CLARISSA
I was thirteen years old when my father was assassinated. His beta took over his position, and my life took a terrible turn. Although my father's beta had promised to investigate his death and bring them to justice, nothing had been done. Kieran, the new Alpha's son, had comforted me during those times, and I'd been fooled into believing that he truly cared about me. And now, it was up to my new mate to save me or toss me to the wolves.
"Help me," I said to him, and he fixed his gaze on me for a moment before glancing at the street ahead. Silently, he took off his velvet jacket and placed it around my shoulders.
"You're better off not associating yourself with me," he said, placing a small dagger in my hand.
"Go left. There's a river close by. If you can make it past the river, they won't get to you," he said, and I swallowed hard, unsure of what this meant for me.
Was he rejecting me as well? I wondered.
However, there was no time to dwell on this; I took his advice and ran.
The river shimmered under the moonlight. It was a small one. Hope flared in my chest—maybe I could make it. Maybe I could—
A sharp whistle split the air.
I barely had time to react before the first attacker lunged at me.
I twisted at the last second, driving my dagger into his shoulder. He howled, stumbling backward, but before I could break free, another one grabbed my wrist.
I slammed my knee into his stomach, twisting my arm out of his grasp. My body screamed in protest, exhaustion weighing down my limbs, but I refused to stop.
A third attacker swung at me with a blade, but I ducked, kicking his legs out from under him. He crashed into the dirt, and for a moment, I saw a clear path before me.
I surged forward—
But then I crashed to the ground as a needle found its mark on my neck.
No. No. No.
My vision blurred, and I was immediately pulled under.
...
"My lady."
At the sound of Gwen's voice, I lifted my head and found her standing at the entrance of my cell with a tray of food and water. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her gaze heavy with sadness.
"Here's your food," she croaked, placing the food inside the cell. She turned her face away from me, but I could tell that she was starting to cry again.
"I'm alright, Gwen. Don't cry," I tried to comfort her.
"This isn't fair. You don't deserve this," she sobbed, rising to her feet.
"I'll get through this. Don't worry about me," I told her, and she nodded.
She hesitated, then crouched beside the bars, slipping something into my hand.
I glanced down.
She'd just handed me a folded piece of cloth.
I unfurled it and found a tiny lockpick hidden inside.
I lifted my gaze to hers, my throat tightening. She was risking everything just to give me a chance.
"You're not alone," she whispered, before rising to her feet and disappearing down the corridor.
I stared at the food portion she'd brought me, a small smile ghosting over my lips when I saw the heart shape she'd made with green peas.
Tonight, I would escape this place no matter what.
...
I was awoken by the sound of the cell door jerking open. I must've slept off after eating. My head was pounding, and there was a strange heat burning in my body. Something felt wrong, but I couldn't decipher what it was.
"Well, well, look who's comfortable in here," I heard my visitor say. It was Kieran.
"What do you want?" I demanded, and a smile stretched over his lips, his eyes lighting up. He inhaled deeply, an expression of satisfaction written all over his face. I couldn't help but feel uneasy.
"You smell divine," he said, and I stiffened.
At this point, the heat in my body was overwhelming. I was panting now. My breasts felt swollen and sore. There was a throbbing in my core. One I immediately recognized. My heat period.
"No," I breathed, alarmed.
It wasn't supposed to come to me for another two weeks.
Judging from the wicked grin on Kieran's face, he must know something I don't.
"What did you do?" I hissed, scrambling to my feet.
He shrugged and rolled his shoulders.
"You've always been too proud, Clarissa. You forget that you have nothing. All you can do is offer me your body," he drawled as he made his way towards me. Shaking my head, I inched backward as realization struck. The bastard must've drugged my food.
"Don't fight it, you're only going to hurt yourself," he said, cupping my face the moment I was trapped between his body and the wall.
"Don't touch me!" I snapped, and he buried his face against the crook of my neck, his hand gliding down to squeeze my butt through my dress.
"You already have Mia. Just leave me alone!" I cried, attempting to escape from him despite the weakness in my limbs.
"Mia understands that everything I do is for the greater good. In fact, she spiked your food herself," he said, and my heart plummeted into my stomach.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as he squeezed my left boob and trailed kisses over my chest.
He'd ruined me enough; why should I let him hurt me more? I needed to fight back.
Snow howled in my head, her rage growing by the second. The more he sucked on my skin and touched me, the more that fury waxed stronger.
Then all of a sudden, driven by my frustration, I smacked him on the throat. He stumbled backwards, coughing and gagging.
Before he could recover, I spun, kicking him square in the ribs.
