apa itu angst

Rafa yang masih berusia 12 tahun sedang duduk di sudut taman. Dia tidak memedulikan hujan yang terus membasahi tubuhnya. Tubuh kurusnya tampak menggigil. Wajah dan bibirnya juga tampak pucat akibat kedinginan. Selain itu, bekas luka menghiasi wajah, bahkan tubuhnya. Paman dan Bibinya telah membuang dirinya. Dia tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan sampai Kakak laki-laki bernama Gala datang dan menyelamatkannya. Sebagai balas budi, Rafa harus merelakan sesuatu dari hidupnya: mimpi, identitas, hingga prinsip. Mampukah Rafa melakukannya?

Warning: Please be advised that this story contains TRIGGER WARNINGS, and POTENTIALLY OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SEXUAL HARASSMENT, SENSITIVE LANGUAGE ang MATURED THEMES, that not suitable for young audiences. _________ Akala ko ang pagkamatay ni mama at papa ang pinakamasakit na nangyari sa buhay ko hindi pa pala dahil may mas lalong masakit pa na nanaisin ko na lang ding mamatay para makasama si mama at papa. Ang hirap at sakit na dinanas ko sa poder ng tiyahin ko.Ang pagmalupet niga sa akin. Ang pagtalikod sa akin ng mga kaibigan ko noong kailangan ko sila. Ang ipagtabuyan ako ng taong mahal ko at ang pagkamuhi niya sa anak namin dahil isa akong biktima ng panggahasa. Imbis na tulungan,pinili nilang ako ay talikuran at pabayaan. Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat ng pinagdaanan ko may taong taos-pusong tumulong sa akin at inako ang lahat ng responsibilad na hindi niya dapat gawin sa akin. Ngunit ang hindi ko inasahan na ang taong tumulong pala sa akin ay siya pala yong taong sumira ng buhay ko ng buong pagkatao. Ang taong tumulong sa akin siya rin pala ang taong gumahasa sa akin. Gusto ko siyang maparusahan sa ginawa niya sa akin, ngunit sa anong paraan? Ipagkatiwala ko ba iyon sa batas o ako mismo ang gagawa? Ngunit, paano? Gayong sa puntong ito natutunan ko na siyang mahalin. Bakit sa ganitong paraan ako pinaglaruan ng tadhana? Makayanan ko bang ipakulong ang taong mahal ko? Maibigay ko pa ba ang hustisya para sa sarili ko kung ang taong iyon ay parte na ng buhay ko?

Maeden Zin Ferro is 21 years old woman, who's stubborn and arrogant, but a good person. Her mother and father didn't end up together, they have their own family.There's a man named Janver Gale Ferrer that made her feel the things that's unfamiliar to her. He's a member of Zin's gang, he never failed to make her feel better when life is cruel to her. Zin was a fierce woman, she's not afraid of death especially when it comes to her loved ones. Zin faces a lot of experiences, she's part of a gang and she's currently owning the throne of being a gangster princess. Zin, faces a lot of trouble, a lot of sorrow, and a lot of pain in life. When her father died, she became numb. All of her father's belongings are given to her. She had wonderful friends that never give up on her, after all the bad experiences they've encounter they make sure to keep Zin safe and happy.

England, 1876. Twenty-year-old Maraina Blackwood has always struggled to adhere to the restrictive standards of Victorian society, denying the courage and desire that burn within her soul. But after a terrifying supernatural encounter, Maraina's instincts compel her to action. Maraina soon discovers a plot to unleash a new world—one of demonic aristocrats, bloody rituals, and nightmarish monsters. Putting her upbringing aside, Maraina vows to fight the dark forces assuming control of England. But as her world transforms, Maraina finds that she too must transform...and what she becomes will bring out all that she once buried. ©️ Crystal Lake Publishing

Everleigh meets Raven as his kidnapper—an underling of Gangsters and Mafia bosses. Raven fell in love at first sight with Everleigh and helped her escape, causing him to face a consequences—losing someone important in his life. Raven applied to be her personal bodyguard, which made them build a hidden relationship. What would happen if Everleigh found out that Raven is the one who kidnapped her? Will their relationship run off?

Ardila Kartika Wijaya wanita cantik dengan kehidupan sederhana yang bercita-cita menjadi wanita karir yang sukses agar bisa membahagiakan keluarganya. Atas kerja kerasnya, Dila bisa berkerja di salah satu perusahaan bergengsi di jakarta. Arkana Elvaro Aditama pria tampan calon pemimpin perusahaan ternama. Pria itu menyukai seorang wanita yang bernama Dila sejak duduk di bangku SMA. Sekian lama tak berjumpa akhirnya mereka bertemu di perusahaan milik keluarga Arka. Seperti apa perjuangan cinta mereka, dan akankah cinta mereka bersatu?

Cinta ditolak, dukun bertindak. Sebab cintanya yang bertepuk sebelah tangan dengan Galih, Nyai Dasimah nekat mendalami ilmu hitam demi menghancurkan hubungan Galih dengan istrinya, Imas, karena telah merenggut kebahagiaannya. Tak sampai di situ. Warga kampung pun turut menjadi korban kedahsyatan mantra dan rajah, serta penyakit 'ain yang disebarkan Nyai Dasimah dengan bantuan jin-jin peliharaannya. "Ain itu benar-benar ada! Andaikan ada sesuatu yang bisa mendahului takdir, sungguh 'ain itu yang bisa." (HR. Muslim no. 2188)

After marrying Ash Vanderbilt and enduring three years of his apathy and avoidance, Justine Thorpe encountered him at the OB-GYN's clinic, carefully helping a pregnant Jenny—the woman who had taken her place in the Thorpe family for years while Justine was missing as a child. That night, she demanded a divorce. Ash had always hated her, particularly because her disability reminded him of a traumatic event in his life. He had been prepared for this divorce since the day they married. Justine became the laughingstock of elite society. Everyone knew how obsessed she was with Ash. Now, without him, the elites awaited her downfall as a form of entertainment—until three months later, when news broke of Justine's marriage to an heir of a powerful elite family. Enraged, Ash stormed the wedding, determined to take her back. "You love me! You've always loved me, and me only! So don't you dare love someone else!" "No, Mr. Vanderbilt. The only reason I ever loved you was that you were 'his' substitute." All of her passion and obsessive love had been because she saw Ash as someone else. A dance of substitutes had long been in motion, but only now did he realize he had always been a contestant. When the final curtain falls, what will become of him?

Alissa terkejut ketika menyadari pria yang menghangatkan ranjangnya bukanlah Virgo melainkan pria lain, dan parahnya pria itu adalah kakak sepupu dari suaminya sendiri yaitu, Nicholas Ferdian Barata. Bukannya meminta maaf, Nicholas malah meminta Alissa untuk menjadi wanita simpanan. Hal itu membuat Alissa menjadi geram karena merasa pria itu menganggap hina dirinya. Ia menolak dan ingin pergi dari kehidupan Nicholas. Sayangnya, Alissa tak kuasa untuk keluar dari jerat Nicholas karena pria itu adalah CEO baru di perusahaan Alexa tempat dia bekerja. Apakah Alissa akan jatuh ke tangan Nicholas saat mengetahui sang suami telah berselingkuh? Ataukah ia mampu pergi dari kehidupan Nicholas dan membenahi hubungan rumah tangganya yang terancam kandas dengan Virgo?

Il s'agit d'une orpheline qui se bat pour s'en sortir après ma mort de ses parents mais la vie n'a pas été facile pour elle... À découvrir