CLARISSA
'Mate!' Snow, my wolf, echoed in my head as a sweet scent flooded my nostrils. Tears of gratitude welled up in my eyes, and my heart started to pound a lot faster as I quickened my pace and followed the smell of my mate. It had to be Kieran. I was his chosen mate, and tonight, our mating ceremony was about to take place. My excitement went up a notch, and I broke into a sprint, hiking up my ceremonial red dress. All of a sudden, pain slammed into me so hard, I doubled over. With my eyes watering, I dropped to my knees. Whimpers escaped my lips as the pain continued to build, searing through me like a red-hot knife.
I was confused and disoriented. I couldn't understand what was happening to me. I parted my lips to call out for my fiancé, but in an instant, I heard the sounds of his moans in my head.
'Fuck, MIA. You feel so good,' I heard him say and my confusion swelled within me.
Mia?
My bully?
That couldn’t be right. My mind had to be playing tricks on me. Maybe I misheard. Maybe…
A wave of nausea rolled through me. No. Not Mia.
Before I could dwell on this for much longer, a vision erupted in my mind.
Kieran. He was pounding into Mia like a mad dog on the loose, and she was moaning, her naked body glistening with sweat.
He was cheating on me.
This pain was coming from our bond, which he disregarded, as if to mock me for not being an adequate mate.
I choked on air, my knees hitting the floor. Tears slipped down my cheeks as the pain continued to worsen, ripping me apart from the inside. Rage swelled to the surface, heating up my blood.
Wasn't it enough that I'd lost my family and my position? Do I have to lose my mate as well?
How could Kieran do this to me?
Sobbing, I rose to my feet and stumbled towards Kieran's room. I should've known. My guts had warned me that Kieran couldn't be trusted. But I'd let myself get carried away!
On shaky legs, I finally arrived at Kieran's bedroom and pushed the door open. Then I froze.
Mia was on top of him, riding him like she was born for it. Her eyes flicked to mine, and a cruel smirk curled on her lips. She didn’t even bother to cover herself.
Kieran didn’t pull away.
He simply glanced at me—unbothered. As if he had expected me to see this.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, breathless, annoyed that I had interrupted.
Something inside me snapped.
"The mating ceremony is cancelled," I croaked, and he pulled away from Mia, glaring at me with fire in his green eyes.
"What gives you the right to say so?" He spat, and I clenched my fists, my vision tinted red.
He was not surprised by my state. He didn't care. Perhaps, he must've known that I was his mate.
"I am the daughter of the previous Alpha! I have every right to call off the ceremony," I told him, and Mia laughed.
"The daughter of the previous Alpha?" she taunted. "You mean the orphaned, powerless disgrace?"
My stomach twisted.
I turned back to Kieran as he rose to his feet, desperate to see something—anything—that wasn't complete indifference.
"You are nothing, Clarissa. Your father is dead. You have no power. You are a weakling. You do not deserve to be my mate, but I was merciful to you. I gave you a chance to stay by my side. I am next in line for the title of Alpha of the pack; shouldn't you do what I want?" Kieran said, halting in front of me.
I felt sick to my stomach. I could smell Mia on him.
"You disgust me," I hissed.
His palm struck my face so hard that my ears rang.
"A lowly servant like you does not get to say such things," he growled.
I stumbled backwards, clutching my burning cheek.
He didn't stop.
"A lowly servant like you does not deserve to say words like that. You should be thankful for my intention to keep you as my breeder," he stated, and I slapped him across the face without remorse.
He pushed me against the wall, his eyes flickering between green and black. I knew he was going to kill me if I stayed for much longer. But I'd rather die than stay bonded to him for another second.
"I, Clarissa Evelyn Nightbourne, reject you as my fated mate," I announced and stormed out of the room. The bond stretched thin and snapped. Then the pain escalated.
My body was trembling and my vision was fading, but I refused to stop moving.
"My lady!" I looked up at the sound of Gwen's voice. She used to be my assistant when I was still the Alpha's heir. Now, just like me, she had been demoted to the status of a lowly servant.
My knees gave out, and she held on to me before I could fall. She lowered me to the ground and took out a bottle from her bag.
"You should drink this. It will help with the pain," she whispered, her brown eyes filled with concern.
