his regret: losing me and our baby

Siapa yang sangka bahwa Kenan harus membesarkan anaknya seorang diri. Namun, kenangan manis tentang mendiang sang istri tidak pernah bisa pudar. Ditambah lagi, sang anak mewariskan paras dan kepribadian mirip dengan istrinya itu. Mampukah Kenan berjuang sendiri melewati setiap fase hidupnya dan sang anak?

I flinched as his breath fanned my face, my body trembled in his arms. This was the chance, but was I scared? His eyes affected me in so many ways, as they held grief, pain and regret. Our stare was our way of communicating. It was intended, emotional and agonizing. I was hiding the knife behind me, picturing the perfect place to stab him. His searing heat sent a gush of lust inside me. I shouldn't fall for that. This was a revenge plan, not a romantic show-off. "I'm engaged, and I have a child with him" I remembered, barely recognizing my cold voice which had become soft and weak. He let out a dirty smirk, lowering his eyes to my lips as we exchanged breath. "I know, but I can't stop myself from falling" he whispered, and before I could blink an eye, he captured my lips, twirling them to his taste. It was a long liquid kiss that made me wet so that I couldn't fight back. The knife slipped off my hand as my body yanked on his. We both dried up where we stood when her voice resounded in our ears. "Mom?"

I was born into a regular family in the Moonridge Pack with no status, but through years of training, I fought my way up to become our pack's Gamma. My father was just an Omega and he worked as an ordinary salesman who always claimed he was too busy for family. When he finally took a vacation, I spent $100,000 of my own money to plan a luxury cruise for us all. Then his mistress Sarah and her daughter Emily heard about our trip and suddenly wanted to join. Without even discussing it, my father gave them our luxury suite and relegated Mom and me to the cramped staff quarters below deck. Even my grandmother, a respected elder, supported his decision. My fourteen-year-old brother took their side too, charmed by their fake sweetness. So I changed our plans. I took Mom on a first-class flight to a private island resort instead, where we spent three perfect months. That's when the family started to panic...

"Why? Just why?!" Her lips quivered, as she clenched her chest, "Why can't you reciprocate my feelings? I loved you Riccardo, or was my sincerity a crime?!" She concluded, her gaze casted on the man standing before her, whose face bore no emotion. Vanessa Rodriguez had always loved Riccardo Gonzalez right from the day she saw him. It was love at first sight. When she got the chance to get married to him, she didn't think twice even though her parents were against it. She thought that it was a chance to finally show Riccardo how much she loved him. But sadly even after their marriage he couldn't love her back instead after three years of marriage he presented divorce papers for her to sign. With shattered heart, she signs the divorce papers and leaves the country. Five years later, she's back in the country, ready to take over her father's new company, with her twins by her side and they look exactly like her ex husband. The problem now is that Riccardo Gonzalez wants her back!

