“Erato! Wake up!” My sister Calliope called out, her voice sharp as she flung open the curtains, letting the morning sun flood my room. She tugged at my arm, trying to rouse me from my sleep as I lay still in bed.
Cali is always like this, every morning. Simula mga bata palang kami, hanggang ngayon
I groan. “No! I'm still sleepy, Cali! Let me sleep!”
Binawi ko ang braso ko sa kay Cali at muling ibinagsak ang katawan sa higaan. “Isa! Sasabihin ko kay mommy na huwag kang bigyan ng allowance!”
Muli akong napaungol sa inis at kaagad na napaupo at sinamaan ng tingin si Cali. Tumawa lang naman siya bago tuluyang lumabas.
Alam na alam talaga kung paano ako inisin! Bagay na bagay talaga sila ni Thaddeus! Palaasar!
I went through my morning routine as usual and took a selfie in front of the mirror, admiring my look. My reflection showed off my green eyes, a trait I inherited from my father. Unlike my sisters, who share our mother's chestnut brown eyes, my green eyes stand out prominently. My eyebrows are impeccably groomed, framing my face perfectly. My eyelashes are long, thick, and naturally curled, adding to the striking look of my eyes.
My nose is elegantly pointed, a blend of Ukrainian, German, and Filipino features, contributing to my distinctive appearance. My face is heart-shaped and small, giving me a delicate and refined look. I take meticulous care of my flawless porcelain skin, which rarely shows any blemishes or injuries. My lips are soft, seductive, and pinkish, completing the picture of my well-maintained and attractive appearance.
I wore my SIA uniform—a white long-sleeve polo with maroon accents on the sleeves. Though there are short-sleeve options, I opted for the long-sleeve to keep it stylish. I tucked the polo into my maroon box-pleated skirt, which barely reached my knees. I paired it with long socks and three-inch-heeled school shoes.
As I walked out of my room, Melpomene remarked, “Kikay na kikay ah.”
I flipped my hair and replied with a playful smirk, “Eww, kikay ka diyan.”
Nakarating kami ni Mel sa hapag-kainan, where our maids serve us food. Cali is eating while holding a book, just as Ke and Nia are bookworms. While Lia is eating while holding her phone, she is hitting some notes. Thena was eating peacefully until Poly disturbed her.
Ganito ang hapag-kainan sa tuwing magkakasama kaming siyam. Funny how my parents wanted to have more than two children while others already had enough for them to have two to three kids. My mom's obsession with Greek mythology led her to have us represent nine muses. Calliope, Kleio, or Ke for short, Erato—me, Euterpe, which is Ali—she doesn't want to be called Euterpe, kaya second name nalang niyang Aliyah, Melpomene, and Thalia—who's twin, Polyhymia, Terpsichore Athena—we called her Athena or Thena, just like Ali, Thena doesn't want to be called Terpsichore, and lastly, our bunso Urania.
Sinadya talaga nilang magkaanak ng babae at siyam kami. Galit na galit si Daddy dahil ni isang lalaki ay wala man lang para may tagapagmana siya sa kompanya. Kaya now, as Cali is the firstborn, she will inherit the company—kaya labis ang pagbabantay ni Daddy kay Cali, especially her grades.
As soon as I stepped out of the car with Melpomene and Thalia, who're twins, Rian approached me with a big smile.
Ali is not with us as she is excused from studies today—well, may shooting lang naman siya. She's a young actress, singer, and dancer. A versatile artist. Gustong-gusto niya ang buhay niyang iyon, kaya kahit ayaw ni daddy, pero dahil kay Cali ay napapayag nila si daddy.
Cali will do everything to have our dreams with us—even if she's sacrificing herself for us. I love her. I admired her.
Ke is not with us, as she has her own service. Well, may sari-sarili naman kaming service, pero gustong sumabay ng kambal saakin. As for Poly, Thena, and Nia, they're still in elementary school, and their rooms are on the other side of SIA. Cali is in her first year of being a college student.
“Hi, Mel! Lia!” Rian greeted my sisters. They greeted me back at Kaagad na Nagpaalam.
Nagkukwentuhan lang kami habang naglalakad papasok sa school, and as we're walking inside, people stare at us. Bakit hindi, ang gaganda naming lahat. Especially boys, na ang lalagkit ng tingin saamin na parang gustong-gusto na kaming tikman. While the girls are glaring at us—probably jealous. Who cares, though?
