~ AUSTIN’S POVI didn’t stop running, I kept going until I was deep into the forest, my lungs burning from being deprived of oxygen. But somehow It didn’t make me feel any better, it didn’t feel the way I wanted it to, instead, it felt like nothing which got me angry because my mind was still fixed on one thing and I am just lashing out of my breath to get over with it. My wolf, Dragon is furious just as I am. I knew I had to rush out of the house otherwise Dragon would destroy everything. I barely can control my anger, but when it comes to Dragon, I completely lose control. Dragon is much more furious than I ever can be, he is in me yet he controls me. My wolf carried us farther into the woods, and I allowed myself to sink into the furthest depths of his mind. My head was still racing with what had just happened, I wanted to turn everything off for just a few moments. I couldn't handle it.Hours and hours passed, and I didn’t get any peace of mind. I was losing my mind. I thought o
~ BELLA’S POV"What!" I exclaim. Is he mad or did I hear him wrongly?"Don’t you understand English?" Austin scoffs raking his hand through his hair "It means that we are having sex so take off your clothes or I take them off myself!""Are you insane," I say backing away from him "We are not doing anything like that.""Then I guess you will have to forget about your sister’s treatment.""You can’t threaten me with that. We signed a contract.""And the contract says that we will consummate," He casually says like it’s no big deal "So don’t waste my time, and let’s get this over with." He says and begins to take off his sweatpants.This isn’t happening. I can’t have sex with him and what stupid part of the contract is that? It shouldn’t even be there. I gulped down the lump that formed in my throat as I licked my dry lips watching his eyes tracing my actions before he finally completely takes off his trousers leaving him in just his shorts. "You better stop what you are doing. This is
~ AUSTIN’S POVI can’t think straight.I can’t do anything. I keep trying to divert my focus on something else but my mind keeps going back to one thing; one single event. My moment with Bella. I can’t seem to stop thinking about it and it’s freaking me out, it’s making my mind go ballistic on me. I feel crazy right now, when I close my eyes all I can see is her and the moment we shared. This is stupid, I am stupid for thinking and reflecting that moment over and over again. It’s wasn’t even special……… who am I kidding, i can’t like it wasn’t. I thought of this as a punishment for her to teach her a lesson to never ever in her life ask me about my family but it seems like it turned against me. My thoughts are all over the place as I sit back and try to relax doing absolutely nothing but staring at the ceilings of my study room. There is no concrete explanation as to why I said those awful things to Bella. None. My heart kept telling me not to say anything but my mind played the ro
~ BELLA’S POVI couldn’t sleep last night, not because I was hurt but because I couldn’t stop thinking about what Austin said to me. He made me feel dirty of myself, made me feel like I slut; indeed he was right I let him touch me. I tried to think about him or anything else but my mind kept drowning back to him. I don’t know why but I don’t believe his words, I think he was just trying to convince himself. The way he behaved last night made me very curious, I want to know why he said all that. Did he mean it or he just said it to hurt me? Either way, I feel like something is wrong with him. I think Austin is hiding something about himself and he doesn’t want me to find out. When he kissed me last night, it was different from the previous time. I felt a strange connection between us and somehow I saw a different look in his eyes. I saw light and darkness warring within their depths as if he was battling against himself wanting to stop himself. I know I sound crazy but it’s true- wel
Anger boiling in my veins, I push open the heavy wooden doors of the dining room, my heart pounding with each step I take.You crossed all lines Austin."Austin Jebel Sinclair!" I call his full name while I approach him. He messed up badly, I will make sure he pays for what he did. "Bella." He says standing up from his seat. He looks at me with a hint of shock in his eyes. "You crossed all lines Austin, how could you!"My voice is sharp and filled with pain, I glare at him, searching for any hint of remorse in his expression but as always there is none. "What are you doing here?" He whispers to me "How dare you! How could you do that, she’s just a little girl." Emotions start to wash over me as I speak. "What are you talking about?" He questions. I am about to speak when he continues "You know what, I don’t even have time for this. And as you can see I have company so behave yourself." He says grabbing my arm tightly.I glance over his shoulder to see two men standing curiously, I
~ AUSTIN’S POV"Oh fuck!" I screech lashing out and punching the closest wall to me. My skin breaks and blood pours out of my knuckles, but It doesn’t hurt, it makes me more furious. I am fed up with Bella and her uncivilized behavior. How dare she walk into my meeting and start yelling at me? Who the hell does she think she is? Just because I am legally married to her doesn’t mean she has the right of a wife to lash out her words at me. I am the Austin Sinclair. The Lycan of this town, no one absolutely no one has the audacity to just step on me and walk away like it’s my fault. This day is just going as bad as it started. First I had to bring my meeting home because the Lycans came earlier than I expected and then Bella came with her stupid little talk about last night and suddenly this happened!! This is great. Another day, another problem, I don’t seem to get away with problems since Bella started living here, every day is just another day for her to find something and get mad a
~ BELLA’S POVStanding behind the ledge of the building, I take a deep breath taking in the beautiful view. It is breathtaking as always but it doesn’t make me feel the way it’s meant to. I don’t feel calm or happy like I always do when I come here. The atmosphere is as refreshing as ever, yet it only serves as a reminder of how unfortunate my life is. I have no idea what I am doing right now. My life feels like a mess and I don’t even know what to do to fix it. It’s almost as if I don’t have anything left. I feel hopeless, one minute I thought everything would be fine and the other I feel like my life is crumbling into pieces. I cried myself to sleep, I felt like I should just end the contract with Austin and go back to my house with Layla but it’s very risky. I can’t do that to her not when I know I can not afford her treatment fees or food supplies. I have no money with me right now and if Layla and I move out, I will be doomed. Her life will be more miserable than it already is. I
Approaching the light switch, I flicked it on. As I turn around, my eyes widen as my breath catches up in my throat. What the hell is he doing here?"Welcome back Bella," Austin says crossing his leg on the other. He is sitting on the couch across from me. How the hell did he get in? I thought I locked the door so no one would enter. I don’t say a word as I keep staring at him wondering why he is he. He probably knows I snuck and is here to catch me red-handed. "How was your day?" He simply asks My mouth was still slightly opened, and I gulped the lump that formed in my throat. Why is Austin acting so calm? Why isn’t he shouting and yelling already? And why am I still alive? He should have killed me by now. I still don’t respond to him as I try to crack up what’s going on in his head. I don’t sense anything but I have a feeling that he is cooking up something devilish for me. He’s probably thinking of ways to kill me and Matt together. "Why are you so quiet, Bella?" He asks; his