Instead of minding Howard's business, Zannie decided to keep herself busy, and when she turned around, Jacob was already behind her back.
“You almost startled me,” Zannie uttered and timidly smiled.
Jacob nodded and went to the designated area where the fellow novice soldiers were. “I’m sorry. I just noticed that you’re observing Mr. Howard, as you see, he looks so dedicated today.”
"As he should. By the way, I'm happy because you've fulfilled your dream."
If before, it seemed like she could not accept the realization of Jacob's dreams, now it seems okay to her. She may look very selfish if she stops him from pursuing his dream career and she has no right to do that. Time flies, over the length of time they’ve been together, his passion hasn’t even changed. But for Zannie, her feelings for her best friend have not changed.
‘I'll be okay too. Hopefully tomorrow, I don't want you anymore. Hopefully I have someone else to crush on.’
She stopped looking at him from her direction. When she turned around, she saw Howard busy talking to the nurse who had greeted them earlier. She couldn't hear them talking but based on the nurse's smile, it seemed like they had a good topic. She was a woman and she knew the radiance of her fellow woman's eyes, especially if there’s a handsome one in front of her.
But, she was irritated by what he saw. Howard should be focusing on the task at hand, instead of talking to the nurse as if showing motive. She simply sighed. She first handed the medicine kits to a staff member and returned to where Howard and the nurse were. Didn’t she know, like she wanted to cut that scene. Admit it or not, she was already disgusted upon looking at them for an unexplainable reason.
"Excuse me, aren't you busy, Miss?" she calmly asked the female nurse.
"I’m busy, ma’am. But I'm just happy to talk to him. I'm having fun at the same time, then he insisted that he also help me with other tasks." The woman's smile was wide. It was as if her lips were about to be torn by the smile. She looks like she has hit the jackpot prize in a lottery..
"I'm sorry Miss, I'm going to order him something too. And maybe our superior can see him, because he's just talking to you." Her tone is obviously sarcastic.
"Sorry Madam. By the way, I'll save your number Howard. See you later." Before leaving, the woman left a meaningful smile.
"You know, how would you feel if you were like that when you talked to Jacob earlier?"
Zannie's heart seemed to tremble when she heard Howard speak like that. Does it mean that he has been looking at her before? How come?
"Jacob is a friend," she reasoned.
"So am I not allowed to find new friends here?" Howard's speech was more sarcastic.
"We came here for work. And from your point of view, it doesn't seem like you want to start a friendship."
"Are you jealous?"
Zannie's eyes widened spontaneously. In her words, she seemed to be jealous. "And why should I be jealous?" she asked, annoyed.
Howard grunted. "Because you're the type of person with a lot of insecurities. Come on, if you want Jacob to notice you, make a move. There's nothing stopping you."
She was receding and seemed to have lost her balance. No one else knows that secret, maybe Lucille just notices her but that's not enough to give Howard an idea about a conclusion on her true feelings.
"How did you know that?"
Howard smiled sparingly. "He told me."
"Jacob told me that you have a crush on him, a long time ago. And the only reason you came here is because you're following him."
Zannie couldn't hide the embarrassment she felt when Howard said that thing. She thought that Jacob had never noticed her actions before. Until she finally returned to the barracks, that still haunts her mind. She didn't even question Howard and simply left him without denying his allegations.
"Zannie, haven't you seen the unit that Jacob belongs to before? They were about to perform a dance number. My goodness, that's the essence of their dance. Imagine, even though they are busy ensuring the safety of their countrymen, they have prepared a number for everyone's entertainment! I think you should watch that!" Lucille's excited opening when she enters the room where she is now. What Zannie’s friend was referring to was the dance number of Jacob and his fellow members as a mini celebration of their victory in the fight against terrorism. Now that Trias is finally free from danger, the soldiers and volunteers will be able to move to different places. Mission is over, just like Zannie's mission to chase Jacob's heart. Now that he is a full-fledged soldier, she has no hope for him at all. She thought it's going to be painful like she will lose her mind but it's not what she felt as of now. It seems like nothing. Jacob is her crush and her only ideal type but he can turn another man to be a new crush so she will lose her admiration for him. And who else?
