“Are you sure that you're going to wait over there until the rain stops? You might catch a cold,” Lucille said, loud enough for Howard to hear on the other side of the place.
“Yes, I'm sure,” Howard responded.
“Okay, after this, we're heading to our corresponding barracks. How about you? Do you have a place to sleep?” Joel asked.
Howard responded with a quick nod. Three minutes had passed, and the rain had already stopped. Howard decided to go to Zannie's barracks as he was fully aware that she was not asleep.
“Hey, it's me,” Howard softly said while he was standing in the front door area.
Zannie scratched her head as she heard that annoying voice. She had nothing to do but stand up and open the mini door for him.
Her tone was full of annoyance. "Why are you here? Why can't you just stay with other acquaintances?"
“Well, I saw you peeking through your window earlier. I know you weren't asleep yet. And I know that you are going to welcome me here,” Howard confidently replied, but he looked serious.
“I feel like I won't feel at ease if I haven't apologized to you. I'm sorry for my words. I didn't mean to offend you,” he continued.
You don't need to come to me at this hour just to apologize, Zannie retorted with a straight face, "Our colleagues would gossip about us if they saw you here, and it's already late at night."
Since you are my evaluator, Howard feigned apprehension before stating, "To be honest, I don't have a place to sleep, and I'm not yet comfortable with the other people."
Zannie replied and scowled a little, "I can't just let you stay here, or better occupy the bench.
Howard painted a smile on his face, sat down on the bench, and then closed his eyes, saying, "I won't complain."
“Thank you for allowing me.”
***
For Zannie, today has been a wonderful day. She planned to have the supplies delivered to the camp early because she had heard that Jacob would be returning. While walking up to her fellow volunteers, she smiles proudly.
Lucille flung open the door to Zannie, "Zannie, we're ready to take it. It doesn't matter that we're already there in a van."
"Are there other first aid kits? Then, how about their food?"
"Yes."
"Who will I be with?"
"Howard."
Zannie almost lost her mind. Why did she have to deal with him once more when there are so many other people she can be with? How does she stay herself when this man is around?
"Can I replace him with another good co-volunteer who could do better than him?" she asked, hoping for a favorable answer.
"Not anymore. The seating arrangement is fine, Zannie. I'm sorry," Lucille replied sarcastically.
"Why is there a seating arrangement? First of all, we’re not going on an outing," she said.
We'll move to the area after an outing, so we're a little happy. Oh, you weren't informed. Our mission here is over the following day.
She was saddened by the idea of completing their mission as volunteers. She will also lose the opportunity for him to maintain a connection with Jacob. She will also miss his coworkers and what they do in Trias. However, she later realized that wasn't the most depressing aspect. She has been having trouble concentrating ever since Howard arrived in Trias. And she is gradually losing interest in Jacob.
She sadly questioned her friend, "Is the war over; does it mean that they no longer need our assistance?"
Lucille even gestured toward the young man approaching the area, saying, "They need soldiers, not volunteers. But maybe we can move to another place and there won't be a war. Oh, Howard is already there."
Looking at Howard caused Zannie to instantly avert her gaze, which caused her to lose focus.
"Mr. Howard, be careful driving," Lucille said, smiling before going to her designated vehicle.
"Okay, thanks," Howard replied politely.
Zannie even waited for her friend to get away. She finally got the urge to make a snapping sound on her tongue. "If only I could move to another vehicle."
She gets into the driver's seat. She wasn't in a good mood anymore, and she knew Howie should have noticed that.
Howard quietly followed her inside the van. "I'll be the driver. Because if you drive, we'll fall into the abyss." He seriously glared at Zannie who was obviously, who’s nose wrinkled even more with the joke he said.
"Why? Do you have a license?" Zannie looked away for the nth time.
Howie snorted. "Of course I have. I’m driving a car so I have a license."
Zannie blinked. "I'm just asking if you have a license. You shouldn't have said that you're CEO."
A silly smile registered on Howard's face. Zannie started the petty quarrel, and he was ready to embark on its trip.
"You just need to say yes or no. You don't need to ask if I have a license or not."
Her jaw clenched. "Ah that's right? What if you don't have a license and something goes wrong?"
"You're the only one who thinks that. It's hard to compromise with you. You always don't have a good impression when it comes to me."
"There's nothing good about you, Howard. You're so proud of yourself."
Howard shook his head and got out of the van. He went to the other side, to the driver's seat where Zannie was. He waited for Zannie to come down and swap seats with him.
Zannie opened the car window slightly. "I won't trade seats with you. Okay?"
"How's that? I'll report you to your superior when we're late for our destination."
"I do not care."
He searched for the key to the van. He was disappointed not to see that.
