They also spent an hour going to the said camp. They found the medical team there busy. Howie, on the other hand, unloaded food supplies and first aid kits needed by the soldiers. "Is that complete, Sir?"
Zannie couldn't help but hear the female nurse's voice that seemed immediately attracted to Howard. She’s a woman too, and for Zannie, she knows if a woman like her wants to convey something, especially when a fellow woman likes her like someone.
‘You are obvious too. How could you be able to flirt here while doing your job?’
She could not understand why she was affected by such a scenario. She remembers being secretly territorial to Jacob. But that was before. She felt that every person who came after Howard should be investigated for no reason.
Zannie examined the location of the young man. Unwillingly, she observed Howard's interaction with the female nurse, which seemed to have an effect on her. To be fair, that nurse was stunning and looked sexy even though she was dressed in a white V-neck Tshirt dyed with khaki pants. The word "Nurse- Medical Team" was printed on the woman's T-shirt, so she knew she was a nurse.
"Are you a soldier?" inquired the nurse.
Howard shook his head quickly as he unloaded the remaining goods on the van one by one. "I'm also a volunteer."
"Ah, that's nice to hear; Sir, you're very attractive."
Zannie averted her gaze. In her mind, she appeared to want to film the two in order to stop their flirtatious interaction.
"And you're beautiful as well," the two laughed.
She couldn't figure out why she was so envious of that scene.
Nurse Andrea and Howard's continuous conversation was overheard by Zannie. She knew that Howard was out of focus on his duty so Zannie took the opportunity to intervene between the two.
"Excuse me, Howard. Those goods need to be repackaged and delivered to those who need help," Zannie replied with a serious face.
"Sorry if I bothered you. Let's talk later, okay?" Nurse Andrea said with a smile before leaving in front of Howard and Zannie.
Howard frowned when he faced Zannie. "It hasn't been that long since Ms. Andrea and I talked."
"It doesn't matter how long or how short your conversation time is. As your evaluator, I still have to remind you because it's difficult to be reprimanded badly by the superior or head of our organization," Zannie explained.
"I'm sorry. Next time, I'll avoid talking," Howard apologized and then hesitantly smiled.
"I understand," Howard replied curtly.
After three hours of their work, a female teacher caught Howard and Zannie's attention. That's the same teacher who teaches the History subject to the children in the tent.
"Good morning, Zannie and Howard," the teacher said.
"Ma'am, it's you. How are you? Is there a problem?" Zannie asked with a smile.
"Nothing. Actually, I just wanted to ask your permission, Zannie, if I could borrow Howard's time to teach and play with the kids," asked the teacher apologetically.
Zannie and Howard suddenly looked at each other.
"Alright. I'll let him teach the kids," Zannie answered and then turned to Howard. "But, it's up to him if he agrees."
Howard nodded without hesitation. "Yes, I'm fine with teaching kids. And they're kind."
Zannie seemed to change when Howard answered. If he used to seem arrogant, now Zannie can feel the respect in the tone of Howard's speech.
"In that case, join me in the area where we taught, Howard. Okay?" The teacher was happy with Zannie's decision.
For a while, Zannie just let Howard go with the teacher. She breathed a sigh of relief because she would no longer be conscious of her movements due to Howard's presence. She couldn't understand this feeling that was so new and odd to her.
***
Seeing that it was four in the afternoon on her watch, Zannie decided to stop worrying and follow Howard.
"Oh? Where are you going?" Lucille suddenly asked her.
“I just thought of seeing Howard. I don't want him to get in trouble because of his attitude,” Zannie reasoned and took a deep breath.
“Dear, why would you think that Howard will cause trouble? Will you just appreciate his gentleness? And he's courteous to others unlike his first weeks in this camp,” Lucille asked with a remarkable frown on her face.
“You should never be blinded by his looks and demeanor. Those can deceive you in an instant,” Zannie bemoaned and walked away.
“Hey, are you really serious? Even at this hour, you're still determined to follow him? He's not even a kid—”
"Jacob entrusted that man to me while he's away, and I just don't want him causing any trouble, okay?"
