Semua Bab The Billionaire's Baby Mama: Bab 31 - Bab 40

BETH- PASTI feel so sick. I can’t get out of bed and I cannot eat. Why does Mary insist that I go to school then? She insists that a broken heart is not enough reason to miss school. Can you imagine!I huff and pull on a blue shirt. It belonged to Beck and is a few sizes too big but it comforts me. It smells like him and it chases away the cold in my chest. When I come down to pretend to eat, Mary shakes her head at my clothing.Embee still cannot go to school because of his leg so Jace and I walk quietly to school. He is very popular, and all the kids we pass have something to say to him. I am not in the mood to play and my stony expression drives everybody away.There is a new girl in my class. She is wearing all black and has pink stripes in her hair. I like it. She is very small too. The other kids think it is okay to pick on her because she is small. I want to defend her, because that is what Beck would have done. But thinking about defending her hurts because it reminds me of h

BECK- PRESENTIf Rosa gives me another one of her self-righteous looks, I'm going to fire her! Why does she insist on blaming me each time that infernal site writes something about me? Does she not read the whole thing? It's not as if my affairs are the only thing they gossip about. I mean, today, there is a portion about a popular celebrity with the clap. Their viewers and subscribers have not tripled because of him, no. It's because of me! They have become a thorn in my side and I am getting close to suing them.“Good morning Sir.” A voice interrupts my musings. When I see Anthony standing uncertainly at my doorstep, I frown. Where is Rosa, and why did she admit someone into my office without clearing it with me? I am supposed to be in a meeting, but my ten o clock cancelled at the last minute.“What do you want?” I inquire. He looks startled at the hostility in my voice, but can you blame me? There is only one reason he would be coming to my office, and I am not ready for that; esp

BECK- PRESENTI'll be damned if I allow you to spend another night with him while carrying my child. I curse at myself when I remember my choice of words. I had been able to pull it together in front of her, but as I wait for her to join me outside, I’m panicking.What had I been thinking when I invited her to my place? Nothing! Again I had not been thinking. I want to keep her safe, but that had not been the emotion that made me offer my place. I want to deny the fact that her jumping into my arms and feeling perfect against me had nothing to do with it. I also want to deny that I didn't mind that she had considered staying with Arlington. But I am not someone who lies to himself.I sigh in frustration. I know that I want her physically. Heck, not having her is the reason for my aggression towards her. What I didn't know was that I would be jealous of another man. Is it because Arlington is involved? No. I would have been jealous anyway if it had been another man. What does that say

BETH- PRESENT“What the hell Beth!” Alex explodes. I flush brightly.“Yeah, what the hell.” Sofia adds. Her well manicured fingers settle elegantly on her cocked hip. “You call me to say she has been attacked only for me to find you mauling her?” “Cara, I did not expect you so soon.” He drawls. I wonder if they can hear the desire in his voice. His back is to them, so I can see his desire. How embarrassing. This is just like the time Mary caught us kissing as kids. I want to crawl under the bed and die.“Obviously. I doubt I would have found you like this otherwise.” Her sarcastic tone has me biting my lips. “When you collect yourself, join me in your office.” Her hostile eyes turn to me, “You are not invited. Alex will keep you company to make sure you do not interrupt us.”“Easy babe.” Alex rubs her arm affectionately. “Martian and I need to talk too. Is there somewhere we can talk?”I just nod mutely and walk away. She follows behind me after a whispered word to her girlfriend. I

BETH- PRESENTI sleep fitfully on my first night at Casa de Beckham. The unfamiliar surroundings, as well as my inner turmoil, prevent me from having a good sleep. The second night isn't any better.By the third day, I'm bored out of my skull. I have only seen Beck in passing since that first day, almost like he's going out of his way to avoid me. I don't mind the peace, even though Alex has gone AWOL. I am trying to be optimistic about life after all. But it is hard to be optimistic when you're jobless, pregnant, and practically a prisoner. I didn’t know that I could get claustrophobic in such a lavish environment, but I am!I venture to cook for the both of us that evening just to alleviate my boredom, and of course, he does not return until I fall asleep; so much for the company.I am awoken in the middle of the night by a loud crash. Jolting up in bed, I creep towards my door and cautiously open it. My heart is racing wildly, remembering the last time I was attacked. Surely they w