Built in Ruins
She woke up to any empty bed , "panicking" she called 911 .
She tried to sound freaked out but before she could say much about the matter at hand, her husband walked in .
She was gravely disappointed but quickly masked it with relief .
Reluctantly ,she cut the call and hugged her husband ,only for him to tense up.
" who was on the phone?" He asked pulling back from the hug .
She kept quiet knowing what would come next if she had said 911 .
When she didn't reply ,he took her silence for an answer.
He knew she was messed up but calling 911 all the time had been extreme.
Annoyed he went farther away from her facing anywhere but at her .
" you got to stop doing that"
He clenched his jaw,really upset .
" stop doing what?"
' stop wishing me dead ' he thought
"Calling freaking 911 everytime I'm not around you "
Silence followed.
She thought he meant that as in I can't breathe without Lucas beside me kinda vibe but no...
He knew.
"I'm not asking you to go climb Mount Everest or jump off a cliff .I'm just asking you to grow up,Jen .You're a 22 year old act like it "
He made his annoyance evident .He made no attempt to hide how pissed he was .
His voice was harsh , cold and very very distant.
It was always like that ,one had to get used to it
She wanted to cry so bad that she had been caught but she knew he had known for a very long time now .
'Crying now would only prove him right' she thought.
Finding her presence irksome, he left the room.
Maybe getting married to Lucas was just crazy .
Lucas was handsome ,rich ,independent.
He was everything any girl wanted .
everything that her father wanted for her .