He crashed into the wall. I didn't wait to see if he got up.
I bolted.
There was no guard in sight. He'd probably sent them away just so he could have his way with me.
Even so, I knew I needed to hide as soon as possible, or my scent would draw him to me. So I rushed into one of the storage rooms separated from the alpha's quarters. I shut the door behind me, pressing my forehead against the cool wood. My body trembled, heat rolling through me in waves, but I gritted my teeth and forced myself to focus.
I needed to think. To find a way out before—
A scent hit me, spicy, familiar, and intoxicating.
The scent of my new mate. What in the world was he doing here?
I went still, my heart racing in my chest as I heard footsteps in the storage room behind me.
"Who's there?" A male voice said, and I squeezed my eyes shut, pressing my thighs together as my body reacted to the sound of his voice.
"Turn around," he continued, and slowly, I opened my eyes and faced him.
His golden eyes took on a crimson hue, a terrifying growl escaping his lips.
He took a step towards me. Then, another. Each step heavier than the last. It was as though he was fighting with himself.
"Leave," he said thickly, and I grabbed at the door latch, pulling it. But it refused to budge.
I was getting dizzier by the second, sweat dampening my skin. My limbs gave out, and I collapsed to my knees, curling up on the floor while my body quaked with desire.
"Please," I whimpered, slowly slipping into a delirious state. He halted in front of me and crouched. Through the haze in my vision, I saw him reach out to touch my face with a trembling hand.
'Ours!' Snow whined in my head, and in my fevered state, I leaned up to kiss him, burying my fingers into the locks of hair at the back of his head. He groaned, a guttural sound rumbling from his chest. Then he wrapped an arm around my waist, deepening the kiss. His body was taut, vibrating with restraint even as he held me. Before I surrendered to the heat, I heard him mutter the words, 'Forgive me.'
CLARISSA "Clarissa, you're pregnant," the healer announced.I felt the world tilt.Pregnant.The word felt foreign, unreal. Yet, deep down, hadn't I already known? The nausea, the exhaustion, the way my body felt different... I'd ignored the signs, unwilling to face what they meant.Six weeks had passed since I last saw my mate. The man who claimed me and then vanished into the night. It's been six weeks since the guards captured me and threw me back into this miserable cell.And now this?"She's pregnant?" Kieran asked, his voice laced with disbelief.The healer nodded, and he stormed towards me, his palm colliding with my cheek."You whore!" He yelled, and I glared at him."That's enough, Kieran," Alpha Garrick hissed, redirecting his gaze on me."Who is the father of your child?"I bit my lower lip, unsure of what to say. I barely knew who my mate was. All I knew was that he had the brightest golden eyes I'd ever seen."Are you going to stay silent?" Kieran demanded, and I
JAXONA few hours before,"Jax?!"Dante's voice cut through the fog in my head, laced with concern. His footsteps were urgent as he stepped into my office, glancing around. He couldn't see me—not at first.I was slipping. Again.My vision flickered between reality and the void, the cursed abyss where my wolf had been torn from me. The air felt thin, like I was being pulled under water. I gritted my teeth, forcing myself to hold on."Jax, come on, don't scare me."His voice wavered as he stopped in front of my desk, scanning the room."I'm here," I croaked, anchoring myself back into reality.Dante released a sigh of relief when he finally saw me."Are you okay?" He asked, and I grunted, pinching the bridge of my nose."For how long were you slipping this time?" He said as he poured me a glass of water and handed it over to me."Maybe thirty minutes?" I croaked, bringing the rim of the glass to my lips."It's getting worse. The old woman was right," he muttered.I didn't respond. What
CLARISSA Probing stares lingered on me as I stepped into the spacious school grounds, clutching at the straps of my backpack. I could hear them whispering to themselves, probably gossiping about how shabby I looked and how someone like me had sneaked into the Academy.That's right.I'd somehow made it to the Werewolf Academy after my bargain with my mate.He'd tried to talk me off my decision, but this was a matter of life and death.Lifting a hand, I knocked on the door of the registration office. A high-pitched voice responded, urging me to step in.When I strode in, I was greeted by the sight of a plus-sized red-haired woman. She wore thick-framed glasses and a red dress. On her table was a polished nameplate with the name 'Lauren Philips.'She eyed me from top to bottom with a look of barely concealed irritation."Are you lost?" She asked, her voice laced with impatience."I'm here for registration," I replied, and she frowned."Where's your invitation?" She asked.I froze.
