after my first love

I am a badass.. She's like a cotton candy. I am the leader of the gang.. She's like just a baby. I am a jerk.. She's kind and friendly.. We had a different path to take. Mine, are so wide, her are too narrow. We live in the same planet, but it's hard to be collided. It's hard to accept but fuck dude she touched my whole system without her knowing it. And fuck me for admitting it, but for the first time in history.. I am falling hard and... She's... my first love...

Seumur hidupnya, hanya satu nama yang terpatri begitu dalam dihatinya. Hanya satu nama yang mampu membuatnya menangis dan tersenyum disaat yang bersamaan. Dalam setiap mimpinya, Clara selalu membayangkan lelaki itu. Clara Devina tidak bisa dengan mudah menghapus nama lelaki itu, lelaki yang menjadi Cinta Pertamanya. Ketika lelaki itu tiba-tiba saja hadir dan mengguncang dunianya, ia pun harus dihadapi satu kenyataan pahit dibalik kehadiran cinta pertamanya. Apakah Clara bisa berakhir dan bersama dengan Cinta Pertamanya?

Hurting deep down, a lot of us mask our real feelings. Most people think that by hiding the hurt would fade but it never really goes away. It's hard to confront the fact that you have been hurting. This could make you unnecessarily lash out at people, isolate yourself and even experience bouts of depression. No one can end your hurt for you, it's an endless cycle of pain and anger that only stops when you choose. Healing is a journey and you can start on it right now. It's not even as difficult as you thought it would be.

When the criminal tortured me to death, I was three-month pregnant. But my husband Mark - the city's most prominent detective - was at the hospital with his first love Emma, accompanying her for her medical checkup. Three days ago, he demanded me to donate my kidney to Emma. When I refused, telling him I was two months pregnant with our child, his eyes had turned cold. "Stop lying," he had snarled. "You're just being selfish, trying to let Emma die." He pulled over on the dark highway. "Get out," he ordered. "Walk home since you're so heartless. " I stood there in the darkness and was kidnapped by the vengeful criminal, whom Mark had once imprisoned. He cut out my tongue. With cruel satisfaction, he used my phone to call my husband. Mark's response was brief and cold: "Whatever it is, Emma's medical checkup is more important! She needs me right now." The criminal let out a dark chuckle. "Well, well... Seems like the great detective values his ex's life more than his current wife's." When Mark arrived at the crime scene hours later, he was horrified by the brutality inflicted on the corpse. He angrily condemned the murderer for treating a pregnant woman so cruelly But he didn't recognize that the mutilated body before him was his own wife - me.

Alea seorang gadis biasa yang dianugerahi kecerdasan yang membuatnya mampu bertahan di sekolah kalangan atas sebagai siswa kelas sosial di sekolah itu. Pertemuannya dengan sekumpulan pemuda tampan yang menjadi pusat sekolah ini memberikannya banyak masalah. Nathaniel, pemuda yang diam-diam jatuh cinta padanya akan menjadi pelindung bagi keberadaan Alea. Saat cinta mulai mekar dan berbunga indah, tiba-tiba Nathaniel harus pergi meninggalkan Alea. Apa alasan semua ini terjadi? Tapi akankah hubungan mereka akan semudah cinta remaja yang hanya penuh bunga bermekaran? Ikuti kisah cinta mereka yang sangat segar namun penuh perjuangan untuk menikmati indahnya sebuah cinta pertama.

Napilitang magpakasal ang tanyag na abogadong si Elias Macini sa isang anak ng maid na si Dasha Rivera, sa tatlong taon nilang pagsasama ay hindi niya pinakitaan ng kabutihan ang babae, ngunit sa kabila nito ay pagmamahal pa rin ang binabalik ni Dasha. Natapos ang kanilang pagsasama noong nalaman ng lalaki na nagdadalang tao si Dasha, kaagad na nakipag-divorce si Elias sa kaniya at sumama sa tunay nitong mahal. Umalis ng mansyon si Dasha at isang aksidente ang nangyari na naging dahilan upang muli niyang makita si Samuel Valdez, ang una niyang naging asawa. Sa gitna ng kaguluhan sa kaniyang buhay at sa pag-alalang walang tatayong maging ama ng kaniyang anak, muli niyang pinakasalan si Samuel na walang kaalaman na ito ang desisyon na pagsisihan niya buong buhay.

Lilianna Vera is the one and only daughter of her parents. Because of that, she is always pampered and put on pedestal. As a child, Lilianna see that treatment as a form of love but it's not the case anymore since the day she turned legal. She thought that it wasn't right that she's always restricted from doing anything, especially her passion for dancing and drawing. Then she met a guy named Kairos, the guy who would let her experience all of the 'firsts' life could offer... including falling in love romantically for the first time.

They are childhood lover. They called each other as " Heart" and " Strength". But when day they are separatedfor some reason, but they didn't know that they already destined to see each other in the right time and in the right place.

Jevan Hollen, son of the billionaire Evan Hollen, was the most popular boy in his highschool. His excellence made him stand out from everyone, including his friends. Blossom Wright was a normal young lady from Ghana. She earned a scholarship to a college in the US and was transferred to Jevan's school to finish her senior year. Jevan's and Blossom's path crossed and things got romantic between the two but when a jealous ex-girlfriend of Jevan started a plot, Blossom was deported along with her mother. Seven years later, Blossom is back in the US but she's not alone this time. And Jevan is engaged to another woman. Can past love find its way or would it be crushed by the present?

Her blank and emotionless eyes was staring at his soul, he has never seen her behaving so cold and detach but why ? He has to find out .... something broke inside him to see her in this state. ************************************************* This is the story of two childhood friends, Faith Miller and Asher Creed ,who got separated at the age of 14 and after 11 years they met again but the situation wasn't same as before. The book cover is not mine. I take it from pinterest.