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Namira sedang memperjuangkan hubungannya dengan sang kekasih. Tetapi, Aidan kekasih Namira justru memilih untuk berpisah dan berkencan dengan perempuan lain yang tidak ia kenal. Namira merasa sia-sia berjuang. Ditengah hancur perasaan Namira karena hubungannya pupus, ia mendapatkan sosok yang bisa membuat nyaman dan aman. Sosok itu adalah bosnya sendiri. Dewangga, bos sekaligus laki-laki yang berhasil mengobati luka Namira meski belum sepenuhnya. Dewangga merasa jatuh cinta dan nyaman dengan Namira. Namun, Dewangga sudah memiliki tunangan karena dijodohkan oleh orangtuanya. Setiap hari Dewangga merasa tidakb bisa kehilangan Namira, karena dengan Namira ia bisa merasakan cinta. Dari kekuatan cinta itulah Namira dan Dewangga bisa menyingkirkan rencana perjodohan Dewangga dengan tunangannya.

Violet eyes with piercing sight. Mane of gold in pale moonlight. Skin so hard and lily white. Voice so soft, yet filled with might. He comes to me in the dark of night. Flash of teeth, smile so slight. There is no fear, no need to fight. In his embrace, I crave his bite. -S.R. Michele, or Shelly to those closest to her, is a typical 21 yr old, trying to find her way in life. She has good family, a close circle of friends. She's outgoing and friendly, and a bit reckless and impulsive sometimes. And she has certain gifts...when she touches things, she can see into the past, she can feel what was felt by others, and she can sense things before they happen. Ok, so maybe she's not so typical. An impromptu trip to New Orleans, a party on Bourbon Street, and an attempted assault in a dark alley lead her into a world she didn't know existed...but one she's not afraid of. She doesn't know if the violet-eyed stranger that comes to her rescue, and follows her home, is a friend or a foe - and honestly, she doesn't care. Once you've had a taste of the darkness, it's hard to pull away... **** This book was written in the late 1990's - early 2000's, and originally published in 2004, under the title: Diary of a Vampire by S.M. Royston. It was my first book, and it wasn't long until I came to hate it! (Please, don't look it up - I promise you, it's terrible) So here we are, years later, and I've decided to throw out my original work, and re-write it. Because I'm the author, and I can do that. The story, characters, and settings are the same - but the writing style is different, and in my opinion, much, much better. I hope you enjoy it. ****

Sonya meets her loving mate on the first day of her new job at her dream company. She is met with a whirlwind of romance, however after she meets with the moon goddess and accepts her place as the Goddess Guardian, she becomes a target to horrific treatment. The danger is brought on by one man, Hades, who will stop at nothing to get what he wants and to take over the world. Hades employs witches who read your biggest fear and uses that against you. For Luna Sonya, that is being sexually assaulted. Luna Sonya and Alpha Jake have to work together with their Beta, Gamma, and their females to defeat Hades. They end up in a love triangle themselves full of sex and love. Will they finally defeat Hades or will he get what he wants and take over the world in the process?

Part OneFirefighter Kristi Gregory was just enjoying an evening off in everyone’s favorite hangout, sipping her beer, when hot cop Patrick Hayes walked in. They’d just worked a disaster together that very day, and he was not only professional but one very hot cop. Patrick had eyes on Kristi but was still trying to prove himself at his new precinct. But when danger brings a sexy firefighter and a hot cop together, it’s incendiary.Part TwoMisa turned hot and bothered when sexy firefighter Sam Braddock moved into the house next door. she could hardly get him out of her mind. Who wouldn’t want to do everything with a six-foot-four blond hunk with sculpted muscles that didn’t come from any gym, and a smile that made her panties wet? He was the stuff any woman’s dreams were made of. And she had a problem. And she wanted to have hot, sweaty, off-the-wall sex with her neighbor, king of the alphas. When he agreed to be interviewed for hew newspaper, neither of them expected the hot inferno that would explode between them.Incendiary is created by Desiree Holt, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

BOOK ONE (THE ALPHA, THE WITCH AND THE DEMON) "You belong to meee, Natalie,” The creature snarled. “And until you give yourself to me, I will keep destroying everything that means anything to you. Starting. With. Your. Family.” What starts out as an innocent crush unleashes a plethora of chills and horrors that make eighteen year old Natalie Sanders regret the day she ever decided to set her eyes on Tristan Hemmingway. What will happen when she finally gets the chance to flee it all? Will she grab it by the horns, especially when she's discovering herself and who she truly is? Or will she stay in hell for this man that she has a crush on… this man- no this werewolf that she is slowly starting to love?