"Hey, Zannie, are you listening?" Lucille whispered, bringing her back to reality. At any rate, she seems to be moving to another dimension when the young man is obsessed with her mind.
She faked a smile. "Yes. That's good to watch, but I’m tired. I’m gonna miss it."
"Whew? You weren't at the camp before where it was held, you should go with me to see their second performance." Lucille let out a silly laugh.
"I'm there," Zannie lied while rolling her eyes.
"Howard told me that you went here first."
There seemed to be an unfamiliar tremor in her heart when she heard the young man's name. All he knew was, it was annoying. She hates him because he's around and breathing the same air in Trias. She hates him for a petty reason that she could not emphasize.
"So, he’s also watching my actions then?" she asked the friend which caused her to burst out laughing.
"Hey sister, why would he keep an eye on you? Are you already under threat of terrorism? Besides, Howard has other interests," Lucille replied sarcastically before rolling her eyes.
"When you call me sister, I immediately guess you're just teasing me," Zannie replied irritably. Her friend was right, why would Howie keep an eye on her? Why does she seem to assume that the man she hates likes her? But she was suddenly curious when Lucille said that Howard had other interests.
"Wait, what do you mean he has other interests?"
"Ayie. Now you’re getting curious about him."
"Isn't he the CEO? And his only interest is business. It's possible that he has an idea to add to that brain to grow the company." She concluded easily, even though she knew what her friend was really aiming for, it's not an interest about business—it's love interest.
"I think she's the type of sexy nurse who was with us to give the medical kit. The good thing is, I heard they're both single. She’s also nice to everyone."
"How did you say that she is Howard’s ideal woman?"
Inside her there was a part that made her insecure with the female nurse. Yes, she’s beautiful to be Howard’s girlfriend and they both look good together.
"Hello? Look at Howard, all the women around are having a crush on him. I'm with the woman who has a crush on him though. Because he’s nice and has become more energetic than he was before," Lucille said with a shudder.Zannie suddenly pinched her on the side. "Jokes on you, don't you have another crush? How's Arnaldo?"Arnaldo is also a friend of theirs and Zannie knows that Lucille has always been in-love with that young man ever since."Why? Will I just let myself root for the only one I like? Are we, huh? I have no commitment to anyone so I'm free to have a crush on someone else. I'm not like you Zannie—I’m not like you who feel so committed with the guy who can’t even reciprocate your feelings for him."There was a moment of silence between the two. Lucille covered her own mouth, maybe she offended Zannie because of the last thing she said. Ever since then, even though Zannie doesn't admit to her, she is aware of Zannie’s one sided love for Jacob. During the time they were togeth
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
"Did he ask you something else, Zannie? I think that man has connections behind his back that's why he had the guts to flaunt his authoritative power.”Zannie shook her head and paused for a while. Two of them decided to clean the other barracks while their other colleagues are away and still serving in the evacuation center. “Just don't mention him. It makes me annoyed again, especially with him! He's really a monkey!"“Okay okay. I won't mention it. By the way, can you teach me how to quickly remove the dust under the bed?”"I'll teach you how, I will show you how", Zannie said and this time, she came closer to Howard but she could feel his nervousness and fear. “Why are you trembling? Are you afraid of the dark?” Zannie asked, she's a bit concerned.Howard nodded timidly and distanced himself away from the bed.“I'm a bit scaredy cat and people tell me that it wasn't obvious. When I was younger, I used to have fear of being under the bed because of some horror movies that I watch
