~ BELLA’S POVI hate him. I fucking hate him so much. I can not believe how foolish I am. I fell for his trap one more time, I let him have his way around me one more time. I am such a loser, I say a lot of things about him, and I always talk about how much I hate him and how much I despise his behavior but the moment he touches me, everything changes. It’s almost like I can not control myself anymore, I lose a complete sense of myself and it’s really bad. It’s killing me to know that I can not control my hormones when I am with him. Whenever Austin hurts me I pin the blame on him but right now, I’m not gonna do that because It’s not his fault, it’s my fault. I always let him do this to me. I always give him the opportunity to humiliate and insult me. I caused this for myself, If I didn’t let him touch me, none of this would have happened. He wouldn’t have hurt my feelings and I certainly won’t be so upset right now. Thinking about this, I feel like a hypocrite. I mean only hypocri
"Come on, tell me. Just tell me one thing you like about Austin." Jacob insisted I open my mouth to speak but then hesitate and firmly shut it. Taking a sip of my heavenly drink I said "How about I say something I like about you.""Okay, but after me is Austin, agreed?""Yeah, sure whatever." I agreed with him. I wonder why he cares for me to say something nice about Austin. I mean doesn’t he know his brother, he absolutely has nothing good to talk about. "Okay then, I’m listening but I’m pretty sure that you don’t have much to say about me." He said "I actually do and for starters, I love the fact that you are nothing like Austin." I am so grateful for that, I am barely dealing with Austin, and I can’t imagine how my life would have been if Jacob was exactly like him."Wait, is that a compliment?" He asked "Of course, it is.""Really?" He inquires in disbelief "Yes, why do you look so shocked?""Because, all my life, I have been trying to be slightly as good as Austin."I scoff
~ JACOB’S POVI have been pacing around for a couple of minutes, trying to make sense of what I just did and why I did it. Clearly, I can not find any suitable explanation for that. I don’t know what was wrong with me or what got into my head...I just can't explain it. Something about being near Bella and feeling her breath on my skin, makes me go crazy. It’s almost as if everything around me fades away and I get completely captivated in that moment. It's hard to put into words, but it was a feeling I will never forget. It was like a surge of electricity running through me and as soon as our eyes met, an uncontrollable desire washed over me, urging me to embrace her and explore every inch of her with passionate kisses. I wanted her so close to me, I wanted to hold her, care for her… it’s a weird feeling but at that moment, it felt good. I wish it wasn’t a wrong feeling because I liked it; her eyes locked in mine. I wanted to control myself at that moment but just like that, my emot
~ BELLA’S POVI woke up with a pounding headache. My eyes still closed I groaned in pain as I turned around, seeking relief by burying my head in the pillow and laying on my stomach.This is the main reason why I hate drinking. It’s so frustrating and I think it has it on me because whenever I drink, I end up having the most unbearable headache no one can ever imagine. It’s so annoyingly painful and I just have to deal with it. Talk about annoying, I have no idea why the heck I am dealing with this, I mean, I didn't even drink that much, did I?I roll over and begin to drown myself in the blissful sleep I badly need but the sun shines through my window and lands its ray directly on my face forbidding me from getting that sleep. I turn away from the ray of sunshine and try to sleep but it just doesn’t happen as my alarm starts going on and off basically making me want to die. It is blaring a random song I have in my music library and just seems to be getting louder and louder. Okay,
Like always, Jacob gave me a ride to the hospital. It felt a bit strange in the car because neither of us said anything, probably to avoid mentioning what happened last night.In no time, we arrived at the hospital and as we were heading inside, I spotted Layla in a wheelchair being strolled around by a nurse. "Layla!" I exclaimed with excitement, quickly rushing to wrap my arms around her. "How is my baby doing?" I eagerly asked, pulling out of the hug."Bell, did you make the cookies?" She asked with anticipation "Really?" I questioned, "You haven’t seen me for a whole week and when you meet me you ask for cookies?""How are you Bell?" She asked with a sweet smile on her face "I am not fine. My baby sister doesn’t miss me and all she cares about is some dumb cookies." I pretend to be angry."Oh come on, Bell I’m sorry.""No, you don’t miss me, all you care about is cookies. I mean I get that you love the cookies but you would have asked me how am doing,""But I did.""Yes, you di
