Landon's POV
I felt her hands on my face. I didn't feel anything though. If you received continuous hate from the girls you have dumped, parang wala na lang sayo ang lahat.The tall, petite girl in front of me is fueled by anger. Too much anger to the point that I could see the veins on her forehead. "How about the countless sex we've had? We basically did it everywhere!" She shouted.I smirked at her, walked towards the bar and poured some whiskey on the glass. "I told you what kind of person I am before I entered myself down there." Tinuro ko ang bandang baba ng kanyang katawan with my eyes. "I actually felt so welcomed down there. I don't know what you're fussing about.""And after that, iiwan mo lang ako!?" Then she threw me her one heel."Obviously." I replied calmly. "Aside from that, we were just fuck buddies. Nothing serious."Then he threw me her another heel.Kung mapula na siya kanina, mas pumula pa siya sa galit ngayon. Which is kind of sexy if you are going to ask me."You are such a dick!" She shouted before picking up her things.Bago pa siya makalabas, "A huge one for that matter." Then I winked at her goodbye.I don't have any idea why I'm like this. Mabilis mag sawa sa mga nakakasama kong babae. When I feel like it isn't thrilling anymore, I'll dump them without thinking twice.Napalibot ako ng tingin sa aking unit. The bed was a disaster from last night and there are broken glasses everywhere because of that scandalous girl I just dumped."Phew. You're saying I have to clean this all? Skyler's waiting for me." I said.And then I thought, I can always call someone to do things for me. And so I dialed someone."Are you the cleaning service from last time? Can you come by? Asap. I'll pay you ten thousand pesos for a single cleaning. Feel free to take as much alcohol you want from the bar too. Thank you."Hindi pa naman nakakasagot ay binaba ko na ang tawag. I mean, sino ba naman ang tatanggi sa ten thousand pesos for hours of working in my flat?"Skyler would be angry at me again." I said to myself.I promised Skyler that we will go golfing this morning. He just wants to play because he misses me again. We've been buddies since fourth grade. I was also his best man on his wedding day.Speaking of Skyler. He just rang my phone."Dude. I'm on my way, just wait." I said."You are two hours late already so I cancelled it." He sounds so disappointed."I know. Kasi naman--- there was this girl--"He sushed me. "Don't talk about your girls, Landon. I'm with my wife. Baka akala eh katulad mo akong babaero at mag overthink siya nang mag overthink. Naaawa na ako sa asawa ko." Pakikiusap niya.I chuckled. "Sorry, dude. I'll come by later after I shower. Babawi ako." Then I dropped the call.Sa totoo lang, naiinggit na ako kay Landon. He married such a good and caring wife. It took many tries though. He was countlessly victimized by opportunist girls who are only in for his money.Skyler owns the biggest car dealership in Asia. That is why he is stuffed for life.Before leaving the unit, I did not forget to take some high end whiskey from the bar. Peace offering para sa inconvinience ko kaninang umaga. Onti na lang siguro ay red card na ko kay Skyler. Ilang beses ko nang natutulugan ang golf session sana naming dalawa.Habang nagmamaneho, I busted the Weeknd's song on my speaker. It is pretty good and relaxing to listen to him-- gives throwback to steamy nights I had.Entering the gated community where Skyler lives is pretty easy for me. Despite of their heavy security measures, they just opened the gate for me. Of course, I am THE Landon.Skyler greeted me with an eye roll."What's with the eyes? Mas excited pa si Stacy na nandito ako kesa sa iyo." I leaned down to pet Stacy, Skyler's golden retriever. "Pangit talaga ng amo mo." I whispered."Nakakainit ka ng ulo. Ganda ganda ng panahon kanina and you ghosted me for a girl." Reklamo ni Skyler habang hinahanda ang