JAXON Her offer was tempting. Too tempting. I didn't want to turn her down, especially since I could see beyond her mask of confidence. She was desperate. It could've been easy to say yes to her, but I couldn't bring myself to. Not when my fate was bound to my curse. Not when choosing her meant dragging her into the darkness that chained me."You're going to be late to class," I said with an impassive voice.Her expression faltered, hurt flashing in her purple eyes."Is this you rejecting me...and your child?" She demanded, angry tears filling her eyes.I could've made it clear to her without hurting her feelings, but I was afraid she wouldn't give up.Turning away from her, I moved towards my seat and sank into it, a heavy weight pressing down on my chest."You refused to listen when I warned you not to involve yourself with the Academy," I deadpanned. "Whatever happens from this moment on... it's on you."She let out a bitter chuckle, her fingers trembling as she wiped away a
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
CLARISSA Constant whispers and murmurs reached my ears each time I stepped out into the midst of the other students. They all looked at me like I was weird, like I was a ticking time tomb waiting to explode. A new nickname had started to circulate. Queen of Ruin. Quickening my pace, I scoffed. How fitting. I needed somewhere quiet. Getting myself together was important at the moment. So, I headed into the empty art room, at least that's what I thought. When I stepped into the room, I was instantly greeted by a strong, overwhelming aura. Someone else was in the room. But where—My eyes darted to the corner of the room where a large table was located. Tense, I listened closely. Only then did I hear it. The erratic heartbeat of a person. Frowning, I stepped closer, shifting a large canvas out of the way. My heart lurched.There, curled under the table, was a boy.His light brown eyes were wide and unfocused, his body trembling as he rocked back and forth. A broken pair of sq
JAXON I was seething. Clarissa's message had reached me crystal clear, and I was barely restraining my wolf, who was desperate to get to our mate. Even now, my body rebelled against me—weak, burning up, my muscles trembling from the aftershocks of the void's pull. I was still vulnerable from slipping in and out of existence, but none of that mattered.She was pregnant. Yet she was out there playing hero.Damnit, did she really not care about her own life?The reserve was off-limits for a reason, and I sure as hell hoped she wouldn't have to find out why. I doubled over at the gate of the reserve, panting hard as my exhaustion made itself known. I really wasn't supposed to be moving about in my state, but this was an emergency. My head pounded, a dull ache radiating behind my eyes, but I shoved past the pain.I needed to pull myself together. Only a couple of minutes earlier, Clarissa had almost walked in on me in my most vulnerable state, slipping into the void.If she'd walked
CLARISSA I paced back and forth in my room, frustrated. I still didn't know what the scroll had contained. Ruby—no—Gwen had suddenly disappeared into thin air, and I couldn't find her. Professor Hale had gone in search of Stefan, but he'd returned to me a while later, telling me that Stefan had sneaked out of the academy. My head was aching. I was so close to losing my mind. Even though my mate had assured me that he would figure everything out, I was restless."Come on, Clarissa. Go to bed. I'm trying to sleep here," May, one of my roommates, groaned, peering at me through bloodshot, half-closed eyes.Muttering an apology, I moved over to my bed and lay down on it, staring at the ceiling with a heavy heart.Sleep eventually whisked me away. But then the nightmares came....Three days passed, and the break was over. Stefan and Gwen were still missing, and my nights were constantly tormented by nightmares. I couldn't shake off the feeling that something big was coming.I was h
CLARISSA Everyone was on edge. The burnt corpse had been identified as a first-year, bottom-tier student. No one knew who had done it, but the fear was spreading like wildfire.I couldn't shake off the look on my mate’s face when he'd made eye contact with me on the scene. He had asked me to meet up with him later at night. I'd sneaked out of my dorm while my roommates were asleep. I was nervous because it felt like the danger was finally unfolding.A hand touched my shoulder, and I turned around with a start, grabbing the person's shoulder and pinning them against the wall, their face pressed to the concrete."It's me! Ruby!" my stalker squeaked as I yanked at her arm.My eyes widened, and I released her right away. Groaning, she turned around to look at me while rubbing at her shoulder."You startled me!" I whispered harshly, scanning the hallway to make sure no one had seen us."I'm sorry. I was just wondering where you were going," she said.I tensed, unsure of what she t
