Howard and Zannie walked quietly to their barracks. Zannie's secret smile still hasn't disappeared and she has no intention of speaking, neither does Howard. Until Howard couldn't hold back anymore and sighed before speaking.
"Zannie?"
Calling the girl's name was enough to get her attention.
"Why? What's the problem?"
"Did you follow me because you didn't trust me? Were you afraid I'd be arrogant in front of Ms. Aida while teaching the kids?" Howard inquired softly.
Zannie shook her head and nodded timidly. "I know your demeanor; I just thought you got short tempered on the youngsters."
"I can't be angry with the kids, especially in this situation where they're also losing hope," Howard admitted to Zannie. "Did you find that surprising?"
"Yes, I'm just surprised; you weren't like that before, and I didn't think you'd change," Zannie responded.
Howard didn't say anything, instead continuing to walk with Zannie, and they were only interrupted when they saw a child on the side of the rocky road about to be run over. Howard quickly approached the boy so he could save him.
Howard was prompt, it's a good thing he pulled the boy because there was only a little distance between him and the truck and then Howard hugged the boy when they were lying down. Maybe the truck driver didn't notice the child so he just passed him and didn't stop.
Then they went to the side of the road. Meanwhile, Zannie also felt sorry for the child, because he was crying.
"Mama, papa" was all the child said and Zannie wiped his tears.
"Don't cry, can I know who we will call to take you to you?"
The kid stopped crying for a moment and gave his ID to her.
“Where do you live? Is the place you are living also the same address in your ID?” Howard asked.
The kid nodded. “But our house has been destroyed by the war. My parents left me here.”
Zannie couldn’t believe what the kid confessed. There’s something about her that flashbacks to her. They interrogated the child named Kurt and they decided to bring the kid to the learning area where Howard used to teach earlier. Ms. Ada is very grateful to bothe Howard and Zannie. Without them, the kid would probably have been on the verge of death.
This is also the opportunity for the two to express her gratitude. “Thank you, Zannie and Howard. Actually we are trying to look for more children here and gather in this learning facility for a while.”
They just smiled.
***
Even though Zannie and Howard avoided their fellow volunteer's gaze, they couldn't help but be intrigued.
"Are you together again? The two of you get together often, ah," Joel teased the two. Nurse Andrea and Lucille also laughed.
"It just happened that Howard and I were together earlier. Ms. Aida asked him to help teach the children," Zannie explained.
"Yes, Ms. Aida just asked me, and for Zannie to go home safely, I just went with her," Howard answered.
"Ah, is that so? Let's eat together," Lucille said. Zannie shyly approached and partook in their group's dinner.
"Come along, Howard," interrupted Andrea with a light smile on her face.
After the simple dinner, Zannie went to his barracks, still wondering where Howard would sleep tonight. She searched for him and discovered him in the car.
"Why are you there? There are a lot of mosquitoes there," Zannie observed.
"I'm going to sleep here; it's not appropriate for me to stay in your barracks; who knows what else Jacob will think," Howard explained, indicating that he was at ease with his situation.
"Are you sure you're okay there? Alright, I'm going to sleep," Zannie answered and looked away.
"Yes. Goodnight to you," Howard answered briefly and slowly closed the car door.
Zannie knew that Howard was not really okay with that situation. Even the condition of the young man was still a concern for him. He couldn't sleep that night. It was 12:20 in the morning, Zannie was curious if Howard was really okay and she decided to take a peek at the young man in the car where he was sleeping. She even brought a blanket and a flashlight.
Zannie slowly opened the car door and noticed that Howard was fast asleep. He couldn't help but be impressed by the handsomeness of the young man while he was sleeping.
"Are you really for real?" she whispered while still looking at Howard. It's like she's hypnotized. She suddenly realized that he shouldn't have looked at the young man for so long, so she just frowned at him, then put the blanket beneath him and then closed the car door as if nothing had happened.
"Why did I do that? Why do I feel like I'm crushing on him?" she grumbled. She appears to be losing her faith with Jacob if she is still distracted by Howard.
"Perhaps I'm only feeling this way though since Jacob was never here. Is it possible that it's cheating? But it's not. We're not lovers to begin with," she whispered to herself again, hoping for an answer.
He was restless inside the barracks. He still doesn't really feel sleepy. Howard was messing with her mind and heart just because of the sudden attraction that she didn't know where it came from.
But whether she admits it or not, Howard really impressed her earlier when he rescued a young kid named Kurt. Little did she know that Howard had a soft spot for children despite being hot-headed and bossy with anyone.
"Is he really sincere in what he's doing? Maybe he's just doing it because he wants to get out of this place," he guessed and couldn't stop fiddling on the pallet.
"I don't want to think badly of Howard..."
Zannie let out a sigh and ruffled her own hair. "But in the beginning, a CEO like him is no different from the CEO who oppressed and imprisoned Papa..."
As he remembered, she burst into tears. One of the reasons she doesn't trust anyone except Jacob is a memory of her father abandoning her.
