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D E L I L A HI struggled to catch up with Azriel's pace as he stormed out of the office towards his car. Without turning back, he slipped into the car, his hands on the steering wheel as he waited for me to get in.Thanking the heavens that I haven't fallen flat on my face even after walking so fast in heels, I walked to the other side of the door and entered the car.I took a quick glance at him and watched how tightly his jaw was clenched and how he had a vice grip on the steering wheel. “Fasten your seatbelt.” He ordered in a stern voice and as much as I tried to hide it, I was slightly startled by his voice. I immediately did as he said and he wasted no time in starting the car and speeding off. The car ride was filled with awkward silence. I stole side glances at him, watching as his veins flexed as he maneuvered the car. For some reason, I found the act sexy.Imagining the same hands wrapped around my neck, as he rammed his cock into me hard and fast.Jesus.What. the. hell.
D E L I L A HHis words hit me like a ton of bricks and I staggered, looking at him in shock.“Stay the fuck away from me, Delilah. Our relationship is purely professional whether we have a son together or not. I am not chanced to see Kian today but I will when I have free time. This doesn't change how I feel about him and you're horrible for thinking that.” He spat out each word with venom and I caught a hint of hurt in his words which he tried very well to hide.I let my anger get the best of me as different reasons why he wouldn't want to see Kian swirl through my head and I could only think of one reasonable reason. It was her. He doesn't want her to know about our son.“This is about her, isn't it?” I accused, pushing him away from me.“What the hell are you talking about?” He asked, looking at me in confusion. He was such a good actor.“You can cut the bullshit, Azriel. This is all about Gianna, isn't it? Of course, you wouldn't want your girlfriend to know you have a child with
D E L I L A HMy body shook with panic as I scrambled through the entire apartment, looking for my son. My mind was already imagining the worst possible scenarios when Melissa touched me and shook her head.“Trust me, I know he's here somewhere. Maybe he's playing one of his childish hide and seek games again.“Come on, let's go check outside, he might be put there somewhere waiting for us to come catch him. You know he always does that.” Melissa tried to be convincing but I could also detect the fear in her voice which she woefully tried to hide. We rushed outside, our hearts pounding in unison. My heart flew into my throat as I saw Kian walk into Azriel's apartment. Melissa had took notice of it too. “Shit.” She muttered, looking at Azriel's now closed door.Without thinking twice, I stormed over to the next door, ready to get my son away from there. I stood at the front porch of Azriel's door and knocked on the door. The door creaked open slowly, revealing Azriel with a smile tha
D E L I L A H Last night was an emotional rollercoaster for Melissa and I as I finally told Kian about Azriel. I'd never seen my son so conflicted in his entire life before and it shattered my heart that I was the cause of all of this. Kian didn't deserve this. He deserved none of this. He didn't deserve living almost five years of his life without his father. I had ripped off that privilege from him and the guilt ate me up. His emotions had confused him so much that he didn't know whether to be ecstatic about the news or heartbroken. He laughed and cried. “Is it me, mummy?” His voice had cracked as he asked, making me tear up. “Is it because of me Daddy left us? Does he not love me?” Hearing him address Azriel as 'Daddy' made my heart flip. It was the first time I heard the word from him and I didn't realize how much I needed to hear him say that until now. How do I tell him that it was all my fault that he didn't grow up with his Daddy because of me? That o I was too selfish a
D E L I L A HIgnoring every rational voice in my head screaming at me to stop, I grabbed the back of his neck and kissed him back with the same passion.I parted my lips and he took that opportunity to drive his tongue further into my mouth, kissing and sucking. I felt drunk under his mercy as he dominated my mouth. A groan slipped out of my lips as he lightly bit my lips, enough to send jolts of pleasure through my body.Like I weighed nothing, he carried me and walked towards his desk, he threw every single file on the desk to the ground and placed me on it. Without taking his lips away from mine, he reached down to my shirt and started unbuckling it. “Wait…” I breathed out, pulling away from his lips. “Azriel, we might regret this…” I trailed off, trying to catch my breath.“Do you really want me to stop?” He murmured as he continued unbuttoning my shirt. He opened it, revealing my black lacy bra. My hardened nipples were bare to his gaze and I watched as his eyes visibly darkened
D E L I L A HI was halfway through the door when his next words made me freeze on my feet. I abruptly turned towards him,thinking I was hearing things. “W-what did you say?”For the first time in five years, I caught a glimpse of the old Azriel. He let his vulnerability appear in his expression, catching me off guard. “I said I never stopped loving you, Delilah.”My heart raced as his words hung in the air, the room suddenly feeling smaller. I didn't know how to respond, so many emotions swirling within me. I took a step back, shaking my head in disbelief. I must be dreaming. “I- I don't believe you.”“It's fucked up, I know.” Azriel said, palming his forehead in frustration. “I must be stupid for still loving the woman that ruined me. Stupid for still being in love with the woman that betrayed my trust for her and hid my own child from me for five good years without any remorse whatsoever. You turned me to the monster I was finally running away from, yet my stupid fucking heart stil
D E L I L A HGianna and I were sitting in a restaurant she suggested we go to after long hours of shopping.She was trying to make conversations with me, but with my short responses, one would think she'd figure out by now that I really didn't want to talk.After giving our orders to the waiter, she looked at me for a few seconds before speaking, “Why do I have a feeling that you don't like me, Delilah?” Her question caught me off guard as I looked up at her. “What do you mean?”It was as if she finally decided to drop the fake facade she had been keeping up and twisted her lips into an evil smile. “You know exactly what I'm talking about, don't play dumb with me.” “Excuse me?” I said, frowning at her. “If you only brought me here just to insult me, then I guess I'd have to take my leave.”I was already getting ready to stand up from my chair when I heard her voice. This time around, her voice made me stop right in my tracks. “I know about you and Azriel.”I whipped my head around
B R E A N N AI always wondered what life without pain felt like. I envied people who smiled because they actually felt happy and not because they were being forced into faking it. I had thought life in my father’s house was hell for me? I just didn’t realize that someone was out there; someone so much worse than him.My husband. He was my fucking husband. The one who makes staying alive hell for me.Did I willingly get married to a monster? No. My father had forced me into marrying him. Threatening to kill me if I went against his orders. Thinking about it now, it would have been better if he killed me than living the torturous life I was living right now.He had fed lies to my brother, Kameron, Azriel's beta, the only person that ever genuinely loved me. Telling him that I was in love with this so called guy and that I had wanted the union. I never got the chance to tell him the truth as I was quickly married off and that was the beginning of my sufferings.Andrea. Azriel's fucking s