D E L I L A H When I woke up again, it was daytime and the events of last night quickly invaded my mind. I felt my cheek flare up and a wave of embarrassment hit me, even knowing the fact that no one could actually see me. Kian had slept over in Melissa's room thankfully giving me enough time to put myself together. I definitely did not want to explain to an almost five year old that his mother was having a wet dream about a man. It was my first day of work and I was already a nervous wreck. I couldn't help but feel like this was the biggest mistake I would make. And how am I supposed to face him when I couldn't stop remembering how fast he had made me come in my dream? It was surely going to be a disaster. But what's the worst that could happen? Everything will be okay, I assured myself. Right? Giving myself an internal pat on the back, I flipped the sheets and got out of bed. It was six in the morning, meaning I had less than two hours to get ready for my first day at work. I
D E L I L A H I was standing in front of Azriel's company, and trying to give myself reasons to not risk it all and make a run for it. Taking in a deep nervous breath, I finally walked through the door. People were already bustling around, going about their jobs. They probably weren't feeling the way I was feeling. After all, it wasn't their first day of work. Most especially, they weren't the ones working as a personal assistant to their ex-mate. I sighted Tina and immediately walked towards her. Her lips formed into a kind smile as soon as she caught sight of me. “Lilah! You're here! Wait, can I call you Lilah? It's fine if you're not cool with it.” She said, looking at me sheepishly. I smiled, shaking my head, feeling my nervousness ease off a bit. Maybe a little cheerfulness is all I need. “Of course, you can. My friends call me Lilah.” I responded, watching as her grin grew wider. “And I already know we are going to make great friends!” She said, squeezing my hand. Yeah, T
D E L I L A HI struggled to catch up with Azriel's pace as he stormed out of the office towards his car. Without turning back, he slipped into the car, his hands on the steering wheel as he waited for me to get in.Thanking the heavens that I haven't fallen flat on my face even after walking so fast in heels, I walked to the other side of the door and entered the car.I took a quick glance at him and watched how tightly his jaw was clenched and how he had a vice grip on the steering wheel. “Fasten your seatbelt.” He ordered in a stern voice and as much as I tried to hide it, I was slightly startled by his voice. I immediately did as he said and he wasted no time in starting the car and speeding off. The car ride was filled with awkward silence. I stole side glances at him, watching as his veins flexed as he maneuvered the car. For some reason, I found the act sexy.Imagining the same hands wrapped around my neck, as he rammed his cock into me hard and fast.Jesus.What. the. hell.
D E L I L A HHis words hit me like a ton of bricks and I staggered, looking at him in shock.“Stay the fuck away from me, Delilah. Our relationship is purely professional whether we have a son together or not. I am not chanced to see Kian today but I will when I have free time. This doesn't change how I feel about him and you're horrible for thinking that.” He spat out each word with venom and I caught a hint of hurt in his words which he tried very well to hide.I let my anger get the best of me as different reasons why he wouldn't want to see Kian swirl through my head and I could only think of one reasonable reason. It was her. He doesn't want her to know about our son.“This is about her, isn't it?” I accused, pushing him away from me.“What the hell are you talking about?” He asked, looking at me in confusion. He was such a good actor.“You can cut the bullshit, Azriel. This is all about Gianna, isn't it? Of course, you wouldn't want your girlfriend to know you have a child with
D E L I L A HMy body shook with panic as I scrambled through the entire apartment, looking for my son. My mind was already imagining the worst possible scenarios when Melissa touched me and shook her head.“Trust me, I know he's here somewhere. Maybe he's playing one of his childish hide and seek games again.“Come on, let's go check outside, he might be put there somewhere waiting for us to come catch him. You know he always does that.” Melissa tried to be convincing but I could also detect the fear in her voice which she woefully tried to hide. We rushed outside, our hearts pounding in unison. My heart flew into my throat as I saw Kian walk into Azriel's apartment. Melissa had took notice of it too. “Shit.” She muttered, looking at Azriel's now closed door.Without thinking twice, I stormed over to the next door, ready to get my son away from there. I stood at the front porch of Azriel's door and knocked on the door. The door creaked open slowly, revealing Azriel with a smile tha
D E L I L A H Last night was an emotional rollercoaster for Melissa and I as I finally told Kian about Azriel. I'd never seen my son so conflicted in his entire life before and it shattered my heart that I was the cause of all of this. Kian didn't deserve this. He deserved none of this. He didn't deserve living almost five years of his life without his father. I had ripped off that privilege from him and the guilt ate me up. His emotions had confused him so much that he didn't know whether to be ecstatic about the news or heartbroken. He laughed and cried. “Is it me, mummy?” His voice had cracked as he asked, making me tear up. “Is it because of me Daddy left us? Does he not love me?” Hearing him address Azriel as 'Daddy' made my heart flip. It was the first time I heard the word from him and I didn't realize how much I needed to hear him say that until now. How do I tell him that it was all my fault that he didn't grow up with his Daddy because of me? That o I was too selfish a
D E L I L A HIgnoring every rational voice in my head screaming at me to stop, I grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him back with the same passion.I parted my lips and he took that opportunity to drive his tongue further into my mouth, kissing and sucking. I felt drunk under his mercy as he dominated my mouth. A groan slipped out of my lips as he lightly bit my lips, enough to send jolts of pleasure through my body.Like I weighed nothing, he carried me and walked towards his desk, he threw every single file on the desk to the ground and placed me on it. Without taking his lips away from mine, he reached down to my shirt and started unbuckling it. “Wait…” I breathed out, pulling away from his lips. “Azriel, we might regret this…” I trailed off, trying to catch my breath.“Do you really want me to stop?” He murmured as he continued unbuttoning my shirt. He opened it, revealing my black lacy bra. My hardened nipples were bare to his gaze and I watched as his eyes visibly darkened
D E L I L A HI was halfway through the door when his next words made me freeze on my feet. I abruptly turned towards him,thinking I was hearing things. “W-what did you say?”For the first time in five years, I caught a glimpse of the old Azriel. He let his vulnerability appear in his expression, catching me off guard. “I said I never stopped loving you, Delilah.”My heart raced as his words hung in the air, the room suddenly feeling smaller. I didn't know how to respond, so many emotions swirling within me. I took a step back, shaking my head in disbelief. I must be dreaming. “I- I don't believe you.”“It's fucked up, I know.” Azriel said, palming his forehead in frustration. “I must be stupid for still loving the woman that ruined me. Stupid for still being in love with the woman that betrayed my trust for her and hid my own child from me for five good years without any remorse whatsoever. You turned me to the monster I was finally running away from, yet my stupid fucking heart stil