Pergi dari kampung halamannya untuk tinggal bersama sang kakak di ibu kota membuat Sakya harus menyesali keputusannya. Bukan seperti apa yang diharapkannya, tetapi justru membuat hatinya hancur. Dengan tega sang kakak menjualnya ke tempat sebuah pelacuran. Beruntung baginya dapat kabur dari tempat tersebut hingga akhirnya ia bertemu dengan Nakula, seorang pria yang berprofesi sebagai seorang pilot. Sakya tidak tahu tujuan dan tak tahu harus ke mana pada saat itu, Nakula pun akhirnya menawarkan Sakya untuk tinggal di sebuah apartement miliknya sampai Sakya tahu akan ke mana setelahnya. Beberapa hari tinggal di apartemen Nakula membuat Sakya harus menelan pil pahit. Di malam itu Nakula yang baru saja mengalami patah hati karena diputuskan oleh sang kekasih. Pria itu mabuk dan memperkosanya. Beberapa waktu berlalu setelah kejadian nahas itu, Sakya mendapati dirinya hamil. Alin. Sahabat Sakya menuntut Nakula untuk bertanggung jawab atas perbuatan pria tersebut. Namun, dengan tegas Nakula menolaknya. Ia meyakini bahwa anak yang dikandung Sakya bukanlah darah dagingnya. Alin marah dan kesal. Ia berjanji akan menuntut Nakula. Namun, belum sempat Alin melakukannya, orang tua Nakula mendengar semua penuturan Alin dan meminta Nakula untuk bertanggung jawab atas perbuatannya. Nakula tak punya pilihan selain mengikuti apa yang diperintahkan kedua orang tuanya. Menjalani kehidupan berumah tangga dengan Sakya membuat Nakula sedikit banyak merasakan ketenangan. Namun, itu tak berlangsung lama saat cinta pertamanya kembali hadir dan meminta untuk merajut kembali kisah cinta mereka yang sempat terputus. Dilema melanda Nakula. Satu sisi ia ingin kembali bersama sang kekasih, tetapi di sisi lain ia juga tak ingin melepas Sakya. Sebuah pernikahan yang dilandasi tanpa adanya cinta dan hanya karena sebuah pertanggungjawaban. Akankah keduanya mampu menjalani kehidupan pernikahan seperti itu? Lalu bagaimana perjalanan pernikahan mereka? Akankah pernikahan keduanya berjalan semestinya seperti pasangan suami istri pada umumnya? Atau pernikahan ini akan berakhir karena tidak adanya cinta diantara mereka?

Bagaimana rasanya harus memilih di antara tiga cinta? Hati Qiya tertambat kepada Fatur, sahabat sang kakak. Tapi ia justru didekati oleh Bara, sahabat Fatur. Saat Qiya berada di antara dilema dan tidak ingin melukai siapapun, tak disangka seorang Irham, yang di masa lalu pernah mewarnai hari-harinya; tiba-tiba muncul kembali di hadapan Qiya dan ingin memulai cerita baru bersamanya. Mampukah Bara dan Irham membuat hati Qiya berpaling dari Fatur? Dapatkah Qiya bertahan jujur pada pilihan hatinya?

Marrying her best friend was a dream come true for Kelly, but everything truly has a limitation. Pierce is Kelly’s first love, but as his best friend, she knew well there was always another woman deep in his heart. Lexi Gilbert. The woman Pierce could never forget even if he had already been arranged to marry Kelly. *** Kelly finally realized their happy marriage of the last three years was just a beautiful dream when Pierce asked for a divorce just because Lexi returned. She could only be his best friend even if she was carrying his baby. *** Since their friendship had become a cage, Kelly chose to set him free, as well as the miserable herself. But why then, it was Pierce who became the one who refused to move on? To make matters worse, her devil stepbrother also domineeringly stepped in at the same time, asking her to be his. *** Her Prince Charming vs. Her Devil Stepbrother? How could Kelly save her heart in this battle of love and hate?

Keith Aldebrando has everything he needs. Since his grandfather left him the position of leader of the mafia group Aldebrando, he is determined not to let himself fall in love with anyone. Until one day, an arrogant woman appeared in front of him and caught his eyes. Rosemarie Clark, the CEO of the fashion retail company—Clark Co.—appeared at his cafe and proposed to him right away. He hesitates at first until he knows Marie is one of James Hermann's grandchildren—the owner of an export-import company, Hermann Co.  He decided to accept her proposal while hiding his identity as a mafia leader from his wife. Slowly, he falls for Marie and hesitates whether he should go with his original plan or choose to enjoy his new life as a househusband with Marie.

After two years of being in an abusive relationship and other misfortunes, Mia finally sees the light at the end of the tunnel. She gets a job at the company of her dreams, Zeus Corporation. On the day of resumption, she is informed that she will no longer work as the secretary to the head manager, but as the secretary to the CEO of the company, Mason Gerald. Her excitement towards the new job turns to misery as she realizes a whole new world as the secretary to the CEO of a multinational corporation. Will she lose herself in his world?

Having him is taboo for me, loving him makes me hurt even more. I will never be his, because of a fact that happened to me.