Zannie didn't even wait for Lucille to say something. She dashed to the area near the camp where Howard was currently teaching students. She came across a young man who was happily playing with children. She couldn't help but inquire about Howard's teaching experience with Ms. Aida, the in-charge teacher.
"How is he behaving, ma'am?"
"Howard seemed to become an effective teacher in the future. His knowledge is sharp compared to mine. Did he become a guest lecturer even though he's still young? Or does he have a higher IQ?" Ms. Aida smiled before responding.
"I actually have no idea what his profession is," Zannie lied, timidly smiling. "I promise that I will come back and teach you a lot of lectures, and I will also give you plenty of gifts that you can use while studying," Howard said after finishing playing with the kids on the field.
One of those kids approached Howard. "Really? When are you going to give us the gift?"
"Everything will be fine soon," he assured.
"How can we know if the war is over? I don't want any false hopes," the young girl replied, her face sad. Zannie was on the verge of crying at the same time.
"I know this is a difficult battle, but remember what I told you earlier, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel where we can see the light. You have a lot of dreams in the future, right? So just be hopeful in order to achieve those in the right time," Howard said wholeheartedly as he received warm hugs from the children one by one.
"Look at him, I never expected him to be sympathetic to children," Ms. Aida said, averting her gaze from Zannie.
Zannie agreed and smiled slightly. "I didn't expect him to have that side."
Howard and Zannie walked quietly to their barracks. Zannie's secret smile still hasn't disappeared and she has no intention of speaking, neither does Howard. Until Howard couldn't hold back anymore and sighed before speaking."Zannie?"Calling the girl's name was enough to get her attention."Why? What's the problem?""Did you follow me because you didn't trust me? Were you afraid I'd be arrogant in front of Ms. Aida while teaching the kids?" Howard inquired softly.Zannie shook her head and nodded timidly. "I know your demeanor; I just thought you got short tempered on the youngsters.""I can't be angry with the kids, especially in this situation where they're also losing hope," Howard admitted to Zannie. "Did you find that surprising?""Yes, I'm just surprised; you weren't like that before, and I didn't think you'd change," Zannie responded.Howard didn't say anything, instead continuing to walk with Zannie, and they were only interrupted when they saw a child on the side of the roc
To avoid the disgusting view, Zannie immediately sought out Jacob in the camp. The annoyance caused by Howard was immediately forgotten when she saw Jacob nearby..She felt giddy today. She tied her loose hair tightly just to make her look comfortable in Jacob's eyes."Zannie..."She automatically smiled at Jacob's approach.How are you?" At the same time his question was a slight sulk in her voice. Because of Jacob’s failure to speak about being a perfect soldier. "I'm fine, Zannie. And I know you are too." The young man's smile was wider than she was flaunting. "Is that all that you are going to say?" Zannie asked once again without any hint of enthusiasm in her voice. It seems that Jacob has no plans to open his career plans or maybe that was a part of the protocol as an aspiring soldier. She felt betrayed at the same time. He was her best friend, and it was frustrating to realize that Jacob preferred to keep his mouth shut."Of course." Jacob raised an eyebrow obviously, curiou
Instead of minding Howard's business, Zannie decided to keep herself busy, and when she turned around, Jacob was already behind her back.“You almost startled me,” Zannie uttered and timidly smiled.Jacob nodded and went to the designated area where the fellow novice soldiers were. “I’m sorry. I just noticed that you’re observing Mr. Howard, as you see, he looks so dedicated today.”"As he should. By the way, I'm happy because you've fulfilled your dream."If before, it seemed like she could not accept the realization of Jacob's dreams, now it seems okay to her. She may look very selfish if she stops him from pursuing his dream career and she has no right to do that. Time flies, over the length of time they’ve been together, his passion hasn’t even changed. But for Zannie, her feelings for her best friend have not changed.‘I'll be okay too. Hopefully tomorrow, I don't want you anymore. Hopefully I have someone else to crush on.’She stopped looking at him from her direction. When s
