AmyA part of me wanted to go out and meet Jade, but no, my heart is so hurt that I do not want to see him, the view I saw tonight is still fresh in my head I do not want to see Jade yet, I don't, I just wish my fucking heart should just listen to me this one time.He said he can't commit to a relationship, I can as well so the same whily is my fucking heart messing with my head.I looked out through my window and he was still standing outside leaning in his car waiting for me to come to him. Why is he so stubborn? I already told him to leave, why is he being stubborn?My cotton flew to my face and my window slammed close, the wind was blowing so hard, lightning began to strike, thunder was making rumbling sounds in the sky, and the heavy sound of rainfall began to hit the ceiling. Why is it raining on this day of all time?I look out through the window and Jade was still standing under the rain and drenched, my heart twisted in pain, why is he making everything so hard for me, I coul
Amy My heart shattered immediately on seeing the messaging, I needed to get away from him else I might lose my mind, the audacity of him to asked me not to get close to another guys but here he was asking another girl to be his girlfriend, I don't understand what Jade take me for, the fact that he can feel how vulnerable I am and probably would have guess that I have feelings for him does not mean he should treat me like trash, am I the one that's supposed to wait while he mess around with other girls. I wiped my tears and tried to stand up from the bed and that's when I realized that his gaze on me was so strong that I cannot pull his hand away, “Jade I need to pee” I said tapping him and that's when he slowly disentangled his hand from my body, I stood up immediately and left the room, I came downstairs and made my way to the balcony, I could not sleep again, sleep is now far gone from me, I'm dying to talk to someone else I might go crazy from too much thinking, I look at the p
Amy“Mummy…” I called with a broken voice, she walked up to me and pulled me into her arms, “That's okay, please don't cry, just go to bed and stop worrying, everything will be fine” She said and patted my back,“Come let me walk you into your room” She held my hand and walked me upstairs, she tucked me in bed and covered me with the sheet“Goodnight” She kissed my forehead and turned off the bedside lamp before she left. I'm glad my mum didn't ask further and that's why she's the one that understands me the most, she knew I didn't want to talk about it so she left, she has always known that I'll come to her when I feel like talking. I sighed tiredly staring at the empty space, I didn't know when I fell asleep.I woke up the next morning and checked my phone to see that I've got so many missed calls from Nile, I know he must be worried with the way I ended the call last night. I dragged my lazy ass and sat up on the bed, I took my phone and dialed Niles number and it's just like he'
Amy I know Jade is crazy and might actually do something bad to Nile so I slowly pulled Nile out of the way, he tried to grab my hand with a force but I refused and stepped back“You have your date with you so why are you stopping me from having lunch with my mate”“Fuck Amy stop tasting my patience'' He groan in anger“If we can't have a meal here we can always have it elsewhere, go sort yourself out” I said to him with a glare, “Nile?” I called and held his hand, Jade's gaze followed our hands and he was fuming like a broken lion“Let's go somewhere else” I said to Nile and we walked out of the hotel, we got to the car, and I was feeling so angry and pissed, I rested my head on the car window.Nile didn't drive immediately, he stood and waited, “I'm coming” He said to me and left, minutes later he came back with cold juice “Here have it to calm yourself down” “Thank you” I said to him as I slowly took the drink, “Let me open it” He said calmly, I gave the drink to him and he u
AmyHe became silent immediately I asked him about himself, I don't understand why he do not like talking about it“Nothing is interesting about me” He muttered sadly. I nodded my head in understanding, I do not want to force him“I just hope that one day you trust me enough to talk about yourself”“Hmm, I will,” He nodded with a smile.“Sure that's cool”Minutes passed and none of us said anything to each other, we just sat in silence enjoying the beauty of nature, “Amy?” Nile suddenly called and I turned to look at him, he was staring at me with so much affection in his eyes “You want to say something?”“Hmm” He nodded, and I gestured for him to go on“I know I might not be the one you like right now, probably you already have someone in your heart, and I'm not good with words either, but I just want to let you know that I'm always going to be there when you need me, I will always support you, and as well respect your decision, I just hope you can trust me not only as your mate bu
AmyIt's finally Monday and it's time for school, I made up my mind that I will not ask any of my friends to drive me to school today, I got ready for school and did everything so fast, by the time I got to the bus station the last bus for the day was about to leave but I was lucky enough to catch the last bus.The bus stopped In Front of the school and I came down from it as I made my way inside the school, I got to the class and none of my friends had come yet, I look around the class that's almost filled with student and they are nowhere in sight, it's strange because they are always early.I walked to my seat and sat down, I don't talk to anybody in the class except from my friend's, this school is for rich kids and if you're a scholarship student like me they won't want to interact with you so basically rich kids hate poor kids that's how it has always been in Empire High School, it's crazy how I became friends with Jade and the others.I decided to keep myself busy with the new
Amy School was finally over and yet Jade didn't come back to the class. I pretended like I was fine the whole day cause I didn't want anybody to get worried over my stupid feelings for Jade. My eyes kept darting at the door till the end of the school, “Who's that girl with Jade this morning?” Dell asked“His new girlfriend I guess” Zack shrugged“Such a stubborn ass till he lose Amy” Dante muttered slowly“It's obvious he's not going to change so easily I don't know what else to say to him” Dell sighed, it feels good to know that even though the three of them do not want to interfere between Jade and I they are genuinely worried about us, and wanted Jade to change“Guys?” I called and they all have me their attention “You guys want Jade to change but would you guys have changed if you were in his shoes?” “Princess trust me I'm like this because I wasn't mated to someone like you” Dante laughed,“Idiot” Zack groan and smacked his head“Fuck! That hurts” Dante whined, I rolled my ey
AmyI began eating my pizza immediately, munching on them like I was hungry and have been craving them for a very long time, I'm just hoping that he would stop if he sees I'm eating and just like I expected he stopped talking, I popped the juice and began taking a gulp from it when suddenly“Amy, will you sleepover at my place tonight?” I unintentionally spilled out the whole juice immediately “Amy are you okay?” He asked in panic as he rushed to my side and sat beside me, “Hmm” I nodded vigorously“Here let me wipe it” He said to me and began to wipe my mouth, “Hmm, why do you want me to sleepover?” I asked nervously, clinging onto my skirt to hide my nervousness “Nothing, I just want my best friend with me, can you do that? I miss you” He said in a calm voice, why the fickmis Jade playing with my feelings, he know so damn well that I have never and can not say no to him, “I miss you, my mum has also been asking of you lately, she said you no longer come over to see her, why don