"What exactly are you looking for?" Howard demanded angrily. As if he has no idea what it is.
"The lieutenant gave me the key, so I'm the driver," Zannie jokes.
"All right," he said as he rushed into the van and took the other seat. "Are you happy now?"
Howard shook his head before assuming control of the vehicle. "Not quite yet."
"Our trip will be safer if I'm in charge of driving; it's not appropriate for a woman like you to drive, and I noticed you didn't sleep well last night because I was in the same living quarters as you."
"Do you mean I'm too frail to do what men do?"
"I didn't say anything," Howard said as he started the van's engine. "Did you have the impression that I was demeaning you?"
"What else does it mean? All I want is gender equality; don't dismiss someone like me."
"It's hilarious."
"Could you please say it to me directly? You're causing me a lot of annoyance."
"I'll speak like that if I want to, and what are you talking about gender equality? You’re trying hard to impose that, yet you want me to only follow you without listening to my explanations?"
Zannie raised an eyebrow at him. "Did I ask you a favor? All I want is for me to drive. Is that hard?"
"But I will obey the superior's order; it's the same in my company; and I don't think your character will suffer if you let me do this, right? If you don't want to, you can go down. I'm not being rude to you."
He laughed. He had the impression that he had recovered from Zannie's obstruction.
"Alright. Drive slowly, huh?" Zannie gave up and leaned back in her car seat. "Did you sleep well last night? It appears that you got mosquito bites while laying in bed there."
"Does that mean you've been watching me since earlier?" Howard smirked with a remarkable grin.
"How can I not be preoccupied? Mosquito bites can cause dengue fever," Zannie emphasized.
"You have to drive now, so stop questioning me, huh?"
"Okay, boss." Howard smirked again and returned his gaze to the road.
They also spent an hour going to the said camp. They found the medical team there busy. Howie, on the other hand, unloaded food supplies and first aid kits needed by the soldiers. "Is that complete, Sir?"Zannie couldn't help but hear the female nurse's voice that seemed immediately attracted to Howard. She’s a woman too, and for Zannie, she knows if a woman like her wants to convey something, especially when a fellow woman likes her like someone.‘You are obvious too. How could you be able to flirt here while doing your job?’She could not understand why she was affected by such a scenario. She remembers being secretly territorial to Jacob. But that was before. She felt that every person who came after Howard should be investigated for no reason.Zannie examined the location of the young man. Unwillingly, she observed Howard's interaction with the female nurse, which seemed to have an effect on her. To be fair, that nurse was stunning and looked sexy even though she was dressed in a
Howard and Zannie walked quietly to their barracks. Zannie's secret smile still hasn't disappeared and she has no intention of speaking, neither does Howard. Until Howard couldn't hold back anymore and sighed before speaking."Zannie?"Calling the girl's name was enough to get her attention."Why? What's the problem?""Did you follow me because you didn't trust me? Were you afraid I'd be arrogant in front of Ms. Aida while teaching the kids?" Howard inquired softly.Zannie shook her head and nodded timidly. "I know your demeanor; I just thought you got short tempered on the youngsters.""I can't be angry with the kids, especially in this situation where they're also losing hope," Howard admitted to Zannie. "Did you find that surprising?""Yes, I'm just surprised; you weren't like that before, and I didn't think you'd change," Zannie responded.Howard didn't say anything, instead continuing to walk with Zannie, and they were only interrupted when they saw a child on the side of the roc
To avoid the disgusting view, Zannie immediately sought out Jacob in the camp. The annoyance caused by Howard was immediately forgotten when she saw Jacob nearby..She felt giddy today. She tied her loose hair tightly just to make her look comfortable in Jacob's eyes."Zannie..."She automatically smiled at Jacob's approach.How are you?" At the same time his question was a slight sulk in her voice. Because of Jacob’s failure to speak about being a perfect soldier. "I'm fine, Zannie. And I know you are too." The young man's smile was wider than she was flaunting. "Is that all that you are going to say?" Zannie asked once again without any hint of enthusiasm in her voice. It seems that Jacob has no plans to open his career plans or maybe that was a part of the protocol as an aspiring soldier. She felt betrayed at the same time. He was her best friend, and it was frustrating to realize that Jacob preferred to keep his mouth shut."Of course." Jacob raised an eyebrow obviously, curiou
Instead of minding Howard's business, Zannie decided to keep herself busy, and when she turned around, Jacob was already behind her back.“You almost startled me,” Zannie uttered and timidly smiled.Jacob nodded and went to the designated area where the fellow novice soldiers were. “I’m sorry. I just noticed that you’re observing Mr. Howard, as you see, he looks so dedicated today.”"As he should. By the way, I'm happy because you've fulfilled your dream."If before, it seemed like she could not accept the realization of Jacob's dreams, now it seems okay to her. She may look very selfish if she stops him from pursuing his dream career and she has no right to do that. Time flies, over the length of time they’ve been together, his passion hasn’t even changed. But for Zannie, her feelings for her best friend have not changed.‘I'll be okay too. Hopefully tomorrow, I don't want you anymore. Hopefully I have someone else to crush on.’She stopped looking at him from her direction. When s