Nang pamakapasok kami sa loob ng classroon, Ri asked. “Mall later?”
Napalingon naman ako sa kanya at ngumiti. “Sure,”
Alam niya namang hinding-hindi ko tatanggihan iyon. Mall is life. Shopping is life.
The class started at Boryong-Boryo Ako. I looked at Timothy, who's sitting beside me, as his stares couldn't take off from me.
I grinned and went closer to him and asked, “What? Do you need something, Tim?” I seductively said. Napalunok siya ng laway niya, kaya mas lalo akong napangisi.
And now, we've found ourselves in one of the storage rooms inside the school. Making out. Timothy's lips couldn't take off from my neck as he lifted me up and pinned me to the wall. His hands are roaming around my body as he thrusts into mine.
The small room was filled with shallow breaths and small moans, not minding what people would think if they could hear us.
As soon as we're done, I clean and fix myself up. Timothy, on the other hand, stayed still in his position, staring at me with amusement in his eyes.
“Be mine, Era,” he said in a deep and firmly voice.
I chuckled and walked towards him, gently tracing my hands over his bare body. "I don't do relationships, Tim. Dapat alam mo iyon since we've been classmates for a decade now." My voice was soft with a hint of a bitchy tone.
His hands were clenched, so I smirked more and tapped his shoulders. I was about to leave the room when he spoke, “Ganon nalang, Era? After what happened to us, you will leave me nothing? I love you, Era.”
My laughs became louder and bitchy. “I will not be called playgirl for nothing, Tim. Ow, and since you pushed yourself to me, that will be the last time. Sayang, you're incredibly fucking so good. By the way, nice groin.” With that, I left him while his face turned red. Maybe because of the anger or embarrassment. But I don't care, though.
Nakakairita. Why do they want to have a relationship with me? Kahit na alam naman nilang hindi ako pumapasok sa isang relasyon.
Ganda lang ang ambag ko. Niloloko pa nga. Damnit.
I went straight to the girl's powder room to have my makeup retouched. Gosh, ang bruha kong tignan. Mabuti nga at medyo malapit lang ang storage room sa powder room, kung hindi baka naglakad na ako na bruhang-bruha ang itsura. I just used a lip balm and brushed my hair with my fingers.
I went inside the cubicle to clean myself. Fuck. I admit that Tim is fucking good. He has a long and big groin that almost made me lose my sanity.
I was about to leave the cubicle when a group of girls went inside and talked sh*t about me.
“Ang landi talaga ng Era na iyon! Kumukulo talaga ang dugo ko! My boyfriend broke up with me because of her! Tangina talaga!”
I couldn't help but smirk. Apparently, my mere presence was enough to incite jealousy. If only they knew how little I cared for their drama. Kasalanan ko kaagad kahit na hindi ko pa naman kilala. Ganda ko naman para pagselosan niya.
“I swear, kapag nakita ko siya mapapatay ko siya.” Sunod niyang sabi.
Ow, really?
I stepped out of the cubicle, and their faces turned ashen when they saw me. Their expressions were a mix of shock and fear, as if they'd seen a ghost. I could almost hear their hearts racing.
“Why are you scared, little girl? I thought you were going to kill me when you saw me,” I teased, striding confidently towards them.
Their fear was palpable, and I reveled in their discomfort. I made my way to the sink to wash my hands, catching their terrified reflections in the mirror. They stood frozen, their faces as pale as the walls.
“My, my. You shouldn't have said that. If you keep running your mouth, you might find yourself in a coffin before you know it,” I said coldly, my eyes glinting with a dangerous edge.
I turned to face them, my smile icy and unyielding. I reached out and tapped one of them on the shoulder, making her flinch. “But don't worry, I'm not the type to kill someone over petty jealousy,” I said, my voice carrying a sharp undercurrent of disdain.
I leaned in closer, my tone low and menacing. “By the way, if your man is into woman or into me, then you should break up with him. Masyadong red flag. He knows no loyalty. It's pathetic to cling to someone who doesn't even value you. Don't waste your time on a man who doesn't appreciate you.” My words were laced with bitterness, each one cutting deeper.