lamesa.Sakto namang bumaba na si Lemery. "Oo nga. Tapos idudump mo nanaman. Ganyan ka eh." Then she chuckled.I went in to hug her and gave her a kiss on the cheeks. "Lemery, beautiful as always." I complimented her.Skyler pulled her closer to give her a kiss. "Pag ang bulaklak araw-araw nadidiligan, it will glow." Agad naman siyang kinurot ni Lemery sa tagiliran dahil sa sinabi niya."I agree, dude. That's why I made a lot of girls glow up." I chuckled and Skyler went to give me a fist bump.Lemery rolled her eyes. "Nako. Pag kayo talaga ang mag kasama puro ganyan ang topic ninyo." Lemery handed me a plate. She fiercely pointed the spoon and fork at me. "Huwag na huwag mong tuturuan ang asawa ko na mambabae, huh? Isisilid ko kayo sa drum." and then she gave me the spoon and fork.Natawa na lang si Skyler. Kahit na gaganyan ganyan na overthinker si Lemery, Skyler told me that she still lets him do his own thing. Kaya nga masaya si Skyler sa relasyon niya.After our lunch, we sat down in the living room. Just what I expected, Lemery confronted me."How's your mission?" She asked.I swear, I can't really do my own thing private regarding this Miss Night thing. Lagi na lang akong hinihingan ng update ni Lemery."Well--" I took a deep breath. "I saw her--"Before I could complete my sentence, she squealed and punched Skyler on his shoulder. "OMG! How is she? What do you think? She's very pretty, yes!?"I slightly smiled and brushed my hand on the back of my neck. "She is. She is."That girl is really pretty. I was impressed when I saw her at the store. She is one of a kind."I told you. Half Japanese kasi iyon kaya talagang napakaganda." Lemery looks so excited while praising her ex-bff."By the way, do we have news if your ex best friend already accepted the offer?" I asked.Lemery slightly kicked my seat. "She's still my bestfriend. One and only. Kaya ko nga ginagawa to para magre-connect kami at makabawi ako sa kanya." She looks straight into my eyes. "You can tell me if you do not want to do this, Landon. I will find another one from Skyler's friends.""No, no. I want to do this. I'm just scared that we're not going to click. Baka hindi kami maging katulad ninyong dalawa.""You'll never know if you never try." She reminded me.In the midst of our movie marathon, Skyler's phone dings which caught our attention.Lemery paused the movie while Skyler went up to get his phone. He slowly scanned his phone and after that, he looked at us with confused eyes."Samsara Sakura is the girl, right?" He asked.Lemery nodded.Skyler showed us his screen and waved his phone. "She just reached out."Never in my life a girl made me this nervous because of a text.SAMSARA's POVAgad akong nag friend request kay Skyler Han. Agad din naman niya itong inaccept. Kanina pa nga ako nagdadalawang isip na mag message sa kanya. Para kasing nakakahiya.Si Skyler, napaka professional kahit sa social media. Ang mga kasama niya sa picture ay kapwa mayayaman din. They only wear suits or polo in pictures. Hindi ako nakakita ng picture na hindi magara ang suot nila.As per Lemery, she looks so different. Maputi at makinis na siya ngayon, pati ang kulot niyang buhok ay pina diretso niya na rin. Medyo nakakalungkot lang dahil gandang ganda ako sa kulot niyang buhok noon. Para tapusin ang pakikipagtalo ko sa sarili ko ay tinaype ko na lang ang mensahe ko kay Skyler.Samsara Sakura:Good day. You may not know me but I'm sure your wife, Lemery, does. I am her friend from the province. Gusto ko lang sana maitanong kung kumusta na siya. At kung ayos lang, gusto ko sana na makuha ang personal account niya. Salamat, sir Skyler.Nung pinindot ko na ang send ay tsaka na
