CLARISSA
Probing stares lingered on me as I stepped into the spacious school grounds, clutching at the straps of my backpack. I could hear them whispering to themselves, probably gossiping about how shabby I looked and how someone like me had sneaked into the Academy.
That's right.
I'd somehow made it to the Werewolf Academy after my bargain with my mate.
He'd tried to talk me off my decision, but this was a matter of life and death.
Lifting a hand, I knocked on the door of the registration office. A high-pitched voice responded, urging me to step in.
When I strode in, I was greeted by the sight of a plus-sized red-haired woman. She wore thick-framed glasses and a red dress. On her table was a polished nameplate with the name 'Lauren Philips.'
She eyed me from top to bottom with a look of barely concealed irritation.
"Are you lost?" She asked, her voice laced with impatience.
"I'm here for registration," I replied, and she frowned.
"Where's your invitation?" She asked.
I froze. My fingers clenched involuntarily around the straps of my bag. I hadn't thought that far ahead. I should've expected this, but in the chaos of my arrival, I hadn't prepared well enough.
Before I could respond, a knock on the door interrupted us.
The newcomer didn't wait for an answer before pushing the door open. He had a head full of tousled brown curls and bright green eyes that glimmered with mischief. He seemed vaguely familiar, but I couldn't quite place him.
"Hey, purple eyes," he greeted with an easy smile.
I blinked, surprised.
He held out an envelope to me and raised a brow.
"You dropped this outside," he continued.
I stared at him in suspicion, unsure of what his true intentions were.
"You don't have your invitation letter with you, do you?" He asked, and I forced out a smile, moving over to take it from him. Once I was close enough, his smile widened, and his gaze locked with mine.
"You can thank me later," he told me. Then he walked away.
Wide-eyed, Ms. Philips snatched the envelope from my hand and tore it open. The moment she pulled out the invitation letter, her expression shifted from disdain to shock. Her beady eyes bulged, darting between me and the letter in her shaking hands.
"Are you... Clarissa Nightbourne?" she whispered.
"Yes."
She swallowed hard. Her fingers trembled as she grabbed her stamp and marked the letter before handing me a form.
...
I was just about to leave when the door swung open again.
I didn't need to turn to know who it was. The air itself shifted, carrying his scent-dark spice, crisp cedar, and something unmistakably him.
My mate.
A slow chill crept up my spine. What was he doing here?
"Good morning, Professor Hale," Ms. Philips purred, her voice dripping with sugar.
I went rigid.
No.
That couldn't be right. I must have misheard her.
My head snapped toward him, my breath catching in my throat.
He's a professor at the Academy?
I couldn't breathe. My mind reeled, struggling to process what this meant.
He wasn't just some distant Alpha I could avoid. He was here. In this school.
Oblivious to my spiralling thoughts, Ms. Philips leaned forward, a coy smile curving her lips as she tucked strands of red hair behind her ear.
"Who's the new student?" he asked, his tone neutral.
She giggled.
I clenched my fists.
"Someone unimportant," she said dismissively, flicking her wrist as if I were a speck of dust on her desk. "I doubt she'll last long here."
Heat flared in my chest-anger and humiliation surging through me.
I didn't wait to hear more. I stormed out of her office, my heartbeat hammering in my ears.
My hands shook as I walked aimlessly through the halls, my mind a tangled mess.
My mate was a professor.
A bitter laugh bubbled up in my throat. The universe had a twisted sense of humour.
I clenched my jaw, trying to push down the emotions clawing at my chest.
I needed to focus. I hadn't come here for him—I had come here for survival. And I had an advantage now.
The note.
I pulled the paper from my pocket, running my fingers over its smooth surface. Someone had gone through the trouble of sending this to me. But why?
And that guy from earlier... Had he really just found the invitation lying around? Or had he planted it?
Too many questions. Not enough answers.
But there was one thing I did know. I needed help. And unfortunately, there was only one person in this school that could give it to me.
Professor Hale.
...
From my hiding position behind Professor Hale's desk, I heard the door open. I'd sneaked in after locating his office right after registrations.
"Who's there?" I heard him say, and I winced. He must've perceived my scent the moment he stepped into his office. Could he already tell that I was the intruder?
"Do not make me repeat myself," he stated with a dead serious tone.