"The dinner is ready. Eat it." Zannie handed a bowl with a newly boiled egg on it."Thank you," he replied nicely. He didn't ask Zannie to prepare something for him after they safely arrived at the barracks and cleaned other rooms for their fellow colleagues. But he concluded, that was just the girl's way to thank him for saving her out of embarrassment.“That’s our first dinner, Mr. CEO,” Zannie said as she started to eat her own food. The young man just let her go first. But she noticed how Howard remained staring at her and still did not eat the food she had prepared for him. "Is there any problem?" She deliberately released the spoon from her hands because she was conscious of Howard's stare; she probably had put more salt in the boiled egg in his dish."Nothing." Howard even smiled at her before he started eating. Zannie just nodded. "If you don't like the dish, I'm sorry. The canned goods you often eat are also out of stock. Maybe our comrades already consumed all of them." S
“It's almost 6 in the evening, nobody's here to help us.” Zannie was yawning while speaking. She couldn't help herself not to feel hopeless at this moment. Howard tried to call them so many times but none of them were reachable as of now.“I don't want to assume this, but what if that medical head stopped our colleagues from sending help?” Howard assumed.“I'm thinking the same way.” Zannie got out of the vehicle but she stumbled upon realizing it was still raining outside.“I just can't stay here and wait for them,” she grumbled.“You should wait here, okay?” she added and stood up.“Hey, where do you think you are going? Don’t you know how dangerous it is for you to go alone?” Howard argued.“What do you want me to do then? Stay still and wait for nothing? I don’t want to waste time though,” Zannie reasoned.Howard shook his head and just adjusted Zannie's position, he even removed the tuxedo coat he was wearing and that served as Zannie's blanket.“What are you doing?” Zannie sudde
"Howard?"His smile automatically registered on his face when Zannie called him by his name. He immediately looked at her. "Why? Are you done with your dinner?"Zannie nodded. "By the way, you can sleep inside. I'll just wait for Lucille and where she can sleep, I'll just be there.""But, that's a quarter.""No, ah. She said we'll be there first on the other side, with the new volunteers." She smiled prettily. Howard is even more fond of looking at her. "I can sleep here, oh." Howard pointed to the bamboo bench he was sitting on, it was even big enough for a person to sleep on and there was no need to bend over. "The breeze is nice out here, I can sleep easier. Go to sleep too, Zannie."Howard even demonstrated that he can sleep on that bench. He was able to fit himself. He's tall but he knows that he can sleep there comfortably."I've been tired all day due to the amount of relief goods distributed earlier. I'm used to it."Zannie could do nothing but shake her head. She couldn't
"The dinner is ready. Eat it." Zannie handed a bowl with a newly boiled egg on it."Thank you," he replied nicely. He didn't ask Zannie to prepare something for him after they safely arrived at the barracks and cleaned other rooms for their fellow colleagues. But he concluded, that was just the girl's way to thank him for saving her out of embarrassment.“That’s our first dinner, Mr. CEO,” Zannie said as she started to eat her own food. The young man just let her go first. But she noticed how Howard remained staring at her and still did not eat the food she had prepared for him. "Is there any problem?" She deliberately released the spoon from her hands because she was conscious of Howard's stare; she probably had put more salt in the boiled egg in his dish."Nothing." Howard even smiled at her before he started eating. Zannie just nodded. "If you don't like the dish, I'm sorry. The canned goods you often eat are also out of stock. Maybe our comrades already consumed all of them." S
"Did he ask you something else, Zannie? I think that man has connections behind his back that's why he had the guts to flaunt his authoritative power.”Zannie shook her head and paused for a while. Two of them decided to clean the other barracks while their other colleagues are away and still serving in the evacuation center. “Just don't mention him. It makes me annoyed again, especially with him! He's really a monkey!"“Okay okay. I won't mention it. By the way, can you teach me how to quickly remove the dust under the bed?”"I'll teach you how, I will show you how", Zannie said and this time, she came closer to Howard but she could feel his nervousness and fear. “Why are you trembling? Are you afraid of the dark?” Zannie asked, she's a bit concerned.Howard nodded timidly and distanced himself away from the bed.“I'm a bit scaredy cat and people tell me that it wasn't obvious. When I was younger, I used to have fear of being under the bed because of some horror movies that I watch
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the