Every time it's Layla's birthday, I make sure to wrap her presents in a purple wrapping paper because purple is her favorite color. It's a little way I can make her day even more special. After wrapping up the gift, I head downstairs to check on the decorations. Today is her birthday, and as Jacob promised, he is throwing her a birthday party. I don't know how he managed to convince Austin to agree to it, but I am glad he did. The party is going to be held in the palace, which surprises me because I thought Jacob would do it in the hospital garden or something like that, but this is even better. As I head downstairs, I see the beautiful purple streamers and balloons. The decorators are still finishing up, but the room already looks so pretty."You like it?" I hear Jacob's voice behind me. Confused, I turn to look at Jacob and ask, "Huh? What are you talking about?" Jacob smiles and gestures towards the decorations. "I mean the decorations. Do you like how it turned out?" I glanc
Nora, the incredibly talented makeup artist, had just finished transforming my look, and let me tell you, I am absolutely stunned! I have to admit, I couldn't help but feel a bit amazed at how different and beautiful I look.She truly worked her magic on me!My hair is styled in these amazing, big, voluminous curls, and my makeup is flawless too. You couldn't see a single blemish, and my eyeshadow and eyelashes were on point.I truly feel pretty today. When I tried on that dress, I felt like a princess. But if I am being honest, deep down, I think I would have loved a simple floral dress even more. There is something about the delicate patterns and natural beauty of florals that really speaks to me."Do you love the makeover Queen Bella?" Nora asked me pulling me out of my thoughts.I turn away from the mirror and respond to her "Yes I do, thank you so much."She bows in response "You are most welcome Queen Bella.""Please call me Bella." I insist. Addressing me as Queen Bella or Lun
There is definitely something up with Austin. Just by looking at his face, I can tell it's not good news. "What’s going on? Why did Austin just leave?" I ask Jacob "I have no idea." He shrugs in response "Come on I know you know so tell me. What is happening with Austin? Did something bad happen to him?" I ask concern. With the look on Austin's face, I instantly felt like something was going on and it’s not a good thing. Not to mention that Jacob has that same look on his face."Nothing bad happened to him, you don’t have to worry," Jacob says but I don’t seem to believe it."But then why did he leave like that?" I inquire "I’m not really sure. He didn’t tell me much." He replies. "Ohh." I say savoring his response "But I still think something is off. Maybe you should go after him and check if everything is alright." I suggest "Since when did you start caring about Austin?" He asks "I’m just being real here. I mean, didn’t you see the look on his face, it’s so obvious that so
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~ AUSTIN’S POV Just like every single night, this scene keeps playing over and over in my head; a nightmare. It's etched in there, haunting me like the sound of a thunderstorm that won't let up. I can see it vividly, like a movie playing in my head. Jacob, he's there, begging for mercy. His voice and pleads are dancing in my ears, echoing and lingering. I wish I could do something to help him, I wish I could rush in and save him, hold him close, and tell him that everything's gonna be alright. But I'm stuck. It's like I'm frozen in time, unable to change what will happen no matter how much I try. I can see the killer attacking Jacob, he isn’t saying anything but his silence scares me. I watch him take slow steps closer to Jacob like a lion ready to prey. Though I can’t see his face, I can tell that he is dangerously aggressive. From his moves to his body to the shape bloody axe he is holding; it all screams danger and death. My heart immediately starts to race a mile a minute as
"Layla, are you done getting ready?" I ask, stepping out of my room. "Yes and I'm right here," she replies with her cute little voice, peeking out from the corner. I turn to look at her, and my eyes light up with delight at her appearance. "Wow, you look absolutely stunning!" I exclaim, unable to hide my admiration. "Thanks, Bell! I really love this dress. It's definitely the best Christmas gift ever," she says, her face beaming with joy as I wrap my arms around her. As we pull away, I can't help but smile. "Oh, silly girl!" I cup her face "The dress is just a present, not your actual Christmas gift. That's waiting for you under the tree." "Really? Can I open it now?" she asks eagerly, her excitement palpable. "No, sweetheart. We have to wait until after dinner," I reply, trying to contain her impatience. "Okay," she says, though her tone hints at her eagerness to tear into the presents. She's always like this when it comes to Christmas gifts. As we descend the stairs, I feel L
~ BELLA’S POVThose weeks seemed to pass by in a blur, and little by little, I felt my heart and soul healing. The pain and confusion I once felt about why Samaria tried to hurt me started to fade away. It finally clicked in my mind that she did it because she wanted to be with Austin. I can understand her perspective, but I can't help but think that her approach was completely wrong and unacceptable.If she had just talked to me, she would have known that my heart never throbbed for Austin. He's always been just a friend to me, nothing more than that. It's frustrating to think that if she had followed the right path, she could have had Austin without causing all this unnecessary pain. But alas, she didn't realize it.A lot has changed in the past few weeks, and I've noticed some interesting things. Layla has been doing so much better lately. She's not spending all her time sleeping anymore, which is a huge relief. And as for Austin, he seems to be a lot happier overall. But there are