JAXON My feet came to an abrupt halt, my brows creasing up into a frown when I felt my mate's growing unease. Cursing under my breath, I retraced my footsteps, and sure enough, she was running after someone. I was going to ask her to quit running, but somehow, she soon came to a grinding halt. I listened closely to her conversation with the other first-year student, tense.Judging from how steady the first year’s heart was, it was clear that she wasn’t lying about anything. Just as I started to turn away, I heard Diana’s voice.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I mumbled.There was no doubt that her confrontation was only going to end with violence.Either way, I needed to stop her.So I stepped out of my hiding place and cleared my throat, drawing their attention to me.“Don’t you have classes to attend?” I asked, and Diana scoffed before turning away with her minions.Clarissa let out a sigh of relief, her gratitude written all over her face. In that moment, something was unloc
CLARISSA I woke up sore the next morning, my body aching as if I had been in a fight. To my disappointment, the book I'd grabbed hadn't helped with anything. There was no information about the prophecy. I should've searched for a different book, but I'd been too uneasy about the feeling that someone had been watching me.A sharp twist in my stomach made me sit up. My throat burned as nausea clawed its way up, and I stumbled out of bed, barely making it to the bathroom before my body betrayed me.I gripped the cold porcelain, my fingers trembling as I emptied the contents of my stomach."Are you okay, Rissy?!" My roommates yelled, and all I could do was heave in response.The door to the bathroom opened, and Ruby stepped in to rub my back."You really don't look so good, Rissa. Maybe you should go to the medical bay," she said, and I groaned in annoyance.I hate being pregnant, I groaned internally."I'll be fine," I whispered, and she shook her head in concern, a worried look on
CLARISSA Constant whispers and murmurs reached my ears each time I stepped out into the midst of the other students. They all looked at me like I was weird, like I was a ticking time tomb waiting to explode. A new nickname had started to circulate. Queen of Ruin. Quickening my pace, I scoffed. How fitting. I needed somewhere quiet. Getting myself together was important at the moment. So, I headed into the empty art room, at least that's what I thought. When I stepped into the room, I was instantly greeted by a strong, overwhelming aura. Someone else was in the room. But where—My eyes darted to the corner of the room where a large table was located. Tense, I listened closely. Only then did I hear it. The erratic heartbeat of a person. Frowning, I stepped closer, shifting a large canvas out of the way. My heart lurched.There, curled under the table, was a boy.His light brown eyes were wide and unfocused, his body trembling as he rocked back and forth. A broken pair of sq
JAXON I shouldn't have done it. In my desperation to silence her, I'd panicked. And in that split second, I'd let my control slip. "What the hell was that?" she snapped, her voice sharp with disbelief. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Damn it. I should've had a better excuse ready. Something logical. Something that wouldn't make me look like the reckless, selfish bastard I felt like. Her lips had been softer than I expected, her breath warm and unsteady against mine. But the second I'd pulled away, reality had crashed down on me like a cold bucket of ice water. Against my better judgement, my desire had clouded my senses. Even now, I could still feel the ghost of her lips on mine. This wasn't right. Although she was my mate, she was still my student, and we were still within the walls of the academy. "Really? You're just going to toy with me like that?" she demanded, stepping back as though I physically repulsed her. "You were yelling." The words spilled from
CLARISSA "She can't be here... not safe... for her baby..." Muffled sounds reached my ears as I slowly regained consciousness. I forced my eyes open, blinking against the glow of the medical bay's overhead lights. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, a sharp contrast to the smell of cigarettes that had assaulted my nostrils earlier. I was lying on a bed with a white blanket draped over my body, and there was a dull ache in my bones.Through the haze in my vision, I could see someone standing by my bedside with his back to me. He was speaking to a middle-aged woman who was wearing a medical coat.His companion walked away and left the room. Without glancing my way, he started to leave. But then, I reached out to grab the sleeve of his pale yellow shirt. His head whipped around, his eyes widening when they met mine."You're awake. That's a relief," he spoke softly, lowering himself onto the chair by the bedside."Thank you for...earlier," I croaked.He heaved a sigh,
A While Ago,CLARISSA "Hello there, Stray!" The mocking voice cut through the air, pulling me out of my thoughts. I froze, my grip tightening on my backpack.A few feet away stood a group of students dressed in expensive-looking designer clothes. From where I stood, I could tell that they were nothing but trouble. They reeked of arrogance and entitlement. It was too early to get into trouble, especially since it was still the first day of school. I was already upset because of my mate's rejection.Could my day get any worse?Clenching my fists, I kept my head down and veered in the opposite direction. Maybe if I ignored them, they'd leave me alone.In the blink of an eye, they were standing in front of me. They sneered at me, eyeing me from top to bottom like I was nothing but vermin."Running already? That's not nice. We just wanted to get to know you," one of the guys said, a mischievous smirk tugging at his lips."Look, I don't know you, and I certainly don't want to. I