All Chapters of My Rival My lover: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

Alex PovAndrian didn't show his stupid face in school today. Even for the practice, he had not come to the practice. I was battling with different emotions that I don't even know which one is which. I was disappointed that I had not seen his reaction I had been dying to see.I'm happy that he didn't come at all. The prospect of facing him after what had happened between us was like a bridge I didn't know how to cross.On the other hand, I was a little bit worried. His teammates didn't have any idea where he could have been. And I don't know why but I keep having bad feelings about it.“So, how was the practice today? You know, with him?”My stomach twisted at the mention of Andrian, but I kept my expression neutral.“good” I murmured, completely not in the mood to talk.Linda gave me a long look, so much that I panicked despite myself. “What?”“You fucked?”“What!!” I blurted out in shock, staring wide eyed at a smiling Linda. “I know it, all the quietness, then you looking for an

Everywhere was dark, just like how my heart felt at this moment. The moment I had read that note in the cabin, something inside me died. I had lost count of the days. I had been locked up in the basement by my own father. No one to talk to, no sliver of light, just darkness, silence, and the occasional sound of footsteps bringing in food once a day by my father's bodyguard. My muscles were screaming from fatigue and weakness. My throat was dri, and my heart…my heart was in poeces. Plus, the pain that was constantly coming from my heart. Coupled with my situation, that made everything worse. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Alex’s face. His lips, whispering those words that shattered me. It was a mistake. I was dissatisfied. I forced my eyes open. I didn’t want to see it again. I know this was a punishment, but I would endure it until my father's anger cools down. The loud screeching of the basement door echoed throughout the small space, followed immediately by the sudden b

Alex’s POV I told myself I wouldn’t care. I told myself Andrian’s absence was his problem, not mine. But as the days passed, as the whispers grew, as the competition loomed closer and he still wasn’t here, my patience started to wear dangerously thin. He was supposed to be here. I needed to see him. I needed to know his reaction. And the fact that I didn’t? It was driving me insane. ************************** I felt like a ghost. Two weeks. It had been two whole weeks since I last saw Andrian, and in that time, everything had changed. Linda was pissed at me. Apparently she was not happy about my little stunts, and peter? Well Peter was nowhere to be found, always busy and I was ashamed to meet him, not after. Had betrayed his trust. And Andrian? He was just… gone. It was like he had never existed, like he had never been a part of my life. But I felt him. Everywhere. I couldn’t focus in class. I barely paid attention during rehearsals. I moved through the da

Alex pov I have lost him. The guy I had ever loved, my first kiss, just walked in with a dangerously stunning woman after weeks of absence without even sparing me a glance. My heart was shattering into pieces. I could not breathe well. Andrian and his devilish whore had captivated the whole hall. That nobody had noticed when I had slept out of the hall. But Linda, my best friend, noticed me sneaking out of the hall. My tears were falling uncontrollably, blinding my vision. “Alex”, Linda called behind me, her quick steps following me, as she ran after me. I stopped when I was far away from the happy gathering, facing her eventually. “It's my fault, Linda. I messed up, I am a fool…” Linda pulled me into a hug, stopping me from my rambling. "Shut up, Alex," she murmured, rubbing my back soothingly. "You’re not a fool." I clung to her, my breath coming out in shaky bursts. I had held it together in the hall. Forced myself to look strong and unaffected ,but I know that I was dyi

Andrian’s POVI walked off the stage, oblivious of the commotion and uproar that my actions had caused.But none of it matters anymore.Nothing in this life matters again. I clenched my fists so tightly that my nails dug into my palms. My chest burned with frustration, anger, and something I couldn’t quite name.I was supposed to be angry at him.I was supposed to hate him.Alex.The person who had done the most painful thing to me. He had betrayed me.He had cheated on me.I had seen it with my own eyes, him with another man at the club, tangled in an embrace that should have been mine.It was so real, and from all indications, his note said it all that he never loved me. I was a fool to open my heart to him.So why?Why did I help him?I should have let him fail. Should have watched him stumble and fall in front of everyone, just like he had let me fall. But the moment I saw the panic in his eyes, the moment i saw he was in a desperate situation, he has a frozenon stage,And wi