~BELLA’S POVI arrive at the spot where Matt and I usually meet twenty minutes late. I already know he is going to be very mad at me for making him wait. Another thing about Matt is that he hates it when someone makes him wait, he’d rather make them wait for him instead. After the disturbing conversation I had with Austin the other day about sneaking out of the house. I thought about never sneaking out of the house and meeting Matt but here I am, doing the exact thing I said I won’t. I know it’s pretty dumb of me to come up here and meet Matt but I did a lot of thinking about me coming here. I came up with the conclusion that Matt and I have to take things a little low for Austin to get over his suspicions. I don’t want any of this to be caught by Austin otherwise I’m dead and I’m not ready for that. I don’t know how Matt is gonna react to this but he just has to understand. It’s the best thing to do. We need to create space between us before Austin’s suspicions grow bigger. It’s ba
I finished making Austin his morning coffee. He usually has coffee every morning after gym so I decided to make the coffee for him today. I figured if I want Austin’s suspicions to halt and get him to trust me, I have to be doing things for him which is why I decided to make coffee for him. I mean, what else can I do for an ungrateful person other than make him his regular coffee?I serve the coffee in his regular mug and I head to his study room. I know he’s there because that’s where he is every single morning. Austin has a basic daily routine that he follows like there are some kind of rules and regulations. Speaking of rules, now I see why he set rules around here, he has his own so he thinks everyone should do too. Approaching the study room, I opened the door and was welcomed with absolutely no one. I keep the coffee on the table and take a look around the room. It’s very spacious and cast with a dazzling crystal chandelier. At the center of the room is a mahogany desk and plus
"You mind if I join you miss?" I ask the lady watering the plants. She is a blonde, she is dressed in the servant's outfit; a white shirt and black skirts, and she appears to be in her late thirties. She turns to look at me with a bright smile on her face, she says "I don’t mind you joining me but I don’t think Lycan Austin will be happy when he sees you working with me." Her voice is sweet and innocent "He’s never happy so it won’t be the first time," I say"I don’t know," She shrugs, with a slight trace of concern in her voice. "I don’t want to upset him.""You don’t have to worry about that, he is always upset and even if he gets more upset, I don’t care," I say walking towards her. I seriously don’t care about anything Austin does or says. He is an asshole. I can’t believe I tried to be nice to him by making a cup of coffee for him but in return, he just acted shitty like he always does. He’s such a bitch!"Are you sure you want to help me? I don’t want to get you or me in troub
~ AUSTIN’S POVI didn’t stop running, I kept going until I was deep into the forest, my lungs burning from being deprived of oxygen. But somehow It didn’t make me feel any better, it didn’t feel the way I wanted it to, instead, it felt like nothing which got me angry because my mind was still fixed on one thing and I am just lashing out of my breath to get over with it. My wolf, Dragon is furious just as I am. I knew I had to rush out of the house otherwise Dragon would destroy everything. I barely can control my anger, but when it comes to Dragon, I completely lose control. Dragon is much more furious than I ever can be, he is in me yet he controls me. My wolf carried us farther into the woods, and I allowed myself to sink into the furthest depths of his mind. My head was still racing with what had just happened, I wanted to turn everything off for just a few moments. I couldn't handle it.Hours and hours passed, and I didn’t get any peace of mind. I was losing my mind. I thought o
~ BELLA’S POV"What!" I exclaim. Is he mad or did I hear him wrongly?"Don’t you understand English?" Austin scoffs raking his hand through his hair "It means that we are having sex so take off your clothes or I take them off myself!""Are you insane," I say backing away from him "We are not doing anything like that.""Then I guess you will have to forget about your sister’s treatment.""You can’t threaten me with that. We signed a contract.""And the contract says that we will consummate," He casually says like it’s no big deal "So don’t waste my time, and let’s get this over with." He says and begins to take off his sweatpants.This isn’t happening. I can’t have sex with him and what stupid part of the contract is that? It shouldn’t even be there. I gulped down the lump that formed in my throat as I licked my dry lips watching his eyes tracing my actions before he finally completely takes off his trousers leaving him in just his shorts. "You better stop what you are doing. This is
~ AUSTIN’S POVI can’t think straight.I can’t do anything. I keep trying to divert my focus on something else but my mind keeps going back to one thing; one single event. My moment with Bella. I can’t seem to stop thinking about it and it’s freaking me out, it’s making my mind go ballistic on me. I feel crazy right now, when I close my eyes all I can see is her and the moment we shared. This is stupid, I am stupid for thinking and reflecting that moment over and over again. It’s wasn’t even special……… who am I kidding, i can’t like it wasn’t. I thought of this as a punishment for her to teach her a lesson to never ever in her life ask me about my family but it seems like it turned against me. My thoughts are all over the place as I sit back and try to relax doing absolutely nothing but staring at the ceilings of my study room. There is no concrete explanation as to why I said those awful things to Bella. None. My heart kept telling me not to say anything but my mind played the ro
~ BELLA’S POVI couldn’t sleep last night, not because I was hurt but because I couldn’t stop thinking about what Austin said to me. He made me feel dirty of myself, made me feel like I slut; indeed he was right I let him touch me. I tried to think about him or anything else but my mind kept drowning back to him. I don’t know why but I don’t believe his words, I think he was just trying to convince himself. The way he behaved last night made me very curious, I want to know why he said all that. Did he mean it or he just said it to hurt me? Either way, I feel like something is wrong with him. I think Austin is hiding something about himself and he doesn’t want me to find out. When he kissed me last night, it was different from the previous time. I felt a strange connection between us and somehow I saw a different look in his eyes. I saw light and darkness warring within their depths as if he was battling against himself wanting to stop himself. I know I sound crazy but it’s true- wel
Anger boiling in my veins, I push open the heavy wooden doors of the dining room, my heart pounding with each step I take.You crossed all lines Austin."Austin Jebel Sinclair!" I call his full name while I approach him. He messed up badly, I will make sure he pays for what he did. "Bella." He says standing up from his seat. He looks at me with a hint of shock in his eyes. "You crossed all lines Austin, how could you!"My voice is sharp and filled with pain, I glare at him, searching for any hint of remorse in his expression but as always there is none. "What are you doing here?" He whispers to me "How dare you! How could you do that, she’s just a little girl." Emotions start to wash over me as I speak. "What are you talking about?" He questions. I am about to speak when he continues "You know what, I don’t even have time for this. And as you can see I have company so behave yourself." He says grabbing my arm tightly.I glance over his shoulder to see two men standing curiously, I