I walked towards the door, and before I could leave, I watched them again: “You must take my advice seriously, Camille. I've been there. And isa pa, hindi ako pumapatol sa may girlfriend na. I'm not too low to be a mistress, eww.”
Their eyes widened, their initial bravado crumbling under the weight of my words. I could see the realization dawning on them—the harsh truth settling in. With one final look of contempt, I turned on my heel and walked away, leaving them to grapple with their own insecurities and regrets.
Kaagad akong naglakad palabas at tahimik na tinatahak ang daan papuntang classroom ko. Liliko na sana ako para umakyat ng hagdan nang may mabunggo. The notebooks fall, and I help him pick up the notebooks.
I was about to say sorry when I saw him. The man who made me broke. The reason I played with numerous men in this school and even outside was because he cheated on me.
“E-Era.” He called my name.
Malamig lang ang tingin ko sa kanya at pinagmasdan siya. He changed—getting hotter and fuck. It makes me want to fuck him again, but no. I promise myself not to get involved again with him.
Binangga ko ang balikat niya at aakyat na sana nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko. The way he touched my hands sent shivers down my spine.
“Can we go back, Era baby, please?” he pleaded.
Funny how it turned out this way. I loved him so much. We were my first in everything. We've been dating since seventh grade. I know it was puppy love, but my love for him is real. Hindi naman ako magkakaganito kung hindi ko siya mahal.
I laugh at his misery. “Go f*ck others, Dom. 'Yun naman ang gusto mo since you're not contented with me. And why would you get back to someone like you? Cheater, jerk.” Nanggigilaiti kong sabi sa kanya.
Nang mag-bell ay kaagad kong hinila ang kamay ko sa pagkakahawak niya at umakyat na papuntang classroom.
Pagkaupong-pagkaupo ko ay sermon agad ni Ri ang narinig ko. “Where have you been?” Her brows furrowed.
Nakita kong nakayuko si Timothy sa upuan niya, looking so devastated. Pero hindi ko na pinansin at tinuon ang atensyon kay Rian.
“Sa tabi-tabi lang,” I nonchalantly said, clearly not in the mood to talk.
Rian's face went closer to mine. “Did you fuck someone again?” She asked in a lower tone. I nodded in response.
Alam naman ni Ri iyon, bakit hindi, e best friend ko na siya simula preschool pa ata. Our start isn't good, though. Lagi kaming magkaaway sa preschool sa pagkakatanda ko. But eventually, we became best friends.
“May transferee,” kwento niya. Tumango lang ako dahil busy ako sa cellphone ko.
"He's hot, though."
Napataas ang kilay ko kay Rian nang sabihin iyon. “How did you know?” I asked.
She played her hair before responding, “Nakita ko kanina sa office ni Ma'am Karina.”
I furrowed my brows. “Paano ka naman nakarating doon?”
Medyo malayo kasi ang office ni Tita Karina, at nasa pinakadulo iyon, kaya walang masyadong pumupuntang estudyante doon unless kung may kailangan or pinapatawag sa opisina niya.
“Duh, baka nakalimutan mong president ako ng section na ito. May inutos si Mr. Gomez saakin." Tumango nalang ako kay na nakakapagtaka.
Ibabalik ko na sana ang tingin ko sa cellphone ko nang makita ang pamumula ni Rian. “I knew it,” I playfully said to her.
Napasandal ako sa inuupuan ko at pinagmasdan ang pamumula at gulat niyang mukha. I smirked at her.
“Bestfriend mo ako, Rian. You can't lie to me.” Iling-iling kong sabi sa kanya while grinning.
Kinuha niya ang cellphone niya at nagtipa. Ilang sandali lang ay nakatanggap ako ng mensahe mula sa kanya.
From: Riri 💜
He's so freaking hot! I can't resist. Yes, we fvk okay na ba? Delete this after bebe Era. Love you!
Natawa ako sa sinabi niya at dinelete ang message niya. Bruhang 'to! Malandi din!
“Bitch,” I muttered. Napatingin naman siya sa akin at kay Timothy, sabay tingin ulit sa akin, “bitch.”
Natawa kaning dalawa hanggang sa pumasok ang adviser naming si Mr. Gomez.
Napatingin naman ako kay Rian na mas lalong namula nang pumasok ang maestro namin. Cute. Forbidden love, huh.
“Settle down, class.” Inilibot niya ang tingin niya sa amin, at napangisi ako nang napatingin siya kay Rian. Napalunok siya bago iniwas ang tingin.
