Days passed by like a blur and Layla seemed to be getting better. I get to see her once a week which is not something she is happy about nor I am but at least she’s gradually getting comfortable there not to mention they moved her to another room with a another patient in it who seems to be very nice to her. I’m just glad she’s not totally alone there. Speaking of not being alone, I got my wolf, Kim back. It’s not something I’m very excited about but I’m not gonna lie, I kind of missed her and I feel like things would have been much better for me if I had been able to connect to her anytime I wanted. It’s so peculiar how I don’t have the normal ability all werewolves have; to connect to their wolf. Even though Kim is back, I think she won’t stay for long. Today or next the connection will break. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I don’t have that unbreakable deep connection with my wolf. On some days I can easily talk and relate to her but on other days, I can’t. Maybe it’s bec
I woke up to a familiar sensation of being crushed, I wriggled and pushed my shoulder backward. Austin slightly shifted his weight off me before he went around and spooned me from behind, breathing deeply into the back of my hair. I groan as his heavy arm draped over me, pinning my arms to my chest as he held my hand tightly, our fingers interlaced, and his leg was slung casually over mine.Austin really needs to work on the way he sleeps. This is the fifth time in a row he’s doing this and it’s really starting to make me uncomfortable. I just don’t understand why he can’t stay on his own side of the bed without turning around to my side. He lets out a soft snore as he breathes heavily into my hair. I roll my eyes in annoyance as the ray of sunlight peeps through the window and flashes directly on my face. The alarm I set last night starts to ring and I immediately reach to grab and turn it off. Am I the only one who sets an alarm but hates the ring sound of it? Probably not. Turin
Filled with curiosity, I asked again "Who is Samaria, Austin?" | pressed further. He lifted his gaze, eyes filled with hatred and aggression. His expression warned me that his next actions would be regrettable."Never fucking say her name again!" He growls making me flinch backwards. My heart beating out of my rib cage, I gulped the heavy lump that formed in my throat. Why is he acting this way? What is wrong with saying her name? "Don’t you dare fucking say that name again!" He repeats as aggression boosts in his eyes. I quickly nod agreeing with him.I don’t know but I feel like she did something to him. Maybe something that still burns his heart. I wait for a second for him to cool down before I speak "Austin and just wanted to-""Shut up!" He thundered cutting me off "Just shut the fuck up!" His eyes darkened in anger as he roared "Do not dare fucking say a word about her."I quickly nod again and don’t say a word as I take in his reaction. I don’t think I should be arguing wi
~ AUSTIN’S POVAs we stepped out of the room, Jacob took me to my study room where he helped me sit on the chair. He opens the cabinet and starts searching every corner of it. "Where is it?" He asks referring to my pills."I don’t know," I shrug. "Where is it Austin? You need them so tell me where it is?" He inquires "I don’t need them. I am fine." I said trying to compose my breathing. I can’t breathe well. "Austin just tell me where it is!" He yells "I-" I exhale trying to keep breathing. "I ca- can’t breathe""Hold on and tell me where the pills are," Panic laced through his voice. I open my mouth to speak but clasp it shut as I become unable to speak. I struggle with my breathing before I finally muster the energy to speak "L- last cabinet by t-the left side," I said. He quickly opened the cabinet, threw out the files inside it, and brought out a pill bottle. He took two pills out of the bottle before handing it to me along with a glass of water. "Take it." He insists.I gro
~ BELLA’S POVJacob is lying to me. I don’t buy any of his claims. It's clear that he is trying to hide something because his story doesn't align with what actually happened. I saw it with my own eyes, and there's no way Austin's wolf could have been out of control. There's got to be something Austin and Jacob are hiding but, what could it be? "We need to dig deeper to find out!" Kim tells me "I know but how? No one is saying anything." I respond "How about the maids?""That’s a total waste of time, nobody is gonna say anything no matter how I try to get them to talk. All of them are under restrictions except…." I trail off when a sudden idea rings in my head. Jacob.I can use Jacob. I mean he knows everything and he seems friendly to me so maybe I can get him to say something. I know he won’t like it but I have no other options right now. "I don’t know about that. I don’t think it’s not a good idea. Jacob will be pissed when he finds out," Kim said "I know but do we have any ot
~ AUSTIN’S POVI was tangled in the sheets and blankets, lying on my stomach with a pillow covering my head. I lifted my elbow slightly making the pillow tumble over. My eyes squinted as the sun shone through the curtains making me groan and lay my head back on the bed. I slowly turned over to my back, my arm reaching over to rest over my head to create a shade for my eyes. This is the worst sleep I have ever had. I am so uncomfortable and everything hurts, my back, my neck, my arm- what kind of mattress is this?I whine rolling over to the other side of the bed. I seriously have to change this mattress, it’s as hard as a rock. Suddenly, my alarm starts to go on and off blabbing the most irritating sound ever. Nothing seems right today, first the mattress and now this. Fuck it! I seriously need to change the sound of this. It’s practically ripped my ears off! I fumbled to turn it off, but it just kept going. I tried and tried to turn off the blasted alarm, but it was like it had a
~ BELLA’S POVOne week, one month checked. Four months and three weeks to go. How bad could this possibly get? I am sitting on the couch knitting with Austin in the room, he is busy working on his laptop. Now I know what you all must be wondering, and the answer to your wonders is yes- I have moved on. It’s been a week since the incident and I am beginning to forget about it and adjust to the fact that Austin is a psycho who can kill me anytime, anywhere but besides, that can only happen if I say something that will trigger him into lashing out on me. I glance at Austin like I do every single minute to check if he is still busy or is thinking of how to hurt me, don’t blame me if I am too careful for my safety. Noticing that he is still working, I continue knitting. I am knitting a sweater for Layla. Her birthday is coming up in two weeks and since I don’t have any money to buy her a present, I decided to make something for her instead. As I was knitting, there was a knock on the do
The kiss was soft and teasing, coming together and drifting apart, his tongue playfully gliding over mine and his hands playing around with my hair as I felt his erection press against my stomach.Austin brings his body closer to me and I look up to see the desire in his eyes. He leans in and his lips brush mine, softly, delicately, like butterfly wings, just long enough that I could inhale his breath, feel the warmth of his skin, and the taste amazing flavor of his mouth.Austin broke the kiss and palmed my face. "Forget whatever I said before, you are freaking beautiful." I smiled at him. I always had a feeling that he didn’t mean what he said about my body. Deep down I knew he just said it so he could hurt me. "You think so?" I ask wanting to confirm my suspicions "I know so." With that, he leans in and presses his lips against mine in a gentle and soft way. He moves his mouth against mine as he nips my bottom lip before pulling away. "You’re perfect, just the way you are." He s