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A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 94: TRUE COLORS
D E L I L A HGianna and I were sitting in a restaurant she suggested we go to after long hours of shopping.She was trying to make conversations with me, but with my short responses, one would think she'd figure out by now that I really didn't want to talk.After giving our orders to the waiter, she looked at me for a few seconds before speaking, “Why do I have a feeling that you don't like me, Delilah?” Her question caught me off guard as I looked up at her. “What do you mean?”It was as if she finally decided to drop the fake facade she had been keeping up and twisted her lips into an evil smile. “You know exactly what I'm talking about, don't play dumb with me.” “Excuse me?” I said, frowning at her. “If you only brought me here just to insult me, then I guess I'd have to take my leave.”I was already getting ready to stand up from my chair when I heard her voice. This time around, her voice made me stop right in my tracks. “I know about you and Azriel.”I whipped my head around
Last Updated : 2023-09-13A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 95: TORTURE AND PAIN
B R E A N N AI always wondered what life without pain felt like. I envied people who smiled because they actually felt happy and not because they were being forced into faking it. I had thought life in my father’s house was hell for me? I just didn’t realize that someone was out there; someone so much worse than him.My husband. He was my fucking husband. The one who makes staying alive hell for me.Did I willingly get married to a monster? No. My father had forced me into marrying him. Threatening to kill me if I went against his orders. Thinking about it now, it would have been better if he killed me than living the torturous life I was living right now.He had fed lies to my brother, Kameron, Azriel's beta, the only person that ever genuinely loved me. Telling him that I was in love with this so called guy and that I had wanted the union. I never got the chance to tell him the truth as I was quickly married off and that was the beginning of my sufferings.Andrea. Azriel's fucking s
Last Updated : 2023-09-14A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 96: TOO LATE
B R E A N N A “It's none of your business. I have to go,” My tone came out harsher than I intended, as I moved to walk past her. She quickly followed and stood in front of me, her eyes darkening in rage. “I'm not going to ask you this again, Bree. Who the fuck did this to you?” She gritted out, barely able to contain her anger. I felt anger bubble within me at her fake concern. How dare she? Hope dare she try to pretend like this after everything she did to me? “Why do you care? Last I remember, you couldn't wait to get rid of me every chance you got. Stay away from me, Andrea.” “Or what?” She dared, keeping her stand. Then her voice softened a little, “Just the name. I just need the person's name.” “I'm fine. I'm not telling you shit, Andrea. We are not friends, so don't come here pretending like we didn't stop talking a long time ago. You have no ucking right after what you did to me.” I said, giving her one last glance as I walked away. Thankfully she let me. I breathed out
Last Updated : 2023-09-15A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 97: EMBRACING DARKNESS
B R E A N N A I knew I was in deep trouble the moment I walked into the house to find Oliver’s brooding figure, seating on the chair and looking at me with dreadful eyes. I stood by the door, the grocery bags in my hands, biting into my skin. My body began to tremble in fear as my eyes darted to the door, calculating how long it would take me to make a run for it. He looked like he was about to kill me and I gulped. He seemed to have noticed my thoughts as he gritted, “Don’t even dare,” He warned, standing to his feet. “Come here.” He commanded in a hard tone. My lips trembled as I tried to control my tears. He was beyond pissed and he was surely going to inflict every ounce of his anger on me. It was evident in his eyes; his intentions. “I’m not going to repeat myself, bitch. Get the fuck here or I’m going to kill you.” “N-no please. I’m sorry, Oliver. Please don’t hurt me, I can explain.” My voice wobbled as I took a step back as he moved towards me. My back suddenly hit the wa
Last Updated : 2023-09-16A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 98: DRENCHED PASSENGER PRINCESS
