Filled with curiosity, I asked again "Who is Samaria, Austin?" | pressed further. He lifted his gaze, eyes filled with hatred and aggression. His expression warned me that his next actions would be regrettable."Never fucking say her name again!" He growls making me flinch backwards. My heart beating out of my rib cage, I gulped the heavy lump that formed in my throat. Why is he acting this way? What is wrong with saying her name? "Don’t you dare fucking say that name again!" He repeats as aggression boosts in his eyes. I quickly nod agreeing with him.I don’t know but I feel like she did something to him. Maybe something that still burns his heart. I wait for a second for him to cool down before I speak "Austin and just wanted to-""Shut up!" He thundered cutting me off "Just shut the fuck up!" His eyes darkened in anger as he roared "Do not dare fucking say a word about her."I quickly nod again and don’t say a word as I take in his reaction. I don’t think I should be arguing wi
~ AUSTIN’S POVAs we stepped out of the room, Jacob took me to my study room where he helped me sit on the chair. He opens the cabinet and starts searching every corner of it. "Where is it?" He asks referring to my pills."I don’t know," I shrug. "Where is it Austin? You need them so tell me where it is?" He inquires "I don’t need them. I am fine." I said trying to compose my breathing. I can’t breathe well. "Austin just tell me where it is!" He yells "I-" I exhale trying to keep breathing. "I ca- can’t breathe""Hold on and tell me where the pills are," Panic laced through his voice. I open my mouth to speak but clasp it shut as I become unable to speak. I struggle with my breathing before I finally muster the energy to speak "L- last cabinet by t-the left side," I said. He quickly opened the cabinet, threw out the files inside it, and brought out a pill bottle. He took two pills out of the bottle before handing it to me along with a glass of water. "Take it." He insists.I gro
~ BELLA’S POVJacob is lying to me. I don’t buy any of his claims. It's clear that he is trying to hide something because his story doesn't align with what actually happened. I saw it with my own eyes, and there's no way Austin's wolf could have been out of control. There's got to be something Austin and Jacob are hiding but, what could it be? "We need to dig deeper to find out!" Kim tells me "I know but how? No one is saying anything." I respond "How about the maids?""That’s a total waste of time, nobody is gonna say anything no matter how I try to get them to talk. All of them are under restrictions except…." I trail off when a sudden idea rings in my head. Jacob.I can use Jacob. I mean he knows everything and he seems friendly to me so maybe I can get him to say something. I know he won’t like it but I have no other options right now. "I don’t know about that. I don’t think it’s not a good idea. Jacob will be pissed when he finds out," Kim said "I know but do we have any ot
~ AUSTIN’S POVI was tangled in the sheets and blankets, lying on my stomach with a pillow covering my head. I lifted my elbow slightly making the pillow tumble over. My eyes squinted as the sun shone through the curtains making me groan and lay my head back on the bed. I slowly turned over to my back, my arm reaching over to rest over my head to create a shade for my eyes. This is the worst sleep I have ever had. I am so uncomfortable and everything hurts, my back, my neck, my arm- what kind of mattress is this?I whine rolling over to the other side of the bed. I seriously have to change this mattress, it’s as hard as a rock. Suddenly, my alarm starts to go on and off blabbing the most irritating sound ever. Nothing seems right today, first the mattress and now this. Fuck it! I seriously need to change the sound of this. It’s practically ripped my ears off! I fumbled to turn it off, but it just kept going. I tried and tried to turn off the blasted alarm, but it was like it had a
~ BELLA’S POVOne week, one month checked. Four months and three weeks to go. How bad could this possibly get? I am sitting on the couch knitting with Austin in the room, he is busy working on his laptop. Now I know what you all must be wondering, and the answer to your wonders is yes- I have moved on. It’s been a week since the incident and I am beginning to forget about it and adjust to the fact that Austin is a psycho who can kill me anytime, anywhere but besides, that can only happen if I say something that will trigger him into lashing out on me. I glance at Austin like I do every single minute to check if he is still busy or is thinking of how to hurt me, don’t blame me if I am too careful for my safety. Noticing that he is still working, I continue knitting. I am knitting a sweater for Layla. Her birthday is coming up in two weeks and since I don’t have any money to buy her a present, I decided to make something for her instead. As I was knitting, there was a knock on the do
The kiss was soft and teasing, coming together and drifting apart, his tongue playfully gliding over mine and his hands playing around with my hair as I felt his erection press against my stomach.Austin brings his body closer to me and I look up to see the desire in his eyes. He leans in and his lips brush mine, softly, delicately, like butterfly wings, just long enough that I could inhale his breath, feel the warmth of his skin, and the taste amazing flavor of his mouth.Austin broke the kiss and palmed my face. "Forget whatever I said before, you are freaking beautiful." I smiled at him. I always had a feeling that he didn’t mean what he said about my body. Deep down I knew he just said it so he could hurt me. "You think so?" I ask wanting to confirm my suspicions "I know so." With that, he leans in and presses his lips against mine in a gentle and soft way. He moves his mouth against mine as he nips my bottom lip before pulling away. "You’re perfect, just the way you are." He s
~ AUSTIN’S POVThe sun was shining bright as it shaded its rays through the window and directly on my face. My face glittered as my eyeballs began to move around adjusting to the brightness of the room. I slowly opened my eyes smiling all the way through. I am undoubtedly on the most comfortable bed. I laid on my back while Bella was wrapped around me. Her arm slung across my stomach and her head was below mine as she faced towards me. Our legs were tangled together mixed in with the thin grey top sheet.I smiled to myself as I looked over to see Bella sleeping peacefully, softly snoring; she looked so cute. I lifted my hand to move some hair that had fallen onto her face. She stirred slightly, snuggling closer into me while tightening her grip. The smile on my face widens as I lean in and kiss her on her forehead. I was mesmerized by how beautiful she looked, so calm and just perfect. Bella is everything, she is unique, she is amazing, and I…. Oh my God, I slept with her. The smil
~ BELLA’S POVI hate him. I fucking hate him so much. I can not believe how foolish I am. I fell for his trap one more time, I let him have his way around me one more time. I am such a loser, I say a lot of things about him, and I always talk about how much I hate him and how much I despise his behavior but the moment he touches me, everything changes. It’s almost like I can not control myself anymore, I lose a complete sense of myself and it’s really bad. It’s killing me to know that I can not control my hormones when I am with him. Whenever Austin hurts me I pin the blame on him but right now, I’m not gonna do that because It’s not his fault, it’s my fault. I always let him do this to me. I always give him the opportunity to humiliate and insult me. I caused this for myself, If I didn’t let him touch me, none of this would have happened. He wouldn’t have hurt my feelings and I certainly won’t be so upset right now. Thinking about this, I feel like a hypocrite. I mean only hypocri