All Chapters of The Alpha's Heart: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Neerah“You are not one of us. Yet you dared to hit Fero” Rayah declares with a chilling intensity. Suddenly, I can hear animalistic growls from both Nina and Rayah as they didn't technically shift. But you can just tell that they are so close to shifting. Are they going to attack me?!I regret all the reading I have done these past few weeks. I wouldn't have known that since I didn't officially take an oath, I was not entitled to anyone's protection.Would they kill me for punching Fero? Isn't that a little too extreme!I started to step back, so scared that Rayah would use the opportunity to get rid of me. Even if Alpha Cuan is not happy with the outcome, as the leader of his pack, he couldn't choose my side over his own pack members. It wouldn't make a lot of sense.Not that I think he would choose my side anyways.The moment Nina jumps, I know she would shift in that intimidating manner I have come to realize that werewolves prefer in a fight. Yes. I am super intimidated.I do

Neerah“You know, I love reading! Can I read books here in your office?” I ask, trying to hide my still extremely powerfully beating heart. God! He cannot hear it can he?!I steal a look at his direction. I see a small smile appear at the corner of his lips and he shrugs. “Suit yourself” he agrees.“I noticed that maids do not enter your bedroom. Who does the cleaning?” I ask, cringing inwardly at how I must have sounded. i hope he doesn't think that I am hinting at anything else.I steal another look and foubd out that he has his head tilted to the side and I swear his grey eyes sharpened even more. “So?” Is all he said.“So, can I be the one to clean it for you? I worked as a nanny before. I clean their house sometimes when they let me stay over for the night” I explain. “a human monster, a house girl and nanny?” He says it as if pondering it over. I cant decipher the layers to his tone though. “Oh wow! That's me in one sentence!” I admit. And my heart beat slower again. My fraye

NeerahIn my dreams, jumping off the cliff was terrifying. I awoke with a scream. But there is no one in the room and it took me a while to realize that I am in Alpha Cuan's room. Yet I am not lying on the floor. I am lying on his King Sized bed!I love how extra soft everything is around me. In the absence of any real comfort, it was a good substitute. That's what I told myself when I gathered it around me and tried to look at the positive side of it all.In my dream, my mom did not blame me for anything big really. This time, she did not kill me herself and claimed hat I should have died instead of her or that I was the one who killed her…Another good point to be taken home is the fact that lying on this bed means that Alpha Cuan is being generous again. He must have broken his own rule to get me comfortable sometime during the night.My mind comes back to his little moment with Rayah and I sigh to myself. Tomorrow is going to be a long day indeed!So the next morning, its quit

Neerah“I am sorry. I don't know what came over me! Shit!” He apologised!It's like pouring cold water over my feverish state! It felt like a surprise zombie attack. I went from a hundred degrees to zero flat. I am so outraged! He is playing pingpong with my emptions! There is self pity, disgust and a number of other emotions I didn't wish to delve into right now. I closed my eyes, feeling a blanket of negative energy wrap around me like vice. It feels like emotional abuse. I am the one who let it happen to me. No one else. Not even the perpetrator of my doom.We did not have lunch that day. But he still bought me food to take ho9me.I want to shout at him that I do not need his money or his damn food. What I need most is for him to stop giving me hope! I need for him to choose if he was the hero in my story, or the damn villain!I wouldn't speak to him again because I am so emotional. Honestly? I want to hate him too but I know know that I could not. It feels physically impossible.

Alpha Cuan“When is the flight?” Rayah asks with a bright smile. We are both in a car heading to the airport with Chase as out driver.“In an hour's time” is all I said. We reached the airport and Rayah opens the door to exit. She is brimming with excitement. I am sire it feels good to have one over June. And maybe, over Neerah as well.Too bad it was not going to happen. It takes her a moment to realize that I haven't come out of the car yet and Chase is still sitting inside the car and he made no move to go out as well.“aren't You coming out?” She asks, looking like she realized exactly what is happening but that she is hoping it is not true.“No” I reply succinctly. “you shall go to Alpha June’s wedding on my behalf Rayah. You will meet my mom over there. Send my regard” I explain. Her mood hits zero instantly. Her expression freezes over with frost. But She had to look away to avoid coming off too strong. I am still her Alpha!I feel bad about earlier today. I know that Neera