"You heard me, take your fucking clothes off. And whatsoever you do with Matt you are gonna do it with me. Right here, right now."I think my ears just failed me because what I just heard seemed to be false. Austin won’t tell me to do that, would he? He doesn’t think of me as a slut, does he? He can’t be this cruel to tell me to do something like that, can he? It’s probably my ears, I didn't hear him well."Do I have to repeat myself or what? Take off your fucking clothes!" He growls making me jump a little.I always underestimate Austin. I did hear him, right? He said what I heard. He wants me to take off my clothes so he……. No, I can’t do that. I can’t even think about doing that with him. He just has to think of something but I can’t do that. "Austin I can’t-""Take it off or I will rip it off myself." He says cutting me off Is he serious right now? I know I broke the rule but that doesn’t mean he will tell me to do something like this, does it?"I- I can’t," I say shaking my he
~ AUSTIN’S POVThe next day….I had to teach Bella a lesson she will never forget. Breaking the rule is one thing but cheating on me and lying about it is another. I don’t regret what I did, in fact, I am happy that I did that. Bella needed to know that she couldn’t cheat on me and get away with it. She needed to know that with each rule she broke, she would have to face consequences for it, and cheating on me was way too far. I have been cheated on numerous times, and during those times I was blindly in love but not anymore. My eyes are wildly open now and I can not be fooled again. Now that Bella has learned a valuable lesson, she knows how much I take my rules seriously; I do not joke around with them or with her. Although, I am not very proud of what I said to her. I should have held my anger but I just couldn’t. It is hard to hold back something that’s eating you up. I just had to say something before I left and as usual, I didn’t think before I spoke. I just blabbered out the f
~ BELLA’S POVI am done letting my emotions take the best of me. I am done feeling sorry for myself. I am done acting like the victim. I am done being weak and stupid. And most importantly I am done shedding tears because of someone undeserving. Last night was different from all the other nights I’ve spent here. I couldn’t sleep, not only because of Austin but because of everything that happened. I would have considered yesterday to be the worst day of my life but with Austin being in my life, I think I will have days worse than that. Speaking of Austin, he didn’t come back to the room last night not that I care but I am just curious why he didn’t. I have a feeling he didn’t come back because he went looking for Matt probably because the punishment he gave me wasn’t enough to cool his stupid aggression. After what Austin did to me last night, I was devastated and wanted to wash off every single part of him that hurt me, so I decided to clean myself up. And while I was in the bathro
I am trying to put two in two together but it’s giving me a hard time and I am losing my mind. I just can’t figure it out, I mean I have already agreed to my thoughts that Samaria is Austin’s ex-girlfriend but what I don’t seem to understand is how Uncle Martin knows about her.The statement he made in Austin’s study room got me even more confused. He confidently said he has known both of us his entire life and that we are birds from the same species. That sentence got me thinking about what he meant by that. I have known Uncle Martin almost my entire life but I have never encountered a time he mentioned someone named Samaria or even introduced me to someone with that name. I feel like I am missing something from this information. There is something I didn’t pay attention to but what? I stand up from the couch where I was sitting earlier, as I pace back and forth. Uncle Martin knows Austin and with how Austin was interacting with him, I can tell that they have known each other for
Jacob and I arrived at the hospital and the receptionist directed me to Layla’s room while Jacob decided to wait for me in the waiting area. "Bella." Layla says once I step my foot into the room. Her voice is soft and calm. A smile spreads across my face and I immediately go to wrap my arms around her. I missed her voice so much. That was all I had been waiting to hear, the sweet melody of her voice."Layla, I missed you so much." I kiss her forehead warping my arms around her again. I never want to let her go out of my arms. I miss hugging her and feeling her warmth. "Where have you been?" She softly asks as she pulls out of the hug. "I was at home but now I’m here." I caress her hair. I know I shouldn’t have left her alone here, she probably got very scared when she woke up and didn’t see anyone familiar around her. "You said you were going to stay with me." She says "I know, but I..." I stop talking when I see tears streaming down her face."What?" I tug her hair away from her