Рядовой директор средней школы внезапно обнаруживает у себя редкое психическое заболевание. Для его излечения он обращается к таинственному религиозному братству, которое, возможно, существует только в его воображении и нигде больше... «Роман Mediatores можно истолковать через призму историко-литературных или историко-философских параллелей, жанровых трансформаций, краеведческого или религиозного контекста. И, пожалуй, реализация каждой из этих возможностей по отдельности не приведёт ни к чему. Дело в том, что автор, как кажется, раз за разом пускает читателя по ложному следу. Причина этого не в усилении литературной занимательности. Причина в том, что в центре сюжета — поиск главным героем самого себя и себя в другом, а такой поиск, конечно, предполагает ошибки, точнее, отбрасывание не тех вариантов. Сюжет романа развивается в сторону трифоновской прозы, и уже не ждёшь ничего иного, а тебя перекидывают на поле прозы чеховской, затем, когда уж точно больше ничего другого не хочешь, помещают в брауновскую прозу, ещё и замешенную на местном материале. Соответственно этим сюжетным и жанровым трансформациям меняется главный герой романа Mediatores. Владимир Фёдоров осмысляет недавно прожитое, а это прожитое представляет собой поиск им вечной женственности. Главный герой ищет свою любовь, следуя за голосом собственной интуиции внутри своей головы, вглядываясь в “посредничающее”, “медиаторствующее” зеркало бёмевской Авроры, отражающей его самого, высшего, лучшего, и его бессмертную возлюбленную — в той девушке, которую он в конечном итоге найдёт. Многочисленные женские персонажи этого романа входят в жизнь героя и уходят из неё как неточные отражения, как отражения чьей-то другой Авроры. Но всё-таки Mediatores больше, чем любовный роман. Как больше он и псевдоисторического романа, и детективного, и медицинского, и какого угодно другого. Он про то, как вечно женственное по-дантовски исцеляет героя, который в какой-то момент болезненно, вплоть до мнимой душевной болезни осознал собственную бесцельность и нецельность. Как, вероятно, исцеляет и читателя романа, который день за днём расщепляет единую реальность на иллюзорные составляющие элементы». © Л. В. Дубаков

The Lugard vampire family returns home to the mystical town of Feverton. After staying away for decades, they've been summoned by their only remaining mortal family to defend the town against the oldest werewolf and enemy of the family. Lanrey Lugard meets a girl that looks exactly like his dead lover, Qayah. In a town that attracts creatures of the night.

Kara Barlowe is a 17-year-old wolf less young lady; her father and mother are Alpha Drake Barlowe and Luna Anita Barlowe of the Lunar Eclipse pack. Just a month before her 18th birthday she has is visited by Selene the Moon Goddess herself, who explains to Kara that she does indeed have a wolf, but she hasn\'t been woken up yet, that she won\'t until Kara finds the Mystical and powerful Moon Stone before it falls into the wrong hands and that it must be done before the Great moon in January on the day of Kara\'s 18th Birthday and find her mate. Will Kara really be able to get her wolf, Will she be able to find her mate and locate the Moon Stone before it is too late.

"Dulu kita pernah berjanji untuk menua bersama, bukan?! dan kini Allah mewujudkan impian kita, tak mungkin Ibu akan mengingkari janji kita, aku yakin Bapak pasti juga seperti itu?! Imbuhku kembali memberi tekanan. Lelaki di hadapanku itu kini nampak manggut-manggut sembari menutupi rasa bersalah yang sangat kentara dari deru nafas tuanya. "Percayalah Pak, sejengkal pun tak akan pernah kulupakan apa yang telah Bapak perjuangkan demi kebahagiaan kita dan aku yakin Bapak pun pasti juga seperti itu. Bapak ingat, kala Bapak dikantor masih sebagai pegawai magang, seringkali kita menunda untuk pulang kampung hanya karena memilih untuk membeli susu Rama daripada untuk tranportasi? Bukan hanya itu, kita juga harus menekan kebutuhan kita demi cukupnya keperluan Rama yang saat itu masih bayi, Bapak ingat kan?!" Jelasku mencoba menekannya yang tanpa terasa juga menggiring derai air mata sendiri.

Mengeluh itu wajar, tetapi jika keseringan mengeluh jatuhnya jadi kurang bersyukur. Mungkin begitulah kalimat yang pantas untuk Airin. Jiwanya yang rapuh ternyata membuatnya kesulitan menjalani kehidupan di dunia fana yang jelas-jelas tak bisa sesuai ekspektasi ini. Meskipun luka dimasa kecil Airin tetap meninggalkan bekas, setidaknya Hardian hadir sebagai pengobat hati yang tulus. Lalu, akankah Airin dan Hardian tetap bersama dalam suka maupun duka? Atau Airin memilih menuruti ego dan pergi bersama Arfan?