Well, Mr. Gomez just graduated from college. At naging adviser, kaagad namin siya dahil nag-resign ang teacher namin noong kalagitnaan ng pasukan, kaya siya ang pumalit.
And as Rian said, he's fcking hot and gorgeous. Hindi ko lang type is too old for me. I mean, the 9-year-old gap. So, a big no.
“May bago kayong classmate,” Pagkasabi ni Mr. Gomez iyon ay nagbulong-bulungan ang mga kaklase ko.
“That must be the hot guy from earlier.”
“Oh my god, nakakatakam ang kagwapuhan niya!”
“Laglag agad ang panty ko, be.”
I chuckled as Mariam said that. A low-class bitch, ey.
“Ang gwapo, mukhang may lahi.” Sabi pa ni Agatha.
“Malamang girl, this is international school!”
I shook my head while grinning. Na-excite din ako. By their expression, mukhang lalaki.
“Magsitahimik!” Sigaw ni Mr. Gomez para magsitahimik ang mga malalandi kong classmates. Malandi din naman ako, but not a low bitch like them.
“Please, come in, Mr. DePiero.” The moment the door swung open; my heart skipped a beat. He was dressed in a sleek black shirt and matching black pants, his ensemble perfectly complementing his commanding presence.
His gaze, cold and piercing, locked onto mine. I felt a thrill run through me, and despite my best efforts to project warmth and friendliness, he responded with a mere lift of his eyebrows. Was he not swayed by my smile? The challenge only added to my excitement. I was eager to see how he would react as I continued to unravel the enigma of that new guy.
“Class, let's all welcome Mr. Josh DePiero. He's from Italy but can speak English. He doesn't know or understand Tagalog. So, please be kind to him.”
The room erupted in a chorus of murmurs and curious glances. I watched as Josh moved further into the room, his every action imbued with a magnetic charisma that drew all eyes to him. It was as if he was surrounded by an invisible aura of allure, making it impossible to look away.
Mr. Gomez roamed his gaze once again and found the seat next to me.
“You can sit beside Ms. Devin, Mr. DePiero.”
Love na agad kita, Mr. Gomez! May malalandi akong bago!
Josh approached my table with an easy, almost nonchalant demeanor. He placed his bag on the table and sat down, his movements smooth and calculated. I watched him with keen interest, noting every subtle gesture.
“Hi! I'm Era. Erato Adeline Devin.” I introduced myself, extending my hand for a shake. His gaze flickered briefly at my outstretched hand, but he chose to avoid it, turning his attention elsewhere. The slight dismissal stung, but I maintained my composure, though my cheeks flushed slightly with a mix of embarrassment and resolve.
Ramdam ko ang kahihiyan nang magsitawa ang mga kaklase ko sa ginawa ko sa lalaking ito.
“Oh no, hindi tumalab charms mo sa kanya, Era,” Mariam teased, her laughter a stinging reminder of my awkward moment. I smirked back at her, not letting the embarrassment get the best of me.
But instead of getting annoyed, dahil sa panghihiyang ginawa niya sa akin, I smiled. The sweetest smile I could ever give.
“Pakipot ka, huh?” I mused silently. “Don't worry, Josh DePiero. You'll fall for me eventually. I won't stop until I've tasted every bit of what you have to offer. You're mine, and I'm just getting started.”
Please note that this is still under editing. Don't get confused if I suddenly drop a flashback. WARNING: This book contains mature content and themes, including violence, explicit language, sexual content, etc. Reader discretion is advised. DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Errors are everywhere. PLEASE BE MINDFUL THAT I'M NOT GOOD AT ENGLISH, SO GRAMMATICAL ERRORS ARE EVERYWHERE. INFORM ME KUNG MAY NAKITA KAYO SINCE PHONE LANG GAMIT KO. THANK YOU!
