Semua Bab Bound by blood and lies: Bab 21 - Bab 30

The darkness sharpened other senses.All I could hear was the sound of my heavy breathing. All I could feel was the cold from the sheet and air conditioner. I tensed as I felt the warmth of someone's tongue on my tip. Then the person slowly took my tip into his mouth, this made me moan. I haven't had any form of sexual activities in a while so I was very sensitive.The person began to suck, this made me take in a sharp deep breath. “Take more…” I whispered.That was my mistake because the person instantly left my lips, letting my member fall down to my thigh.“What..? No, please.” I was desperate but I didn't care, they were toying with my pleasure. We had barely started and I was frustrated.“So needy. So submissive.” Matteo teased and then they went silent.For a while I didn't feel nor hear anything. Then there was a touch, it was the light drag of fingertips over my ribcage. I flinched because the fingers were cold, making me shiver.Matteo chuckled lowly.Of course it was him.

I stared at the empty bed, the sheets still slightly rumpled where they had been and had gone cold, meaning that they had gotten up long ago. The feeling of their presence lingered in the air, but the reality was clear—I was alone.It shouldn't have mattered.I told myself that it didn’t.But a strange emptiness settled in my chest, something uncomfortably close to disappointment. Something I shouldn't even have felt.I sat up, running a hand through my hair, forcing the remnants of sleep away. Don’t be stupid. I told myself.This wasn't anything, it meant nothing. I had gotten a glimpse of something that I shouldn't have— affection, comfort and a sexuality I had been a little too curious about. But it all wasn't real, it wasn't my world.I took a deep breath, rolling my shoulders. I needed to shake this feeling off. Dwelling on it wouldn’t do me any favors. I was here for a reason, and I couldn’t afford to get lost in something as dangerous as attachment.Forget about it.The though

The silence between us stretched endlessly, the air was filled with a suffocating slice as we stared at each other. It was so thick that it could be cut through with a blade.Luca didn’t blink. He didn’t move. He just stood there, waiting.And then, he spoke."Explain."One word. One command and it was enough to break me.I told him everything.The words spilled out of me like a dam breaking, I told him who I was, why I had come here, the missions, the lies, the truth I had spent so long denying.I didn’t try to soften it.I didn’t make excuses.I just let it all out.And when I was done, I braced myself for what was coming. I had expected him to be furious— Luca should have been furious. He should have grabbed his gun, pressed it against my skull, and pulled the trigger without a second thought.But instead he sighed.Not in anger.Not in shock.But like he had just been proven right.And then, he said the one thing I never expected to hear."I’ve known for weeks."My stomach dropped

I felt my balls begin to tighten meant that I was close. I closed my eyes to sink into the pleasure as I fucked Luca's mouth and imagined my our last session with Eli.His body tied to the bed in the red room, fully surrendered to us. His cute but big dick, hard, in the air, ready for either of us. I never got to taste him that day and I wish I did.I imagined him on his knees right now with my dick in his mouth, tears streaming down his face as I fucked him relentlessly.“Eli…” with one last trust, I released deep in Luca's throat and the boss swallowed it all.I opened my eyes and looked at Eli. This was a lesson, Elias needed to understand something, I owned him now.He had infiltrated my home. My life and I had let him in. That was the part that fucked with me the most.I had started to trust him.I had started to care and maybe, just maybe there was more to his feelings. He tried to fuck me over.And now? Now he was paying for it. Luca knew exactly what to do, exactly how to push

The gun was still in my hand as I stared at Marco Vasquez’s lifeless body laying lifeless at my feet, a dark pool of his blood spreading beneath him, soaking into the wood of the docks.I should have felt something, maybe guilt, regret or even fear.But all I felt was relief.I had done it.I had finally cut ties with the last piece of my old life and I was finally free.And more importantly, I was theirs.I heard the sound of footsteps approaching from behind me. I knew who it was before I even turned around.Luca and Matteo. They walked slowly and came to a stop. For a brief moment the night air was filled with nothing but silence. Luca was the first to speak. “Are you okay?”I blinked. It was a strange question, I had just murdered my boss and I ought to have been shaken but I wasn't.I finally turned to look up at him and said the honest truth. “I feel nothing.”Matteo smirked. “Good boy.”My stomach flipped. It was such a simple and effortless praise that I have been badly crav