Craving him

GEMMA

I stood up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. A shower is what I need right now. I need the water to wash off my body and any traces of wanting and need it still held.

And so, I turned the shower on and went directly under it, allowing the water to drench me from head to toe. The feeling of the water on my head and body was awesome, that I didn't know how long I stayed in the bathroom under the shower.

Finally, I turned the shower off, wrapped my towel around my body and walked out of the bathroom. In the bedroom, I dried my body, applied my body cream and wore my night robe. I returned my towel to the proper position and walked to my bed.

I climbed my bed and laid on it with my head up, staring blankly into the ceiling. So many thoughts ran through my mind.

I questioned my foolish reactions to Antonio's touch. Why did I react that way?

When did I start craving the torturous things he does to me?

I'm supposed to be thinking of how I would have my revenge on him or pro