Days passed by like a blur and Layla seemed to be getting better. I get to see her once a week which is not something she is happy about nor I am but at least she’s gradually getting comfortable there not to mention they moved her to another room with a another patient in it who seems to be very nice to her. I’m just glad she’s not totally alone there. Speaking of not being alone, I got my wolf, Kim back. It’s not something I’m very excited about but I’m not gonna lie, I kind of missed her and I feel like things would have been much better for me if I had been able to connect to her anytime I wanted. It’s so peculiar how I don’t have the normal ability all werewolves have; to connect to their wolf. Even though Kim is back, I think she won’t stay for long. Today or next the connection will break. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I don’t have that unbreakable deep connection with my wolf. On some days I can easily talk and relate to her but on other days, I can’t. Maybe it’s bec
I woke up to a familiar sensation of being crushed, I wriggled and pushed my shoulder backward. Austin slightly shifted his weight off me before he went around and spooned me from behind, breathing deeply into the back of my hair. I groan as his heavy arm draped over me, pinning my arms to my chest as he held my hand tightly, our fingers interlaced, and his leg was slung casually over mine.Austin really needs to work on the way he sleeps. This is the fifth time in a row he’s doing this and it’s really starting to make me uncomfortable. I just don’t understand why he can’t stay on his own side of the bed without turning around to my side. He lets out a soft snore as he breathes heavily into my hair. I roll my eyes in annoyance as the ray of sunlight peeps through the window and flashes directly on my face. The alarm I set last night starts to ring and I immediately reach to grab and turn it off. Am I the only one who sets an alarm but hates the ring sound of it? Probably not. Turin
Filled with curiosity, I asked again "Who is Samaria, Austin?" | pressed further. He lifted his gaze, eyes filled with hatred and aggression. His expression warned me that his next actions would be regrettable."Never fucking say her name again!" He growls making me flinch backwards. My heart beating out of my rib cage, I gulped the heavy lump that formed in my throat. Why is he acting this way? What is wrong with saying her name? "Don’t you dare fucking say that name again!" He repeats as aggression boosts in his eyes. I quickly nod agreeing with him.I don’t know but I feel like she did something to him. Maybe something that still burns his heart. I wait for a second for him to cool down before I speak "Austin and just wanted to-""Shut up!" He thundered cutting me off "Just shut the fuck up!" His eyes darkened in anger as he roared "Do not dare fucking say a word about her."I quickly nod again and don’t say a word as I take in his reaction. I don’t think I should be arguing wi
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~ AUSTIN’S POV Just like every single night, this scene keeps playing over and over in my head; a nightmare. It's etched in there, haunting me like the sound of a thunderstorm that won't let up. I can see it vividly, like a movie playing in my head. Jacob, he's there, begging for mercy. His voice and pleads are dancing in my ears, echoing and lingering. I wish I could do something to help him, I wish I could rush in and save him, hold him close, and tell him that everything's gonna be alright. But I'm stuck. It's like I'm frozen in time, unable to change what will happen no matter how much I try. I can see the killer attacking Jacob, he isn’t saying anything but his silence scares me. I watch him take slow steps closer to Jacob like a lion ready to prey. Though I can’t see his face, I can tell that he is dangerously aggressive. From his moves to his body to the shape bloody axe he is holding; it all screams danger and death. My heart immediately starts to race a mile a minute as
"Layla, are you done getting ready?" I ask, stepping out of my room. "Yes and I'm right here," she replies with her cute little voice, peeking out from the corner. I turn to look at her, and my eyes light up with delight at her appearance. "Wow, you look absolutely stunning!" I exclaim, unable to hide my admiration. "Thanks, Bell! I really love this dress. It's definitely the best Christmas gift ever," she says, her face beaming with joy as I wrap my arms around her. As we pull away, I can't help but smile. "Oh, silly girl!" I cup her face "The dress is just a present, not your actual Christmas gift. That's waiting for you under the tree." "Really? Can I open it now?" she asks eagerly, her excitement palpable. "No, sweetheart. We have to wait until after dinner," I reply, trying to contain her impatience. "Okay," she says, though her tone hints at her eagerness to tear into the presents. She's always like this when it comes to Christmas gifts. As we descend the stairs, I feel L
~ BELLA’S POVThose weeks seemed to pass by in a blur, and little by little, I felt my heart and soul healing. The pain and confusion I once felt about why Samaria tried to hurt me started to fade away. It finally clicked in my mind that she did it because she wanted to be with Austin. I can understand her perspective, but I can't help but think that her approach was completely wrong and unacceptable.If she had just talked to me, she would have known that my heart never throbbed for Austin. He's always been just a friend to me, nothing more than that. It's frustrating to think that if she had followed the right path, she could have had Austin without causing all this unnecessary pain. But alas, she didn't realize it.A lot has changed in the past few weeks, and I've noticed some interesting things. Layla has been doing so much better lately. She's not spending all her time sleeping anymore, which is a huge relief. And as for Austin, he seems to be a lot happier overall. But there are