Samaria stood in front of me, her eyes fixed on mine, waiting for a response. I tried to meet her gaze, but something held me back. Was it because I still had feelings for her, or was it just my own anxiety getting in the way?"I don't love you anymore," I say, looking into her eyes. It's hard to believe I actually said it, but strangely, I don't feel as anxious as I thought I would. It's like my heart knows it's the truth and it feels liberating to finally be honest."No!" she shakes her head, refusing to accept it. "You're lying to me. I can't believe this.""You have to leave now. I don't have time for this," I inform her, trying to be firm."No, you can't just tell me to leave, Austin. You need me," she insists."I don't need you," I reply, my tone resolute."Yes, you do. You need me," she repeats, holding on to hope."The door is that way, please," I point towards the exit, choosing to ignore her plea."I can't leave, especially when you need me," she says."For the love of God,
~ AUSTIN’S POVSamaria is definitely behind this. She has to be the one who tried to drug Bella, it only makes sense that way because she was the only one present there and she had the pill bottle with her. I am not so sure of this but I find it very much believable that she can do something of such. She’s done a similar thing in the past so I won’t be that much surprised if she tried to do it again. I have been constantly thinking about this and I want to let it slide but at the same time, I can’t. It’s hard to let go of a matter that is more of a life-and-death situation. Samaria must have been fully aware of the purpose and effects of the medication to intentionally use it on Bella.Leaning against the chair, I try to reason it, all pieces of this situation tell me how badly Samaria is behind this. I mean, first, she gets extremely upset at Bella for no particular reason and then suddenly she tries to get to know her better…. I knew something was off the moment Bella told me that
~ AUSTIN’S POVI have done a lot of thinking and I believe this is best for me. I just have to do it no matter how hard it is or how much it’s going to hurt me. I know this is going to be extremely tough but I believe I can handle it. I have dealt with so many tough things and even though I know that this won’t be easy, I believe I can do it. I have spent years being in constant pain, just trying to strive and be myself. I think that everything will be fine if I just go back to Samaria. She has always been the one my heart desires and maybe, just maybe her words are true and she wants to be back together. I know it's a long shot and I've said in the past that I don't want to be with her, but the truth is, my heart yearns for her. Every part of me is calling out her name, and all I can think about is spending the rest of my life with her.I thought of letting her go and just be with Bella but what if Bella doesn’t want to be with me? What if she wants to be with someone else? I mean B
~ AUSTIN’S POVI'm feeling super overwhelmed with all these thoughts and emotions flooding my brain. It's like my mind is running a marathon, going a mile a minute! And the craziest part is that I can't seem to control my own thoughts. It's like they have a mind of their own, trying to take over the little space in my head.And it only gets more confusing and complicated because, for some reason, Jacob keeps popping into my head, and that's so out of the blue because I usually never think about him. I try my best to keep him out of my mind to avoid getting hurt, but it's like he's on repeat in my thoughts and I can't hit the pause button. It's driving me nuts. I wish I had a magic trick to make those thoughts disappear, but unfortunately, I'm still figuring it out myself.It's been a tough week for me, and I didn't make it to the cemetery to meet Jacob because of all these negative thoughts clouding my mind. It's so strange how my thoughts keep circling back to Jacob, even though I ca
I've got every little detail meticulously planned out. It's going to be absolutely flawless, without a single blunder. I am determined to make sure everything goes smoothly so I can end this once and for all. I really need to put an end to this madness so Bella and I can have the perfect peace we deserve.I am pretty sure that I sound like a bad sister but trust me, I’m not the bad sister, Bella is. She is the one who is trying to take my man away from me. She is the one that trying to impose hateful comments about me on Austin. She is the one that ruined my life and now, I am going to make her feel the same. The only difference is that it won’t hurt as much as it did to me. I've got my plan intact in mind to ensure Bella rests in perfect peace before Austin returns home. After doing some research, I discovered that taking that large amount of pills would lead to death, but it takes time for them to take effect. All I am wishing now is for Austin to not come back before then, as I don