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The professors asked us to have a review this weekend. It's our Finals already pagkatapos ay bakasyon na. It's been a hell good year. OJT's are now getting busier on their internships.We always talk via Facebook at may iilang araw naman na tinetext niya ako para kamustahin ako sa campus. Sinasabi niya rin sa akin ang tungkol sa internship nila, and told me that I should be ready for that. After what happened in KKB, we became closer. Mas nagiging open kami sa maraming bagay. Nagiging komportable na kami sa isa't isa. Just one time, after the day we had lunch in KKB, I saw him commented on my one post I shared just last month.Nmelos Dy June 12, 2023SANAOL!KKB FOOD GARAGE's postJune 12, 2023 🌐Come and visit us at Gubat, Sorsogon!Here's the menu with our newest flavored shake Buko Pandan!For delivery, kindly message us po! Around Sorsogon City only.Thank you mga kalaway! ☺️👍 15 • 1 Comments • SharesArdentius Requejo SalazarSanaol no more :)Like • Reply • ❤

I felt so many things now. I feel like I've done so much wrong in my life. It feels like my head is just fooling me, making my anger grew... making me hate a person. I feel guilty.Yes, guilty. Guilty of so many things and to what I feel towards Madam G and also... him.Hindi man lang muna ako nagtanong. Hindi man lang muna ako nag-usisa, kumausap. I let my anger fill me. I let my hatred eat me.Tulog na si mama doon sa kama niya. Naroon din ako sa study table, nakasabunot sa buhok at hindi alam ang gagawin. Hindi ko magawang mag-aral na ganito ang nararamdaman ko.Why, Solemn?Why did you do that? Bakit hindi ka muna nagtanong!"Argh! Bullshit..." I hissed silently bago marahang tumayo doon at lumabas ng kwarto.Before I leave, hinalikan ko si mama sa noo at inayos ang kumot nya. I left in silence. Pumunta ako sa kwarto ko and immediately my eyes landed to my Evo helmet.No.... to his Evo helmet.And to that, I remember what happen that lunch when he told the whole class that he wa

"Good morning."I almost shrieked because of the sudden voice who spoke.Nagulat ako sa bigla na lang may nagsalita sa gilid doon sa benches hindi kalayuan sa gate. Hindi ko man lang napansin na naroon pala siya. Nakalimutan ko rin siguro na nakita ko nga pala ang motor niya.I couldn't believe we had a good interaction last week. And we happen to be more interactive in social media. It was the first time I allow myself to be with someone I barely know at talagang si Ardent pa. Maybe because we both like motorcycle? Ardentius Requejo Salazar:Hi. Sorry, I hope you don't mind.Titig na titig ako sa phone ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Hindi niya naman malalaman na na-seen ko na iyon dahil hindi ko pa naman inaaksep ang request niya. Should I accept it?It was not a bad idea. We had an ugly start. Hindi naman siguro masama na maging open ako sa pagkakaibigan sa kahit na sino. He was good, I could tell that. He's just strict, authorative, and vulgar. Normal na lang siguro iy

"Good morning, mama!" malawak ang mga ngiti ko noong pumasok ako sa kwarto ni mama.It was Monday morning at 4am. Maaga pa pero alam kong ganitong oras ay gising na siya dahil nakasanayan niya na pinagluluto niya ako ng breakfast bago ako pumasok. Sadly, she won't be cooking for me instead ako ang magluluto for her.Nakaupo siya sa gilid ng kama habang nakabalot pa rin ng kumot ang mga binti niya. She smiled at me at binati rin ako pabalik."Good morning maganda kong anak." aniya at sinalubong ako ng bukas palad para yakapin siya."Ako lang naman ang anak mo." I told her in our hugs.Her chest vibrates because of her laugh. Mas niyakap ko siya lalo at inamoy ang scent niya. It feels like home. Sobrang komportable at ang hirap bitawan."May pasok ka pa, Solemn." aniya noong hindi pa rin ako bumibitaw."Mama, absent na lang kaya ako? I want to take care of you.""Sabi mo sa akin may review kayo ngayon kase next week Finals niyo na. Kaya bakit ka aabsent? Baka bumagsak ka lang."Lumuwag

Inagahan ko ang pagpasok ng campus ngayon kahit pa alas dyes pa ang klase namin. Naisip ko na rin kasi na magbayad na ng balance ko sa tuition para hindi na ako pumila sa Finals. It was too hot inside at sa liit ng campus mas dumagdag pa iyon sa init na nararamdaman namin.Inayos ko ang center stand ng motor at ipinatong ang helmet ko sa salamin. I noticed the Sniper beside where as usual inunahan na naman kung saan ako nagpapark. I wonder who owns it. Hindi ko man lang naabutan kung sino and it was the second time I saw it again here.Tinitigan ko ito. I remember before that I once liked the idea of having Sniper since it was cool and parang magaan lang dalhin. But in contrary, the most advantageous was Raider Fi talaga. Some reviews before I owned a Raider told na matipid ito sa gas and it was better used in gala and even byahe papuntang Manila. At isa pa, binili iyon ni mama sa akin. Hindi ko magagawang ipagpalit sa gusto kong motor.Pinasok ko sa bag ang permit na ibinigay ng acc

Para bang gusto kong maligo. Hindi maalis sa pakiramdam ko ang simpleng hagip na iyon. Parang sinasadya pero may parte sa akin na sinasabing hindi.Hindi ko na alam. Iniisip ko na lang ang pagkalma ko. Ayoko ng isipin pa ang nakaraan na iyon. Matagal na 'yon. Gusto ko na lang ibaon sa limot. I don't even want to remember it all!It wasn't the first time that I became vulnerable whenever I've felt the same feeling....it feels the same way. Ang hirap alisin sa isip ko. Ang hirap kalimutan. Those memories are horrifying, sending chills all over my body. On top of that, hindi ako makahinga.I've tried so hard erasing those in my minds. Their faces.... their laughters, and their cruel touches that left me traumatic. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga mukhang iyon. Ang mga hawak na 'yon.At iyong katawan ko mismo ang nagsasabi that I've been layed with those dirty hands. They pasted it to me, giving me hard time every day."It is not allowed na magputol ka ng puno without permit, priva