Mr. Gomez is already teaching us his subject—Filipino. Sobrang hot niya lalo na kapag nagsasalita ng puro at malalalim na tagalog. It was required for us to speak Tagalog during his class, at kapag hindi, may parusa. Kada salita ay kapalit ng ilang homework.At mukhang sinasadya ni Rian na mag English para mapansin ni Mr. Gomez.“Sir, that tongue twister is hard to pronounce.” Rian said in a seductive tone. Na ako lang ang nakakaalam ng tono ng pananalita niyang iyon.“This is an international school, sir. Why do we have to speak Tagalog though?” Dugtong niya pa.Umigting naman ang panga ni Mr. Gomez, tila nanggigigil sa panunukso ni Rian sa kanya. I smirked as I saw Mr. Gomez gulp and avert his gaze away from Rian.At ang malandi, sobrang lawak ng ngisi habang nilalaro ang mahabang buhok. Nice ka, Rian.I turned my gaze to Josh, who's completely clueless about our Filipino subject.Nag-taas naman ako ng kamay kay Mr. Gomez. “Ginoong Gomez, paano naman si Josh? Hindi niya naman naiinti
Nagulat si Cali nang makitang bihis na bihis na ako nang makapasok ito sa kwarto ko para sana gisingin ako. The look on her face was priceless. Malamang, hirap ba naman ako gisingin araw-araw, pero heto ngayon at hindi na siya magpapakahirap pang gisingin ako."Wow, anong dahilan at maaga kang nakapag-ayos?" she asked, intrigued and trying to figure out the reason.I laughed and winked at her. "Secret." I teased, enjoying her curiosity.Pinandilatan niya naman ako ng mga mata at nai-intriga pa rin siya. Muli akong napatawa dahil sa kanya."Basta!" natatawa kong sigaw sa kanya.Her expression softened. "Better used protection, Erato." I groaned when she called me Erato."Take your pills and check you ob-gyn regularly!" sabi niya at binato ako ng unan, natamaan ako sa likod ko pero tumawa lang ang magaling kong Ate.I glared at her. "As if naman magpapabuntis ako." natatawa kong sabi. But Josh's face flashed on my mind.She walked further into the room, still smiling. "Anyway, get ready
I was about to lean even more to kiss him pero tumayo siya kaagad tsaka tumikhim. Napatawa ako ng mahina at umayos sa pagkakaupo. I knew it. Hinding-hindi siya bibigay kaagad sa akin.I smirked. “Are you a gay?” I asked and teased.He look at me with a disgusting look. “What?!” His irritation is evident.Napasandal ako sa upuan tsaka napahalukipkip habang malawak ang ngiti na inaasar si Josh. His reaction was priceless. Tila nawala bigla ang pagiging malamig niya nang sabihin ko sa kanya ang katagang iyon.I crossed my legs and played with my hair, maintaining a smug smirk. “Oh, come on, Josh. You keep avoiding my kiss. Is it really that hard to kiss a girl?”Mas lalong lumawak ang ngisi ko nang lumakad si Josh papalapit saakin, inilapit niya ang mukha niya sa akin at ilang pulgada nalang ang namamagitan sa aming dalawa.He glanced at my lips and then gently cupped my chin, tilting it up. The touch of his hand made my heartbeat accelerate even more. I feel excitement. Hahalikan na niya
Napansin ko ang pagtingin ni Meredith kay Josh, napatingin din ang lalaki sa kanya at lumawak ang ngiti ng babae. “È lei quella di cui stai parlando, amore?” (Is she the one you’re talking about, love?) She asked, brows furrowed but then she smirked.Napataas naman ang kilay ko sa sinabi ng babae. What? Pinaguusapan ba nila ako? And ano daw? Kinukwento ako ni Josh sa kanya? Bakit niya naman gagawin iyon e, hindi nga halos lumalapit sa akin. Ayokong umasa ano! Teka ba, isang Erato Adeline Devin? Aasa? Aasa lang ang nag-iisang Erato kung magiging square na ang mundo! Hmp!“Ano daw pinag-uusapan, Era? Hindi ko sila gets.” bulong ni Rian sa akin tsaka napanguso kaya napatawa ako nang mahina.“Ang ganda ko raw.” sagot ko, habang tawang-tawa parin.Napataas naman ang kilay ni Rian at hinampas ako sa braso. “Hindi nakakatuwa.” sagot niya, tsaka napanguso.Inirapan ko nalang siya. Alam naman kasi ni Rian na marunong akong mag Italian kaya napatanong siya sa akin.Lumapit si Josh kay Meredith t