Samaria stood in front of me, her eyes fixed on mine, waiting for a response. I tried to meet her gaze, but something held me back. Was it because I still had feelings for her, or was it just my own anxiety getting in the way?"I don't love you anymore," I say, looking into her eyes. It's hard to believe I actually said it, but strangely, I don't feel as anxious as I thought I would. It's like my heart knows it's the truth and it feels liberating to finally be honest."No!" she shakes her head, refusing to accept it. "You're lying to me. I can't believe this.""You have to leave now. I don't have time for this," I inform her, trying to be firm."No, you can't just tell me to leave, Austin. You need me," she insists."I don't need you," I reply, my tone resolute."Yes, you do. You need me," she repeats, holding on to hope."The door is that way, please," I point towards the exit, choosing to ignore her plea."I can't leave, especially when you need me," she says."For the love of God,
~ AUSTIN’S POVSamaria is definitely behind this. She has to be the one who tried to drug Bella, it only makes sense that way because she was the only one present there and she had the pill bottle with her. I am not so sure of this but I find it very much believable that she can do something of such. She’s done a similar thing in the past so I won’t be that much surprised if she tried to do it again. I have been constantly thinking about this and I want to let it slide but at the same time, I can’t. It’s hard to let go of a matter that is more of a life-and-death situation. Samaria must have been fully aware of the purpose and effects of the medication to intentionally use it on Bella.Leaning against the chair, I try to reason it, all pieces of this situation tell me how badly Samaria is behind this. I mean, first, she gets extremely upset at Bella for no particular reason and then suddenly she tries to get to know her better…. I knew something was off the moment Bella told me that
~ AUSTIN’S POVI have done a lot of thinking and I believe this is best for me. I just have to do it no matter how hard it is or how much it’s going to hurt me. I know this is going to be extremely tough but I believe I can handle it. I have dealt with so many tough things and even though I know that this won’t be easy, I believe I can do it. I have spent years being in constant pain, just trying to strive and be myself. I think that everything will be fine if I just go back to Samaria. She has always been the one my heart desires and maybe, just maybe her words are true and she wants to be back together. I know it's a long shot and I've said in the past that I don't want to be with her, but the truth is, my heart yearns for her. Every part of me is calling out her name, and all I can think about is spending the rest of my life with her.I thought of letting her go and just be with Bella but what if Bella doesn’t want to be with me? What if she wants to be with someone else? I mean B
~ AUSTIN’S POVI'm feeling super overwhelmed with all these thoughts and emotions flooding my brain. It's like my mind is running a marathon, going a mile a minute! And the craziest part is that I can't seem to control my own thoughts. It's like they have a mind of their own, trying to take over the little space in my head.And it only gets more confusing and complicated because, for some reason, Jacob keeps popping into my head, and that's so out of the blue because I usually never think about him. I try my best to keep him out of my mind to avoid getting hurt, but it's like he's on repeat in my thoughts and I can't hit the pause button. It's driving me nuts. I wish I had a magic trick to make those thoughts disappear, but unfortunately, I'm still figuring it out myself.It's been a tough week for me, and I didn't make it to the cemetery to meet Jacob because of all these negative thoughts clouding my mind. It's so strange how my thoughts keep circling back to Jacob, even though I ca
I've got every little detail meticulously planned out. It's going to be absolutely flawless, without a single blunder. I am determined to make sure everything goes smoothly so I can end this once and for all. I really need to put an end to this madness so Bella and I can have the perfect peace we deserve.I am pretty sure that I sound like a bad sister but trust me, I’m not the bad sister, Bella is. She is the one who is trying to take my man away from me. She is the one that trying to impose hateful comments about me on Austin. She is the one that ruined my life and now, I am going to make her feel the same. The only difference is that it won’t hurt as much as it did to me. I've got my plan intact in mind to ensure Bella rests in perfect peace before Austin returns home. After doing some research, I discovered that taking that large amount of pills would lead to death, but it takes time for them to take effect. All I am wishing now is for Austin to not come back before then, as I don