I heard my door open. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Antonio coming into the room.