Biting my lower lip, I stepped out of my hiding place, straightening my posture. He stood near the door, the soft glow of the lights illuminating his gorgeous face. Dressed in a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up and black dress pants, he looked just as devastatingly attractive as always.
Again, I was tempted to throw myself into his arms, but my tattered pride wouldn't let me. Especially not when he keeps acting like he doesn't want me.
He eyed me with a stony expression on his face, his brows twitching.
"What are you doing in here, Ms. Nightbourne?" He asked, moving towards his desk with the bundle of papers in his hand.
"Do you find me attractive?" I asked, and he quietly placed the papers on his desk before returning his stare to my face.
"Why should I answer that question? You are my student, are you not?" He stated, his response sending a wave of annoyance through me.
"Can you not stop treating me like that? I am still your mate. As far as I can tell, you haven't rejected me...yet," I said, and his gaze flickered to mine, dark and intense.
"Don't you have a class to attend?" He demanded, and I sighed, moving away from his seat to stand in front of me.
I exhaled through my nose, stepping closer, determined to break through that wall of his.
"Professor Hale, why are you so uptight?" I challenged, tilting my head.
He didn't respond. Instead, he turned, heading for his chair, as if I wasn't worth his time.
I moved before I could think, my hand catching his wrist.
The reaction was immediate but not violent.
One moment, I was standing, my fingers curled around his wrist. The next, he turned, his movements fluid and precise, guiding me backward until my hips met the edge of the desk. His hands found my waist—not rough, but firm enough to keep me in place.
Then, with a careful ease that sent my heart pounding, he lifted me onto the polished surface.
There was no force, no aggression—just controlled strength and deliberate restraint.
I felt the steady warmth of his touch, the subtle way his grip softened when he realized how tense I'd become.
Even now, even with all his coldness, he was careful with me.
With us.
His thumb ghosted over my hip, barely there, as if reminding himself to be cautious. I knew he was aware of my condition—of the life growing inside me. And yet, beneath his restraint, I could sense the war raging within him.
The way he wanted to push me away.
The way he wanted to pull me closer.
I swallowed hard, my pulse hammering in my throat.
"Your neck," he suddenly said, and I realized that he was staring at the bruise on my neck, a remnant of the cruelty I'd suffered in Mount Veil Pack. Self-conscious, I brought a hand to my bruise to cover it up.
"Do you really have to stay in this school? It's not for people like you," he said, his voice laced with undertones of something dark. I should have taken it as a warning, but instead, warmth bloomed inside my chest, a smirk curling my lips.
"You do care about me after all," I pointed out, and he released me, pulling away from me.
"You should leave," he droned, and I straightened, steeling my resolve. I'd come here to get his help. There was no way I would leave without an attempt.
"I have a proposal for you," I announced, and he stiffened.
"A proposal?"
Swallowing hard, I moved towards him until the space between us was negligible. He towered above me, and he radiated power. The kind of power I wanted on my side. There was no way I was giving up on him.
"I can give you what you want, professor," I said, my gaze trained on him. He moved closer to me until my back hit the wall. Then his gaze dropped to my lips, his golden eyes taking on a crimson hue.
"And what's that, Miss Nightbourne?" He said, his voice dropping to a heart-racing whisper, sending shivers down my spine.
"Me."
Before he could say anything else, I leaned in and kissed him.
"Clarissa," he groaned, his hands gripping my waist, pulling me closer before he suddenly wrenched himself away, his breathing ragged.
"This is unacceptable-"
"I need your protection and guidance!" I blurted out, my voice raw with desperation.
His frown deepened.
"In return, you get an heir and a Luna from the bloodline of Lunar royalty." I watched as his expression shifted, realization dawning in his eyes.
A muscle in his jaw ticked.
"So tell me, old geezer," I continued, tilting my head, my heart pounding. "Are you going to let your stubbornness cost you something this valuable?"
The air between us crackled with tension as I awaited his response.