"Hello? Look at Howard, all the women around are having a crush on him. I'm with the woman who has a crush on him though. Because he’s nice and has become more energetic than he was before," Lucille said with a shudder.Zannie suddenly pinched her on the side. "Jokes on you, don't you have another crush? How's Arnaldo?"Arnaldo is also a friend of theirs and Zannie knows that Lucille has always been in-love with that young man ever since."Why? Will I just let myself root for the only one I like? Are we, huh? I have no commitment to anyone so I'm free to have a crush on someone else. I'm not like you Zannie—I’m not like you who feel so committed with the guy who can’t even reciprocate your feelings for him."There was a moment of silence between the two. Lucille covered her own mouth, maybe she offended Zannie because of the last thing she said. Ever since then, even though Zannie doesn't admit to her, she is aware of Zannie’s one sided love for Jacob. During the time they were togeth
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
“It's almost 6 in the evening, nobody's here to help us.” Zannie was yawning while speaking. She couldn't help herself not to feel hopeless at this moment. Howard tried to call them so many times but none of them were reachable as of now.“I don't want to assume this, but what if that medical head stopped our colleagues from sending help?” Howard assumed.“I'm thinking the same way.” Zannie got out of the vehicle but she stumbled upon realizing it was still raining outside.“I just can't stay here and wait for them,” she grumbled.“You should wait here, okay?” she added and stood up.“Hey, where do you think you are going? Don’t you know how dangerous it is for you to go alone?” Howard argued.“What do you want me to do then? Stay still and wait for nothing? I don’t want to waste time though,” Zannie reasoned.Howard shook his head and just adjusted Zannie's position, he even removed the tuxedo coat he was wearing and that served as Zannie's blanket.“What are you doing?” Zannie sudde
"Howard?"His smile automatically registered on his face when Zannie called him by his name. He immediately looked at her. "Why? Are you done with your dinner?"Zannie nodded. "By the way, you can sleep inside. I'll just wait for Lucille and where she can sleep, I'll just be there.""But, that's a quarter.""No, ah. She said we'll be there first on the other side, with the new volunteers." She smiled prettily. Howard is even more fond of looking at her. "I can sleep here, oh." Howard pointed to the bamboo bench he was sitting on, it was even big enough for a person to sleep on and there was no need to bend over. "The breeze is nice out here, I can sleep easier. Go to sleep too, Zannie."Howard even demonstrated that he can sleep on that bench. He was able to fit himself. He's tall but he knows that he can sleep there comfortably."I've been tired all day due to the amount of relief goods distributed earlier. I'm used to it."Zannie could do nothing but shake her head. She couldn't
"The dinner is ready. Eat it." Zannie handed a bowl with a newly boiled egg on it."Thank you," he replied nicely. He didn't ask Zannie to prepare something for him after they safely arrived at the barracks and cleaned other rooms for their fellow colleagues. But he concluded, that was just the girl's way to thank him for saving her out of embarrassment.“That’s our first dinner, Mr. CEO,” Zannie said as she started to eat her own food. The young man just let her go first. But she noticed how Howard remained staring at her and still did not eat the food she had prepared for him. "Is there any problem?" She deliberately released the spoon from her hands because she was conscious of Howard's stare; she probably had put more salt in the boiled egg in his dish."Nothing." Howard even smiled at her before he started eating. Zannie just nodded. "If you don't like the dish, I'm sorry. The canned goods you often eat are also out of stock. Maybe our comrades already consumed all of them." S
"Did he ask you something else, Zannie? I think that man has connections behind his back that's why he had the guts to flaunt his authoritative power.”Zannie shook her head and paused for a while. Two of them decided to clean the other barracks while their other colleagues are away and still serving in the evacuation center. “Just don't mention him. It makes me annoyed again, especially with him! He's really a monkey!"“Okay okay. I won't mention it. By the way, can you teach me how to quickly remove the dust under the bed?”"I'll teach you how, I will show you how", Zannie said and this time, she came closer to Howard but she could feel his nervousness and fear. “Why are you trembling? Are you afraid of the dark?” Zannie asked, she's a bit concerned.Howard nodded timidly and distanced himself away from the bed.“I'm a bit scaredy cat and people tell me that it wasn't obvious. When I was younger, I used to have fear of being under the bed because of some horror movies that I watch
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the