AmyA part of me wanted to go out and meet Jade, but no, my heart is so hurt that I do not want to see him, the view I saw tonight is still fresh in my head I do not want to see Jade yet, I don't, I just wish my fucking heart should just listen to me this one time.He said he can't commit to a relationship, I can as well so the same whily is my fucking heart messing with my head.I looked out through my window and he was still standing outside leaning in his car waiting for me to come to him. Why is he so stubborn? I already told him to leave, why is he being stubborn?My cotton flew to my face and my window slammed close, the wind was blowing so hard, lightning began to strike, thunder was making rumbling sounds in the sky, and the heavy sound of rainfall began to hit the ceiling. Why is it raining on this day of all time?I look out through the window and Jade was still standing under the rain and drenched, my heart twisted in pain, why is he making everything so hard for me, I coul
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