JAXON Her offer was tempting. Too tempting. I didn't want to turn her down, especially since I could see beyond her mask of confidence. She was desperate. It could've been easy to say yes to her, but I couldn't bring myself to. Not when my fate was bound to my curse. Not when choosing her meant dragging her into the darkness that chained me."You're going to be late to class," I said with an impassive voice.Her expression faltered, hurt flashing in her purple eyes."Is this you rejecting me...and your child?" She demanded, angry tears filling her eyes.I could've made it clear to her without hurting her feelings, but I was afraid she wouldn't give up.Turning away from her, I moved towards my seat and sank into it, a heavy weight pressing down on my chest."You refused to listen when I warned you not to involve yourself with the Academy," I deadpanned. "Whatever happens from this moment on... it's on you."She let out a bitter chuckle, her fingers trembling as she wiped away a
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
CLARISSA Constant whispers and murmurs reached my ears each time I stepped out into the midst of the other students. They all looked at me like I was weird, like I was a ticking time tomb waiting to explode. A new nickname had started to circulate. Queen of Ruin. Quickening my pace, I scoffed. How fitting. I needed somewhere quiet. Getting myself together was important at the moment. So, I headed into the empty art room, at least that's what I thought. When I stepped into the room, I was instantly greeted by a strong, overwhelming aura. Someone else was in the room. But where—My eyes darted to the corner of the room where a large table was located. Tense, I listened closely. Only then did I hear it. The erratic heartbeat of a person. Frowning, I stepped closer, shifting a large canvas out of the way. My heart lurched.There, curled under the table, was a boy.His light brown eyes were wide and unfocused, his body trembling as he rocked back and forth. A broken pair of sq
CLARISSA I woke up sore the next morning, my body aching as if I had been in a fight. To my disappointment, the book I'd grabbed hadn't helped with anything. There was no information about the prophecy. I should've searched for a different book, but I'd been too uneasy about the feeling that someone had been watching me.A sharp twist in my stomach made me sit up. My throat burned as nausea clawed its way up, and I stumbled out of bed, barely making it to the bathroom before my body betrayed me.I gripped the cold porcelain, my fingers trembling as I emptied the contents of my stomach."Are you okay, Rissy?!" My roommates yelled, and all I could do was heave in response.The door to the bathroom opened, and Ruby stepped in to rub my back."You really don't look so good, Rissa. Maybe you should go to the medical bay," she said, and I groaned in annoyance.I hate being pregnant, I groaned internally."I'll be fine," I whispered, and she shook her head in concern, a worried look on
JAXON My feet came to an abrupt halt, my brows creasing up into a frown when I felt my mate's growing unease. Cursing under my breath, I retraced my footsteps, and sure enough, she was running after someone. I was going to ask her to quit running, but somehow, she soon came to a grinding halt. I listened closely to her conversation with the other first-year student, tense.Judging from how steady the first year’s heart was, it was clear that she wasn’t lying about anything. Just as I started to turn away, I heard Diana’s voice.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I mumbled.There was no doubt that her confrontation was only going to end with violence.Either way, I needed to stop her.So I stepped out of my hiding place and cleared my throat, drawing their attention to me.“Don’t you have classes to attend?” I asked, and Diana scoffed before turning away with her minions.Clarissa let out a sigh of relief, her gratitude written all over her face. In that moment, something was unloc
CLARISSA Everyone was on edge. The burnt corpse had been identified as a first-year, bottom-tier student. No one knew who had done it, but the fear was spreading like wildfire.I couldn't shake off the look on my mate’s face when he'd made eye contact with me on the scene. He had asked me to meet up with him later at night. I'd sneaked out of my dorm while my roommates were asleep. I was nervous because it felt like the danger was finally unfolding.A hand touched my shoulder, and I turned around with a start, grabbing the person's shoulder and pinning them against the wall, their face pressed to the concrete."It's me! Ruby!" my stalker squeaked as I yanked at her arm.My eyes widened, and I released her right away. Groaning, she turned around to look at me while rubbing at her shoulder."You startled me!" I whispered harshly, scanning the hallway to make sure no one had seen us."I'm sorry. I was just wondering where you were going," she said.I tensed, unsure of what she t