"Did you see everything?" I asked, and she nodded, her eyes glimmering with unshed tears.
Without a word, I swallowed the medicine and rose to my feet when the pain dulled.
"Where are you going, my lady?" Gwen asked, her brows furrowed in concern.
"They have to know that I won't be taking part in the mating ceremony," I said, and she followed behind me.
"Are you sure about this? The last time you rebelled against them, you were punished badly," she said to me with a shaky voice.
I stayed silent but increased my pace. I was sick of being treated like an outsider in my own pack.
I stormed into the ceremonial hall and found Kieran's father, Alpha Garrick, waiting with the elders and guests. Something was wrong. The elders weren’t just watching—they were waiting.
Was this a trap?
"You're late, Clarissa." His voice was cold and sharp.
"Kneel."
Confusion flickered through me, and in that moment, Kieran stepped in with a smile on his face. Mia was by his side, adjusting her dress.
"Tell them, Kieran," Mia purred.
Kieran's gaze hardened when it met mine.
"Clarissa is unfit to be my mate. She is weak. Unworthy. She carries a curse in her blood."
Gasps rippled through the crowd.
Blood drained from my face, my heart pounding harder as fear sank in.
This wasn't just betrayal—this was an execution.
How long had they been planning this for?
"She is tainted," one of the elders declared. "We must cast her out before her corruption spreads."
My father's face flashed in my mind, and fresh tears welled up in my eyes. This would never have happened if he were still alive.
"This is a lie. You know it is," I said, steeling my voice even when I felt like I was falling apart inside.
Alpha Garrick cocked his head slightly.
"Then tell me, girl, why your father was killed that night," he said with an icy voice.
I froze, a wave of dizziness washing over me.
My father? Why would they bring him into this?
"He died protecting a secret. Your secret," the Alpha continued.
It felt like a smack to my face.
"Don't do this to me! I'm not cursed! There's nothing wrong with me!" I cried, and Kieran snorted.
"Guards! Lock her up!" He said, and my blood ran cold in my veins.
As soon as the guards seized me, Mia stepped forward and, in one swift movement, she ripped the ceremonial robe from my shoulders.
"There. That's better," she drawled, and the elders laughed.
Heat coursed through my body, a fever of vengeance burning deep in my soul. These monsters must have killed my father. And now they were about to get rid of me. Like hell would I let them.
With a cry of rage, I shoved my elbows into their guts and pulled out of their grip with all of my might. My fabric ripped even more in the process. The whole place erupted into chaos, but I was bent on escaping. So I broke off into a sprint.
They chased after me, shifting into their wolf forms. But all I could hear in my head was my father's last words: 'Rissa, you must live.'
The trees blurred around me, the wind whipping against my hair while the full moon illuminated the empty streets.
The smell of something divine flooded my nose, and the instant I bent round the corner, I crashed into something hard. A man's chest. And this man was the source of the smell I'd perceived earlier. I looked up, my gaze clashing with a pair of shimmering golden eyes. He was stunning.
With a head full of beautiful wavy black hair, high cheekbones, a sharp jawline, and mesmerising eyes, he took my breath away.
'Mate!' Snow whimpered in my head, and my eyes bulged in my socket.
From the distance, I could hear the approaching thuds and howls. So I uttered the only words I could.
"Help me."