SAMSARA's POVNag bihis na ako ng pinaka magarang damit na nahanap ko sa cabinet. Nung napatingin nga ako sa salamin, napasabi na lang ako ng, "Eto na yon?"Paano ba naman kasi ay ang dress na suot ko ngayon ay galing pa sa exchange gift namin sa christmas party nung unang taon ko pa lang na nagtatrabaho sa dati kong kumpanya.Medyo kupas na nga ang kulay nito. Nakakahiya, pero laban lang.Hindi ko naman kasi alam kung bakit kailangan e sa wolfgang pa kami sa may bgc kailangan mag usap ni Lemery.Oo, si Lemery.Matapos kong hingin ang contact number ni Lemery kay Skyler ay nai-send naman niya agad ito. Sabi pa niya sa text, "My wife will be expecting you tomorrow at Wolfgang, Bgc. Does after lunch sound good?"Of course, um-oo ako. Wala na naman akong ibang magandang gawin kung hindi makipag kita sa dati kong kaibigan.Isa pa, kailangan ko nang kumilos. I'm running out of time. And by time, I mean I'm running out of money to help my family.I can't have them suffering like me. Di bale
SAMSARA's POVMag-iilang oras na rin ng naka lapag ako rito sa BGC. Nakapunta na ako rito pero hindi ko talaga kabisado ang lugar na to dahil bukod sa napaka raming tao ay masyado ring malaki ang lugar na ito.Di na nga ako nakapag tanong kay kuyang angkas dahil nagmamadali siya. Paano ay may na-book agad na pasahero. BGC kasi kaya madali lang makapag book ang mga riding app dito.Hindi naman kasi commuter friendly ang lugar kaya no choice kung hindi mag book na lang ng private service para makalibot.Isa ko pang problema ay hindi ko alam kung nasaan ang wolfgang dito. "Bwisit naman. Bakit ba kasi rito pa nag meet?" Reklamo ko sa sarili ko.Nakakahiyang mag tanong dahil lahat ay busy makipag kwentuhan. Also, nakakahiya rin dahil halos sosyal ang mga tao rito. Miski ang mga asong dala dala nila ay halatang sosyal din at hiyang sa dog food pati na sa buwanang vet check up.Mga aso sa lugar namin can not.Ilang minuto na rin akong nagpapalibot libot dito. May limang minuto na lamang ako
LEMERY's POVHer eyes immediately got wide. I mean, if ako ang nasa posisyon niya, my eyes will get wide too."I know, I know---" Isinenyas ko ang kamay ko na para bang sinusubukan siyang ikalma. I really want her to calm down. "Sam-sam, I've been monitoring you for months now. I even sent people to be an exclusive partner to a previous company mo para lang mamonitor ka."Her eyes even got wider. "Why would you do that?" She looks so offended. I would be offended too. "Gusto ko lang i-check kung kumusta ka na. Pasensya ka na, okay?" She stayed silent. Siguro ay kailangan niya ng punong explanation. "I wanted to know how are you. Then one time, report sa akin ng exclusive partner na I hired to monitor you, you stopped taking calls. So, I sent someone to see your situation. Natanggal ka na pala." After I said that, hindi pa rin siya nagsasalita. Naka tingin lang siya sa akin at halatang halata na may bahid ng disappointment ang kanyang mukha. Dahil don ay hindi na rin muna ako nag s
LANDON's POVAfter gym, I went straight to my flat to try and take some more sleep before working. When I woke up, Miss Anjie, my secretary had rang my phone seventeen times already and left me one hundred five messages. "Chill, Anjie. What do you want?" I ask the phone screen while I go through her messages one by one.Halos pare-parehas lang naman ang lahat ng sinasabi niya. Puro papers from our partners na kailangan ko nang pirmahan sa lalong madaling panahon.I rolled my eyes as I force myself out of the bed. Nakakatamad kumilos lalo na ngayong maulan. Parang gusto ko na lang na humiga at matulog buong araw.I mean I could do it pero I'm not sure if my father would be happy with that. He wants me to get my life straight. Sabi ko nga eh ako na ang bahala sa buhay ko pero sadyang wala lang talaga siyang tiwala sa akin.Sabi pa nga niya noon, wala raw akong sense of independency. Malay ko ba sa tatay ko kasi as far as I know, I am the best at what I do. Ako naman talaga ang karapat