JAXON I was seething. Clarissa's message had reached me crystal clear, and I was barely restraining my wolf, who was desperate to get to our mate. Even now, my body rebelled against me—weak, burning up, my muscles trembling from the aftershocks of the void's pull. I was still vulnerable from slipping in and out of existence, but none of that mattered.She was pregnant. Yet she was out there playing hero.Damnit, did she really not care about her own life?The reserve was off-limits for a reason, and I sure as hell hoped she wouldn't have to find out why. I doubled over at the gate of the reserve, panting hard as my exhaustion made itself known. I really wasn't supposed to be moving about in my state, but this was an emergency. My head pounded, a dull ache radiating behind my eyes, but I shoved past the pain.I needed to pull myself together. Only a couple of minutes earlier, Clarissa had almost walked in on me in my most vulnerable state, slipping into the void.If she'd walked
CLARISSA I paced back and forth in my room, frustrated. I still didn't know what the scroll had contained. Ruby—no—Gwen had suddenly disappeared into thin air, and I couldn't find her. Professor Hale had gone in search of Stefan, but he'd returned to me a while later, telling me that Stefan had sneaked out of the academy. My head was aching. I was so close to losing my mind. Even though my mate had assured me that he would figure everything out, I was restless."Come on, Clarissa. Go to bed. I'm trying to sleep here," May, one of my roommates, groaned, peering at me through bloodshot, half-closed eyes.Muttering an apology, I moved over to my bed and lay down on it, staring at the ceiling with a heavy heart.Sleep eventually whisked me away. But then the nightmares came....Three days passed, and the break was over. Stefan and Gwen were still missing, and my nights were constantly tormented by nightmares. I couldn't shake off the feeling that something big was coming.I was h
CLARISSA Everyone was on edge. The burnt corpse had been identified as a first-year, bottom-tier student. No one knew who had done it, but the fear was spreading like wildfire.I couldn't shake off the look on my mate’s face when he'd made eye contact with me on the scene. He had asked me to meet up with him later at night. I'd sneaked out of my dorm while my roommates were asleep. I was nervous because it felt like the danger was finally unfolding.A hand touched my shoulder, and I turned around with a start, grabbing the person's shoulder and pinning them against the wall, their face pressed to the concrete."It's me! Ruby!" my stalker squeaked as I yanked at her arm.My eyes widened, and I released her right away. Groaning, she turned around to look at me while rubbing at her shoulder."You startled me!" I whispered harshly, scanning the hallway to make sure no one had seen us."I'm sorry. I was just wondering where you were going," she said.I tensed, unsure of what she t
JAXON My feet came to an abrupt halt, my brows creasing up into a frown when I felt my mate's growing unease. Cursing under my breath, I retraced my footsteps, and sure enough, she was running after someone. I was going to ask her to quit running, but somehow, she soon came to a grinding halt. I listened closely to her conversation with the other first-year student, tense.Judging from how steady the first year’s heart was, it was clear that she wasn’t lying about anything. Just as I started to turn away, I heard Diana’s voice.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I mumbled.There was no doubt that her confrontation was only going to end with violence.Either way, I needed to stop her.So I stepped out of my hiding place and cleared my throat, drawing their attention to me.“Don’t you have classes to attend?” I asked, and Diana scoffed before turning away with her minions.Clarissa let out a sigh of relief, her gratitude written all over her face. In that moment, something was unloc
CLARISSA I woke up sore the next morning, my body aching as if I had been in a fight. To my disappointment, the book I'd grabbed hadn't helped with anything. There was no information about the prophecy. I should've searched for a different book, but I'd been too uneasy about the feeling that someone had been watching me.A sharp twist in my stomach made me sit up. My throat burned as nausea clawed its way up, and I stumbled out of bed, barely making it to the bathroom before my body betrayed me.I gripped the cold porcelain, my fingers trembling as I emptied the contents of my stomach."Are you okay, Rissy?!" My roommates yelled, and all I could do was heave in response.The door to the bathroom opened, and Ruby stepped in to rub my back."You really don't look so good, Rissa. Maybe you should go to the medical bay," she said, and I groaned in annoyance.I hate being pregnant, I groaned internally."I'll be fine," I whispered, and she shook her head in concern, a worried look on
CLARISSA Constant whispers and murmurs reached my ears each time I stepped out into the midst of the other students. They all looked at me like I was weird, like I was a ticking time tomb waiting to explode. A new nickname had started to circulate. Queen of Ruin. Quickening my pace, I scoffed. How fitting. I needed somewhere quiet. Getting myself together was important at the moment. So, I headed into the empty art room, at least that's what I thought. When I stepped into the room, I was instantly greeted by a strong, overwhelming aura. Someone else was in the room. But where—My eyes darted to the corner of the room where a large table was located. Tense, I listened closely. Only then did I hear it. The erratic heartbeat of a person. Frowning, I stepped closer, shifting a large canvas out of the way. My heart lurched.There, curled under the table, was a boy.His light brown eyes were wide and unfocused, his body trembling as he rocked back and forth. A broken pair of sq
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I