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Chapter 99: hurtful words
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The thrill of rebellion pulsed through my veins as we sprinted across the campgrounds, skipping the last class of summer camp. It wasn’t just any class, it was the final gathering before everything came to an end. But that didn’t matter now.“Miss Benita needs to get laid,” Jacob, my best friend, grumbled, his breath heavy from running. He pulled out a cigar, lighting it with a flick of his wrist before offering it to me.“Nooo, Remember that I don't smoke,” I smirked, remembering him, for like a hundred times since we started coming into this abandoned closet to stay and have some fresh air devoid of Miss Benita and her serious vibes that follow her.He chuckled, giving me a teasing look. “Come on, Alex. Live a little. It’s our last day of freedom.” His green eyes sparkled mischievously, and despite myself, I found it hard to resist.Okay, but just this once,” I sighed, taking the “nutrient cigar” as he calls it hesitantly. As soon as I inhaled, a violent cough ripped through my ches
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My Rival My lover Chapter 103: The Big Reveal
Andrian’s POV I arrived at the secluded VIP hotel at exactly 10 PM. The place Viper had said we should meet up. He had sent the location immediately I had debated telling Enzo about it. But for some reason, I didn't. This wasn’t something I wanted anyone interfering with. No matter what. It almost felt sacred and personal to me. The hallway was dimly lit, and the guards at the entrance barely spared me a glance before letting me in. It was clear that this place belonged to the Davidsons. At the far end of the room, seated in a leather chair with an air of absolute confidence, was Viper. I had never met him before, but his reputation preceded him. Dark suit. Sharp eyes. A presence that demanded attention. He gestured for me to sit, and I complied, my muscles coiled tight with impatience. "Andrian." His voice was smooth, controlled. “Dominic” I asked, not showing weakness for a moment. I could see it in his slight shift of expression that he was caught off guard by me sa
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Andrian’s POVThe morning shine looked so dull. The surroundings look so gray. I stood by the window, admiring the ants that were walking on the window frame, each busy with its task. Waves of regrets. Different what ifs kept on piling on my head., likeWhat if I had not shouted at Alex? He would have still been in the ceremony without going out by himself. Or What if I had come a little too early, that I had come. What if I had acted on time, like telling Enzo about everything earlier, before I reached the site.Would there have been a different outcome?Different emotions were running through me.The cold locket between my fingers was the only thing that kept me from losing it all.Just like the photograph ash, it kept me from l falling off the edge ìn the dungeon.A wave of memory came over me. I remembered the night I had given Alex this locket.**********************Memory"If you value our friendship, then keep this safe."I remember the night I had given it to him.We were le
My Rival My lover Chapter 101: kidnapped
Andrian’s POVI stormed away, my hands shaking, my chest heaving with rage I could barely contain. Different emotions were boiling inside my body.I shouldn’t have exploded like that.I shouldn’t have let him get to me.But seeing Alex standing there, looking at me with those wide, guilty eyes, like he actually gave a damn, like he had the right to feel hurt, had pushed me over the edge."You disgust me."I meant it.Didn’t I?The words rang in my head, louder and louder,as I had lashed out at him. I was consumed by my emotions that I had lashed out, giving him my piece of mind. but they didn’t bring the satisfaction I thought they would.Instead, all I felt was this unbearable ache twisting in my gut.Did I go too far?. Was I too harsh on him?.As I wandered through the ceremony venue like an angel of death, a tiny voice in my head kept on disturbing me. I could have waited to hear from him. He had a lot to say. The way his little body trembled as I spat out those words at him.A p
My Rival My lover Chapter 100: walk home
Alex’s POV I stood there, frozen. The Andrian hard words continued to ring in my head, each one slicing through me like a hot blade to the heart. "I hate you, Alex." I couldn’t breathe. My chest felt tight, like someone had reached inside and crushed my heart in their fist. Andrian’s face, when i dared to look, was contorted in pure rage, and with all the anger, i could see that he was saying it straight from his heart. And it haunted my mind. His voice, so full of venom and pain, echoed in my head over and over again, refusing to stop. "You disgust me." "You’re a selfish, manipulative bastard." "I should’ve let you fail." I sucked in a shaky breath, but it did nothing to calm the storm raging inside me. The pain that was coming from my heart was so much that I felt like my heart was being ripped out of me. I wanted to move, to say something, to chase after him. But what was the point? He was right. In my ignorance, I had done a lot of bad things, that i am now regreting
My Rival My lover Chapter 99: hurtful words
Andrian’s POVI walked off the stage, oblivious of the commotion and uproar that my actions had caused.But none of it matters anymore.Nothing in this life matters again. I clenched my fists so tightly that my nails dug into my palms. My chest burned with frustration, anger, and something I couldn’t quite name.I was supposed to be angry at him.I was supposed to hate him.Alex.The person who had done the most painful thing to me. He had betrayed me.He had cheated on me.I had seen it with my own eyes, him with another man at the club, tangled in an embrace that should have been mine.It was so real, and from all indications, his note said it all that he never loved me. I was a fool to open my heart to him.So why?Why did I help him?I should have let him fail. Should have watched him stumble and fall in front of everyone, just like he had let me fall. But the moment I saw the panic in his eyes, the moment i saw he was in a desperate situation, he has a frozenon stage,And wi
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