LANDON's POV"Duuuude, I don't know why you guys are so crazy about this thing. I mean, you guys already want to get married?" Shernon walks around my flat while he wipes every single piece of furniture that he sees. Shernon is pretty obsessed with cleanliness. He actually got diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Order. Sabi niya ngayon, he needs to go through four rounds of cleaning or else one of us will get hurt.Skyler shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. I mean, I'm pretty happy with my marriage now. I say that the Miss Night thing is so effective.""Huwag naman kayo mag madali, mga bro. Baka sa susunod eh di na tayo makapag party party nyan. Next thing we know sa halip na alcohol ang dala niyo, mga babies na." Casper said.I almost threw up with the idea. Me, a dad? No dude. That child would be poor. Not in terms of money but that baby's relationship with me. I didn't grew up in an affectionate home. My mom died while giving birth to our youngest sibling. Naaalala ko nanaman
SAMSARA's POV"Basta, all you need to do is be yourself. Wag na wag kang magpapanggap na parang iba kang tao. Ayaw na ayaw yon ni Landon." Paalala sa akin ni Lemery habang kinukulot ang dulo ng buhok ko."Sabi ka nang sabi kung anong ayaw ng lalaking yon, sinabi ba ni Skyler sa kanya kung anong ayaw ko?" Tanong ko naman sa kanya.Mula mag simula niya akong ayusan ay hindi na siya tumigil kakadaldal kung ano ang dapat kong i-expect kay Landon. Pati na rin ang mga ayaw nito sa mga tao.Ayaw daw ni Skyler ng balagbag na tao. Ayaw niya ng malakas ngumuya dahil irritable raw siya roon. Ayaw niya rin ng masyadong galawgaw. Ayaw niya rin ng mga pekeng kilos at ugali, madali raw niyang nalalaman kung totoo ba ang ikinikilos at ugali ng isang tao kaya raw mag-iingat ako."I think. Malamang naman ay ganito rin ang ginagawa nung dalawa ngayon. Basta ah, wag ka lang maiilang. At tsaka medyo masungit at istrikto talaga ang mga tao doon sa Miss Night, wag mo na lang masyadong isipin.""Okay, nakaka
LANDON's POVWhile in the car, Skyler won't stop talking to me about what he and Lemery had talked about.Mahigpit daw siyang binilinan ni Lemery na pag sabihan ako tungkol sa mga ayaw ni Samsara. I mean, do I need to know about that? I'm sure I will like her. I have to like her. I have to get along with her so I could bring her to dinner next week.Kung magpa-pass nanaman ako sa tatay ko at babawiin ang sinabi ko nung nakaraan sa kanya, magtataka nanaman yon. He will surely blame me for not inserting any effort into finding someone.Buti sana kung madali, but we are talking about marriage here. Actually getting married to someone, a whole human-being. Ilang gabi na rin akong hindi makatulog ng maayos dahil sa totoo lang ay hindi pa ako handang isuko ang pagka binata ko. But then, every time I close my eyes, I see my father's face. Then the next thing I know is that I can hear her voice continuously pushing me to be decent and marry a woman."Just don't be rude, okay? Pinagdidiinan sa
Para sa aking mga mambabasa, Naiintindihan ko na baka ang iba sa inyo ay hindi matuwa o hindi magustuhan ang ending ng libro dahil hindi ko binigyan ng happy ending ang relasyon ni Landon at Samsara. Pero sana ay maalala niyo na binigyan ko ng masayang ending ang kwento ni Samsara bilang isang babaeng maraming hirap na pinagdadaanan. Ang mensahe ko sa inyo, nawa ay katulad ni Samsara ay hindi kayo matakot na umalis sa relasyong puno ng kasinungalingan at pagtataksil. Sana, katulad ni Samsara ay mas piliin ninyo ang inyong sarili. Pero huwag kayong mag-alala, baka may pangalawang pagkakataon pa para sa pagiibigan ni Landon at Samsara dahil opisyal kong inaanunsyo ang BOOK 2 ng A BILLIONAIRE'S PURCHASE! Sa librong ito maaari niyong abangan ang mga kaganapan sa bagong buhay ni Samsara at ang kanyang anak na kambal, pati na rin ang bagong buhay ni Landon sa kanyang bagong lugar na nilipatan. Maraming salamat sa inyong walang sawang suporta. Sana ay maipakita niyo pa rin ang pag suport