Nagising nalang ako na nasa isang kwarto. This is not my room. Where could I be? I am not even familiar with it. Ano bang nangyari?Nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa kamay ko nang mapaupo ako sa kama. Shit. This can’t be! I have an upcoming cheer dance competition! Napangiwi ako nang makita kong namumula pa iyon. Damn that guy! I swear I will kill him once I see him again!“You’re awake.”I nearly jumped out of bed at the sound of Josh’s deep, husky voice. Damn it, Bakit kailangang manggulat?! My heart was pounding, and as I took in my surroundings, the realization hit me. Wait a second... Is this his room? Bakit niya naman ako dadalhin dito, e iwas nga siya sa akin? Wait! Magpapatikim na ba siya? Then, a mischievous grin started to creep across my face. Was this it? Was Josh finally going to make a move?I glanced at him, trying to gauge his expression, wondering if this was the moment I’d been waiting for. My mind raced with every possible scenario, each one more daring than the last. I co
Josh arrived and seated beside me, but I didn’t even bother to look. Wala lang ako sa mood—lalo na kung sa kanya lang din. Napansin rin iyon ni Rian kaya ang gaga, palagi akong inaasar. Isama pa ang pangangasar niya sa tuwing lalapitan ako ni Timothy para ayain minsan sa lunch, o hindi kaya mag-date after class. But sorry siya, I don’t do dates. I'm really not into a relationship. And speaking of the devil. “Era, are you free after class?” he asked like a child.Napataas ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya na kaagad ding kumunot. “I don’t know. I have my practice after class and,” napatingin ako kay Josh na mukhang hindi naman nakikinig saamin.Hindi ko naman sinabi na may lessons kami ngayong lunes kaya okay lang naman atang sumama kay Tim. Muli akong napatingin kay Timothy na nag-aantay ng sagot ko.“Why?” I asked.Humarap naman si Rian saamin. “Go na ‘yan. Kunin mo na ang bestfriend ko, Tim,”singit niya pa at pinagtatabuyan pa ako ng bruha. ‘Di ba? Sinong hindi maasar kapag ganyan ang bes
“Niente di cui preoccuparsi, mia regina. Ti proteggerò a tutti i costi.”“Niente di cui preoccuparsi, mia regina. Ti proteggerò a tutti i costi.”“Niente di cui preoccuparsi, mia regina. Ti proteggerò a tutti i costi.”“Niente di cui preoccuparsi, mia regina. Ti proteggerò a tutti i costi.”Halos mabaliw na ako kakaulit ng katagang iyon sa isip ko. “Nothing to worry about? Saan? Tapos ano daw, my queen? What about the Ti proteggero a tutti i costi? Poprotektahan?! Saan?!” Inis na inis akong pagulong-gulong sa kama ko dahil hindi ko talaga siya ma-gets! Nakakabaliw.“Ahhh!” Napatili ako nang biglang bumukas ang pintuan ng kwarto ko at nakadungaw doon si Mel na may green na face mask sa mukha.“Melpomene!” Irritableng tawag ko sa kanyang pangalan. Muntikan ko pang mabato ng unan dahil sa gulat.Natawa naman ang babae tsaka tinanggal ang mask sa mukha, nilukot at itinapon sa basurahan na nasa gilid ng study desk ko.“Kanina ka pa sigaw ng sigaw d’yan, Era. Rinig na rinig ko sa kwarto ko
My day would be normal just like the other days, but not until Meredith keeps on clinging to us. She’s too clingy. Too talkative—in Italian, since she can’t understand and speak English. Nganga naman si Rian habang nagsasalita ang babae. And I can’t help but get annoyed. Paano, pagsasama lang naman nila ni Josh ang bukambibig ng babae. Nakakairita, na kulang nalang ay sakalin ko siya para mapatahimik.“Ano daw sabi, Era?” Lutang na sabi ni Rian. I just shrugged my shoulders and went out. Tinanong pa ako kung saan pupunta, kaya nasagot ko siya, “Hihipak.” Hindi na sumama ang babae dahil ayaw na ayaw niya ang amoy ng sigarilyo.I was so frustrated that I couldn't understand why. Nasa likod ako ng abandonadong building para hindi ako mahuli ng mga officers at ng mga teachers.I was kicking the small stones around while smoking. Kawawa narin ang mga halaman kakahila ko ng mga dahon. Ganito ako sa tuwing naiinis ako. Lalo na kapag hindi ko mawari kung bakit. Am I really in love with hi