CLARISSA I was thirteen years old when my father was assassinated. His beta took over his position, and my life took a terrible turn. Although my father's beta had promised to investigate his death and bring them to justice, nothing had been done. Kieran, the new Alpha's son, had comforted me during those times, and I'd been fooled into believing that he truly cared about me. And now, it was up to my new mate to save me or toss me to the wolves."Help me," I said to him, and he fixed his gaze on me for a moment before glancing at the street ahead. Silently, he took off his velvet jacket and placed it around my shoulders."You're better off not associating yourself with me," he said, placing a small dagger in my hand."Go left. There's a river close by. If you can make it past the river, they won't get to you," he said, and I swallowed hard, unsure of what this meant for me.Was he rejecting me as well? I wondered.However, there was no time to dwell on this; I took his advic
CLARISSA "Clarissa, you're pregnant," the healer announced.I felt the world tilt.Pregnant.The word felt foreign, unreal. Yet, deep down, hadn't I already known? The nausea, the exhaustion, the way my body felt different... I'd ignored the signs, unwilling to face what they meant.Six weeks had passed since I last saw my mate. The man who claimed me and then vanished into the night. It's been six weeks since the guards captured me and threw me back into this miserable cell.And now this?"She's pregnant?" Kieran asked, his voice laced with disbelief.The healer nodded, and he stormed towards me, his palm colliding with my cheek."You whore!" He yelled, and I glared at him."That's enough, Kieran," Alpha Garrick hissed, redirecting his gaze on me."Who is the father of your child?"I bit my lower lip, unsure of what to say. I barely knew who my mate was. All I knew was that he had the brightest golden eyes I'd ever seen."Are you going to stay silent?" Kieran demanded, and I
JAXONA few hours before,"Jax?!"Dante's voice cut through the fog in my head, laced with concern. His footsteps were urgent as he stepped into my office, glancing around. He couldn't see me—not at first.I was slipping. Again.My vision flickered between reality and the void, the cursed abyss where my wolf had been torn from me. The air felt thin, like I was being pulled under water. I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to hold on."Jax, come on, don't scare me."His voice wavered as he stopped in front of my desk, scanning the room."I'm here," I croaked, anchoring myself back into reality.Dante released a sigh of relief when he finally saw me."Are you okay?" He asked, and I grunted, pinching the bridge of my nose."For how long were you slipping this time?" He said as he poured me a glass of water and handed it over to me."Maybe thirty minutes?" I croaked, bringing the rim of the glass to my lips."It's getting worse. The old woman was right," he muttered.I didn't respond. What
CLARISSA Probing stares lingered on me as I stepped into the spacious school grounds, clutching at the straps of my backpack. I could hear them whispering to themselves, probably gossiping about how shabby I looked and how someone like me had sneaked into the Academy.That's right.I'd somehow made it to the Werewolf Academy after my bargain with my mate.He'd tried to talk me off my decision, but this was a matter of life and death.Lifting a hand, I knocked on the door of the registration office. A high-pitched voice responded, urging me to step in.When I strode in, I was greeted by the sight of a plus-sized red-haired woman. She wore thick-framed glasses and a red dress. On her table was a polished nameplate with the name 'Lauren Philips.'She eyed me from top to bottom with a look of barely concealed irritation."Are you lost?" She asked, her voice laced with impatience."I'm here for registration," I replied, and she frowned."Where's your invitation?" She asked.I froze.
JAXON Her offer was tempting. Too tempting. I didn't want to turn her down, especially since I could see beyond her mask of confidence. She was desperate. It could've been easy to say yes to her, but I couldn't bring myself to. Not when my fate was bound to my curse. Not when choosing her meant dragging her into the darkness that chained me."You're going to be late to class," I said with an impassive voice.Her expression faltered, hurt flashing in her purple eyes."Is this you rejecting me...and your child?" She demanded, angry tears filling her eyes.I could've made it clear to her without hurting her feelings, but I was afraid she wouldn't give up.Turning away from her, I moved towards my seat and sank into it, a heavy weight pressing down on my chest."You refused to listen when I warned you not to involve yourself with the Academy," I deadpanned. "Whatever happens from this moment on... it's on you."She let out a bitter chuckle, her fingers trembling as she wiped away a
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
JAXON I was seething. Clarissa's message had reached me crystal clear, and I was barely restraining my wolf, who was desperate to get to our mate. Even now, my body rebelled against me—weak, burning up, my muscles trembling from the aftershocks of the void's pull. I was still vulnerable from slipping in and out of existence, but none of that mattered.She was pregnant. Yet she was out there playing hero.Damnit, did she really not care about her own life?The reserve was off-limits for a reason, and I sure as hell hoped she wouldn't have to find out why. I doubled over at the gate of the reserve, panting hard as my exhaustion made itself known. I really wasn't supposed to be moving about in my state, but this was an emergency. My head pounded, a dull ache radiating behind my eyes, but I shoved past the pain.I needed to pull myself together. Only a couple of minutes earlier, Clarissa had almost walked in on me in my most vulnerable state, slipping into the void.If she'd walked