LEMERY's POV "Hon, lalabas lang ako saglit. I'll be back maybe in two hours or so. Sure ka na ba na hindi ka sasama?" I asked my husband who's currently cooking our boarder's healthy breakfast: ginisang gulay, brown rice, fruits, and a cup of black coffee. Puro na lang kasi alak at junkfoods o di naman kaya fastfood orders ang kinakain ng boarder namin netong mga nagdaang linggo. "I'm good, hon. Besides, hindi ko naman siya pwedeng iwan dito." He said. Sabay kaming napadungaw sa sofa na nasa sala kung saan mahimbing na natutulog ang nakainom na si Landon. Tatlong linggo na rin siyang nakatira sa amin at matagal na rin namin siyang kinukumbinsi na umuwi sa apartment niya. Ang sabi lang niya ay hindi niya pa kaya dahil pag andoon siya sa unit ay si Samsara lang ang naaalala niya pati na ang mga maling desisyon na ginawa niya sa buhay niya. Naaawa rin naman ako kay Landon pero siguro ay mas mabuti na na ganito ang nangyari para sa ikabubuti rin ni Samsara. Besides, hindi naman mangy
LANDON's POVWala akong ideya kung bakit ipinasundo ako ng mga tauhan ni Miss Avon at ngayon ay nasa sasakyan ako at tanaw ko na sa distansya abg headquarters ng Miss Night.Siguro nga ay nakarating na ang balita sa kanya at gusto niya akong kausapin. Kung kakausapin niya ako tungkol doon, ipapaalam ko sa kanya na ako na ang bahala at babawiin ko rin naman si Samsara.Pinagbigyan ko lang naman si Samsara sa kagustuhan niya na huwag ko muna siyang istorbohin. I figured that if I disturbed her again and again ay mas lalayo lang sa akin ang loob niya and I might lose her forever."We are here, sir." Malalim ang boses na anunsyo ng driver. Mula sa labas ng sasakyan ay may lumapit sa amin na tauhan ni Miss Avon at ipinagbukas ako ng pinto."Good morning, Mr. Bechtel. I am Minty and I will guide you to Miss Avon's office" A girl in a uniform greeted me.Hindi na ako nag salita. Sumunod na lang ako hanggang sa makarating na kami sa pinaka tuktok na floor ng building. Onti lang ang tao sa f
SAMSARA's POVIlang linggo na rin ang lumipas mula nang iniwan ko si Landon mag isa sa unit niya. Buti nga ay sumunod siya sa sinabi ko na wag na wag na niya akong guluhin. Ginugulo pa rin naman niya ako pero sa text at tawag lang. Mga text at tawag niya na hindi ko sinasagot. Bakit ko naman sasagutin pa eh paulit ulit lang naman ang sinasabi niya? Inubos ako ni Landon. Inubos niya lahat ng pasensya at pagiintindi na ibinigay ko sa kanya. Sinayang niya yung tiwala na meron ako sa kanya at hinding hindi ko na uubusin pa ang sarili ko para sa taong wala namang pagpapahalaga sa akin."I was going to tell you, Sam. But it was not my place. I realise now that I should've told you at dapat una pa lang hindi ko na tinolerate si Landon sa mga bagay na ginawa niya--""Hindi mo naman kasalanan." Pag putol ko sa sinasabi ni Lemery. Hinagod ko rin ang likod niya dahil hindi siya tumitigil sa pag iyak. "Kahit naman pag sabihan mo siya o hindi, alam niya yung ginagawa niya. Hindi na siya dapat p
LANDON's POV"Get out!" Nagising si Eleanor sa malakas kong pag sigaw.I shouted in anger. I shouted in frustration. I shouted on regret. But most of all, I shouted in disgust of myself. Why the fuck did I do this? Why the fuck did I let myself fall in Eleanor's trap?Now, I have everything to lose and she doesn't."What the hell?" She sat up acting innocently habang kinukusot ang mata niya. "Is this how you're going to treat me after what happened last night? You enjoyed it judging base on your screams and how you murmured my name numerous time."Sa sobrang galit ko, ibinato ko sa kanya ang mga damit niyang nag kalat sa sahig ng kama at tsaka siya hinila patayo."Did you not hear a word I just said? I said, get out!" I repeated. This time, I shouted it much louder. "You fucking fooled me!"Mas lalo akong nainis nang nakita ko ang ngisi niya pag tapos niyang mag bihis. Kinuha niya ang bag niya at bago lumabas ng kwarto, she made sure to leave me some words."Grow up, Landon. Wag mong