To avoid the disgusting view, Zannie immediately sought out Jacob in the camp. The annoyance caused by Howard was immediately forgotten when she saw Jacob nearby..She felt giddy today. She tied her loose hair tightly just to make her look comfortable in Jacob's eyes."Zannie..."She automatically smiled at Jacob's approach.How are you?" At the same time his question was a slight sulk in her voice. Because of Jacob’s failure to speak about being a perfect soldier. "I'm fine, Zannie. And I know you are too." The young man's smile was wider than she was flaunting. "Is that all that you are going to say?" Zannie asked once again without any hint of enthusiasm in her voice. It seems that Jacob has no plans to open his career plans or maybe that was a part of the protocol as an aspiring soldier. She felt betrayed at the same time. He was her best friend, and it was frustrating to realize that Jacob preferred to keep his mouth shut."Of course." Jacob raised an eyebrow obviously, curiou
Instead of minding Howard's business, Zannie decided to keep herself busy, and when she turned around, Jacob was already behind her back.“You almost startled me,” Zannie uttered and timidly smiled.Jacob nodded and went to the designated area where the fellow novice soldiers were. “I’m sorry. I just noticed that you’re observing Mr. Howard, as you see, he looks so dedicated today.”"As he should. By the way, I'm happy because you've fulfilled your dream."If before, it seemed like she could not accept the realization of Jacob's dreams, now it seems okay to her. She may look very selfish if she stops him from pursuing his dream career and she has no right to do that. Time flies, over the length of time they’ve been together, his passion hasn’t even changed. But for Zannie, her feelings for her best friend have not changed.‘I'll be okay too. Hopefully tomorrow, I don't want you anymore. Hopefully I have someone else to crush on.’She stopped looking at him from her direction. When s
"Hello? Look at Howard, all the women around are having a crush on him. I'm with the woman who has a crush on him though. Because he’s nice and has become more energetic than he was before," Lucille said with a shudder.Zannie suddenly pinched her on the side. "Jokes on you, don't you have another crush? How's Arnaldo?"Arnaldo is also a friend of theirs and Zannie knows that Lucille has always been in-love with that young man ever since."Why? Will I just let myself root for the only one I like? Are we, huh? I have no commitment to anyone so I'm free to have a crush on someone else. I'm not like you Zannie—I’m not like you who feel so committed with the guy who can’t even reciprocate your feelings for him."There was a moment of silence between the two. Lucille covered her own mouth, maybe she offended Zannie because of the last thing she said. Ever since then, even though Zannie doesn't admit to her, she is aware of Zannie’s one sided love for Jacob. During the time they were togeth
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
“It's almost 6 in the evening, nobody's here to help us.” Zannie was yawning while speaking. She couldn't help herself not to feel hopeless at this moment. Howard tried to call them so many times but none of them were reachable as of now.“I don't want to assume this, but what if that medical head stopped our colleagues from sending help?” Howard assumed.“I'm thinking the same way.” Zannie got out of the vehicle but she stumbled upon realizing it was still raining outside.“I just can't stay here and wait for them,” she grumbled.“You should wait here, okay?” she added and stood up.“Hey, where do you think you are going? Don’t you know how dangerous it is for you to go alone?” Howard argued.“What do you want me to do then? Stay still and wait for nothing? I don’t want to waste time though,” Zannie reasoned.Howard shook his head and just adjusted Zannie's position, he even removed the tuxedo coat he was wearing and that served as Zannie's blanket.“What are you doing?” Zannie sudde
"Howard?"His smile automatically registered on his face when Zannie called him by his name. He immediately looked at her. "Why? Are you done with your dinner?"Zannie nodded. "By the way, you can sleep inside. I'll just wait for Lucille and where she can sleep, I'll just be there.""But, that's a quarter.""No, ah. She said we'll be there first on the other side, with the new volunteers." She smiled prettily. Howard is even more fond of looking at her. "I can sleep here, oh." Howard pointed to the bamboo bench he was sitting on, it was even big enough for a person to sleep on and there was no need to bend over. "The breeze is nice out here, I can sleep easier. Go to sleep too, Zannie."Howard even demonstrated that he can sleep on that bench. He was able to fit himself. He's tall but he knows that he can sleep there comfortably."I've been tired all day due to the amount of relief goods distributed earlier. I'm used to it."Zannie could do nothing but shake her head. She couldn't
"The dinner is ready. Eat it." Zannie handed a bowl with a newly boiled egg on it."Thank you," he replied nicely. He didn't ask Zannie to prepare something for him after they safely arrived at the barracks and cleaned other rooms for their fellow colleagues. But he concluded, that was just the girl's way to thank him for saving her out of embarrassment.“That’s our first dinner, Mr. CEO,” Zannie said as she started to eat her own food. The young man just let her go first. But she noticed how Howard remained staring at her and still did not eat the food she had prepared for him. "Is there any problem?" She deliberately released the spoon from her hands because she was conscious of Howard's stare; she probably had put more salt in the boiled egg in his dish."Nothing." Howard even smiled at her before he started eating. Zannie just nodded. "If you don't like the dish, I'm sorry. The canned goods you often eat are also out of stock. Maybe our comrades already consumed all of them." S