D E L I L A H The next couple of weeks passed by in a blur and Azriel had made it his thing to avoid me like the plague. I tried to pretend like it wasn’t affecting me, but how long could I continue to pretend? No matter how much I beat myself for loving someone else’s man, a part of me still feels like I had a right to do so. He was my mate after all. I shouldn’t feel guilty, right? “Ms. Rossini, I can’t recall employing you to daydream all day, did I?” A deep cold voice said from behind me, jolting me out of my thoughts. I rode my chair to find Azriel standing by my office door with his hands folded across his chest. his expression was cold has a gazed at me. This was the most he has spoken to me in three weeks and my body did that familiar tingly sensation it does whenever I was aware of his presence. The hairs around the back of my neck pricked in awareness as I cleared my throat uncomfortably. “I’m sorry, sir.” I said, keeping a straight face as I turned back to my computer,
Last Updated : 2023-09-17A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 99: STUCK IN THE RAIN
The ride to the bus stop was filled with awkward silence as I sat in the car with my wet body. I knew he was annoyed at the fact that my body was staining his expensive leather seats, but surprisingly he didn’t make comment about it.I didn’t realize how much of my breath I had been holding until we arrived at the bus stop but my relief was short-lived as I realized that there was no single bus in the bus station.“Shit,” I cussed, glancing over at him, my frustration clear in my eyes. He sighed, finally breaking the silence that had weighed heavily on us.“I could drop you off at your place if you want,," he said, his voice surprisingly gentle. "I didn't expect this to happen either."“No.” I immediately rejected the idea. “The worst thing I’d do is give your girlfriend more reasons to think there is something going on between us. I’ll just book an Uber or something.” I said, my voice laced with judgement as I brought out my phone from my purse.“Where the hell is that coming from?”
Last Updated : 2023-09-18A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 100: BUTTERFLIES AND CONFESSIONS
D E L I L A H The rain got so heavy that I knew we couldn't stay inside the car anymore. The car wasn't warm anymore and I winced as series of thunders clashed in the sky. I hated the sounds of thunders and wished I was just in my bed right now cuddling with Kian. “We have to get out of here.” Azriel said, making me turn towards him. After his proclamation, we had been sitting in silence, neither of us knowing what to say or do. I frowned at his statement. Was he kidding? Where on earth did he want us to go? “And go where?” I asked, looking at him incredulously. “It's so dark put and we must have been soaked by the rain before we can find shelter.” “You always find a way to oppose my every decision, don't you?” He gritted out, not sparing me a glance as his jaw ticked. I opened my mouth to speak but he added, “Look there—” He pointed at a tiny abandoned hut that had a warm glowing light inside. “–I wouldn't have suggested we left the car if I didn't see a much better place.” “Oh,
Last Updated : 2023-09-19A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 101: REKINDLED FEELINGS
His declaration made my heart explode. My heart burst with joy and it was only then I realized how much I had longed to hear those words from him. I stared at him with watery eyes, feeling all sorts of emotions run through me. Joy, happiness, relief. Mostly relief.My list trembled and a tear dropped from my eyes which I didn't bother wiping away. “You... Does that mean you still l–” I wanted to say the words so badly but a part of me didn't want to crush the little hope I was building.Azriel looked at me, he cupped my jaw turning me to face him. He stared at me so intensely, I couldn't even look away if I wanted to. He had me trapped in his gaze as he whispered the three words that I've been do desperate to hear for the past five years. “I love you.” My heart flipped as I looked at him with my mouth ajar. The room around us seemed to fade into the background, and it was as if there was no one else in the world but Azriel and me. His thumb brushed away the tear that had escaped, and
Last Updated : 2023-09-20
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A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 117: EPILOGUE