LANDON's POVI can't stop hugging this beautiful woman infront of me in hopes that maybe, it will stop her from leaving the house."Babalik din naman ako, kailangan lang namin asikasuhin ni Leah yung pwesto na nakita namin bago pa kami maunahan ng ibang buyer. Saglit lang yun." She promised me habang kinakabit ang hikaw sa butas ng kanyang tenga.I hug her even tighter. "Please, bukas na lang yan. Day off ko naman ngayon eh. Para sana magkasama tayo ngayong araw dito sa unit. I will order your favorite food."When I said food, napatingin siya sa akin na para bang magbabago na ang desisyon niya, but I was disappointed when her expression changes again. "Take ka uli ng day off bukas. Ikaw naman ang boss eh kaya ikaw ang masusunod. Iyon bukas, sure ako na wala akong masyadong gagawin after ko mag plan ng menu."Kumunot ang noo ko. "What menu?""Yung sa cafe. Nagpplano na kasi ako ng mga i-ooffer na food and drinks para pag nabili na yung place at habang nirerenovate, maayos ko na rin yun
ELEANOR’s POVI was surprised when I saw a familiar face at the bar tonight. It is Shernon and Landon having a drink. For half an hour, I obsessively stare at both of them talking. Hinihintay ko lang ang pagkakataon na umalis si Shernon sa table so I can go and have a chat with Landon.And when Shernon finally left the table, I hurriedly walked towards their table as if hindi ako aware na nakita ko na sila.“Oh my god, Landon. What a small world!” Bungad ko sa kanya.Nanlaki ang mata niya nang makita niya ako. “Eleanor, what are you doing here?” He asked.“I was just having a drink. How about you? Are you here with Samsara?”He shook his head. “Nope. I’m here with someone.”“Who?” Tanong ko na parang hindi ko alam ang sagot.“Just someone. So, mind if we talk outside?” Kabadong tanong niya habang tumitingin tingin sa paligid. Kabado siya at baka makita kami ni Shernon na naguusap. Is he scared that Shernon’s going to spill it to Samsara?Pero sino ba naman ako para hindi pumayag. “All
SHERNON’s POVI was just doing my daily routine of obsessively cleaning my entire unit and was about to cook dinner when I received a bunch of texts and calls from Landon. He is inviting me to go to this new bar and have a drink with him.At first, I was really skeptic with his invitation dahil iniisip ko kung ito ba talaga ang tamang panahon para mag inom kami dahil as I know, kakaayos lang nila ni Samsara.I don’t know how she would feel if instead of her partner going straight home after work eh sa bar ito dumiretso para uminom.“Sure ka ba na okay lang to kay Samsara? Eh diba medyo complicated pa naman yung sitwasyon niyo?” I asked Landon who’s setting up the foods and drink at our table after itong maibigay sa amin ng waiter.He nodded repeatedly. He actually seems so unbothered. “Yep, yep. It’s okay with her kasi nagpaalam naman ako. I even sent him a stolen picture of you.” At inilabas niya ang cellphone mula sa kanyang bulsa.I frowned when I saw my mouth open in that picture.
SAMSARA's POVGising pa ako nung dumating si Landon. Naramdaman ko rin ang pag tabi at pag yakap niya sa akin. Hindi na lamang ako gumalaw dahil alam kong gusto niya lang akong kausapin tungkol sa nangyari.Ayaw ko naman non dahil pagod na pagod na akong dalhin ang sama ng loob ko na nag simula pa nang pumasok sa buhay namin si Eleanor. Bukod pa ron ay masakit ang tiyan ko, nahihilo, at nagsusuka rin ako pag dating.Siguro ay sumasama na ang pakiramdam ko dahil sa stress. Halos wala na rin akong ganang kumain dahil sa mga nangyayari. Hindi ko na lang pinapahalata kay Landon.Alas singko pa nga lang ngayon ng umaga at nagluluto na ako ng babaunin ni Landon sa trabaho. Bumabaliktad nga rin ang sikmura ko at pagka gising ay sumuka na ko agad.Dala siguro ito ng trauma ko na baka magsinungaling nanaman sa akin si Landon. Na baka sa pinapaalam niya na papasok siya sa trabaho ay doon lang siya pupunta kay Eleanor.Kung ano ano na nga talaga ang pumapasok sa utak ko simula yung nangyari. Hin