"Did he ask you something else, Zannie? I think that man has connections behind his back that's why he had the guts to flaunt his authoritative power.”Zannie shook her head and paused for a while. Two of them decided to clean the other barracks while their other colleagues are away and still serving in the evacuation center. “Just don't mention him. It makes me annoyed again, especially with him! He's really a monkey!"“Okay okay. I won't mention it. By the way, can you teach me how to quickly remove the dust under the bed?”"I'll teach you how, I will show you how", Zannie said and this time, she came closer to Howard but she could feel his nervousness and fear. “Why are you trembling? Are you afraid of the dark?” Zannie asked, she's a bit concerned.Howard nodded timidly and distanced himself away from the bed.“I'm a bit scaredy cat and people tell me that it wasn't obvious. When I was younger, I used to have fear of being under the bed because of some horror movies that I watch
Zannie's vision seemed to blur. The insult she heard was like a dagger repeatedly stabbing her heart. She thought that the pain caused by her suerior's words were unendurable. As long as she can, she promised before that she would not cry while in front of them in the evacuation center even though there were even more tearful situations she experienced in this place. But this man is overdoing it. She knew his plans to smuggle other relief goods and to sell them to distant places to fill their pockets but she couldn't get enough and solid proof. She still remained silent because she didn't want trouble but she wouldn't let him blame her for the misfortune once this thing is revealed to the public. She just bowed and chose not to speak. Howard noticed her tears. Zannie is not good at hiding it no matter how she tries to act tough in front of everyone. All of them are throwing sympathies to her but just keep their mouths shut. For sure, the silence are because of their absolute fear for
Another day ended when the team was very busy with the medical supplies to be given to the camp. Only then did Howard have time to talk to Zannie again and find her in the barracks where she was staying."Zannie? Are you there?" he began while knocking on the door. Howard had to wait a little over a minute before Zannie opened the door for him."What's the matter? Why are you looking for me? Have you discovered that I sent your evaluation form?" Zannie inquired as she faced the young handsome man who, as usual, made her heart tremble for unknown reasons."Actually, I just want to ask you out," Howard stated flatly."Huh? What do you mean?" Zannie inquired, perplexed."I mean, I'd like to have dinner with you, just the two of us," Howard explained."That's not going to happen; I've been working with the medical team all day," Zannie said bluntly."What's the point?""What's the big deal?""I'm tired like you, and I have some things to say," Howard explained.“You can say it here. Don’t
“He told me a quote that was really inspiring. That children can also see the light at the end of the tunnel. He is no longer bossy. He is also less passive when speaking. He is no longer picky about food. He is willing to act; he plays close attention to the leader’s instructions. He is a gentleman. He no longer complains. He communicates well.”Howard smiled as he was walking to the car where he was going to sleep for tonight. He was able to read those enumerated remarks about him in just twenty seconds or less. Even though Zannie was being cold and mean to him, she still even gave him good remarks regarding his performance and demeanor while doing humanitarian work in Trias.“I must give her a proper reward. Or should I say, I must do her a favor since she gave me a good grade,” he said and closed his eyes while still thinking of her. ***Zannie also found time to hand Howard's evaluation sheet to Jacob. It is true that Jacob is not on duty yet so Zannie has to follow him in his
"It's fun to watch the clouds, isn't it Howard? It's proof that the storm is over, because the sun is peeking out. At least, we all can feel at ease."Zannie could not hear the conversation between Nurse Andrea and Howard. As usual, the woman was like a lizard again. What she sees can ruin a good mood ahead of her..'Obviously she likes Howard, but she should just at least act like she’s hard to get,’ said one side of her brain while simply stealing a look at the two."Hey hey hey! You look cute. No jokes, you look like lovers." She heard the words of a medtech staff member who is with them now, referring to Howard and the pretty nurse who seemed to be agreed by others."Ms. Andrea is single, eh you Mr. Howard, do you have a girlfriend?" insert another of their fellow medtech staff.Howard shook her head and laughed. "No, I only have a profession to take care of once this volunteerism is over.”"So nothing? We're the same." Nurse Andrea couldn't help but laugh at Howard's indirect an
Zannie was slightly conscientious. To think that Howie would curl up while sleeping in the cold outside seems excessive and cruel if considered. "Can you sleep here outside?"Howard smiled again. “How about you? Can you bear to see me sleeping here outside? I'll have a hard time and I'll be very cold. Jacob said that you should be kind to me." There was a mixture of sarcasm in the tone of Howard's words. On his side, he must show that Zannie's behavior is still understandable. That was Jacob's order, he needed to befriend her so that his grades would not be dropped in the evaluation. And he found out here that Zannie is also in Trias, it's just for Jacob because they were also talking last month."Oh go ahead, you're just there in our barracks," Zannie was forced to reply. As for her, she should still be kind to Howard because he might complain to Jacob and claim that she’s mistreating him."All right."They were walking quietly toward the barracks when Zannie suddenly stepped on the