D E L I L A H NINE MONTHS LATER A low groan slipped passed my lips as I felt pain spread through my belly. I sleepily cradled my stomach, turning to my other side to find a more comfortable position. Fucking Braxton Hicks. The baby was kicking up a storm in my stomach while I was trying to get some damn sleep. Azriel, the usual light sleeper that he was immediately woke up at the sound of my groan. He rubbed his hands on the side of my waist, kissing my neck from behind. “Are you okay, baby?” I hummed, sighing as he wrapped his arms around me. “Yes, it's just the stupid mild contractions. But this one seems more intense.” I said with a wince. “Do you think it's time?” He said, his tone worried. I shook my head, trying to ease down his worries. “The doctor said I have one week left before I go into active labor, remember?” I murmured, still feeling very uncomfortable. “But there's a chance she might be coming earlier than we thought.” Yes, we were having a girl. Azriel had been
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 116: UNWAVERING LOVE AND NEW BEGINNINGS
D E L I L A H I sat down nervously in the bedroom as I heard Azriel's footstep walking up the stairs. A feeling of deja Vu suddenly hit me, remembering my first pregnancy. It was kind of planned then, but this? I wasn't even sure he was ready to be a father for the second time. What if he decides all of this isn't worth it and demands me to get rid of the child? Or worse, breaks up with me? I didn't think I would be able to survive the heartbreak this time. My heart flew into my throat as the doorknob twisted and a second later, the door opened, revealing Azriel in all his glory. His eyes immediately met mine as soon as he walked into the room, I watched as a smile spread across his face as he walked towards me, lowering himself to capture my lips. I didn't hesitate to return the kiss, enjoying the moment, just in case this was going to be our last kiss. “How are you, my love?” He asked tiredly as we pulled away. My heart tingled at the term of endearment, feeling my lips curve
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 115: PREGNANT AGAIN
M E L I S S A I paced back and forth in the room, before stopping to look at her. “Are you sure about this?” She slightly shook her head, wiping her tears. “Well I'm not sure. But there is a possibility that I might be with child. The symptoms are so similar with Kian's. I'm scared, Mel.” My gaze softened and I walked over to her, pulling her into my arms. “It's going to be okay. We aren't exactly sure yet. You're going to have to take a test. Do you have one?” She shook her head no, “I never knew I would have to need one anytime soon. It never crossed my mind.” “Well, considering you guys have sex. Lots of it, I already saw it coming. You guys go at it almost every second of the day.” I joked, trying to lighten up her mood. Delilah scowled, “You're not making me feel better, thanks.” She uttered dryly. I gave her a remorseful look. “I'm sorry, b. C'mon, I think I have two spare pregnancy tests somewhere, do you think you're ready to take it?” She nodded her head, “I have to. I
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 114: BABY NUMBER TWO?
M E L I S S A ONE MONTH LATER A startled scream ripped out of my lips as the door to my room was suddenly jammed open, while I lay on the bed, stark naked. My eyes widened and I immediately covered myself with the sheets but he had already seen it all. Nolan's mouth was dropped open as he looked at me in shock. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He had seen me masturbating. Of course, he just had to come in when I was trying to get myself off. A deep blush crawled up my cheeks as I covered my face with the duvet, praying the ground would just open up and swallow me up. He didn't speak for a while. Instead, his eyes continued to rake over my body, and he had a hungry look in them. “Nolan, you asshole!” I yelled at him, trying to get him out of his stupor. “Why don't you fucking knock?! You could have given me some warning and I would have locked the door!” He didn't even reply, only continuing to stand at the doorway, as though he was stuck in a trance. “Nolan?!” I screamed. Finally, he blink
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 113: RIDE ME, DELILAH
D E L I L A H Azriel slid his wet tongue down my back and made his way to my butt cheeks. I bit my lower lip, making a whimper. He pushed his crotch against my thigh, grinding me from behind. I reached out behind me and grabbed his balls and began playing with them. “I'm so fucking hard right now,” he whispered in my ear. I felt a pool of juices between my legs. “Fuck me, Azriel. Stop torturing me already, I've waited so long for this.” I moaned and it almost came out like a groan of frustration. He pulled my hair back, licking, sucking and biting my neck, and I moaned even louder from the sensation. I felt my nipples getting hard and my clit throbbing. His cock was so big and hard, I couldn't wait for it to be inside of me. It has only been a week since he fucked me and it felt like I had been sex starved for years. "Put your hands on my back,” He demanded and I eagerly did as he said. He reached down, feeling the wetness between my legs, and started rubbing my clit. I couldn't h