"Hello? Look at Howard, all the women around are having a crush on him. I'm with the woman who has a crush on him though. Because he’s nice and has become more energetic than he was before," Lucille said with a shudder.Zannie suddenly pinched her on the side. "Jokes on you, don't you have another crush? How's Arnaldo?"Arnaldo is also a friend of theirs and Zannie knows that Lucille has always been in-love with that young man ever since."Why? Will I just let myself root for the only one I like? Are we, huh? I have no commitment to anyone so I'm free to have a crush on someone else. I'm not like you Zannie—I’m not like you who feel so committed with the guy who can’t even reciprocate your feelings for him."There was a moment of silence between the two. Lucille covered her own mouth, maybe she offended Zannie because of the last thing she said. Ever since then, even though Zannie doesn't admit to her, she is aware of Zannie’s one sided love for Jacob. During the time they were togeth
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
“It's almost 6 in the evening, nobody's here to help us.” Zannie was yawning while speaking. She couldn't help herself not to feel hopeless at this moment. Howard tried to call them so many times but none of them were reachable as of now.“I don't want to assume this, but what if that medical head stopped our colleagues from sending help?” Howard assumed.“I'm thinking the same way.” Zannie got out of the vehicle but she stumbled upon realizing it was still raining outside.“I just can't stay here and wait for them,” she grumbled.“You should wait here, okay?” she added and stood up.“Hey, where do you think you are going? Don’t you know how dangerous it is for you to go alone?” Howard argued.“What do you want me to do then? Stay still and wait for nothing? I don’t want to waste time though,” Zannie reasoned.Howard shook his head and just adjusted Zannie's position, he even removed the tuxedo coat he was wearing and that served as Zannie's blanket.“What are you doing?” Zannie sudde
"Howard?"His smile automatically registered on his face when Zannie called him by his name. He immediately looked at her. "Why? Are you done with your dinner?"Zannie nodded. "By the way, you can sleep inside. I'll just wait for Lucille and where she can sleep, I'll just be there.""But, that's a quarter.""No, ah. She said we'll be there first on the other side, with the new volunteers." She smiled prettily. Howard is even more fond of looking at her. "I can sleep here, oh." Howard pointed to the bamboo bench he was sitting on, it was even big enough for a person to sleep on and there was no need to bend over. "The breeze is nice out here, I can sleep easier. Go to sleep too, Zannie."Howard even demonstrated that he can sleep on that bench. He was able to fit himself. He's tall but he knows that he can sleep there comfortably."I've been tired all day due to the amount of relief goods distributed earlier. I'm used to it."Zannie could do nothing but shake her head. She couldn't
"The dinner is ready. Eat it." Zannie handed a bowl with a newly boiled egg on it."Thank you," he replied nicely. He didn't ask Zannie to prepare something for him after they safely arrived at the barracks and cleaned other rooms for their fellow colleagues. But he concluded, that was just the girl's way to thank him for saving her out of embarrassment.“That’s our first dinner, Mr. CEO,” Zannie said as she started to eat her own food. The young man just let her go first. But she noticed how Howard remained staring at her and still did not eat the food she had prepared for him. "Is there any problem?" She deliberately released the spoon from her hands because she was conscious of Howard's stare; she probably had put more salt in the boiled egg in his dish."Nothing." Howard even smiled at her before he started eating. Zannie just nodded. "If you don't like the dish, I'm sorry. The canned goods you often eat are also out of stock. Maybe our comrades already consumed all of them." S
"Did he ask you something else, Zannie? I think that man has connections behind his back that's why he had the guts to flaunt his authoritative power.”Zannie shook her head and paused for a while. Two of them decided to clean the other barracks while their other colleagues are away and still serving in the evacuation center. “Just don't mention him. It makes me annoyed again, especially with him! He's really a monkey!"“Okay okay. I won't mention it. By the way, can you teach me how to quickly remove the dust under the bed?”"I'll teach you how, I will show you how", Zannie said and this time, she came closer to Howard but she could feel his nervousness and fear. “Why are you trembling? Are you afraid of the dark?” Zannie asked, she's a bit concerned.Howard nodded timidly and distanced himself away from the bed.“I'm a bit scaredy cat and people tell me that it wasn't obvious. When I was younger, I used to have fear of being under the bed because of some horror movies that I watch
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the