~ BELLA’S POVOne week, one month checked. Four months and three weeks to go. How bad could this possibly get? I am sitting on the couch knitting with Austin in the room, he is busy working on his laptop. Now I know what you all must be wondering, and the answer to your wonders is yes- I have moved on. It’s been a week since the incident and I am beginning to forget about it and adjust to the fact that Austin is a psycho who can kill me anytime, anywhere but besides, that can only happen if I say something that will trigger him into lashing out on me. I glance at Austin like I do every single minute to check if he is still busy or is thinking of how to hurt me, don’t blame me if I am too careful for my safety. Noticing that he is still working, I continue knitting. I am knitting a sweater for Layla. Her birthday is coming up in two weeks and since I don’t have any money to buy her a present, I decided to make something for her instead. As I was knitting, there was a knock on the do
The kiss was soft and teasing, coming together and drifting apart, his tongue playfully gliding over mine and his hands playing around with my hair as I felt his erection press against my stomach.Austin brings his body closer to me and I look up to see the desire in his eyes. He leans in and his lips brush mine, softly, delicately, like butterfly wings, just long enough that I could inhale his breath, feel the warmth of his skin, and the taste amazing flavor of his mouth.Austin broke the kiss and palmed my face. "Forget whatever I said before, you are freaking beautiful." I smiled at him. I always had a feeling that he didn’t mean what he said about my body. Deep down I knew he just said it so he could hurt me. "You think so?" I ask wanting to confirm my suspicions "I know so." With that, he leans in and presses his lips against mine in a gentle and soft way. He moves his mouth against mine as he nips my bottom lip before pulling away. "You’re perfect, just the way you are." He s
~ AUSTIN’S POVThe sun was shining bright as it shaded its rays through the window and directly on my face. My face glittered as my eyeballs began to move around adjusting to the brightness of the room. I slowly opened my eyes smiling all the way through. I am undoubtedly on the most comfortable bed. I laid on my back while Bella was wrapped around me. Her arm slung across my stomach and her head was below mine as she faced towards me. Our legs were tangled together mixed in with the thin grey top sheet.I smiled to myself as I looked over to see Bella sleeping peacefully, softly snoring; she looked so cute. I lifted my hand to move some hair that had fallen onto her face. She stirred slightly, snuggling closer into me while tightening her grip. The smile on my face widens as I lean in and kiss her on her forehead. I was mesmerized by how beautiful she looked, so calm and just perfect. Bella is everything, she is unique, she is amazing, and I…. Oh my God, I slept with her. The smil
~ BELLA’S POVI hate him. I fucking hate him so much. I can not believe how foolish I am. I fell for his trap one more time, I let him have his way around me one more time. I am such a loser, I say a lot of things about him, and I always talk about how much I hate him and how much I despise his behavior but the moment he touches me, everything changes. It’s almost like I can not control myself anymore, I lose a complete sense of myself and it’s really bad. It’s killing me to know that I can not control my hormones when I am with him. Whenever Austin hurts me I pin the blame on him but right now, I’m not gonna do that because It’s not his fault, it’s my fault. I always let him do this to me. I always give him the opportunity to humiliate and insult me. I caused this for myself, If I didn’t let him touch me, none of this would have happened. He wouldn’t have hurt my feelings and I certainly won’t be so upset right now. Thinking about this, I feel like a hypocrite. I mean only hypocri
"Come on, tell me. Just tell me one thing you like about Austin." Jacob insisted I open my mouth to speak but then hesitate and firmly shut it. Taking a sip of my heavenly drink I said "How about I say something I like about you.""Okay, but after me is Austin, agreed?""Yeah, sure whatever." I agreed with him. I wonder why he cares for me to say something nice about Austin. I mean doesn’t he know his brother, he absolutely has nothing good to talk about. "Okay then, I’m listening but I’m pretty sure that you don’t have much to say about me." He said "I actually do and for starters, I love the fact that you are nothing like Austin." I am so grateful for that, I am barely dealing with Austin, and I can’t imagine how my life would have been if Jacob was exactly like him."Wait, is that a compliment?" He asked "Of course, it is.""Really?" He inquires in disbelief "Yes, why do you look so shocked?""Because, all my life, I have been trying to be slightly as good as Austin."I scoff
~ JACOB’S POVI have been pacing around for a couple of minutes, trying to make sense of what I just did and why I did it. Clearly, I can not find any suitable explanation for that. I don’t know what was wrong with me or what got into my head...I just can't explain it. Something about being near Bella and feeling her breath on my skin, makes me go crazy. It’s almost as if everything around me fades away and I get completely captivated in that moment. It's hard to put into words, but it was a feeling I will never forget. It was like a surge of electricity running through me and as soon as our eyes met, an uncontrollable desire washed over me, urging me to embrace her and explore every inch of her with passionate kisses. I wanted her so close to me, I wanted to hold her, care for her… it’s a weird feeling but at that moment, it felt good. I wish it wasn’t a wrong feeling because I liked it; her eyes locked in mine. I wanted to control myself at that moment but just like that, my emot
~ BELLA’S POVI woke up with a pounding headache. My eyes still closed I groaned in pain as I turned around, seeking relief by burying my head in the pillow and laying on my stomach.This is the main reason why I hate drinking. It’s so frustrating and I think it has it on me because whenever I drink, I end up having the most unbearable headache no one can ever imagine. It’s so annoyingly painful and I just have to deal with it. Talk about annoying, I have no idea why the heck I am dealing with this, I mean, I didn't even drink that much, did I?I roll over and begin to drown myself in the blissful sleep I badly need but the sun shines through my window and lands its ray directly on my face forbidding me from getting that sleep. I turn away from the ray of sunshine and try to sleep but it just doesn’t happen as my alarm starts going on and off basically making me want to die. It is blaring a random song I have in my music library and just seems to be getting louder and louder. Okay,
Like always, Jacob gave me a ride to the hospital. It felt a bit strange in the car because neither of us said anything, probably to avoid mentioning what happened last night.In no time, we arrived at the hospital and as we were heading inside, I spotted Layla in a wheelchair being strolled around by a nurse. "Layla!" I exclaimed with excitement, quickly rushing to wrap my arms around her. "How is my baby doing?" I eagerly asked, pulling out of the hug."Bell, did you make the cookies?" She asked with anticipation "Really?" I questioned, "You haven’t seen me for a whole week and when you meet me you ask for cookies?""How are you Bell?" She asked with a sweet smile on her face "I am not fine. My baby sister doesn’t miss me and all she cares about is some dumb cookies." I pretend to be angry."Oh come on, Bell I’m sorry.""No, you don’t miss me, all you care about is cookies. I mean I get that you love the cookies but you would have asked me how am doing,""But I did.""Yes, you di