Semua Bab Take my Hand and Choose me: Bab 221 - Bab 229

Napakagat nalang ng labi si Astria, she felt cold all over her body."Kaya hayaan mo na, whether we get divorced or not. Ayoko na dyan sa daddy mo, I'm so done with him." Madidiing saad ni Astella at pinapanatili ang pagkakalma kahit sa loob loob nya ay sobrang galit sya kay Roy "My life... It's now completely mess kahit ano pang gawin ko eh wala na akong magagawa pa. I never had a good life with him, kahit kailan. Kahit nga nung nagdedate palanh kami, I just shrugged it all because i was blinded kahit alam kong sobrang misogynistic nya tsk, sa una lang sya magaling" iritable pang asik ni AstellaTahimik lang namang nakikinig si Astria, naawa sya at nalulungkot habang nakikinig sa mga kwento ng ina."Kaya ikaw, Star. I just hope that you will live a good life, hindi tulad ng buhay ko. Just let me and your dad rot in hell, you shouldn't live in this hell. Live a life that you really want." seryosong saad ni Astella sa anak at binalingan eto ng tingin. Her eyes is crying, sunod sunod an

Pero kasi getting engaged to Cian means that she needs to give Cairan up. At ayaw nya yon, ayaw nyang isuko ang binata. Kahit pa hindi nya alam at natatakot sya sa intensyon neto ay hindi nya parin kayang sukuan ang binata. This is the first time she genuinely loved by someone, someone who respect her choices and let her be herself. Anyway. Nakumbinsi naman ni Astria si Astella kahit papaano na kumain. Habang tinutulungan ni Astria ang ina ay napansin ni Astella ang binti neto, doon nya lang naalala kamustahin ang paa neto. "How was your leg? You jump from your room" may pag-aalalang tanong neto, nahiya naman bigla si Astria pero sumagot parin sya, inamin ang katotohanan. "Ok naman yung paa ko Mommy, it's not that serious. Nakapagpa-X-ray narin ako para masiguro and we didn't see any cracks or bali sa bones, natwist lang talaga or nadislocate kaya mahirap igalaw pero ok na ako dahil napahinga ko na sya ng halos ilang araw" mahabang pagpapaliwanag ni Astria. "That's good to he

Astria was confused, anong pinagsasabi nya? "What are you saying? what's wrong with that?" gulong-gulong saad ni Astri "After all, it's my freedom to do whatever I want." dagdag nya pa "And for your plan about the engagement, let me think about it first" pagbabalik nya sa topic. Hindi sya pwedeng basta basta magdesisyon. Hindi lang sya ang maapektuhan ng desisyon nyo, meron syang Cairan na masasaktan. She needs to talk about it to Cairan first. Cian just curled his lips with malice. "It's up to you, I can just change my Fiancée anytime. Atleast, I won't make my mother suffer because of my selfishness" sarkastikong saad ni Cian sa dalaga. Those words hit her heart in pain. Napayukom na lamang si Astria ng kamay. "If wala kanang sasabihin, I'm leaving" galit na asik ni Astria saka tuluyang naglakad papalayo sa binata. She leave without looking back. Cian just stared at her slender back features and gritted his teeth secretly. His sight... it gradually change as if he's scanni

"Hay nako, ayoko lang kasi na si Cian ang makikinabang sa lahat ng pagod mo, that loser didn't deserve it. We even brought our team from us para lang magamit sa kumpanya nila but that Cael, he took the credit and just promote you as a reward? It's so obvious! ayaw ka parin nila sa kumpanya, kung hindi ka lang magaling at pinalago sila, baka manager ka parin hanggang ngayon. Ha! gusto nilang puro trabaho ka habang sila ang nakikinabang? This is clearly bullying, hanggang dito ba naman." reklamo ni Zairo "Don't worry, Funtaveriá Corp. is a big platform, hindi basta basta. Kung sa normal way kung gusto mapromote eh dapat halos tatlo o apat na taon pa ang kailangan bago ma promote, calm down" saad ni Cairan saka dinikdik ang sigarilyo sa ashtray "We still have time, there's a long way to go. Uunti-untiin lang natin maningil" dagdag pa ni Cairan gamit ang blangko nyang mukha. This gives Zairo a little bit of cheer up. "Totoo yan ha? that's not an empty promises? Let's get rid of that ol

"You're thinking, I'm just talking nonsense right?" buntong hiningang saad ni Cairan matapos makita ang mga tingin ni Astria. Napababa naman ng tingin ang dalaga sabay iling na lamang "No... hindi sa ganon... it just, kahit na makahiram ka man ng ganong kalaking pera... I-i... I can't afford to pay it back. How can I pay you back" alalang saad ni Astria sa kasintahan. Hindi naman nakasagot si Cairan sa mga oras na iyon at nabalot na ng katahimikan ang buong hapag. The meal ended in silence, parehong walang kibo ang dalawa sa magkaibang dahilan and that gives Astria sa sense of guilt for ruining the mood. It's just... how can he borrow a hundred millions from someone? sinong tanga ang magpapahiram ng ganoong kalaking pera just because they're friends? he didn't even know kung mababayadan ba eto. And if Cairan did borrow money, hindi nya alam kung pano nya mababayadan ang binata. Hindi ganon kadaling maghanap ng pera, kahit magkayod kalabaw pa sya nang buong taon hindi manlang neto