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 112: FIRST KILL
D E L I L A HThe next morning, I woke up tangled with the people I cherished the most in the whole world. Azriel and I were sleeping on the opposite sides of the bed, while Kian is sandwiched between the both of us, peacefully nestling in our arms. It was a sight I looked forward to everyday.A smile slipped out of my lips as I gazed at the two most important boys in my life. I hadn't realized Kian and Azriel's uncanny resemblance until now. They had the same sleeping position, the same little snores and it was practically as if Azriel's entire face was plastered on his. A mini Azriel. My mini Azriel.I lightly placed my hands on Kian's body, trying to feel his temperature and I breathed out a sigh of relief as his temperature was a lot better than yesterday's.I slowly placed loud kisses on his stomach and nose, watching in amusement as he stirred awake. As soon as his eyes was fully open, he gave me a breathtaking smile revealing his perfect little teeth. “Good morning, Mommy.” He
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 111: ALPHA FEMALE OF THE CLAN
D E L I L A H It's been two hours since Azriel left after the wedding and ill have to admit that I was a nervous wreck. I clasped my trembling fingers together, trying to wear off my nervousness. “You need to stop worrying, Lilah. I'm sure they'll be back soon.” Melissa said, trying to sound comforting but I wasn't having it. “Stop worrying? How the fuck will I stop worrying when my son and husband are potentially in harm's way? What if something goes terribly wrong and I lose both of them at the same time? I don't think I can calm down until I know they're completely fine, Mel. I just can't.” I said, shaking my head. Melissa sighed, walking to my front. She held my shoulders forcing me to face her. “Look at me, Lilah. You need to stay positive. Thinking like this will bring nothing but fear in you and crippling anxiety.” I tried to take Melissa's words to heart, but my mind was still racing with worry. The thought of something happening to Azriel or our son was unbearable. I took
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 110: OFFICIALLY MRS MARINO
“WHAT?!” Melissa and Sienna exclaimed ad I broke the news to them. But one had a different expression from the other. While Melissa looked absolutely horrified, Sienna looked elated by the news. “Please tell me you agreed!” Sienna squealed, reminding me of childish her five years ago. She looked too overjoyed about this and I couldn't help but smile. “I did,” I said in a small shy voice and I heard Sienna squeal as she jumped over to me. “Yes!” You have no idea how much I've waited for this moment. To see my brother finally getting married. Not just to anyone, but to the woman of his dreams. I'm so happy for you, Lilah.” She said excitedly and we both turned to Melissa who was pouting. “What's wrong, Mel?” I asked nervously. If she wasn't happy about this then it was going to be a problem. “I always imagined your wedding to be something huge and planned, not rushed. And definitely not now. Let's set all the jokes aside, Lilah. Do you think you're ready for this? To be a wife?” I
A Breeder For The Golden-Eyed Alpha 109: MARRY ME, DELILAH
D E L I L A H “Fancy meeting you again, Delilah.” I turned around to come face to face with Andrea. I thought she had left with the others, I had insisted on going with them but Azriel pointed out that it wasn't right for me to go out yet. Considering the fact that I didn't know if I would stay here permanently, I think he had a point. “I think you're not really happy about my arrival, Andrea. Your expression already gave it away.” I responded to her. Andrea's attitude hasn't changed one bit, she was still as she was five years ago, if not worse. “What do you want me to do? Jump and be ecstatic about you coming back? After the horrible things you did to my brother? To think I was beginning to like you.” She spat in distaste, glaring at me. “Since when did you start caring about your brother? Last I recall, you absolutely hated his guts and wanted nothing to do with him.” I knew I was being petty but I couldn't help but be defensive. “But you did worse than I'd ever do to him. Yo