CLARISSA I paced back and forth in my room, frustrated. I still didn't know what the scroll had contained. Ruby—no—Gwen had suddenly disappeared into thin air, and I couldn't find her. Professor Hale had gone in search of Stefan, but he'd returned to me a while later, telling me that Stefan had sneaked out of the academy. My head was aching. I was so close to losing my mind. Even though my mate had assured me that he would figure everything out, I was restless."Come on, Clarissa. Go to bed. I'm trying to sleep here," May, one of my roommates, groaned, peering at me through bloodshot, half-closed eyes.Muttering an apology, I moved over to my bed and lay down on it, staring at the ceiling with a heavy heart.Sleep eventually whisked me away. But then the nightmares came....Three days passed, and the break was over. Stefan and Gwen were still missing, and my nights were constantly tormented by nightmares. I couldn't shake off the feeling that something big was coming.I was h
CLARISSA Everyone was on edge. The burnt corpse had been identified as a first-year, bottom-tier student. No one knew who had done it, but the fear was spreading like wildfire.I couldn't shake off the look on my mate’s face when he'd made eye contact with me on the scene. He had asked me to meet up with him later at night. I'd sneaked out of my dorm while my roommates were asleep. I was nervous because it felt like the danger was finally unfolding.A hand touched my shoulder, and I turned around with a start, grabbing the person's shoulder and pinning them against the wall, their face pressed to the concrete."It's me! Ruby!" my stalker squeaked as I yanked at her arm.My eyes widened, and I released her right away. Groaning, she turned around to look at me while rubbing at her shoulder."You startled me!" I whispered harshly, scanning the hallway to make sure no one had seen us."I'm sorry. I was just wondering where you were going," she said.I tensed, unsure of what she t
JAXON My feet came to an abrupt halt, my brows creasing up into a frown when I felt my mate's growing unease. Cursing under my breath, I retraced my footsteps, and sure enough, she was running after someone. I was going to ask her to quit running, but somehow, she soon came to a grinding halt. I listened closely to her conversation with the other first-year student, tense.Judging from how steady the first year’s heart was, it was clear that she wasn’t lying about anything. Just as I started to turn away, I heard Diana’s voice.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I mumbled.There was no doubt that her confrontation was only going to end with violence.Either way, I needed to stop her.So I stepped out of my hiding place and cleared my throat, drawing their attention to me.“Don’t you have classes to attend?” I asked, and Diana scoffed before turning away with her minions.Clarissa let out a sigh of relief, her gratitude written all over her face. In that moment, something was unloc
CLARISSA I woke up sore the next morning, my body aching as if I had been in a fight. To my disappointment, the book I'd grabbed hadn't helped with anything. There was no information about the prophecy. I should've searched for a different book, but I'd been too uneasy about the feeling that someone had been watching me.A sharp twist in my stomach made me sit up. My throat burned as nausea clawed its way up, and I stumbled out of bed, barely making it to the bathroom before my body betrayed me.I gripped the cold porcelain, my fingers trembling as I emptied the contents of my stomach."Are you okay, Rissy?!" My roommates yelled, and all I could do was heave in response.The door to the bathroom opened, and Ruby stepped in to rub my back."You really don't look so good, Rissa. Maybe you should go to the medical bay," she said, and I groaned in annoyance.I hate being pregnant, I groaned internally."I'll be fine," I whispered, and she shook her head in concern, a worried look on
CLARISSA Constant whispers and murmurs reached my ears each time I stepped out into the midst of the other students. They all looked at me like I was weird, like I was a ticking time tomb waiting to explode. A new nickname had started to circulate. Queen of Ruin. Quickening my pace, I scoffed. How fitting. I needed somewhere quiet. Getting myself together was important at the moment. So, I headed into the empty art room, at least that's what I thought. When I stepped into the room, I was instantly greeted by a strong, overwhelming aura. Someone else was in the room. But where—My eyes darted to the corner of the room where a large table was located. Tense, I listened closely. Only then did I hear it. The erratic heartbeat of a person. Frowning, I stepped closer, shifting a large canvas out of the way. My heart lurched.There, curled under the table, was a boy.His light brown eyes were wide and unfocused, his body trembling as he rocked back and forth. A broken pair of sq
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I